deep hypnosis

Compared to Xie Yu and Fang Shuo, Xie Jintian hates Wu Zhaodi more.

Parents have no choice, but parents always treat their children as their own property because of their identities. It is only right and proper to do whatever they want, but even Wu Zhaodi, who has not fulfilled her responsibility as a mother for her own selfishness, has even touched the bottom line of the law. Mother, in the end, was still able to live comfortably because of the word "filial piety", and complained from time to time that Yi Yang moved out and ignored her.She knows how to handle Yi Yang best, and this is what she hates the most.It was almost impossible to expect her to regret her actions.

Just because Yi Yang doesn't take revenge on her doesn't mean she can be forgiven.

Xie Jintian planned everything, but Wu Zhaodi fell into the trap easily like an unqualified opponent.In the past, she had failed the trust and expectations of her close relatives, but now, she was betrayed by an unrelated passer-by, and ended up with nothing and poverty.

It was within Xie Jintian's expectation that she went to find Yi Yang. This was even the part he was looking forward to the most. He was like a culprit returning to the crime scene to watch. After learning about Wu Zhaodi's whereabouts from the entrusted detective, he immediately Enthusiastically followed Yi Yang to the cemetery.

When Yi Yang threw out the medicine box, he slammed on the brakes, got out of the car rashly amidst the sound of horns and cursing from behind, and ran over to pick it up.In fact, at that time he didn't see what it was at all, and acted only by a kind of intuition, just like in the past, he picked up the painting in the wastebasket, and it cryptically told the evil that was closely related to him.

Xie Jintian put the medicine box in his pocket, as if he was holding Yi Yang's extended hand. He did not pull him out of the quagmire many years ago, but this time he will never let go.He knew that Yi Yang's heart was far from being as peaceful as it appeared on the surface, so how could the haze that had shrouded him for more than twenty years be easily dissipated?But he felt a little lucky because of this, only in this way would he have the opportunity to appear on the stage and have an excuse to take revenge.

Xie Jintian, who was standing not far away wearing a peaked cap and holding a bouquet of flowers, just quietly listened to the conversation between the two.When he heard Wu Zhaodi's hysterical accusation, he was secretly proud that it was all his masterpiece.Every time she said a word, the joy in his heart increased by one point, and the regret decreased by one point.Her misery and despondency are his good medicine. He seems to be taking revenge on Wu Zhaodi, but he is actually taking revenge on his own mother in another way.

After all, Yi Yang didn't let it go, but fortunately, it was not out of sympathy, but just a duty.Xie Jintian also knows that he can't cut off the bloodline completely, but at least, he can give Yi Yang an opportunity to liberate himself from the word "filial piety".

After Yi Yang left, Xie Jintian waited for Wu Zhaodi to carefully hide the photo in his pocket and leave, then placed the bouquet in front of Yi Chenggang's tomb, and wiped his photo again.

"Uncle Yi, don't worry, those who deserve what they deserve will never appear again." Xie Jintian rubbed his fingers against the medicine box in his pocket.He also wanted to say that he would guard Yi Yang to make up for his neglect and harm to Yi Yang these years.But after thinking about it, in what capacity is he going to say these words?Yi Yang has liked him for so many years, but he only got an incurable disease that took medicine for life. He used his way to avenge Yi Yang, but it could not offset his sin.His punishment for himself was never to see each other again, but that might be exactly what Yi Yang wished for.

After all, he is just a part of the past that Yi Yang is least willing to mention, a knot in his heart that is dead but not stiff.If he had a choice, perhaps Yi Yang would throw him off the cliff without hesitation, and watch him be crushed together with those memories, right?

Thinking of this, Xie Jintian was in a difficult mood.In fact, he couldn't describe exactly what his feelings for Yi Yang were at the moment.If it was just guilt, then the curtain call should be obedient after the farce of revenge, but he was so unwilling to be sentenced to life imprisonment for the crime.

He repeatedly watched the online videos that Yi Yang participated in recording, and then when he said "I don't remember", he suddenly closed the lid of the notebook and paced back and forth angrily.

Don't remember, why doesn't he remember?Does he want to remember?

Sometimes, Xie Jintian really doesn't want to keep his so-called promise.He is a villain, and he just wants to see Yi Yang speak up!But every time this idea comes up, Yi Yang's numb face when he appeared at his wedding and the blood-red eyes when he screamed in the Jingwei Center alternately float up, easily shaking him.

In order to calm down the thoughts of ebb and flow, Xie Jintian found all the fragments of the model under the coffee table, and spent some time every day repairing it.Because it is delicate work, he is always distracted while doing it, so the progress is very slow.But every time a part is completed, time seems to go back a little bit, until the sunny afternoon of childhood, back to the moment when the red thread was handed over to Yi Yang.

At the time, they were almost naive in their simplicity.

When Xie Jintian thought of Yi Yang at that time, he felt that a hole had been gouged out in his heart, and the cold wind was blowing, no matter what was filled, it would be in vain.Because of this, he quit his job in the hospital and took a temporary position in a private psychological institution. He only went there when there was a case, and his time was much freer.In this way, he has a lot of time to do what he wants to do.

For example, follow Yi Yang.

At the beginning, Xie Jintian lied to himself that he was worried about Yi Yang, and wanted to see how Yi Yang would react when he knew that the "enemy" was gone. He was doing well recently.But over time, this became a habit, even to the point of giving up a stable job to accommodate.He sealed off the balcony and separated a room, which displayed the garden models that Yi Yang returned to him, and the walls were covered with photos.This was taken with the second-hand camera that Yi Yang bought back then. The camera was a peeping eye that witnessed his every move. Now, this eye has turned around and spied on the former owner.

Yi Yang walked on the road with his head down, Yi Yang studied ancient books with the light, and Yi Yang wore Hanfu to explain customs... Every detail, he recorded them all, and nailed them on the wall in chronological order until they couldn't be arranged. He removed the photos from the previous month and put them in the "Outline of National History", and later he couldn't even put them in the book. He stared at the scattered photos taken a few months ago, as if they were the feelings overflowing from the bottom of his heart .

In the process of imitating Yi Yang's stalking, he gradually shed the cloak of pride and arrogance, and finally realized the loneliness and humbleness that follow him like a shadow but is not known from a humble perspective, and knew the helplessness of being so close but not being able to see each other with frustration.He seems to be gradually becoming Yi Yang, becoming his shadow, becoming his mirror, the most seamlessly integrated in the spiritual level, but the loneliest.

As a result, his heart became sensitive and soft, his emotions were enriched layer by layer, and he could even perceive all the subtle fluctuations.As a result, he was introduced to a TV show by a visitor, and then he was caught on a blind date show and became a resident psychological counselor, interpreting emotions for the guests.

He has always been expressive, on stage, he is humorous, but also hit the nail on the head. He quickly became popular and the media invited him constantly.But every time he faces the camera, Xie Jintian can't help imagining that Yi Yang is sitting in front of the TV and staring at him blankly at this moment, watching him talk freely and clearly.

Does this count as meeting in another sense?

They know each other's recent situation through the screen, the Internet, and the camera.

Because of this, Xie Jintian would always watch the programs he participated in when he came back, trying to figure out what kind of mood Yi Yang would be in when he saw it.Whenever at this time, the black cat sheriff always gently rubs against his feet, it has completely regarded him as its master, even though Xie Jintian picked him up and asked Yi Yang about various things, and then muttered questions and answers to himself, as if they Ben is the same person.