deep hypnosis

Reported the case, the man was taken to the police station, can't speak well - addict.

It was one of the few men in Yi Yang's fan group who turned Yi Yang into an idol, frantically collected everything about him, held him high above him, and did not allow anyone to blaspheme him.Unexpectedly, some time ago, it was revealed that Yi Yang had a schizophrenia, and suddenly the sky fell, and the drug addiction broke out again. In the extreme excitement, there was an explosion of omnipotence, and he wrote Weibo that he wanted to die with Yi Yang. Stand guard on the only way Yi Yang must pass home.

It's also fortunate that he took the poison and didn't have a good shot, otherwise the knife might have hit the vital point.The heart-piercing pain of being kicked by Xie Jintian seemed to wake him up with a slap, and the impulse to cheer up was instantly discouraged, and he lay there limp, his eyes confessing with emptiness.

It was nearly ten o'clock when the transcript was finished, Yi Yang was very tired, and he couldn't care about Xie Jintian who was walking behind him silently all the way.When the anti-theft door was opened and the sensor light came on, Yi Yang paused as if waking up from a dream, and turned half of his body to block the ray of light.

Xie Jintian just stood at the bottom of the stairs and didn't follow. Seeing Yi Yang's defensive posture, his heart sank again: "I saw his Weibo, you turned off your phone, I followed because I was worried."

After saying that, Xie Jintian took a step forward, and Yi Yang subconsciously stepped back, leaning his back against the cold door, waking up the bewilderment of the skin-to-skin kiss that night.He was rehearsing how to resist in his mind, but he felt a warmth on his neck.

"It won't happen in the future." Xie Jintian tugged lightly, tightened the two ends of the scarf, and wrapped Yi Yang in soft cashmere from neck to chin.Before he followed him, he wanted to do this, but he stared at the part of his neck that was exposed, but he still didn't dare to go forward.After hesitating, it was delayed until now, but it became tasteless instead.

I still want to say something, but I am afraid that the taste will change uncontrollably as soon as I open my mouth, which will only increase my disgust.At this moment, the oath has been broken, no matter what the reason is, he should disappear completely to offset the guilt of breaking his promise.

Xie Jintian took one last look at Yi Yang. This might be the last time in his life that he stood in front of him legitimately.Soft lines, delicate eyebrows, stroke by stroke, engraved on the stone tablet.The inscription on the inscription is the desolation of the exhausted oil, and the end of drinking hatred, but there is nothing to do.Many years later, he could finally understand the bitterness of Yi Yang's desire and reluctance for him, but he could only let this feeling lead him to death.

When he turned his back, his heart was still looking back, defending the always silent Yi Yang, imagining that there might be some reluctance in his eyes.

Yi Yang saw Xie Jintian drifting away, but he still stood guard in front of the door, covering the dark crack, afraid that some thoughts would sneak in without anyone noticing, and returned home, lying on the same bed, tossing and turning sighed in his ear.

He suddenly remembered the video call Xia Xue had made before, showing him the snow in the northeast.

"It's actually not as cold as Shanghai! It's dry here, and there's heating!" Xia Xue, who was covered up so that only her eyes were exposed, shouted without a ladylike image in the snowstorm, "Look at what I piled up!"

The camera flickered, and a tall figure flashed past. It was clear that he was squatting there just now to "plasticize" the snowman.A frozen purple carrot was stuck in the snowman's nose, his eyes were frozen pears, and the pole was still connected, like a protruding eyelash.

Xia Xue took off the light yellow woolen hat and wanted to put it on the snowman, when she saw a big hand stretched out from the side and held it down for her.Afterwards, there was a low voice of discussion, something to say, with a bit of a coquettish nasal voice, but in the end they couldn't get what they wanted.

"Hey! This brain door looks like et!" Xia Xue struggled resolutely.

Yi Yang's eyes were stranded on the hand that was always resting on Xia Xue's shoulder at the bottom of the screen.

They got the certificate years ago, and she accompanied him back to celebrate the New Year.

Yi Yang has never seen such a childish side of Xia Xue, in his impression, she is always mature, sensible, gentle and considerate, the virtuous appearance that Xie Jintian likes.It wasn't until she met a man who knew how to spoil her that the little girl who was hiding in her heart unscrupulously poked her head out and smiled.

Looking at the chaotic snowflakes in the picture, and listening to Xia Xue's changed tone, Yi Yang's heart seemed to be left in the rainy season, warm and humid.

Xia Xue has finally become herself, what she should have been, and she no longer has to compromise to cater to the happiness in the eyes of the world.Although she lived for herself, Yi Yang seemed to see a reborn self in her.This indescribable emotion is still jumping after the call is interrupted, it is a cluster of flames, lighting up those bleak memories into the ups and downs leading to perfection.

However, he is not so lucky. He needs to remind himself all the time, to suppress the wavering thoughts, and not to beautify Xie Jintian's actions because of the unbearable loneliness.Although the wounds that he had branded on his heart had scabbed over, they had sprung up again and spread wildly.Even though he is now able to joke with friends without scruples and talk and laugh with strangers without scruples, it is difficult to devote all his energy to a relationship.It was a precipice, an impasse of emotion, no matter how long the love reached that place, it would flow into a dead end, there is no possibility of rebirth, and the front line is difficult to continue.

Although Yi Yang didn't mention it, the incident of his attack spread like wildfire on the Internet the next day. For a while, many fans came to inquire about the truth, and Xiao Mu also learned about the situation with Hu Xinwei's condolences.

At that time Cheng Yan was teaching Yi Yang to use his semi-old mobile phone, Xiao Mu heard Yi Yang mention it, and his face was a little ugly: "Why don't you talk about such a big thing?"

"No injury." Yi Yang said lightly.In fact, when we first met in the morning, he wanted to talk about it, but Xie Jintian's back that night flashed by, so he didn't want to mention it.

Xiao Mu stopped talking, and went to the kitchen with a long face to help peel the bamboo shoots until Xiao Ran was brought by his grandma.

Yi Yang took out a red envelope and gave it to Xiao Ran. The little guy blushed and dodged it, obviously he had been taught it.Yi Yang stuffed it in his pocket, and Xiao Mu had no choice but to ask him to thank him when he saw it, so he didn't care about the previous matter anymore.Yi Yang really likes children, and Xiao Ran also likes Yi Yang, like a little tail, calling after him like "brother and brother", regardless of seniority.Xiao Mu drove him away several times to no avail, so he had to let him go.

After a busy day, the child was in the store, Xiao Mu and Cheng Yan were not in a hurry to leave, and stayed with Yi Yang until the end.It turned out that Xiao Ran had already fallen asleep on the sofa chair in the dressing room when it was closing time.

Wrapped in several layers and hugged in their arms, the voices of the three of them were much lowered in the cold wind.

"I didn't even eat the start-of-work meal!" Cheng Yan touched Xiao Ran's little hand hooked around Xiao Mu's neck, it was very warm, so he felt relieved.

"Where can I order it now? Make it up on your own." Xiao Mu didn't care about this.

The more they talked, the closer they got, and finally they were shoulder to shoulder, and they couldn't hear what they said clearly.Yi Yang walked behind, looking at the back figure that could be photographed at any time as a template of "family portrait", he was a little distracted.

He watched the two of them walk along the way, and it was obvious that they started "late" a lot, but the rapid progress due to force majeure is really staggering. This is the so-called "Made in Heaven", right?The seemingly ordinary fit is like the bricks and tiles of ancient buildings, without gaps and difficult to shake.

Yi Yang suddenly realized that he and Xie Jintian were completely over.

This ending did not end with Xie Jintian's farewell last night, but because Yi Yang suddenly realized at this moment that the love he had been longing for all this time could never be realized in Xie Jintian.The absurdity of self-torture over the years is not because they met at the wrong time, but because they are misplaced characters in each other's lives.What Xie Jintian always wanted was a friend who would come and go as soon as he was called, but Yi Yang, who knew that Xie Jin was naturally cold but still chose to play his pre-set role in a humble way, was unwilling to hope that one day , Xie Jintian will have a different feeling for him as if he just woke up from a dream.

Their expectations of each other have never been equal, and their assumptions about their relationship have never matched.Xia Chongyu Bing, even if there were no later incidents, they would never be able to reach the step where the water flows forever and loves each other.

Yi Yang suddenly felt a surge of pain, which violently broke the vigilance built by reason, cut off the connection between body and spirit, and exiled his wandering soul to the ends of the world.His eyes are blurred, blurred into two back figures, one is Xie Jintian's, and the other is his own.

Two months after Xie Jintian completely disappeared from Yi Yang's life, it was Xia Xue's wedding.

There are quite a few faces she has seen before, and Xia Xue did not shy away from it. The relatives and friends invited to the wedding with Xie Jintian before were also invited this time, saying that no gift money is required, only blessings.

Yi Yang admires Xia Xue's courage very much. If this matter is placed on other people, I am afraid that even the wedding will be abandoned, but Xia Xue insists on holding another ceremony because she does not want to be unfair to the people who will spend her life together. To the parents who were embarrassed by this, the previous misfortune was not her fault, and it was all in the past.

It's really gone.

"Man is such an incredible animal. It is obvious that sometimes all thoughts are lost, and the sorrow is greater than death, but once there is a glimmer of hope, they can't help but hold on to it, overturning the previous conclusion in a blink of an eye, and interpreting all the suffering as the path to happiness. Must." In the dressing room, Xia Xue looked at Yi Yang standing behind him in the mirror and said.

Yi Yang's eyes fell on the soft long hair pulled up by the make-up artist. A rose was pinned to it. He asked him to take it down from the column beside the stage. He forgot to prepare in advance, and toasted with the wine-red fish The tail skirt is also suitable.

"No matter what you say, your heart will not really die. As long as you are still alive, there is always a chance of survival from a desperate situation."

After hearing this, Yi Yang looked at the corner of the skirt sewn with sequins, which was the mermaid's tail. After all, she was going to leave him at a loss and swim towards the happiness she longed for.No matter what the ending is, she is willing to bear it.A feeling that backfires can make a person devastated or invincible.