deep hypnosis

During the Dragon Boat Festival, after eating with Zheng Xinhe, Xie Jintian returned home alone.

Nowadays, the meaning of the festival seems to be only about "eating". Ever since his mother Zheng Qiao agreed to remarry Xie Yu, even if he is unaccompanied, what is the talk of reunion?

Zheng Xin knew what he was thinking, and didn't mention her wayward sister during the dinner, but asked about Yi Yang.

Xie Jintian seemed to have been stabbed, and along the edge, he pried off the self-confident surface, revealing the inside of his body.

It has been nearly a month since Yi Yang left, and Xie Jintian has not seen Yi Yang since the wedding night.Called Fan Yizhou and found that he had been blocked, and Yi Yang's cell phone had also become an empty number.When I went to his rented house, I was told by the neighbor that someone had come to remove all his belongings in the past few days.Xie Jintian had a vague premonition, and sure enough, he learned that Yi Yang had already resigned on his first day at work.

In just a few days, Yi Yang completely disappeared from his life as if the world had evaporated.Xie Jintian suddenly panicked and asked Yi Yang's whereabouts almost everywhere, but the answers were all the same which disappointed him.Xie Jintian, who was out of step, turned on the phone and flipped through the address book blankly, finally, his eyes stopped on a name.

Ever since he unlocked the memory and was convinced that Xiao Mu helped Yi Yang fool him, he had never contacted Xiao Mu again, but at this moment, he could no longer care about the old grievances, locked the door of the office, and called Xiao Mu. a phone call.

Fortunately, Xiao Mu did not reject his call, but there was some noise on the other end, probably in the gym.

"Senior Brother..." Hearing Xiao Mu's voice, Xie Jintian hesitated for a while, but still bit the bullet and said, "Do you know where Yi Yang is?"

"Wait." Xiao Mu was silent for a moment, then moved to a quieter place before continuing, "Why did you come to ask me?"

"I'm also at a loss." Xie Jintian smiled bitterly and said, "You know what happened on my wedding day, right?"

"Yeah." Xiao Mu brushed back the wet bangs that stuck to his face, "But it wasn't what Yi Yang said."

"Did he say anything before he left?" Xie Jintian didn't care how the scandal got to Xiao Mu's ears.

"Just sent a message." Xiao Mu hesitated, and added, "He thought about it a long time ago, and left after you got married."

When was long ago?Xie Jintian didn't dare to ask, but he also knew in his heart that Yi Yang must have made this decision before he threatened him with Xia Xue.According to Yi Yang's personality, or he originally thought that after Xie Jintian got his wish, he would quietly disappear from his life.But Xie Jintian made him leave the stage in such an embarrassing way, which completely crushed the only remaining warmth between the two of them that could be temporarily frozen by keeping the distance between them because of their childhood friendship.

"Brother, do you have his new account?" Xie Jintian tried his best to maintain his calm appearance.

"Sorry, I can't give it to you." Xiao Mu sighed, "Don't bother him anymore, you know who he is hiding from."

It wasn't until the other side rang several times that Xie Jin slowly lowered his hands and stared blankly at the fountain outside the window, drawing out streams of water in a circle.He suddenly became jealous in his heart, and he knew that Xiao Mu and Yi Yang had known each other for far less time than he and Yi Yang, but Yi Yang told Xiao Mu everything and guarded against him with the same enemy, just because Xiao Mu also found him. gay?

Xie Jin was bored and sat in front of the computer for a while, then unexpectedly took out the recording pen from the drawer.In it, there is the voice of Yi Yang giving Cheng Yan a consultation.Xie Jintian let go and listened quietly.When asked who he was following, Yi Yang replied - "I have liked the person for many years."

Xie Jintian seemed to be unsure, and carefully went back, put the recording pen to his ear and listened again.

——"I have liked someone for many years."

Xie Jintian got up abruptly, pacing back and forth as if he had found something.

like him!Yi Yang liked him after all.

Then no matter where he escapes to the ends of the earth, he will still be eager to see through, dream about, and always miss him.When the longing is so overflowing that it almost bursts the embankment, he will come back, return to his side, and fall in love with him as always.And he just needs to sit back and wait.

But what if... what if he doesn't come back?

Xie Jintian paused, staring blankly at the recorder.

Fan Yizhou may have left with him, or may have hypnotized him, making him forget his existence.

Thinking of this, Xie Jintian wished to go to Yi Yang immediately to confirm his liking and his own existence.

Maybe Xia Xue is right, he needed Yi Yang in the past, because he was an empty bottle lacking a sense of self-worth, and he needed to rely on the love and approval of others to fill it.Even his "revenge" against Yi Yang was a kind of test in a sense, he wanted to confirm how deep Yi Yang's feelings for him were, and whether no matter how much he hurt him, he treated him as before.

But obviously, his expectations failed.

During these sleepless days, he found that Yi Yang meant much more to him than that.Yi Yang is like air, which is always ignored in normal times, but when the concentration of him in his life is a little thinner, it will make him fear of suffocation.

Xie Jintian has always been good at analyzing others, but he dare not dismantle his feelings for Yi Yang.Maybe there is hidden guilt and habitual attachment in it, but he doesn't dare to look into what is more.But what he was sure of was that if losing Xia Xue would make him feel unwilling and aggrieved, then losing Yi Yang would make him disheartened and depressed.

He couldn't let himself fall into such a passive situation, and couldn't just sit and wait for death.

Thinking like this, Xie Jintian sent an email to Fan Yizhou.

That night, Fan Yizhou rang Xie Jintian's doorbell.When Xie Jintian saw him, the first thought that came to his mind was "he's not with Yi Yang", and because of this, he felt lucky for a while.

"Don't get complacent too early." Fan Yizhou leaned against the door, and brought the bag in his hand to him, "I didn't come here because of your self-deceiving excuse."

Xie Jintian wrote in the email to Fan Yizhou that he wanted to discuss with Fan Yizhou about suing Xie Yu for molesting a boy.Fan Yizhou believed that Xie Jintian was likely to "destroy the court with righteousness", but obviously, the starting point of this was definitely not to defend Yi Yang.They have also "cooperated" before, and Fan Yizhou has a thorough understanding of Xie Jintian's selfishness.

"What's all this?" Xie Jintian let Fan Yizhou in, and watched him put the heavy bag on the coffee table.

Fan Yizhou didn't answer, and took out the contents of the bag one by one and displayed them on the table, just like counting corpses after a war.

"The things he wants to let go of most in his life are all here." Fan Yizhou took out a cigarette and smoked it unscrupulously, "Before he left, he said he would let me handle it for him. Shun Shui favors."

Xie Jintian looked down—a USB flash drive, a red thread, a group photo, a celadon cup, two national history outlines, and a smashed and deformed mooncake tin box.

Except for the USB flash drive, the ones he recognized, no matter what they were, were like bloodless weapons.Yi Yang's childish behavior of returning the token of love, which seemed to be a cut-off couple, was used by Fan Yizhou to stab him in the heart.

"What's in this USB flash drive?" Xie Jintian tried his best not to sound so embarrassed.

"His mother's handwriting." Fan Yizhou sneered and let out a puff of smoke, "Can you imagine what kind of mentality she used to record these things? If you can, maybe you won't pester me any longer."

After Fan Yizhou finished speaking, he walked out the door on his own, leaving a row of impolite shoe prints on the floor.

"Why didn't you stop him?" Xie Jintian came to his senses when Fan Yizhou stepped out of the gate, "Why didn't you go with him?"

"Because I don't have the qualifications." Fan Yizhou stopped with his back to Xie Jintian, and the smell of smoke was blown away by the wind in the corridor, "If you knew how terrible the mistakes you and I made, you would have no face to see him of."

Xie Jintian was taken aback, and when he wanted to ask more questions, Fan Yizhou had already left.

When the smell of smoke dissipated, a "mi woo" suddenly sounded in the silent corridor.Xie Jintian lowered his head and found that there was a cat bag by the door, inside, a pair of golden eyes were looking at him timidly.