deep hypnosis

"Since it's all retaliation, why are you still unhappy?" Xiao Mu pushed the steaming white chocolate towards Yi Yang.

The steam that came out of the cup impatiently made Yi Yang think of Xie Jintian's hot face before hypnotizing him. He had never been so nervous before, but when he really started hypnotizing, his heart was numb and dead. , as if no matter how anxious and anxious you are before the college entrance examination, you can completely immerse yourself in solving the problem with ease when you get the paper. machine.Such a step-by-step, calm and calm self, now I feel a little scared when I think about it.That may be the potential of a hypnotist who "watches from the sidelines but immerses himself in it" as the mentor Yu Qian said.

"Revenge doesn't make me happy." Yi Yang looked out the window at the bouncing boy who was helping his mother carry the New Year's goods wrapped in a ball, "It's just a temporary psychological balance."

"Then you still plan to leave?" Xiao Mu remembered what Yi Yang said before that he wanted to go to a second-tier city to "retire in the elderly". He really hoped it was a joke.

"Well...the second half of the year."

Next May is Xie Jintian's wedding date, if I guessed correctly, Yi Yang wants to attend the wedding before leaving?

Xiao Mu is not a sentimental person, but after going through those ups and downs with Cheng Yan, he can already feel the pain and heaviness of the relationship, but he feels worthless for Yi Yang, why did he decide to leave, and he still has to accommodate like that people who hurt him.

The two were silent for a while, before Xiao Mu revealed the original intention of inviting Yi Yang: "I'm looking for you, and I want to ask you for a favor."

Yi Yang withdrew his gaze and subconsciously touched the cuffs of the down jacket draped over the back of the chair.

"Cheng Yan refuses to go back with me during the Chinese New Year... I know he is thinking of me, but I don't think there is anything shameful about it. No matter what he thinks, I want him to know that I am serious about spending the rest of my life with him .” Xiao Mu played with his phone, blushing a little, “So, I want to hold a wedding.”

Yi Yang tightened his fingers violently, crumpling his cuffs.

"To be precise, it's a marriage proposal. If he agrees...I want to surprise him...years ago."

At this moment, Yi Yang's mood was complicated.In his opinion, Cheng Yan, who has always been conservative, is so low-key. Apart from thinking about Xiao Mu, there may be factors of uncertainty about this relationship. He knows better than Xiao Mu what he will face in the future.I'm afraid Cheng Yan would never have expected that there was something traditional in his bones, or that the old-fashioned Xiao Mu would have such "deviating" thoughts.

"Brother, forgive me." Yi Yang said after some consideration, "Actually, it is enough for him to have you."

"I know that marriage is just a formality, but I still want to give him a guarantee." Yi Yang's words were similar to throwing cold water on Xiao Mu's determination. It's a little tight to go back to Jiangsu, so I came to you."

At this point, Yi Yang could no longer say words of persuasion.

He had to admit that he was envious, even jealous.How long have Xiao Mu and Cheng Yan known each other?How long have he and Xie Jintian known each other?It's not that he hasn't fantasized about being happy in love and growing old together, but when others perform plots in front of him that he dare not expect, he still cannot avoid the clichéd sadness and loss.

"I see."

Yi Yang let go of his hand, and his sleeves hung down empty.

"doing what?"

Fan Yizhou, who had just fed the cat, suddenly appeared behind him, startling Yi Yang who was sitting in front of the computer. His computer screen was still frozen on the wedding hotel search.

Fan Yizhou's expression did not change, but his hands on the back of Yi Yang's chair tightened suddenly.

Yi Yang felt that he didn't need to explain anything to Fan Yizhou. After all, he had only "heard about" Xiao Mu and Cheng Yan, but when he turned his head and caught a glimpse of Fan Yizhou holding hands with white knuckles, he still couldn't bear to say: "My friend is getting married. Let me help with the planning."

"Oh? What friend?"

"My senior brother." Yi Yang said lightly, "He wants a Chinese-style wedding, but I have no idea how to do it."

"The style of the wedding is not about the hotel." Relieved, Fan Yizhou picked up the chubby sheriff, went around and sat down beside Yi Yang, logged into the chat tool with his mobile phone, and showed him an account number, "I As a wedding friend, he is good at both Western and Chinese styles, so you can add him."

Yi Yang just thanked him and wrote down the account, but didn't add it immediately.Fan Yizhou understood Yi Yang's concerns, but he couldn't help but smile bitterly.

"Did you sleep well recently?" Fan Yizhou changed the subject.

Yi Yang responded, and reached out to stroke the sheriff's shiny black fur.What came to mind was the unpleasant conversation in the cafeteria that day.He didn't have to be so aggressive. After all, such an uncharacteristic behavior might reveal his flaws and make the suspicious Xie Jintian aware of it. However, his usual concentration collapsed when he heard Xie Jintian's confession under hypnosis.He is not that great, and after being stabbed severely, he still defended the other party, and attributed the root cause of everything to his "deserved crime".He hates, and that hate is like a seed, climbing and hiding affectionately growing wildly into an impulse to deny and destroy everything, and as soon as he relaxes, he hides in his words and stabs people in the back.

After absentmindedly coping with a few more words, Fan Yizhou said: "Who did you learn hypnosis from?"

Yi Yang was taken aback for a moment, he didn't want Fan Yizhou to know about Yu Qian's existence, this might be a reflexive defense after being hurt.

Seeing that Yi Yang didn't answer, Fan Yizhou could only confess: "I know it's hard for you to trust me now, but it's just out of concern for you. After all, there are no good intentions without a reason in this world."

These insinuations made Yi Yang, who had always respected Yu Qian, couldn't help retorting: "Use yourself to judge others?"

So they broke up again.

When Fan Yizhou left, he couldn't help but feel a little annoyed. He was eager for success and always wanted to make up for his mistakes, but because of the growing anxiety and uneasiness, his true colors were exposed.But after thinking about it, who else can compete with him now?Xie Jintian is no longer a problem, and the biggest enemy is nothing but Yi Yang's feelings for Xie Jintian itself, and that is already a defeated opponent who is dying.

Yi Yang also felt helpless and distressed about such a result. The relationship between him and Fan Yizhou went round and round but he couldn't get out of it. Maybe the end was far happier than the entanglement, but no one could take that step, it was like meeting a ghost. wall.

However, when Yi Yang was staring blankly at the pile of cat cans Fan Yizhou sent, the doorbell rang again. He thought it was Fan Yizhou who had returned, but when he opened the door, he saw a picture that stunned him. face.

"Is it convenient?" The smile on Xie Jintian's face was cramped by his hesitation.

Yi Yang's first reaction was to shut the door of this uninvited guest together with his excess feelings for him, but he finally held back, he really needed to have a calm talk with Xie Jintian, such venting tit-for-tat was not enough. Allow yourself to really let go.

Yi Yang bit the bullet and opened the door, the police chief who poked his head out and looked around saw Xie Jintian and ran away quickly.

"I've seen you so many times..." Xie Jintian, who was at a loss for words for a while, had no choice but to focus on the cat who disappeared in the corner, but his courage seemed to disappear along with the small figure. in the dark.

In the past few days, he has been tossing and turning, thinking over and over again about the impasse with Xia Xue and the hostility with Xie Yu, but the strange thing is that all these thoughts finally converge on Yi Yang.He imagined talking to Yi Yang as before, seeking comfort, and then he found his self-confident and slick self in the eyes of his childhood sweetheart.

This should perhaps be called a kind of inertia.

But in the torment of these few days, this kind of inertia fermented into an irresistible impulse, so that Xie Jintian, who had already fallen asleep early, suddenly felt unprecedented fear in the face of the lonely shadow reflected on the white wall, waiting for him to react. When he came over, he was already fully dressed and sitting in his car.

Yi Yang didn't tell him the address of the new rental house, it was Xia Xue who asked Yi Yang for the invitation when he came to deliver the invitation last time.At that time, Xie Jintian remembered it with just one glance, even if he could never forget it, this subconscious instruction had already hinted at his future "conspiracy".At the moment when his fiancée is "collaborating" with his biological father, he desperately needs someone who can accept him, comfort him but keep his mouth shut, just like before.

"It's still so organized." Xie Jintian looked around.

It is said that whether the family environment is messy or not reflects a person's current living conditions. Seeing everything in such an orderly manner, Xie Jintian felt a sense of injustice. Why is he somewhat depressed and depressed these days because of his unhappiness with Yi Yang? But Yi Yang was not affected at all, and continued to follow the steps?

Yi Yang had no time to figure out what Xie Jintian was thinking at this time, he stood guardedly aside, waiting for Xie Jintian to tell his reason for coming.

"I just want to clarify to you about the previous unhappiness." Feeling the tense atmosphere, Xie Jintian had no choice but to express, "I'm not worried that you will affect my relationship with Xia Xue, I just... don't know how Looking at your orientation, as well as you and Fan Yizhou...you know that he and I are not at odds..."

"It's my business who I associate with." Yi Yang stood on the spot and said coldly, "I deliberately concealed my sexuality, and I apologize to you."

However, this apology is also insincere like Xie Jintian's clarification, it is not so much an apology, but a barrier to isolate the harm caused by continuing this topic.

"He's back." Xie Jintian who was upset by Yi Yang's indifference suddenly threw out this sentence, "Xie Yu is back."

For a moment, Yi Yang felt his blood flow back, his whole body was icy cold, and everything in front of him was twisted and trembling.

He stood there in a daze for a long time until Xie Jintian called his name, but that face seemed to overlap with the man's, making him nowhere to escape.