deep hypnosis

Fan Yizhou still knew, on the day Yi Yang was discharged from the hospital, he sat in the car with Xie Jintian and watched Cheng Yan and Xiao Mu accompany Yi Yang out of the gate from a distance.

Wu Zhaodi left after completing the formalities. I don't know what Cheng Yan said to her, but most of them were afraid that Yi Yang would be irritated when he saw her, right?

"He thought that insomnia, memory fragmentation, and suffocation were all side effects of long-term medication, so he stopped taking the medication without authorization. Who would have known that your 'biological father' stimulated him at this stall..." Xie Jintian said, his eyes flashed for a moment. I have never left Yi Yang who is wearing a woolen coat but still looks thin.

What's more flimsy is his eyes, like a layer of bamboo paper, which can't withstand a slightly heavier pen and ink.

Only then did Xie Jintian piece together the ins and outs of the incident.No wonder Fan Yizhou said before that the big mistake they made was so irreparable that they could not face each other.Indeed, if they hadn't been self-righteous and determined to go their own way, Yi Yang's condition wouldn't have gotten worse.

"My friend said that he must take medicine for life." Fan Yizhou shared with Xie Jintian generously the explanation he entrusted with his relationship, "Everyone's reaction to psychotropic drugs is different. In the past, many doctors in our hospital wanted to earn extra money. To test the medicine, the result is the same medicine, some people slept for three days and three nights, some walked back and forth talking to themselves, some opened their eyes like sleepwalking... I can't imagine which kind of Yi Yang is, But he must have been fighting the side effects of these drugs for so many years, just to keep himself from getting worse... At the beginning, he asked me to be a substitute, maybe because he couldn't hold on anymore? It's just that I didn't realize his spirit at the time There are other reasons for being in a trance."

"What's the point of saying this now?" Xie Jintian smiled wryly as he watched Yi Yang get into the taxi stopped by Xiao Mu with Cheng Yan's support. Yi Yang's hand was trembling slightly, but his face was only pale and numb.

Xie Jintian's heart seemed to tremble as well, and he remembered what Yi Yang said when he saw his wedding photo and fell into confusion at that time - "I was cooking, and he smiled at me... We have a lot of cats... black ones , white, flower..."

At that time, Yi Yang must have had hallucinations, right?If he hadn't made Yi Yang forget this memory with a coercive order, maybe he would have been aware of his mental state, and he wouldn't have come to where he is today.

It's ridiculous, he told Fan Yizhou to shut up, but he fell into such pain of thinking and thinking.He couldn't restrain himself from thinking, in Yi Yang's illusion at that time, was he still the light that just happened to shine into his world?

So what about this moment?What will Yi Yang think of him after he wakes up?

Xie Jintian both wanted to know and was afraid of knowing, but he had no choice.

"I will never appear in front of him again." Xie Jintian looked ahead and said word by word, "I will never let anyone who hurt him appear in front of him again."

Fan Yizhou was taken aback for a moment. Although he and Xie Jintian had always been in a subtle hostile relationship, they still understood each other.At this moment, he tilted his head to look at the calm Xie Jintian, and felt chills all over his body.

"You said, I hope I can have a day when I can't ask for it, and I can't give it up." Xie Jintian turned on the car light, and the white light in front of his eyes was so white that he couldn't see anything.

Perhaps, that day is not far away.

"The 'burning' mentioned in ancient times is more similar to 'steaming', but the hot iron pan also has the function of baking. Strictly speaking, it should be regarded as "steaming."

Yi Yangzheng was holding the book "Yunlintang Food System Collection" also written by Ni Zan, and was explaining one of the "Yunlin Goose" recipes to Cheng Yan.

It has been nearly half a year since I was discharged from the hospital, and it is the end of autumn.

He decided to leave before, and when he said goodbye to Cheng Yan, he learned that Cheng Yan was going to Hangzhou to pay homage to a master chef to improve his cooking skills, so he also had the idea of ​​going to relax. After this happened, after Yi Yang was discharged from the hospital, he didn't want to stay in this sad place any longer, so he followed Cheng Yan non-stop.

Coincidentally, the master Cheng Yan wanted to worship was an old gentleman who had read poetry and books and had a lot of interest in life. He built a small courtyard in his home, and Yi Yang had a lot of research on courtyards. The two hit it off right away. , See each other late.Yi Yang was originally interested in cooking, so he also studied with Cheng Yanyi.

"I originally wanted to open my own restaurant when I go back, do you want to come together?" Before going back, Cheng Yan invited.

These words fell right into Yi Yang's arms.Considering his situation before, he wanted to change jobs, but he didn't know what to do for a while.Together, the two decided to open a restaurant that reproduced ancient recipes. Yi Yang happened to have some savings and was willing to invest in it to run it together.

When the two came back, they told Xiao Mu about this matter. Xiao Mu naturally supported them, and took them together to see a few stores that they asked their friends to find, and asked them about the procedures for running a restaurant. The three of them were so enthusiastic After more than two months of busy work, I rented out a shop that was already decorated in an antique style.

Before opening, Yi Yang and Cheng Yan concentrated on studying the recipes left by the old gourmets of the past dynasties, even to the point of forgetting to eat and sleep.This is not only because this is a career derived from interest, but also because he is eager to say goodbye to the past.Whenever he takes out the pills that he must take every day from the medicine box, he is afraid that he will be idle. When people are idle, they tend to think wildly, think about things that cannot be changed, and think about people who are impossible.

The appearance of Cheng Yan and Xiao Mu carefully avoiding the topic is actually more sentimental than bringing it up unintentionally.He just lost his mind, but he didn't lose his memory. He remembered those delusions, and he also remembered Xie Jintian's visit.

In his delusions, there is only his father, there is no great pain, no life and death.But in reality, he only had dense wounds and deep pains. Even if Xie Jintian's eyes were really soaked in the sorrow of regret and sorrow that day, it was just the sympathy of Xia Chong Yubing, which was fleeting.If it weren't for the people who cared about him here and insisted that he come back, he would rather let his consciousness stay in the childhood with only his father forever.

"Okay, let's start with the 28 dishes!" Cheng Yan handed the handwritten menu to Yi Yang and Xiao Mu, "Choose a good day to open next month?"

"Yeah, not bad. You can bluff people just by hearing the name." Xiao Mu didn't understand the allusions of these dish names, so he just smiled and said to Yi Yang, "Yi Yang, you have good handwriting, write a menu with a brush, and I'll let someone print it. .”

"Okay." Yi Yang looked at the results of Cheng Yan's long-term research on the paper, and was quite relieved.

Although he knew that those traumatic memories that popped up suddenly when he breathed a sigh of relief would not just turn the page, but at least he was compressing them bit by bit.He also told Cheng Yan before that everyone's habitual thinking and behavior patterns are difficult to change easily, so even if they know what to do, they still fall into a deadlock.He was grateful to Cheng Yan and Xiao Mu for trying their best to pull him out of this predicament, but he still had to rely on himself to get out. Fortunately, time would help him.

The restaurant was finally named "Literati Private Kitchen".

On the first day of opening, two rows of flower baskets were lined up at the door, the firecrackers were set off loudly, and auspicious red was spread all over the floor.

Although the weather was bad and it rained, there was still an endless stream of relatives and friends who came to join us.

Entering the door, first there is a mountain-shaped screen with a wooden body and gold paint, reflecting the emphasis on air guidance in Fengshui, similar to the role of a screen wall.Turning around the screen, you can see the coat rack on the left and the six-foot high waist incense table on the right. There is also a small incense burner carved with a circle of lotus flowers on the incense table, puffing out green smoke.The tables and chairs in the shop are all made of solid wood, with clean lines and regular patterns, only varnished.On each square table is an electric lamp made in the shape of a kerosene lamp. When it is lit, the light is soft and does not overwhelm the guests.The calligraphy and paintings hanging on the white walls on both sides are imitations, but they were carefully selected by Yi Yang. For example, Ni Zan’s "Six Gentlemen" who wrote down the practice of "Yunlin Goose" described in detail the process of ordering tea in Song Dynasty. "Picking up tea", Lu You's "New Vegetables", which praised the refreshing taste of cucumbers, and several running scripts of Su Shi, who invented "Dongpo meat".

Most of the seats in the hall are for four people, only the Eight Immortals tables are placed in the two private rooms, which is another elegant scene.And the tea room specially set up is facing the small courtyard outside the bamboo curtain - rockery, flowing water, swimming fish, bamboo forest... It seems to be a good place to escape from the world.

Most of the guests who came were acquaintances of Xiao Mu and Cheng Yan, and few Yi Yang recognized them. They couldn't tell the truth about Yi Yang's good intentions, they could only say a few arty words, and then took out their mobile phones to take pictures and send them to friends lock up.After Yi Yang brought out the dishes he made by himself and explained the origins, there was another wave of compliments and posing for pictures around him.

Standing in the middle of the crowd, Yi Yang suddenly felt a little lonely.He shouldn't blame them, after all, this is just a restaurant located in the secular world, not a place for him to meet friends.It's just that after he finished working for a while, he took off his apron and mask, and couldn't help but go outside to get some air.

The freshness after the rain made him feel tired for no reason. He stretched his neck, and then his eyes fell on the flower basket he sent.The signed names are all unfamiliar, but there is only one, which is a bit weird.

There is no signature on it, but only a black cat with a pair of squinted eyes full of smiles, and it seems to be greeting Yi Yang with its small white paws.

Yi Yang was taken aback, and subconsciously raised his eyes to look around, but there was nothing but leaves rustling by the wind and occasional vehicles passing by.

He didn't know what he was expecting and what he was afraid of.He just stood there in a daze for a long time, then hurried in the door.

As soon as he entered, he heard the guest sitting by the door shouting to Xiao Mu: "Why can't you tell me? Do you know each other?"

Yi Yang glanced at the man's ipad. He didn't see the news headline clearly, but saw a picture accompanying him. In the picture, the suspect was handcuffed and sitting with his head bowed. Face.