deep hypnosis

Xie Jintian has never seen Yi Yang like this.

In his impression, Yi Yang is like a fallen leaf without roots, wherever the wind blows him, he will drift there.His birth was silent, and his departure was also silent.Therefore, there is always a sense of indifference, as if it is not what he wants to come to this world.

But at this moment, that face seemed to have countless mouths, angry, resentful, and stern, cursing, cursing, roaring... His body resisted, but his heart seemed to be helplessly calling for help.

More and more people surrounded him, and he could only vaguely see Xiao Mu, Cheng Yan, and a man with glasses and gray temples trying to hug him and grab him, but it was all in vain. Together, the policemen overwhelmed Yi Yang, who had become extremely strong due to losing control, and cut his hands behind his back.However, Yi Yang, who was unable to move, was still struggling, and his hoarse voice of mourning gradually escaped the scope of human voice, and his angry eyes looked at Xie Jintian from the gap between countless feet.

Maybe he didn't see Xie Jintian at all, but Xie Jintian felt that the cry was followed by that look, amplified to the point of deafening.That may be all the accumulated desolation and pain that have been suppressed in the depths of the subconscious over the years. They swirled and tilted, and surged out when reason burst.They flood the eyes and become delusion, pour into the heart and become madness.Since then, he has lost his temper and has no way to recover.

The fear that germinated in the room on that summer night, spread out through the gap of time and sprouted at Xie Jintian's feet, plunged into his body, and bound his consciousness.Xie Jintian just watched Yi Yang being carried into the gate of the mental health center until the lights came on and the pointing crowd gradually dispersed.

At the crossroads, the trajectory of the busy traffic is like a shuttle thread, weaving a corner of the city full of feasting and feasting.Such an embarrassing but different story, I don’t know how many times it will be staged tonight, Xie Jintian is like a late actor, I don’t know whether to enter the play rashly, or retreat completely.His rationality and emotion stood at opposite ends of the spectrum. His rationality was calmly analyzing the cause and effect, conflicts of pros and cons, but his emotion ignored it. He only looked back at the beginning of the pain he was absent from in his memory.

Yi Yang at this moment, just like Xie Yu at that time, also made him feel strange and scared.If at that time, he could rush into the room to rescue him in one go, maybe there would be no such entangled and interpenetrating wounds in the future.His selfishness has protected him all these years and kept him from being held accountable, but inaction is sometimes more to blame than making mistakes.Now he is standing at a crossroads again, no matter which road he chooses, there is no guarantee that it will be a perfect solution, but he knows one thing very well, if he continues to let the cowardly child in his heart escape, then maybe he will lose Yi Yang completely up.

Once you have the determination to break the boat, you will not be so afraid of a bad ending.Gradually calming down, Xie Jintian dialed Xiao Mu's phone, but after a long time on the busy speaker, a reminder that the user was busy came, and he was obviously hung up.Xie Jintian then went to pass cigarettes to the security guard, and asked where the few people had gone just now, and the security guard pointed him in the direction.

While rushing to the outpatient clinic, the phone suddenly remembered that it was Xiao Mu who called back.

Xie Jintian hurriedly picked it up, but another voice came from the other end.

"Thank you doctor..."

It's Cheng Yan.

"I'm sorry, my phone is out of battery and I want to borrow Xiao Mu's to use it. I want to ask if you know Yi Yang's mother's phone number?"

Xie Jintian immediately guessed that they had to go through some formalities, which required the signature of the family members.

"Yes, wait a minute." Xie Jintian, who kept on his feet, reported Yi Yang's landline, and asked, "What's wrong? What happened?"

Cheng Yan hesitated for a moment, but still lied, "It's nothing, Yi Yang asked his mother to bring something. I just came back and wanted to send it directly."

Hearing what he said, Xie Jintian felt a little bit saddened by the embankment, but then he thought about what he did to Yi Yang, and he deserved it.

"Is Xiao Mu by your side?"

Cheng Yan didn't expect Xie Jintian to ask such a question, he faintly sensed something, and told the truth: "Not here."

"I know it's a bit abrupt to say that." Xie Jintian was already standing in front of the outpatient building, "But I want to ask you one thing."

Yi Yang felt that everything was a little unreal, but it seemed to be the most real.There seemed to be a veil in front of his eyes, and no one lifted it for him, so he just immersed himself in the hazy mirror.

The feet are soft and the body is light. If someone comes in and feeds him something, he holds it in his hand and sees that it is the kind of worm-killing pagoda candy that he ate when he was a child, so his body shrinks to the short size in his memory. Yi Chenggang, who coaxed him to take the medicine, smiled, turned his head and continued to hit the big bookcase for him.There were a few books standing on the bookcase, which were shaken down with the ping-pong-pong movement and spread out at his feet.

A gust of wind blew the pages of the book, and the photos contained in the pages danced around him like butterflies.Little Yi Yang looked around suspiciously, who is the man in this photo?

He waited for the bus at the station, looked up materials in the library, killed time in the coffee shop, made a phone call in the car, passed by the fountain in a white coat, and gave lectures to the students...

His face is clearly within reach, yet so far away that it seems like life and death are forever separated.

Yi Yang felt restless for a while, ignored those photos, and opened the door instead.However, the man in the photo was standing in the shadows outside the door. He seemed to have been waiting for a long time, his eyes were wet and his hair was dripping with water.He reached out tremblingly and stroked Yi Yang's face. The moment his fingertips touched the skin, his eyes turned red, like a sky full of red clouds that was about to rain.

Yi Yang felt a sudden pain in his heart, and was about to identify where the strange emotion came from, but suddenly saw another identical face protruding from behind the man.That face grinned ferociously, like a ghost with blue face and fangs, with a long scarlet tongue sticking out from the mouth that grinned to the ears, instantly wrapped around Yi Yang's neck, and pulled him towards him.

Yi Yang's breathing became rapid, and the fear of suffocation made him struggle desperately. When he retreated, he kicked over the chair, knocked over the vase, and almost fell because of losing his center of gravity. Fortunately, at this time, a pair of strong hands supported him .

"What's the matter, are you so scared?"

Yi Yang, who was still in shock, looked up and saw Yi Chenggang's chin covered with blue stubble.

"Just now there was..." Halfway through the speech, I realized that the man with the evil spirit behind him had disappeared, and there was only a bright red tie left on the ground.

Outside the window, a faint voice shouted in horror: "Get out! Don't touch me! Bastard! Why aren't you dead yet?"

"What's the matter?" Yi Cheng just followed Yi Yang's line of sight, stroking the top of Yi Yang's head with his warm hands.

The voice in the ear dissipated in this intoxicating warmth.

"It's nothing." Yi Yang turned around and put his arms around Yi Chenggang's strong waist, but felt uneasy for no reason, so he raised his face and said solemnly, "Dad, I will study hard, don't leave me behind , don’t leave me alone.”

"What silly words?" Yi Chenggang patted Yi Yang on the back, "Hurry up and get some rice, I'll come right after I wash my hands."

Yi Yang smiled slightly, and let go of his hand contentedly.

Xie Jintian stared blankly at Yi Yang who kept yelling for him to get out, and felt his heart was soaked in the ice water, and he took it out and threw it into the fire.

He didn't remember how he was pushed out by the medical staff, he only knew that the incandescent lights in the corridor were dazzlingly bright.Someone came in and out carrying a tray with syringes on it, and then the room finally returned to its previous dead silence.

"Don't irritate the patient...he needs to rest...his family members can't either..." A man in a white coat was speaking rapidly.

After a long time, Xie Jincai was awakened by several consecutive "Mr. Xie", only then did he realize that Cheng Yan was standing in front of him.It took him some time to digest everything that happened just now. The man who suddenly switched from a static state to a hysterical one with a hideous face, is it really the Yi Yang whom he has been looking for these days?The nervous expression and the mechanically repeated abuse were like a tape recorder that was malfunctioning because of a cassette.His anger and hatred might not be aimed at him, but they still whipped him to pieces.

"I'm sorry..." Xie Jintian, who was so arrogant in the past, would never have imagined that these three words can be uttered so logically now.But apart from this sentence, he really didn't know what other words could make him lessen his sin.

"I shouldn't have let you see him." Cheng Yan regretted with lingering fear, he never expected Yi Yang's reaction to be so intense.

When Cheng Yan heard Xie Jintian's confession on the phone before, he was so surprised that he couldn't speak.He didn't expect that Xie Jintian would go to check Yi Yang's whereabouts, and then waited patiently. He also didn't expect that Xie Jintian would follow Xiao Mu because he noticed some clues, and happened to meet today's scene.In view of what Xie Jintian did before, Cheng Yan really didn't want him to see Yi Yang, who was in a bad situation, but Xie Jintian not only accepted his stern and stern reprimand, but also said that as long as he could see Yi Yang, he would rather Don't bother him in the future.Cheng Yan hesitated again and again, and finally agreed to let Xie Jintian take a look at Yi Yang while Xiao Mu was accompanying Wu Zhaodi to go through the admission procedures.Cheng Yan, who didn't know the whole story, even naively expected that Yi Yang, who saw the person he was thinking of, would be awakened by the word "love".

Unexpectedly, as soon as Xie Jintian appeared in front of Yi Yang, Yi Yang, who had already calmed down, immediately became manic. First, he backed away as if seeing a ghost. It was clear that there was nothing in the room, but he stumbled several times one after another, almost He fell to the ground, but fortunately, he supported the wall to stand firm, but he started yelling at Xie Jintian to go away, asking why he didn't die.

Cheng Yan couldn't absolve himself of the blame for letting the situation fall into such a stalemate.But seeing Xie Jintian, who was also stimulated, repeatedly asked "how could this be?" in almost despairing sadness, he couldn't help but soften his heart, and sighed: "We originally planned for Jintian to go to Hangzhou, who knows Before leaving, his university professor said that he wanted to see him, and we thought that the professor's house was close to the high-speed rail, so we went with our luggage, but we didn't know that the professor was just a cover, and he really wanted to see Yi Yang..."

"Who is it?" Xie Jintian grabbed Cheng Yan's shoulder suddenly, his eyes were red.

"It's your father."