deep hypnosis

Xie Jintian sat in front of the screen in a daze, not knowing what to think.

Indeed, as Fan Yizhou said, he couldn't imagine what kind of mentality Wu Zhaodi used to record these videos.In addition to the wedding, there are a total of six videos.The perspective came from a corner of the room, like a ghost hiding in the closet, silently watching the man she admired doing dirty things to her son.The forgetful Xie Yu seemed to be concerned about Yi Yang's immaturity and did not cross that line in the video, but he touched and kissed every inch of Yi Yang's body.That appearance is not at all like Xie Jintian's unsmiling appearance in his memory, but like a hungry beast that has lost its mind, catching prey that can't be restrained by its hands, and eagerly drinking blood from its feathers.

The date of the first video is the summer vacation of the second grade of Yi Yang Primary School, and the last video is the summer vacation of the fourth grade of Yi Yang Primary School.It happened exactly two years apart. All this absurdity began with Xie Jintian, who had sprained his ankle, staying overnight after returning home, and finally the incident of Xie Yu and Fang Shuo happened, with Yi Yang's father passing away in between.

The third video happened to be recorded shortly after the death of Yi Yang's father.Xie Jintian still remembered that Zheng Qiao used bad luck as an excuse to watch him closely. When he found out that Xie Yu would go to Yi Yang's house with Zheng Qiao on his back every now and then, he naively thought that Xie Yu was there to condolences, but in fact, Xie Yu, who didn't feel any guilt at all, might just take this opportunity to taste the lamb that made him addicted.

As for Yi Yang in the video, he hasn't seen any resistance since then.He has no father, no last support, no one responds to his calls for help, his eyes stare blankly at the blank wall, and let him do whatever he wants.

Xie Jintian couldn't stand it any longer, so he punched the keyboard, wishing he could tear Xie Yu out of the screen.

But now that things have come to this, what can he do?After the prosecution period, it is indeed impossible to punish Xie Yu through legal channels. Even if he can really get what he deserves, it can't offset the harm he caused to Yi Yang.Xie Jintian suddenly hated himself for not being aware of it. Even if he was hypnotized and lost that memory, he could have noticed the obvious changes in Yi Yang.For example, Yi Yang has been more afraid of Xie Yu since the night he stayed overnight, always avoiding Xie Jintian like a snake, and even avoiding Xie Jintian because of this.For example, Yi Yang is more taciturn than before, with gloom always gathering between his brows, and he finds all kinds of excuses not to attend PE class because he is afraid of physical contact.

If Xie Jintian can pay more attention and ask more questions, then even if Yi Yang doesn't want to say anything, at least he knows that there are still people in this world who care about him and pay attention to him who is gradually disappearing, instead of letting him still have hope part of it died alone.The pure boy who looked up at him sleepily from the window on a sunny afternoon no longer existed.

The irritable Xie Jintian immediately sent an email to Fan Yizhou - "Then Fang Shuo gave the camera to Wu Zhaodi?"

After a while, he received a concise "yes".

Xie Jintian thinks about it, Wu Zhaodi, who is not very good at using electronic products until now, is unlikely to buy such an expensive equipment at that time. It seems that Fang Shuo has been holding back since then, for fear that Xie Yu would go abroad with him I regretted it later, but I didn't expect this trick to be used more than ten years later.Wu Zhaodi may not be unaware of what happened at the wedding, right?Maybe the mosaic was put on at her request?While she was taking revenge on this man who never responded to her feelings, she still felt a little guilty towards her son?

But how did Yi Yang get this video?If Wu Zhaodi was asked to take it, then what kind of tragic confrontation should there be between their mother and son?

Xie Jintian didn't dare to think about it, since he was hysterically regarded by Zheng Qiao as his father's scapegoat since he was a child, he actually understood the feeling of being hurt by his close relatives best.Too bad parents don't have a choice.

The doorbell rang suddenly, interrupting Xie Jintian's thoughts. He calmed down and went to pick up the cat supplies that the little brother who had entrusted him to run errands had bought.

After closing the door, he absent-mindedly poured the cat litter into the cat toilet and the cat food into the rice bowl according to the instructions on the Internet.Hearing the movement, a small furry head poked out from behind the sofa, and couldn't help but smacked its mouth.Seeing its appearance, Xie Jintian couldn't help but smile, and then he felt a little calmer.He yelled several times, but the little guy didn't dare to come out, so he had no choice but to send the rice bowl to the sofa, and walked away by himself, so that he could eat with peace of mind.

Xie Jintian has never had a pet before, for a person with a cold nature like him, it is really asking for trouble to squeeze out some extra feelings to be responsible for another life, so at this moment, facing this is not a stranger Little guy, he was really at a loss.In fact, when Fan Yizhou gave him the little things, most of them were out of revenge. He must know that this kitten was the matchmaker between him and Xia Xue.

Xie Jintian sat in the study, looking at the monitor, the little guy looked around for a moment and then ate cat food, he couldn't help thinking, with what kind of mentality Yi Yang has been raising this kitten for a long time, and with what kind of attitude? The mentality left it to Fan Yizhou?If he knew that this little thing was under his care now, would his opinion of him change?

His heart is not too warm, if Yi Yang can hold on longer, can he give up halfway...

Xie Jintian suddenly wanted to talk to someone about Yi Yang, otherwise he might fall into this exhausting thought and couldn't extricate himself, but he didn't want to hear about Yi Yang from Fan Yizhou again, every single word seemed like a show off And demonstrations, implying how close he and Yi Yang used to be.

This opportunity came by coincidence. A few days later, Xie Jintian received a text message from Xia Xue.

Xia Xue's father needed to be admitted to the hospital again because of his recurrent illness, so the rehabilitation hospital where Xie Jintian worked was naturally the first choice.Because Xie Jintian felt guilty for Xia Xue, after learning about this situation by accident, he asked the director of the ward to reserve a bed through his relationship.Somehow, Xia Xue knew about it, so she specially sent a text message to express her gratitude, which was polite and alienated.

Xie Jintian went to wait in the outpatient building as soon as he learned that Xia Xue was helping to do the admission.

Xia Xueben had already made up her mind not to have anything to do with Xie Jintian, but after all, this time her father's affairs all depended on Xie Jintian's silent help, and she politely expressed her gratitude for her upbringing.It's just that she never thought that this would be an opportunity for her to meet Xie Jintian again.

When Xia Xuemeng, who was putting the deposit slip into her wallet, looked up and saw Xie Jintian who was standing by the door in a white coat, she really felt like she was on a narrow road.

"I'm sorry..." Xie Jintian ignored the whispers of colleagues at the toll office nearby, and said in a slightly embarrassed way, "Can I take a step to talk?"

Xia Xue noticed the thick black around Xie Jintian's eyes, and also heard the pleading in his words, hesitated a little, and finally followed him.

Xie Jintian walked forward with his head down, and didn't stop until he reached the gravel road for the patients to exercise.It's a dead end here, and few people come and go.Xie Jintian turned around and looked at Xia Xue, but he didn't know where to start.

The last time we met was for the transfer of ownership. The wedding car was a dowry from Xia’s family. At that time, Xie Jintian’s name was written on it. Xie Jintian asked Xia Xue out for the transfer of ownership. The two of them had little communication, or Xia Xue was unwilling to communicate with him. After completing the formalities, they went their separate ways.But now, he took the initiative to look for Xia Xue, but with such a clear purpose, it seemed that there was no need for them to remember the old relationship at all.

"Is it for Yi Yang's business?" Xia Xue also guessed Xie Jintian's intentions from his hesitation, and then said lightly, "I've told you everything I can say, I don't know where he is."

"No, I don't want to know this." Once the topic was brought up, Xie Jintian's words seemed less difficult to say, "I just want to know what he told you before."

"We don't have much communication in private." Xia Xue kept a distance, "It's because of you."

This made Xie Jintian at a loss as to how to answer the conversation. At this moment, he felt that it was inappropriate to come to Xia Xue to talk about Yi Yang.But just now, the moment he received the text message, he seemed to see a driftwood, and the accumulated emotions pushed him to grab Xia Xue regardless.

"My father's matter, thank you very much. But let's not see each other again." Xia Xue took advantage of Xie Jintian's stunned statement, "Parents are still waiting for me! Let's go first."

Xie Jintian stood where he was, didn't answer, and didn't ask to stay.Xia Xue suddenly felt that the silent Xie Jintian was a little strange, as strange as a dying person who was about to fall into despair.

After all, her heart softened, and she stopped to give alms: "Go to that pavilion to have a look! It's about to be demolished."

When Xie Jintian appeared at the door of the dojo with his sports bag in hand, countless pairs of eyes looked at him.

The dao uniform at the bottom of the pressure box that he finally found was a little yellowed, and the black belt that had been tied for a long time and the edges were worn white showed his status even more.The juniors in the dojo were naturally very curious about this "veteran" figure who appeared for the first time, and many training movements were slowed down.

But at this moment, the most surprised person was Xiao Mu who was warming up.He didn't understand why Xie Jintian suddenly appeared in the dojo at this time.Although Xie Jintian always knew the time and place, but inviting him was a thing of the past.

"Brother, I'm sorry, I came here without saying hello." Xie Jintian put the shoes with the toe facing out at the door, and said with a calm smile, "I haven't practiced for a long time and I'm rusty, please give me more advice."

Xiao Mu frowned, but this was not the time to argue with Xie Jintian about his purpose, so he just nodded slightly and continued teaching.

Standing in the dojo again, concentrating on every effort and every breath, the memory of the body will gradually wake up with the immersion of the heart.Those days of sweating profusely together were so pure and beautiful, I didn’t feel anything at the time, but when I walked into the society and looked back, I realized how nostalgic that irreversible youth was.

The self in the mirror seemed to be ten years younger again, practicing every move without distracting thoughts.Behind him, there still seemed to be a pair of eyes that were always watching silently, but as soon as he turned his head away, he would turn his eyes away with a blushing face.

Xie Jintian suddenly felt a pain in his spine, because at this moment, he seemed to have a certain resonance with Yi Yang who was standing here. He finally understood that Yi Yang persisted until now, not as a hobby of karate, but More, it is a continuation of inseparable memories, and a paradise where the soul can temporarily retreat.

Only by practicing with no distracting thoughts in mind can we be in love with a calm heart.No expectations, no extravagant hopes, no resentment, just guard this inch of pure land with concentration and wipe away the dust in your heart.This repeated washing washed away the impetuousness and uneasiness accumulated, allowing him to steal a moment of tranquility, so that he would not be overwhelmed by the torrent of emotions blocked behind the dam.

This healing that belongs exclusively to Yi Yang is undoubtedly a kind of comfort to Xie Jintian at the moment.He was doing what he had done before, trying to figure out how he felt at that time. In this way, it seemed that there was still some kind of inseparable connection between them. He thanked Jintian for being by his side.

During the intermission, Xiao Mu came to find Xie Jintian.The two stood together in the corridor, the breath mixed with sweat was blown away by the slightly humid summer night breeze.

"I thought you wouldn't come again."

"Why, senior brother doesn't welcome me?" Xie Jintian smiled and took the topic off, "The original intention was to vent, but after practicing just now, I remembered many things from the past, and felt that it was a pity that it was wasted."

In fact, his original intention of coming back was because his police friend could not find information about Yi Yang's booking of tickets and hotels, which meant that maybe Yi Yang hadn't left the city at all, so he might have kept in touch. There are only a few people, and Xiao Mu, who is the least good at lying, is obviously an ideal breakthrough.

Xiao Mu naturally couldn't guess Xie Jintian's twists and turns, but felt that Xie Jintian's return at this time must have some relationship with Yi Yang, so his attitude was very cautious: "Then practice hard! Don't bother about other things."

These warning words made Xie Jintian smell a glimmer of hope.Xiao Mu is so guarded against him, there must be a reason why he needs to be guarded against him.He knew something, Xie Jintian was sure, so he showed up in the gym persistently and participated in the training twice a week.From time to time, he deliberately talked with Xiao Mu about past topics, and every time he mentioned Yi Yang.Xiao Mu was reminded again and again by him, so he became more careful.

Finally, during a training two weeks later, Xiao Mu hurried out to answer the phone.The glance he glanced at before he walked made Xie Jintian instantly aware of something strange, and quietly followed him out.

"How did this happen? Have the police come yet?" Xiao Mu, who was on the phone at the stairs with his back turned to Xie Jintian, sounded very anxious, "Don't worry, I'll go there now!"

Immediately afterwards, Xiao Mu didn't even bother to go back to the gym to give instructions, so he went back to the locker room to get his wallet and keys and rushed out to take a taxi.Xie Jintian hurriedly got into his own car parked on the side of the road, and followed Xiao Mu's taxi all the way.

Although passing the evening rush hour, the road to the city center is not easy to walk.And halfway through, the taxi suddenly turned around and got on the elevated highway, as if it had changed its route.

The possibility of being caught being followed is very small, Xie Jintian guessed that the situation might have changed, and Xiao Mu changed his destination.Just now he clearly heard the word "policeman", which made him desperately want to see Yi Yang, but at the same time, he had a kind of contradictory expectation, hoping that all of this had nothing to do with Yi Yang.

The taxi that Xiao Mu took eventually stopped near Wanping South Road.It was really congested here, Xiao Mu couldn't wait, so he got off the car and ran forward.Xie Jintian was afraid of being lost, so he didn't care about anything else, the car stopped on the side of the road and chased after Xiao Mu.

Xiao Mu suddenly stopped at a corner, and Xie Jintian realized that he was standing beside a row of familiar outer walls.Because of their occupations, he and Yi Yang often came here for training.It's just that he didn't expect that he would come here again by such a coincidence at this moment.

He faintly had an ominous premonition, which made his steps hesitate.However, he had to face it after all, just like Schrödinger's cat, he had to take a look at it to determine its state, and he could only comfort himself that it was an established fact.

Afterwards, when turning an arc along Xiao Mu's route, Xie Jintian saw the face next to the police car that made him fall in love with him.

However, he twisted and snarled, and was gradually surrounded by the crowd.

He struggled like a fish thrown onto the shore by a hook.