deep hypnosis

Both Yi Yang and Xia Xue haven't seen Xie Jintian for nearly a month, and they don't know if Xie Jintian deliberately avoided it, or it was just a coincidence that they didn't meet each other.But at this time, such an unexpected encounter made Yi Yang and Xia Xue feel embarrassed as if they had been caught.

Yi Yang looked away to calm his inertial heart pounding like thunder. The plot he rehearsed in his mind was Xie Jintian leaving in a huff, but when he realized that the footsteps were approaching him, it was too late.

Xia Xue stared blankly at Xie Jintian dragging Yi Yang into the building, not knowing how to react for a while.It wasn't until the two of them disappeared from sight that the coldness of the rain penetrated into her heart through her skin, causing her to recover from a shiver.

It's unbelievable!It wasn't her that Xie Jintian took away, but Yi Yang?

But at this time, Xie Jintian, who dragged Yi Yang by the arm and led him to the corridor next to the warehouse, was also very surprised by his actions.

At first, he really planned to have a good talk with Xia Xue, who had been in the cold war for many days, like a mature and stable man, to reconcile and get everything back on track.But when he walked towards the two of them, he saw Xia Xuening's tears on his cheeks.That was a pitiful appearance, but in his eyes, it seemed like a silent accusation.

Over the years, in the confrontation with his strong mother, every time he was defeated, it was thanks to the tears, which were the trump card of a woman wearing a weak cloak. Repay the debt that should not have been repaid by him.It is also because of this that Xie Jintian hates this kind of stereotyped accusation from the bottom of his heart.

At this time, Xia Xue was so similar to his mother.He was secretly startled, why didn't he realize that she also had such a vulgar side earlier?Wasn't her act of meeting Yi Yang in private also an unreasonable report?Going around looking for acquaintances to complain about their grievances is nothing more than trying to pretend to be an innocent victim, so as to win others over and accuse him of being a "wretched man" for his ruthlessness.It turned out that there was no difference between her and those Yingying Yanyans, but she appeared at the right place at the right time, which just filled the last blank in his life map, and made him mistakenly believe that she is his perfection, so he is grateful.

Just this scrutiny made a bad choice.Therefore, it was not the weeping Xia Xue standing in front of him at this time, but the silent Yi Yang.

Of course, Xie Jintian also has indescribable dissatisfaction and resentment towards Yi Yang, and that resentment is at best a quarrel between relatives, mixed with indefensible twists and turns and inseparable concerns.

He is willing to forgive him, as long as the bait he throws can induce Yi Yang to pay back his guilt and a little concession.

"Are you surprised?" Xie Jintian's voice echoed in the corridor where the heater couldn't reach, "You may not believe it, but during the half-month cold war with her, what I thought about the most was actually your business."

Yi Yang's heart skipped a beat, but his face remained calm, he just looked away at the half-dusted window.

"It's all because I'm immature. I dare not ask you directly. I can only guess on the sidelines. In fact, I also know that you have been hiding it for so many years because you are afraid that I will be disgusted. This must be very uncomfortable." Xie Jintian said to himself. A ball of white air dissipated between the two, "Actually, I'm not so naive as to deny it in general just because of that man... I regret that I didn't open up with you at the first time, and even vent my anger on others..."

The targets of anger refer to Cheng Yan and Xia Xue.

"So?" Yi Yang withdrew his gaze, interrupting Xie Jintian's long speech.

Xie Jintian was intoxicated with his heart-to-heart, and naturally felt a little unhappy because of this sudden interruption, but he still concluded his statement: "So, can this chapter be turned over here? I take back what I said before, I don't want to talk every day. Every time we meet, swords are drawn... This world is nothing more than sick normal people and normal patients, who has no flaws?"

flaw?

Yi Yang smiled bleakly in his heart, Xie Jintian's touching speech still showed a fox's tail in the end.

He believed that the moment when Xie Jintian pulled him away just now might have been an unconscious act, but what he said afterwards was nothing more than using his usual tact to try to control the relationship that was out of control, and when he was performing eloquently, Yi Yang has been pushed off the stage, and he has become an audience who can only give applause or boos, but how did he really care about the audience's opinions?

"Do you still remember the Nuo opera you saw in Jiangxi?"

Xie Jintian didn't know why Yi Yang would mention this suddenly, but he continued with a smile, "Of course, in Shiyou Village."

Nuo opera is a kind of exorcism ritual handed down.In the winter vacation of the second year of high school, the two who also didn't want to go home for the New Year met and went to Shiyou Village in Jiangxi together.The Nuo troupe in Shiyou Village still maintains a hereditary system. There are fixed eight Nuo dancers called "Eight Uncles". The god Erlang... was revived on them one after another in the form of a mask, and they danced together with the gongs and drums, patrolling majesticly around, and walked through the streets aggressively, just to drive away the plague ghosts.

"The moment 'Eight Uncle' puts on the mask, he may really believe that he has become a god, so that the ghosts have nowhere to hide, and the villagers worship." Yi Yang said lightly, "But the day when Yuannuo takes off the mask , they are still mortals with emotions and desires, who cannot escape life, old age, sickness and death."

These words, of course, have deep meanings, but before Xie Jintian figured it out, Yi Yang's cell phone rang, and it was a colleague from the medical department.

"I have to go, don't make senior sister wait for too long..." Yi Yangyun turned around lightly, "It's almost the first month, and I have to spend it with my family."

I still remember that in the second year of high school, the two teenagers were excitedly discussing the primitive, clumsy but shocking dance of exorcising ghosts on the way back.

As he was talking, he became a little tired, Xie Jintian let Yi Yang lean against him to sleep for a while.Just as Yi Yang closed his eyes, he heard Xie Jintian say, "Although I can't choose my parents, but luckily I can choose my partner... During the Chinese New Year, I want to spend it with my family, don't you think?"

Yi Yang's heart skipped a beat, he didn't dare to agree, so he had to pretend to be asleep.

Thinking about it now, maybe Xie Jintian was just telling his vision for the future, or maybe it was just a casual reassurance.But Yi Yang, who was in love at the time, would rather believe his own far-fetched explanation and pretend to be passionate.

Walking through the winding corridor and walking out of the building, he saw Xia Xue standing by the bench with her head down, and Xie Jintian who suddenly took her into his arms from the window.

He remembered what he said before erasing Xie Jintian's memory, what he wanted was for his former self to return to his side.

Everything is as you wish.

Yi Yang started walking again.

Xie Jintian's life was finally on the right track again. After Xia Xue reconciled with him, she no longer dared to ask Xie Yu to attend the wedding, and because of the estrangement with Xia's parents, Xie Jintian would hardly come to the door if Xia Xue didn't request it. He generously started to spend time with Yi Yang again.

Since the last "confidentiality", Yi Yang's indifference towards him seems to have eased a little.After taking the opportunity to "drop in" to send Yi Yang home, and after confirming that Fan Yizhou was not living with him, Xie Jintian went in and out of Yi Yang's rented house without any scruples, and smirked.

As the year approached, he ran even more diligently.During the Spring Festival before Xia Xue appeared, the two spent almost all of their time together except for going home for a meal on New Year's Eve.Even if there is only New Year's Eve, there is never a time when it is not troublesome.Yi Yang is used to putting an extra pair of bowls and chopsticks in front of the table, while Xie Jintian uses the name of cleaning as much as possible to erase all the traces of his father that his mother secretly kept. It is conceivable that the two mothers are obsessed with their son How will the behavior of "seeking bad luck" react.

However, after getting through this night, when the first day of the new year packs up and goes out with red crumbs all over the floor, it will be a new year.

They always make an appointment to meet at the man-made landscape near the school.The water in that pond is getting less and less every year, but there is always a little bit left when the needles prick it, and a thin layer of ice is symbolically formed, and many holes are punched out by the children nearby with stones.Yi Yang always counted those holes and sat in the faded octagonal pavilion that was smeared with correction fluid and waited for Xie Jintian to speak.

For their trips, Yi Yang has always been in charge of planning the route, and Xie Jintian is in charge of running errands and buying tickets.Xie Jintian always lied to Yi Yang before, saying that Zheng Xin knew someone, and he could buy tickets at a discount or at no cost. In fact, he wanted to save money for Yi Yang. He couldn’t see that Yi Yang had worked so hard for half a year to travel with him. .But Yi Yang is not stupid, after a few times, he found out the clue, and Xie Jintian blushed so rarely that Xie Jintian had no choice but to accept his share of the money.

"I say you! Is it necessary to make it so clear with me?" Xie Jintian couldn't help complaining.

Yi Yang didn't answer, because in his heart, it's okay to owe a penny to the person he likes, he owes nothing to him, that's an equal and pure relationship.

During the Chinese New Year, every scenic spot is crowded with people, even if it is not a scenic spot, it is too lively to make people irritated, but as long as he is with Yi Yang, Xie Jintian feels pure—pure in heart.

"If this goes on, we can cover the whole country!" Xie Jintian often said excitedly looking at the photos in the camera on the way back.

According to his cognition at the time, he would live with Yi Yang every year.Even if they become a family in the future, the two families should get together and travel with their children.

He told Yi Yang this idea, and the faint smile on Yi Yang's face disappeared.

"What?" Xie Jintian looked inexplicably at Yi Yang who suddenly turned his head to look out the window. The face reflected by the window filled the retrograde scenery, and he couldn't tell the meaning of that expression for a while.

"The pavilion must be demolished, right?"

"Well...it means it's going to be dismantled..." Xie Jintian was very confused by Yi Yang's nonsense.

So what?The dilapidated landscape that no one maintains should be demolished. If the old ones don't go, the new ones won't come.

Yi Yang didn't say anything later, but for some reason, Xie Jintian often dreamed about that day recently.

"According to the theory of psychoanalysis, all remembered dreams are meaningful, tell me, why do I always dream about that part?" On this day, while eating, Xie Jintian raised it, "Has the pavilion been demolished? "

"I don't know..." Yi Yang fiddled with the vegetables in the bowl absently.

"What did you want to say at the time? So what if you dismantle it?"

Yi Yang didn't answer, but there was a faint voice in his heart saying - "After the demolition, where will I wait for you?"

This feeling has nowhere to go.