deep hypnosis

"He's fine." When Xia Xue pushed open the glass door of the phone booth, her words were like gold.

Xie Jintian, who had been waiting impatiently for a long time, couldn't laugh or cry. Before making this phone call, Xia Xue asked him to keep a distance and not to approach, but he waited for a long time in distraught, just waiting for this sentence?

"that's it?"

"Didn't you just let me ask this?"

These words made Xie Jintian speechless. When he asked Xia Xue to call, he did say that he only wanted to know if Yi Yang was safe, but if he could talk to Yi Yang, he would not just ask.They had been talking behind his back for so long, but they were stingy about revealing some details that he wanted to know.Perhaps from that night in winter, they formed an alliance and completely abandoned him in the name of being hurt by him.

"Is this revenge on me?"

"Yi Yang and I are not that naive." Xia Xue suddenly felt sorry for the obsessed Xie Jintian, "You obviously grew up with him, but you don't know anything."

These words made Xie Jintian feel merciless. Rather than saying that he didn't know, it would be better to say that he didn't want to know.He is the beneficiary of this feeling, and he doesn't have to bear any consequences, and he doesn't have to pay any price. What reason does he have to analyze the pain hidden behind those words and deeds?

"You go back! I will deal with my parents, and I will talk about the rest later." Seeing Xie Jintian's lost look, Xia Xue didn't bother to talk to him anymore.At this moment, she suddenly felt a little tired, and wanted to be alone quietly, to sort out her thoughts.

"You are alone, I don't worry." Xie Jintian always felt that Xia Xue was holding back.The relationship between him and her over the years cannot be broken up just like that.

Xia Xue smiled indifferently, and pointed to her baggy T-shirt and the pair of running shoes with a vacant heel: "You still don't know my size, do you?"

Xie Jintian was speechless.He really didn't know, or in other words, never paid attention to it.In the past, his thoughtfulness to Xia Xue was like jewelry on a beauty's body. Too much is just for decoration, but not too much is harmless.But in many cases, feelings are dormant in these trivial details.If it is not sincere, sooner or later it will show its flaws, but Xia Xue didn't care about it in the past.

"I won't deny this relationship just because it's equivalent to denying myself." Xia Xue walked up to Xie Jintian and looked into his eyes, "Everyone has a bottle in their heart. When the bottle is full, they will be energetic and don't care The eyes of others. When the bottle is empty, I always try to fill it with the attention, approval and love of others. But what others give is fake after all.”

Xie Jintian smiled wryly, this is really a metaphor of Xia Xue's style.

"Actually, you have always looked down on me from the bottom of your heart, right?"

Xie Jintian was taken aback.

"You think, I have never experienced what you have experienced. I am a flower in a greenhouse, and I can't really understand you." Xia Xue glanced at the wound on Xie Jintian's face for taking her out of the predicament. There was no basic respect, and from the very beginning, the scales were tilted like this. Honestly, I am angry that you use me as a stepping stone, but not surprised at all."

"Xia Xue...I'm not..."

"Don't rush to clarify, you also know that there will be such a day, even if it's not this time, there will be a next time - you don't love me." Xia Xue read the rare apology from Xie Jintian's eyes, and couldn't help feeling a little sad. "You didn't even notice the way you were waiting there just now, did you? You said that the most difficult thing for people to understand is themselves. I will return this sentence to you intact."

Xie Jintian was stunned by these words, Xia Xue looked at his appearance, turned her face away and said: "Okay, let's go here! After talking about it, it will be dawn."

Xie Jintian stared blankly at the woman in front of him who was exchanging vows with him not long ago and almost became his wife. At this moment, she has lost her blind love for him, and returned to a straightforward and courageous appearance, just like the charming group at the beginning. The flames are flocking to.

Xie Jintian was suddenly a little thankful that she hadn't become his prisoner.

"Xia Xue..."

Xie Jintian knew that this was a farewell, but he only called her name at the end, but couldn't say a word.

Xia Xue smiled, turned and left.

Xie Jintian watched Xia Xue leave, and it was clear that the distance was getting farther and farther away, but it seemed that only at the moment when love entanglements were put aside and never communicated, did he truly understand each other.Xie Jintian knew that he was not as clear as Xia Xue, just now he was leaning against the car door, his hands were shaking all the time, the soot that fell from the shaking burned a few small holes in the white T-shirt he picked out at random, and everything came out of it. Crawling out, corroding the disguise of appearance.

When he shot Xie Yu, he really wanted to kill him.He knows very well that no matter how unpleasant or even scary the initial ing experience is, it will change a person's orientation to a great extent.Yi Yang endured for so many years alone and helpless, one can imagine how many times he spurned himself when he couldn't save himself, convinced that he only deserved to be treated like this.In the painting that was discarded by him, there is nowhere to be seen the rejection of dirt, but it also desperately tells the sin that he can't wash it all his life, which he shouldn't bear.At this time, in Yi Yang's painting projecting his heart, there should already be a man covered in shadows.

Yi Yang is not as resilient as Xia Xue, but without Xie Yu and Xie Jintian, Yi Yang's life would have been different - shy but not inferior, restrained but not gloomy.His eyes should always be clear, fixed in the sleepy smile in the classroom on a summer afternoon.But now, the fault in his life lies in the night when Xie Jintian asked him to stay overnight.

Thinking of this, Xie Jintian couldn't help himself.In the past, that remorse was like a fish, which slipped slipperily from the palm of your hand when you wanted to catch it, but now, the barbs that came out after the truth was revealed, firmly hooked the remorse that had been swimming for a long time, and lifted it up lively. to him.

He wanted to see Yi Yang, thinking crazily.But he also knew that the last thing Yi Yang wanted to see was him and Xie Yu.

Xie Jintian lingered for a long time before returning to the hotel and slumped on the sofa, staring blankly at the white gauze that had been taken off in the bathroom. It was like the white flower that people used to pin in their hair to worship the dead in the past.

Something, die quietly tonight.But there is something else, quietly growing wildly on that grave.

When Yi Yang hung up the phone, Fan Yizhou was looking at him solemnly.The orange light coated Yi Yang's outline with soft tones, but Fan Yizhou knew that he had a heart of stone, no matter how hard he was to be shaken.

Yi Yang seemed harmless to humans and animals, but in fact, once he made up his mind, he was as stubborn as a rock.

Fan Yizhou, as an accomplice in promoting this terrible plot, naturally has nothing to refute for himself, but when he thought of Yi Yang leaving, it was as if his soul had been separated.

"Xia Xue?"

"Ah."

"Is she okay?"

"She has always been able to afford it." Yi Yang looked at Fan Yizhou without avoiding it, "I'm sorry, I just pretended to sleep before, I should have a good talk with you."

This time, it was Fan Yizhou who retreated in his heart, he could guess what Yi Yang was going to say.

It's nothing more than parting, nothing more than two breaks, easy to get together and good to part.

However, what Yi Yang said next was beyond his expectation.