deep hypnosis

Yi Yang turned around and saw Xia Xue standing under the steps of the pavilion.

She was wearing a white down jacket, and the fox fur on the neckline set off her petite face, which was slim and graceful.But at this moment, she appeared so suddenly in this silent winter night, but it seemed to be a ghost in Yi Yang's mind.

Yi Yang subconsciously took half a step back, blocking that line of writing.

"Ah... is it really you?" Xia Xue also seemed to feel that it was a little weird to appear here, and lifted the bag in her hand, "My cousin's house is right next door, I will help her buy some medicine, and I happened to see you."

After reconciling with Xie Jintian, Xie Jintian never came to the door once. This made Xia's parents, who had complained about Xie Jintian because of the unhappiness last time, whisper in Xia Xue's ears all day long. In a few days, I went to the house of my cousin who is still single.Unexpectedly, by such a coincidence, when buying painkillers for my aunt's cousin in pain, I ran into Yi Yang.

Afraid that Yi Yang would think too much, Xia Xue looked around again and said, "Why didn't you go back so late? What are you doing here?"

Yi Yang couldn't laugh or cry at such a coincidence, it was simply a bad joke made by heaven.

"The one next door is my old alma mater... Pass by, come and take a look." Yi Yang put his hands behind his back, leaning against the cold pavilion pillar, as if if he didn't do that, the pavilion pillar would pounce on him with his secret crush him.

Nostalgia for most of the night?

Xia Xue's eyes went back and forth between the pavilion and Yi Yang, reluctantly accepted such rhetoric, chatted a few more words casually, and left.

Only then did Yi Yang's tense heartstrings relax, and after Xia Xue left for a long time, he left the pavilion.Turning around to take a look, the faintly visible handwriting in the darkness seemed to come alive, twisting and twisting, about to crawl into his heart.

Yi Yang didn't dare to stay for a long time, and ran to the opposite side in one breath, only to realize that there was no bus for a long time, so he could only take a taxi to go back.

When he got home, he stared blankly at the two compendiums of national history that had been shelved for a while, until the very hungry sheriff rubbed his feet repeatedly, and then he came back to his senses, grabbed a handful of cat food for him, and gently stroked his feet. with.

Xie Jintian and Yi Yang haven't contacted each other since we met last time. Xie Jintian didn't want to ask about Yi Yang's decision. There is room for repentance at any time.

What Xie Jintian didn't expect was that Xia Xue would strongly oppose his decision.

On the weekend of that day, Xia Xue met him and asked him about his plans for the New Year, and was completely irritated by his phrase "plan to go out and relax".These days, she was sandwiched between her parents and Xie Jintian, she was physically and mentally exhausted, but she still protected him wholeheartedly, wanting to give him enough time to dispel his anger.These days, his tranquility was bought at the price of her depression, but he didn't understand her at all, and he still wanted to go out at such a critical moment, embarrassing her.

"We're getting married soon..." Xia Xue held back her anger, and questioned Xie Jintian's decision to add insult to injury, "Who do you want to go with during the Chinese New Year?"

"I'll go by myself." Xie Jintian didn't think he had any faults worth criticizing, even though he subconsciously lied, "I'll go to your house on New Year's Eve..."

Before Xie Jintian finished talking, Xia Xue took her bag and went out, even forgetting to put on her coat.Waiting for Xie Jintian to catch up, Xia Xue shook off his hand and said, "No need! You won't need it either on New Year's Eve!"

Xie Jintian seldom saw Xia Xue with such an angry look, usually she was really anxious, and she just shed tears.The situation seemed a little out of his control.At this time, the best reconciliation is to tell Xia Xue that he is not going, that she is the most important thing in his life, and that he cares about her more than anything else.However, the character of being soft and not hard, made the usual rhetoric turned into a soft ball in the tit-for-tat anger, and quietly dissipated in the cold wind with a sigh.

Xie Jintian let go of his hand, Xia Xue froze.

After a while, she realized that she grabbed her coat and quickly disappeared from Xie Jintian's sight while stepping on her high heels.

Xia Xue braved the cold wind until she walked to a small road that could not see the sun, and then she shed tears while hugging her coat.She didn't want Xie Jintian to see her weakness again, and the emotional contribution should be equal, and Xie Jintian overdrawn her tolerance and trust again and again, which made her doubt her choice.I still remember that when she was proposed, she said that love is like a hypnotic state. Over the years, she hypnotized herself and ignored all Xie Jintian's shortcomings.And Xie Jintian, always sober, polished her soberly, domesticated her, in order to fill her into the framework of his ideal partner and become a part of decorating his life.

But he didn't know that she was just catering to him carefully. Her sensitivity always played a role in some special moments. For example, just now, she could easily tell whether Xie Jintian was lying.But she still has extravagant hopes and nostalgia, so she dare not speak out.She was afraid that a single word would wake up the person in her dream, so she would collapse overnight.

But on New Year's Eve, Xie Jintian did not go to Xia's house after all.No matter how often the two had conflicts, because of the major premise of marriage, Xie Jintian would never show any clues in front of Xia Xue's parents, and he was still the sensible and humble son-in-law.

But this time, he didn't come, which already showed his hesitation about this relationship.

Xia Xue, who was asked by her parents, had no choice but to say that Xie Jintian had to be on duty temporarily, but the bitterness in her heart poured into her mouth, and she ate a New Year's Eve dinner like wax.Fortunately, fireworks and firecrackers were banned this year, so she didn't have to highlight the loneliness of having nowhere to appeal amidst the noise.

She turned off her cell phone, lay down on her bed, tossed and turned but couldn't fall asleep.Staying up until the early hours of the morning, the more she thought about it, the more unwilling Xia Xue sat up suddenly, hugged the quilt in the dark, turned on her phone, and found an app installed a long time ago.It was an app developed by her friend's company for positioning.In the past, Xia Xue complained that Xie Jintian was always late, so she installed a positioning terminal in his car, saying that in the future, Xie Jintian would lie to her and say "there are still 10 minutes" and she would obediently kneel down on the keyboard.At that time, Xie Jintian was driving the car, and she played with it casually, and both of them forgot about it afterwards, but at this moment, the idea of ​​spying came up crazily, which happened to meet the limit of her patience.

Xia Xue didn't struggle for a long time and clicked in. After a while, a white arrow stopped in place appeared on the slowly presented map, and that was Xie Jintian.

Xia Xue stared at the screen motionlessly for a long time like this, until suddenly, the white arrow started to move.The arrow seemed to be pulling Xia Xue's nerves, making Xia Xue tense up, curled up and watched intently.

Xie Jintian first drove onto the elevated highway, and 10 minutes later, he went down through one of the gates, drove for a few kilometers on a street with few vehicles, and then stopped at a turn.

Xia Xue waited for a while before making sure that it had parked the car.Seeing the name of the road, she was stunned. Isn't that near her cousin's house, or the school where she met Yi Yang that night?

Something is connected in series, forming a tight line on the lips.Xia Xue didn't want to believe such an illogical speculation, but she couldn't restrain her endless thoughts.In the end, pushed by those thoughts, she put on her down jacket and ran out before her parents got up.

It was very difficult to get a taxi on the first day of the new year. Xia Xue made several purchases before the mobile app showed that there was a driver taking the order.Xia Xue, who had woken up from the cold, lowered her head and found that she was still wearing slippers, hadn't looked in the mirror before going out, her hair was disheveled, and she didn't know what she looked like. No wonder the driver had weird eyes when he parked the car in front of her just now.

She has never been so depressed. In her love, she is always elegant and calm.At this moment, she suddenly felt that she was so pitiful, because no matter what kind of scene she would break through, her heart had already fallen into the dust, and she was sealed in a coffin, no matter how difficult it was to recover.

Finally, her coordinates coincided with the white arrow on the phone. She put on the hat of the down jacket, buried her face in the fluffy fox fur, and faced Xie Jintian's car parked beside the school, but her teeth were still so cold Trembling.

The trembling gradually spread, and she endured the discomfort and slowly walked in the opposite direction.

That short 50 meters seems to have finished the rest of his life, and when he arrives, he is already very old.And when her dizzy eyes caught the back of the man she thought she could entrust her life to, she would rather be blind.

Xie Jintian didn't realize that there were extra eyes behind him, he was still immersed in his anger, and he held Yi Yang tightly.

Yi Yang?Is it Yi Yang again?

At the hospital before, the inexplicable feeling of watching Xie Jintian drag Yi Yang away came to mind again.Xia Xue remembered Xie Jintian's anxiety after Yi Yang saw the photos and left in a daze, Xie Jintian's loss when Yi Yang left Xie Jintian's hospital bed, and Xie Jintian's anger when Fan Yizhou kissed Yi Yang forcibly...

An answer that was about to come out made her shudder.

Thinking about it carefully, Xie Jintian's attitude towards Yi Yang is indeed very subtle.On weekdays, Xie Jintian always showed contempt and disgust for homosexuality, but when he discovered Yi Yang's orientation, he didn't allow others to mention it, he just chewed it there by himself, sometimes it seemed to be in harmony with the spirit, and sometimes it was irresistible.

What he thinks of Yi Yang may not even be clear to himself, but at this time, Xia Xue, as a bystander, found sadly that Yi Yang's position in Xie Jintian's heart may be far more important than her fiancée.

Look, at this moment, he is angrily accusing Yi Yang of being ungrateful, hideous, and hysterical.But this is his true face hidden under the gentleman's demeanor, and only to "his own people" will he take off his disguise, let go of his defenses, and expose the most real, most unbearable but also softest inside.

He is sincere to Yi Yang.

Realizing this, Xia Xue suddenly stopped trembling, just stopped and stood with her head held high, like a captive who refused to bend her knees.

She might have lost, but she couldn't lose without dignity.She had to quietly wait for the curtain call of this absurd drama, and then leave the stage with farce in an elegant and calm manner.

However, the two people on the stage were too absorbed in their performance, and they didn't notice her for a long time.