deep hypnosis

Xie Jintian opened his eyes in the glare of the sun, and was struck by the smell of fermented wine in the stuffy air all night, giving him a splitting headache.There are fragments flying around in front of my eyes, like ginkgo leaves blown by the wind on both sides of the road, full of luxury and luxury, until Xie Jintian almost fell asleep in the trance like hallucinations, those fragments felt boring and settled in the dimension of time superior.Xie Jintian woke up with a jolt.

No, this is not imaginary, those pictures and touches are like the clothes hanging out of the window that you can see when you look up, swaying brightly, they are boneless corpses.

Xie Jintian didn't know exactly how all of this happened, but he did do something that he had never dared to think of before, as if the other him who had been split from his body had planned it for a long time.The beast, which had been trapped for a long time, couldn't suppress the fire at all when the cage was knocked open.Clearly delirious, but still remembering the promise never to meet again, pressing down on the "prey" with his body, but covering his eyes to prevent him from seeing.

Yi Yang, who was stunned by the attack from behind for a moment, had already reacted at this time, and hit the ribs of the person behind him with an elbow, but the person grunted but did not let go. Instead, he violently used his whole body The strength pressed him against the wall, cut his hands backwards, and bit his ear pinnae.Yi Yang trembled violently, but those cold lips had already slid along the arc to his neck, biting him fascinatedly, wishing to tear him up and swallow him, so as not to teach others to covet him.

Yi Yang recognized him, and struggled more violently, but his eyes trembled slightly under the palm, revealing the timidity in his heart.He was afraid of him because he was a thorn in his heart for many years.Keep it, I'd rather die.If he pulled it out, his heart would be dying—he was holding on to it because he had to fight against this feeling.

But he can't help it.

Drunk people are amazingly powerful.Those cold hands had already slipped into the jacket he was wearing casually, one went up into the sweater, and the other went down into the waistband of his trousers.Yi Yang's body froze, and the lingering smell of alcohol seemed to make him dull and unresponsive, and he lost his judgment for a while.The slightly jerky tenderness mixed with the roughness of the action was actually more frightening than the roughness itself.

In fact, Xie Jintian didn't know what he wanted, the touch of his skin only caused a deeper trembling, and in the trembling came pleasure, he was a spirited demon, not just one.They clamored to confuse people's hearts, and rushed forward to tear each other's skins, trying to crush the two hearts and nestle together, and then buried them in the soil, covering up the shocking intertwining.

Night Breeze was like a knife waiting for an opportunity, cutting quickly and accurately on the exposed skin during the struggle.For a moment Xie Jintian thought he was awake, but he seemed to be more drunk because of the long-lost breath.A giant python entangled them, and the scales on its belly swam along against their skin, gradually tightening unconsciously, and on the verge of suffocation, there was a kind of peace of mind that they would die together.

"So you know each other?"

Hu Xinwei's seat turned half a circle, and Yi Yang glanced at the screen as if waking up from a dream.

He hadn't watched the video in its entirety, but the overwhelming information was still being refreshed in his fan base, and the screenshots that floated by from time to time were the face that he didn't dare to look at.

As Yi Yang's former colleague, Xie Jintian recorded a video of his support for him and posted it on his Weibo after that inexplicable night.

In fact, nothing happened in the end, Yi Yang finally pushed him away and fled upstairs in a panic.

The anti-theft door closed behind him with a "bang", and Yi Yang, like a gecko whose tail had been cut off, quickly hid in the shadows to survive the catastrophe.

He couldn't believe that that person was Xie Jintian, even if he pretended to be crazy by drinking, he wouldn't have reached such a point.A self-righteous lunatic like him clearly wanted to make up for him only because of his perfectionistic narcissism, and would keep his so-called promise.

"I've watched his show, and he's full of witty words without losing his demeanor. In the past six months, he has attracted a lot of fans. This time he is willing to stand up, which is really a big help!" Seeing that Yi Yang didn't answer, Hu Xinwei thought it was because he also Without knowing it, he patted him on the shoulder and said, "It's a skill to have such a loyal friend, Mr. Yi!"

Yi Yang could only smile wryly.He didn't want to explain, because he didn't want to mention Xie Jintian again, he hadn't slept well for several nights.

"Now the wind has turned again. People who say you are real, and those who say you are * are shameless. We have also found a public relations team. Don't worry, just continue to produce works, and this chapter will be over soon."

Yi Yangwei responded politely.

Not long after that, as expected by Hu Xinwei, the attention of netizens shifted quickly, and they were all forgetful. Some fans who questioned Yi Yang and stepped on Yi Yang all came back as if nothing had happened. Never happened.After experiencing this series of turmoil, Yi Yang has become more sober. He knows that a large part of his enthusiasm for self-media is due to seeking approval, but these fans may be fearful at any time because of the rumors of people who are chasing rumors. And retreated, even scrambling to chase after each other, which caught people off guard.

After all, they are just the most familiar strangers, and what should be cherished is the people around them.

But who else is around him?

Xiao Mu and Cheng Yan are the hottest people on weekdays, and Xia Xue also contacts him from time to time, but when the Chinese New Year comes, they are all busy with their family reunions, and he is the only one left, which is only natural.

Fireworks and firecrackers are not allowed in the outer ring this year, which will make the year less tasteful.Yi Yang stayed in the store until the night, and everyone who said goodbye to him turned their heads and left impatiently.The moment the shutter door was closed, Yi Yang felt that his heart was also sealed.He couldn't feel the excitement and festivities outside, nor the loneliness in his heart, he just felt a little cold.

Fortunately, the freshly packed meals are still hot.

He turned up his collar and hugged the lunch box and quickened his pace, but the chill became more and more interesting and chased after him, finally forcing him to run.

I ran all the way upstairs and took out the key to open the door. After trying a few times, I finally got it in the keyhole. There was a "click", like the sound of a neck being broken, which made him suspect that he had died long ago, but he was just repeating the days of his life without knowing it.

Yi Yang turned on all the lights, turned up the air conditioner several degrees, sat down on the sofa, and the medicine box slipped out of the pocket of the down jacket, turned over and stopped still, like a staring unlucky Eye.

Yi Yang looked away, grabbed the lunch box on the coffee table, opened it, and started eating.He is not hungry, but there is still a fleeting temperature in it, which is similar to the smoke and fire at home, like a relative's meal for a wandering soul.

In the past, I didn't go home, but after all, I feel like I have a home.

But this year, when he gave the last of his savings to the woman who gave birth to him at his father's grave, he was completely homeless.

What is the taste of rice, you can't eat it.One inhalation will make you full, the ghost's "eating" method.

The phone vibrated non-stop, it was all news of New Year greetings.Yi Yang started to clean up after eating, moved what was here to where, and then moved what was there to here, but after all, there were only so few things, and there was nothing to do.

When he saw the name "Fan Yizhou" on the screen, it was already an hour later.

Yi Yang hesitated for a moment, but still took it.

"Hello? Yi Yang?"

The familiar voice over there is still the same, always facing him a little timidly, as if holding a bowl of water carefully.

Yi Yang said "Yes", and there was a moment of silence, before he boldly said: "Actually, I wanted to call you some time ago, and I was afraid that you would be unhappy."

Not happy?

What can he be upset about?That's all there is to it, and it's no worse than it was before.

"I also want to stop bothering you, but I still can't help it..." Fan Yizhou sighed through the phone, "I can't help you, but I'm really worried about you. Those people live too empty , hunting for novelty and ugliness, to satisfy my dark psychology.”

Listening to these injustice words, Yi Yang could almost imagine that Fan Yizhou had been silently watching him, anxious and worried about him but had nothing to do, and he felt warm in his heart.

"It's okay, it's all over." Yi Yang whispered, "Are... how are you?"

Fan Yizhou couldn't help but feel happy when he heard Yi Yang's question, and hurriedly said: "I'm still the same, and I brought a few students with me. They were afraid of me when they heard some rumors at first, but after getting along for a while, they said that I'm a hard-spoken and soft-hearted person. , with a hippie smile, always taking advantage of loopholes..."

Listening to Fan Yizhou's rambling, Yi Yang suddenly felt sad.Fan Yizhou was not a person who likes to talk about things before, even in front of him, he mostly talked to the end, but now he can't stop talking, as if... as if they have no future.

"Yi Zhou." Yi Yang took a deep breath and interrupted him, "I still have something to do, so hang up first."

Originally there was a hole in his heart, he didn't want to despicably give Fan Yizhou hope because of the momentary loneliness, and also gave himself an excuse to be weak.

Fan Yizhou didn't expect Yi Yang's attitude to change so quickly. When he heard that "Yi Zhou", he almost thought that Yi Yang was about to say something emotional later, but in the end he rejected people so decisively. outside.

After all these years of being together, Fan Yizhou somewhat understood his thoughts, sighed softly and said, "Sometimes I feel that you are unfeeling, but at the same time I am very relieved."

After finishing speaking, Fan Yizhou hung up by himself first.

Yi Yang breathed a sigh of relief, but his heart was like boiling a pot of water, bubbling, scalding, scorching, refusing to calm down.

Unconsciously, I turned on the TV, wanting to hear something. The Spring Festival Gala was coming to an end, and the countdown began.

"Five—four—three—two—"

When he shouted "one", there was a knocking sound outside the window.

As soon as Yi Yang turned his head, he met a pair of round and lively eyes.