deep hypnosis

The shoulders are drooping, and the head with half-length hair hanging down to one side like a full rice grain.The shriveled legs rested limply on the wheelchair.He was clearly paraplegic, but he seemed to be blind in both eyes, and his eyes were dim.The elderly caregiver took off his elegant half-rimmed glasses. He felt that he always rubbed his face when carrying them, but he didn't make any comments, as if the link between the soul and the body had been broken long ago. How should anyone treat this body? Nothing to do with him.

The air conditioner in the room was turned on too high, and the collar of Yi Yang's sweater was wet into crescents from the sweat on the back of his neck. He finally gave up asking questions, knowing that the man in front of him who seemed to have stepped into the grave would not answer him.He came to him with a lot of determination, after all, he was a lunatic who had been a teacher.He was crazy about feelings, and in the end he ended up being a moth to the flame, maybe this is also in his favor?He no longer has to worry about that man leaving him, this is the end, the end, there is no other possibility.

The nurse at the side brought in the plate, put it down, and picked it up again. Yi Yang glanced at the clock, it was already noon.

Seeing Yi Yang got up to leave, the nurse felt embarrassed, put down the plate and chased after him a few steps, with the decree pattern twitched to the side, then retracted, and said cautiously: "I've been here for so long, you're the only one who comes to see him." , he has been yelling non-stop for the past few nights, and the bed next door has complained..."

"What are you yelling about?" Yi Yang seemed to have grabbed a thread and pulled it lightly, revealing countless clues.

"Screaming! I'm dreaming! It's like I have a date in my mouth!" The old nurse's eyebrows were drawn together, "I shook him awake once, and pinched me, saying I was going to kill him!"

"Whose name was called?"

The old nurse nodded and recalled for a while: "Thank you...thank you for what? Three words!"

Needless to say, Yi Yang also knew the answer. He was even a little afraid that the name would be said in full, as if he woke up with a start as soon as he said it, and found that he was still stuck on the huge net, satisfying the pleasure of hunting.Although there was no evidence, he was almost sure that the prying sight before was definitely not his imagination.Perhaps at this time, those eyes are also watching his every move from behind, and complacently savoring his sorrow and joy written in the script.

Yi Yang turned around abruptly, but there was only an endless corridor in sight.But there seemed to be a figure hiding in the doorway of each ward, coughing, cursing, groaning, and even feeding Fang Shuo, spoonful after spoonful, without giving him a chance to breathe.Yi Yang only felt that he was also suffocated, and when he came back to his senses, he had already run from the fire exit to the street.

It was the weekend at this time, and there was a lot of traffic and bustling, but such excitement could not dispel his fear.He can hide in the crowd, but he is afraid of being caught by the predators hiding in the crowd.While hesitating, a strong hatred rose in his heart. This hesitation and anxiety awakened the bleak experience in the past, which made him experience the pain of the past again and again, and fell into a vicious circle that he could not get out of.If it is said that his feelings for Xie Jintian were mixed with other elements before, which hindered each other and could not be simply attributed to love or hatred, then at this moment, every part of him hates him so unanimously, wishing to get him out of love. He was picked out from the shadows and questioned what his intentions were.He has nothing to lose, why is Xie Jintian still pestering him?

With sticky palms, it took him a long time to take out the phone before opening the screen, pressing a series of numbers that had been deleted long ago, and desperately wanted to end him.However, as soon as the other end rang, his heart seemed to be slammed into a bell, and the reverberation made him dizzy, and he hurriedly pressed the hang up button.But the ringtone seemed to be ringing one after another in the surroundings, besieged on all sides, staring at him like a tiger.

Yi Yang panicked, and suddenly caught a familiar voice.Turning to look at the grocery store on the side of the road, an emotional talk show was playing on the TV.The owner of the store is old and hard of hearing, so he turned up his voice very loudly, and the familiar face seemed to be magnified countless times, and it was close in front of him.

"Everyone has a unique quirk in their relationship, which comes from the force majeure of the subconscious, and it is precisely because it cannot be explained and predicted that the magic of love is infinitely exaggerated."

The end of the new year is approaching, and Xie Jintian, who has become a living figure of the organization, is getting more and more busy, and the media keeps inviting him to appear in public.Because of this growing reputation, more and more people are looking for him as cases, so he chooses those that interest him, especially the relationship ones.The more deformed the relationship was, the more interested he was in analyzing it, but listening to those narrations, he often lost his mind, and couldn't help but assume the roles of him and Yi Yang.Now, Yi Yang has completely become the protagonist in his emotional world, the scene changes like a lantern, but the interpretation is always the same.

Xie Jintian also knows that he is despicable, and he should not seek spiritual comfort from a person who has been severely hurt by him, even if it only stays in the "blasphemy" of the spiritual world.But he couldn't help it, couldn't help thinking about this possibility, couldn't help but immerse himself in the hypothesis of "if only it was the same as when we first saw it".Humans are such emotional animals who push their boundaries. They say that as long as the other party is happy, but when they find that they are completely ignored and the other party only cares about their own happiness, they feel unwilling and resentful, and define what they once thought of as selfless dedication as stupid dedication sacrifice.And this kind of point-to-point self-denial must transfer part of the responsibility to the other party, letting the other party bear it without knowing it, and deliberately waiting for the opportunity to ask for compensation.

Xie Jintian sits on the sidelines in the "□□" group every day, watching fans post Yi Yang's news and discuss his movements, both proud and disappointed.What makes him proud is that he knows the minutiae that these fans will never know, but what makes him feel disappointed is that he will never be able to appear in front of Yi Yang openly like the fans, and break into his life in the name of liking.What's more, among these fans, there are many individual fanatics, no one is allowed to say that Yi Yang is not good at all, as if their feelings for Yi Yang are so firm and deep.With only their enthusiasm and smattering of knowledge, they crossed the years that Xie Jintian was proud of, and stood in front of Yi Yang step by step, blocking his sight.

Xie Jintian was indignant, but there was nothing he could do.I can only get into the self-styled field and chat with the photos on the wall.But gradually, he began to be unable to be satisfied with such stagnation.Those cameras, photos, models, red lines... are just "criminal evidence" stuck in the past. He has been following Yi Yang for so long, but he can't find any evidence that he still loves him.

"The earliest object relationship is usually established with parents. It also provides a template for future interpersonal communication and the establishment of intimate relationships. In many cases, the so-called love is just to make up for the lack of childhood. Many people choose the other half to find' Parents', expect the other party to indulge unconditionally, despite temptations and injuries, but still give without complaint or regret. This kind of relationship, in the eyes of outsiders, is unequal, but once the other party approves, it may be the closest and most entangled , the most difficult part."

"It turns out that 'Mabao' can be traced back to childhood?" The intellectual hostess smiled slightly, and then joked, "I'm curious, do people like Mr. Xie have no emotional troubles?"

"I just know some theories. Sometimes the public's attention will make people inflated, thinking that they are omnipotent, but in fact, after taking off the mask, they are still ordinary people who cannot escape life, old age, sickness and death. I can analyze myself, But I couldn't pull myself out of the mire."

"The quagmire? What kind of emotion can Mr. Xie use as a metaphor?" The hostess smiled slyly as if she had found a treasure. This is a rare opportunity.

"The bright moon is separated by clouds..."

Xie Jintian looked at the camera, but seemed to be looking into Yi Yang's eyes.

Yi Yang couldn't help taking a step back, but Xie Jintian used this to step into his territory again, trampling on his heart repeatedly without mercy.

"Xiao Mu said that he has been going there for half a year, paid the money, and practiced without saying a word. Xiao Mu couldn't bear to drive him away." Cheng Yan closed the interface for booking air tickets, turned around and looked at the window. Yi Yang was dazed by the water vapor on the glass, "If you hadn't mentioned it, I wouldn't have planned to tell you... Now that I think about it, maybe he's sitting on the sidelines?

Yi Yang has a calendar that hasn't been torn off yet. Tomorrow will be New Year's Day. In the new year, he is still at the origin.

Fan Yizhou had sent him a text message before, and after a simple greeting, he politely asked Xie Jintian if he was still pestering him.He said that Xie Jintian knew about his situation and promised not to appear in front of him again.Yi Yang didn't reply, but he didn't delete the message either.He felt that this might be a dividing line, and if everything could just end up in a corner that he didn't know about, then it would be an unsatisfactory but ultimately relieved ending.

However, Xie Jintian interpreted this vow never to meet again as a game of hide-and-seek.He conveyed it to Yi Yang in an ambiguous way through the media, and he saw the words written on the pavilion pillar back then.

If you are an outsider who only listens to one side of the story, maybe you really think he has deep feelings for someone.But Yi Yang couldn't believe that Xie Jintian would have any feelings for him other than possessiveness, even if Xie Jintian stripped those who had hurt him from his life for him, but who knew, would this be Xie Jintian's tricks? What new twist on self-satisfaction?Once bitten by a snake for ten years and afraid of well ropes, Yi Yang just wanted to stay away from him.

"The policeman is also Xiao Mu's friend. He said that Xie Jintian asked him to check your movements, where you go and what you do. He needs to know." Cheng Yan was still analyzing worriedly, "We greeted him , if you want to leave, let him find an excuse to reject Xie Jintian, then you..."

"I won't leave." Yi Yang raised his head suddenly and said, "I didn't do anything wrong, why bother to hide?"

"But he's pissing you off like this..."

"Since he promised not to appear in front of me again, I will believe him for the last time." Yi Yang wiped the moisture from the window glass, and in the fan-shaped corner was a figure hidden in the dark, "Pretend he doesn't exist. "