deep hypnosis

In fact, Yi Yang felt regretful from the time he said those words. When he left, it was just a cover-up, and he wanted to end this embarrassing and weird situation as soon as possible.

He was also puzzled why he said this to Xie Jintian.Maybe it was such a sentimental atmosphere that made him have the urge to confide; maybe it was because the long-term mutual temptation made him exhausted; maybe it was a kind of farewell to the past before he decided to let go—it doesn’t matter who the listener is, it’s just He didn't expect that Xie Jintian, who was always only willing to immerse himself in self-satisfaction, would act so outrageously because of his few uninspiring words.

The temperature that belongs to Xie Jintian comes from his wrist, and Yi Yang can even feel that the unpredictable heart is vibrating through the powerful pulsation, and countless tentacles are quietly growing out, clinging to him everywhere, trying to squeeze the blood in his body. All the lifeless ones were dragged out and thrown into this cemetery.

"Let go!" Yi Yang couldn't help struggling, even if he had invested in wishful thinking for so many years, he wouldn't be able to distinguish the difference between affection and sympathy because of this, he didn't need this kind of pity on impulse, he was afraid that Xie Jintian would do it again Make any overstepping move.

However, Xie Jintian did not cooperate.

He admitted that he did lose his mind for a moment just now, and his body made a move that surprised him before his reason, but when he really held Yi Yang in the palm of his hand and felt his stiffness and resistance, he felt I don't want to let go.

He remembered that Yi Yang said during the first hypnosis that he had practiced countless times of suppressing movements just for the moment of skin-to-skin contact, because he didn't dare to expect anything else, he just wanted to leave some memories.So what now?Why should he resist his own initiative?Is it due to the "surgery", or did Yi Yang change his mind?If he could have noticed Yi Yang's repressed and distorted feelings earlier, maybe he would have compensated him in another way, instead of killing them all because of momentary embarrassment and anger, making Yi Yang so passive and painful.

"Let's speak clearly." As Zheng Xin said, the blurted words may be Xie Jintian's heartfelt words.He was fed up with such a long tug-of-war with Yi Yang, he longed to return to the afternoon of his childhood, with a few words, but the same heart.

However, Yi Yang, who couldn't break free from the shackles, heard this and regarded it as a threat: "What are you talking about? What I just said to myself! You..."

"My fault."

Yi Yang was stunned. He had never heard Xie Jintian admit his mistakes so frankly. In the past, he always liked to attribute his mistakes to the outside world or others, so as to avoid being harsh on himself and maintain a perfect attitude towards himself. recognized.

"Auntie told me everything about that year."

Regarding this point, Yi Yang had already vaguely guessed it on the way here.Xie Jintian would not "show courteousness" for no reason, if it wasn't because he was grateful for his care in the hospital before, there must be other reasons.

"I'm not here to excuse my mother, I just want to ask you, why haven't you said anything for so many years?" Xie Jintian tilted his head, looking at the small twisted hair and the tense side face, "I just don't like that trustworthy?"

Yi Yang turned his face away, trying not to let Xie Jintian see his expression.

"Since when did you always want to alienate me?" The body wrapped in the down jacket was too thin, making Xie Jintian feel that even if he wrapped him up, it didn't feel real, "Is there anything else I should know but forget?" Understand?"

"What else do you want to know?" Yi Yang suddenly turned his head and met Xie Jintian's eyes, "My orientation is still about me and Fan Yizhou?"

Xie Jintian seemed to have been stabbed severely, and suddenly let go of his hand.

"You and I both know it well, don't you?" Yi Yang continued, calm and unyielding, "I am the type of person you hate the most. I am obviously a different kind, but I try to win sympathy... I alienate you , also because I don’t want you to find out my orientation, but you still guessed it? Together with my relationship with Fan Yizhou... Yes, I lied to you, I didn’t move back to my mother, I slept on Fan Yizhou’s bed..."

"Enough!" Xie Jintian stopped Yi Yang's slander against himself, if he hadn't hypnotized him before and learned the truth from Fan Yizhou himself, he would really believe Yi Yang's nonsense at this time.

"The words you said about yourself that hurt you before taking revenge on me?" Xie Jintian's tone was weak and exhausted, "It's my fault, I shouldn't have connected you with the man who abandoned his wife Together, you are completely different."

"There is no difference." Yi Yang still turned his back to Xie Jintian, but his lowered eyes did not appear docile, "People always look small and stupid in the face of desire, the more they can't ask for it, the more persistent they are... But now I want to understand, I wasted too much time on unnecessary things, obviously I can have a better choice..."

Better option?

Xie Jintian stared blankly at Yi Yang's expressionless side face, and suddenly remembered the exact same words Fan Yizhou had said the first time he came to cooperate with him. Now, their goal seems to have finally been achieved—the memory has not been completely replaced, and Yi Yang Yang is already awake.

Even if there were obsessions and extravagant hopes, they are now ignored.

When it is broken, it is broken, and perhaps parting ways since then is the choice that is beneficial to both parties.

"I won't bless you." Xie Jintian said to Yi Yang who left him and drifted away.

"But you want my blessing." Yi Yang continued walking and replied softly.

Because he didn't look back, he didn't see Xie Jintian's change from harsh words to feeling lost.

Therefore, there is no soft-heartedness.

Xia Feng's situation is improving day by day. It took just over a month from being able to stand up to being able to take care of himself. For this reason, the Xia family is very grateful to Xie Jintian, the prospective son-in-law, for taking care of him wholeheartedly. The progress of the marriage has also accelerated a lot with the joint efforts of the two families.

That day, when she went to pick up a custom-made suit, Xia Xue didn't mention that Yi Yang's rental house was nearby until she came out of the shop.Xie Jintian couldn't laugh or cry about Xia Xue's "caringness". Since he accompanied Yi Yang to the cemetery to have an unpleasant incident two weeks ago, he and Yi Yang had lost contact.But now, it was impossible for him to explain the whole story to Xia Xue, and he couldn't find any excuse to refuse, so he could only accept the proposal depressedly.

It happened to be Saturday evening at this time, and due to the beginning of winter, it was completely dark when the two of them walked to the neighborhood where Yi Yang rented a house.

This way, he didn't listen to what Xia Xue and Xie Jintian said, and just responded perfunctorily.He never knew that he would be so resistant to meeting someone he used to be familiar with. He is clearly an adult and can deal with all embarrassing situations with a smile, but he just dared not think about it. Yang Lili smiled perfunctorily and dodged awkwardly when his eyes met.Xie Jintian has been annoyed by the last unhappiness these days, why did Yi Yang shrink back into his shell when he mustered up the courage to have a heart-to-heart relationship with Yi Yang?It is clear that Yi Yang provoked his emotions first...

Just as he was thinking, he suddenly found that Xia Xue, who was chattering beside him, stopped in his tracks, and the words also stopped abruptly.Xie Jintian turned his head and saw Xia Xue staring forward in shock.

This is the corner of the community, next to a camphor tree, in the shadows that are easily overlooked, a man is trapping another man between the wall and his arms, kissing fiercely.Instead of "kissing", it would be more appropriate to describe it as "biting". That kind of roughness and impatience completely subverted the previous elegant and chic image, and he looked like a young boy who had just begun to love, and lost his mind due to impulsiveness , I wish I could tear the opponent to pieces.

Xia Xue's eyes widened, she stared blankly at Fan Yizhou, whom she had just met when she was picking out the candy, tyrannically pressed Yi Yang and kissed until the sky was dark.At this moment, no matter how much she tried to excuse them, it was difficult to convince herself that they were just friends.No wonder I always felt that Fan Yizhou was a little too considerate to Yi Yang last time, so it was not an illusion...

Xia Xue looked at Xie Jintian beside her in a little bewilderment, but found that Xie Jintian didn't notice her embarrassment at all, but just stared at the "inseparable" two people in front of her.Those eyes were so strange that Xia Xue felt a bone-chilling chill.

But at this moment, Yi Yang, who was able to get away with his knees until Fan Yizhou groaned, suddenly turned his head and met Xia Xue and Xie Jintian's eyes.

That moment of embarrassment made time freeze.

The four of them stood in a stalemate for a long time, until Fan Yizhou was the first to react.He blocked Yi Yang behind him, and smiled calmly: "What a coincidence? Is Miss Xia here to find Yi Yang?"

The frozen time seemed to flow suddenly, rushing towards Xia Xue, forcing her to say something to gain a firm foothold in this situation: "We... come to send invitations."

After finishing speaking, Xia Xue glanced at Xie Jintian again, but Xie Jintian obviously didn't receive her call for help, his expression remained the same, as if he was the only one left in the gap of time and hadn't come out yet.

"Oh... go up and sit down?" Fan Yizhou still smiled calmly, as if there was someone else who brutally pressed and kissed Yi Yang just now, and his tone seemed to be swearing sovereignty.

Xia Xue really didn't want to continue this embarrassing situation, so she glanced at Xie Jintian who was indifferent, and said bravely: "No, we still have things to do..."

"That's a pity, let us know in advance!" Fan Yizhou walked forward smoothly, took the invitation from Xia Xue, and then his eyes fell on Xie Jintian who was sullen, "I don't need to give it to you. Zhang is enough."

enough?Shouldn't the suffix "couple" be added after their names?

Xia Xue seemed to be able to sense Xie Jintian's impending emotional outburst, and after talking to Fan Yizhou, she dragged Xie Jintian away in a hurry.

Xia Xue found a restaurant to sit down and ordered food, but Xie Jintian didn't say a word.Xia Xue felt a little wronged, it was clearly not her fault, but in the situation just now, Xie Jintian not only didn't help her out, but also didn't understand her difficulties, and now he showed her face.But Xia Xue thought about it again, Xie Jintian probably only knew about the relationship between those two people today, and he and Yi Yang are childhood sweethearts, and he hates Fan Yizhou very much, such a reaction is also reasonable, she should be more considerate of him Some.

"Just now... I was totally unprepared, and I didn't know what to do..." Xia Xue observed Xie Jintian's face while trying to resolve the embarrassment, "But after so many years, I don't even know Yi Yang... ...Could it be that the person he said he had a crush on last time was Fan Yizhou? But it seems that he is reluctant...But this is between the two of them...It's just a little embarrassing to meet suddenly..."

"Crack" - Xie Jintian's chopsticks were slapped on the table. He seemed to have restrained himself for a long time before he said any harsh words to Xia Xue, but his expression had deeply hurt Xia Xue who was always trying to adjust the atmosphere.

Seeing Xia Xue's pale face, Xie Jintian regretted venting his anger, and softened his tone slightly: "Hurry up and eat, I will send you back soon!"

Xia Xue's eyes were slightly red for a moment, so she had to hold up the water glass to cover them.She is straightforward, and will communicate with Xie Jintian whenever she has any ideas, but Xie Jintian pushed her hard when she was most embarrassed, and made her stand in an uneasy situation, trying to figure out his thoughts from afar.

After eating, Xie Jintian sent Xia Xue back, still without saying a word, only gently squeezed Xia Xue's palm when saying goodbye, Xia Xue withdrew her hand a little angry, and left without looking back.

However, Xie Jintian was not in the mood to coax Xia Xue at this time, his mind was full of that kiss.Originally, what made him decide to cooperate with Fan Yizhou was the kiss he spied from downstairs in Yi Yang's rented apartment.But now, yesterday reappeared, but he found that his anger had completely different ingredients from that day.

After returning home, Xie Jintian sat on the sofa for a while, then got up suddenly, opened the drawer of the wine cabinet, and took out the two outlines of national history.

He turned out the photos inside and spread them on the table one by one, and then leaned on the table to look down.Those photos almost covered all kinds of Xie Jintian’s experience in the nearly ten years from his sophomore year to his work, waiting for the bus at the station, looking up materials in the library, killing time in the coffee shop, talking on the phone in the car, and rushing from the fountain in a white coat. Passing by, giving lectures to interns...the perspectives include looking down, looking up, looking up... all kinds of things, but there is no humiliating spying that Xie Jintian thought.Through those unique angles, he couldn't even recognize himself. In the eyes of the photographer, he was so gentle and suave.Through those shots, he can feel how focused the photographer is and how devoutly he looks at his models. He freezes his gestures and every detail in these pictures, forming a continuous lovesickness.

Xie Jintian looked at it for a long time, and finally his mood gradually calmed down.Ten years of feelings are all condensed here, the evidence is solid, how can a kiss overturn it?Any better choice is just an excuse, because of self-esteem.

Thinking of this, Xie Jintian was actually a little proud. He copied a few photos from his college days and after work and uploaded them to the computer, and then called the master of ceremonies: "Please add a few more photos to the growth video."