deep hypnosis

"Go to the toilet?" Yi Yang didn't answer him, but just took out the chamber pot from under the bed.

Xie Jintian immediately felt uncomfortable: "Don't... I don't need this."

"The doctor said you'd better not get up." Yi Yang frowned.

"Help me up! I'll feel better after a good night's sleep." People have three urgencies, and at this moment Xie Jintian couldn't care less about why Yi Yang stayed behind.

Yi Yang hesitated for a moment, and finally helped Xie Jintian sit up. After observing for a while, he saw that there was nothing unusual about him, so he put an arm on his shoulder and helped him up with all his strength.Unexpectedly, Xie Jintian was knocked out of direction by a burst of dizziness just as he stood up. Fortunately, Yi Yang, who was half his head short, supported him in time, and stabilized the two in a half-hugging, half-supporting posture. Because of the sudden discomfort, Xie Jintian tightly hooked Yi Yang's neck.

It wasn't until he was helped back to the bed that Xie Jin realized that this posture was like a pleasing hug.However, Yi Yang didn't seem to be aware of this, but cautiously looked at Xie Jintian's face under the dim light: "Is it better?"

After going through so much, Yi Yang seldom showed his true emotions in front of Xie Jintian, but at this moment, as if time went backwards, he was still the one who was held and read by Yi Yang.

Xie Jintian didn't dare to look at Yi Yang's face which was close at hand. He could feel the temperature from Yi Yang's hand which he forgot to take back from his arm. With nostalgia and emotion, it gradually burned up. It was as hot as a soldering iron, so he had to try it. Stand up to avoid self-analysis cranky.Yi Yang was a little inexplicable when he was suddenly surrounded by him, thinking that he was uncomfortable, so he cooperated with him to let his center of gravity rest on himself.

This time, there was no danger at all. When the two moved to the bathroom in a "siamese" posture, another 10 minutes had passed.

There is a handrail in the bathroom, but Yi Yang is worried and insists on following Xie Jintian in.After locking the door, he began to untie the belt of Xie Jintian's hospital gown.Xie Jintian blushed for some reason when Yi Yang's slightly cold fingers touched his lower abdomen.

"I will do it myself……"

"Help me up!" Yi Yang's tone seemed to be educating a wayward child.

Xie Jintian was rarely given such a serious order by Yi Yang, and was a little dazed for a while.In just a few seconds, his pants were gently ripped off.Before he could see Yi Yang's expression clearly, Yi Yang had already circled behind him and held him under his armpit.

Xie Jintian was also really uncomfortable, so he didn't care about all these things, and he solved his physical needs first.When Yi Yang walked around to him again and pulled up his trouser belt, the embarrassment that was a little too far back just now came back.However, Yi Yang's eyes were indifferent, as if he was used to such care.It was only then that Xie Jintian remembered that when Yi Yang's father had an accident, the young Yi Yang was also with him during the few days when he was dying.Although Yi Yang never mentioned to him the pain and struggle of seeing his father gradually exhausted, but for a while, Yi Yang was quite repulsed by the hospital, even the school organized vaccinations, he escaped several times, Xie Jintian coaxed him to persuade him Then he got the vaccine.He seemed to be crying at that time, Xie Jintian faintly knew that it was not because of pain, but he couldn't say a word of comfort.

Just like at this moment, it is difficult for him to express his gratitude.He knew that if Yi Yang chose to stay, there would be some unpleasantness with Fan Yizhou. He also knew that it was not because of Xia Xue's pleading that Yi Yang did his best to take care of him. He also knew that Yi Yang hated physical contact the most. But only for him, any bottom line can be compromised.

Back on the bed, Xie Jincai found that Xia Xue's text messages were all on the phone.Xia Xue was afraid of disturbing him, so she just called Yi Yang and said that her father was still undergoing surgery, and her mother couldn't hold on due to high blood pressure, so she took medicine and went back to rest temporarily. She still couldn't leave for a while, but she was very worried about Xie Jintian Case.Xie Jintian glanced at the sleeping patients and family members around him, and then only replied to the text message, comforting that he was fine, and told her not to worry, and communicated in time if there was any situation.

After replying to the message, when he looked up, he saw that Yi Yang had soaked a bowl of lotus root powder and put it aside to cool.Xie Jintian felt hungry when he smelled the scent, after all he hadn't eaten dinner yet.

"Be careful!" Yi Yang patted Xie Jintian's hand away, scooped up a spoonful with a stainless steel spoon, blew on it, touched it lightly with his lips, made sure the temperature was right, and then passed the spoon over.

Xie Jintian was stunned for a long time but did not answer.

"The aunt next door bought it for me. I burned it." Yi Yang misunderstood Xie Jintian's hesitation.At this time, he was already very tired, and he did many things according to his instincts, and he had no time to consider whether those details were appropriate for the current relationship between him and Xie Jintian.

But this kind of slowness that was different from before made Xie Jintian a little distracted.

He took a mouthful of lotus root starch, and felt embarrassed to ask Yi Yang to test the temperature for him, so he took a stack of paper towels to hold it up, and ate it in small bites.It wasn't until he had finished eating that he remembered and asked Yi Yang, "Have you eaten yet?"

Yi Yang said perfunctorily, and was about to go out to wash after taking the bowl and rag, but was grabbed by Xie Jintian.

Xie Jintian himself was taken aback by this move, and some indescribable emotion spread between the two of them in the dim light, as if it was a prelude to great joy and great sorrow.However, after a stalemate for a long time, Xie Jintian who came back to his senses only tried to cover up: "Do you still remember when I was a child, I sprained once, and you took care of me like this."

In the physical education class in the second grade of elementary school, Xie Jintian, who kicked the ball too hard, twisted his ankle, and Yi Yang, who was always watching his long jump practice, ran over first and helped him to wash his ankle under the faucet. After going to the clinic, Xie Jintian's ankle wasn't too swollen, it was just bruised.

When returning home, Xie Jintian was supported by the thin Yi Yang, all he could see was the twisted hair on the top of his head and his tense face, as if he had some incurable disease.Looking back now, Yi Yang's father had just passed away at that time, and Yi Yang was very sensitive to any pain and trauma, as if it was connected to the eternal separation of life and death that he could not bear when he was young.

"Hmm..." Yi Yang's response was very flat, somewhat disappointing Xie Jintian.

"You stayed for one night after you sent me back. We made models together. Our fingers were all glued together. The skin was torn off. That 502 is amazing..."

It happened that Yi Yang's grandmother was hospitalized that day, and his mother Wu Zhaodi went to take care of her, but she didn't come back that night.Knowing about this situation, Xie Jintian's father kept Yi Yang at home for the night, and the two children locked the door, ignoring any foot injuries, and went head to head to make architectural models, tossing and tossing until late.At that time, Xie Jintian really enjoyed the time spent with Yi Yang, who would have thought that they would get to where they are today?

"That's all you remember?" Yi Yang's sudden sentence interrupted Xie Jintian's memory.

Xie Jintian was stunned for a moment, looking into Yi Yang's eyes, he realized that he had changed back to the Yi Yang he was familiar with—the Yi Yang who kept his distance from him after so many years that his emotions were no longer obvious.

Xie Jintian didn't know what he said wrong, which made Yi Yang alienated again, and couldn't help being a little annoyed at the accusation of charades: "What do you mean by that?"

Yi Yang stopped talking to him, picked up the bowl and went out.

Lying on the bed, Xie Jintian suddenly felt a little depressed. Even though he knew Yi Yang would still be by his side according to his knowledge of Yi Yang, he couldn't help being a little discouraged by the sudden return to his original form.At this time, he suddenly forgot that he should push Yi Yang to Fan Yizhou, and only thought about the conversation between Yi Yang and him just now.

When Yi Yang came in again, Xie Jintian had already fallen asleep with his back turned to him, but Yi Yang breathed a sigh of relief, wiped the bowl dry and put it away lightly, turned off the light, and went to the corridor to take a breath.

The cold wind was bitter, Yi Yang opened a slit to blow for a while, then hurriedly closed the window.

He still remembered that Fan Yizhou said before he left that he "doesn't have a long memory", and he really didn't have a long memory, but that wasn't because he still had any unreasonable thoughts about Xie Jintian, but simply because he was competing with himself.He always felt that since he promised Xia Xue to take care of him, he shouldn't break his promise. If he really just found an excuse and left, it would seem that he was guilty.He hopes to treat everything about Xie Jintian with a normal heart, even though it may be an unpredictable torture for him now.He thought he could do it, but he still overestimated himself. In the end, he fell short because of the childhood trauma.However, Xie Jintian has already forgotten, or he never wants to remember.

Xie Jintian didn't want to sleep at first, but when Yi Yang didn't come, he also fell asleep in a daze, and woke up because of Xia Xue's voice.

"Jin Tian! Jin Tian!"

Xie Jintian opened his eyes, and what he saw was a tired face and messy hair.

"how do you feel?"

Xie Jintian sat up with Xia Xue's help: "I'm fine, how is Dad?"

"Dad has just been out of danger, the bleeding has stopped, but he is still in a coma." Xia Xue's eyes turned red again when she said this, "My mother is better after taking the medicine, and it has passed."

Xie Jintian nodded, and then saw Yi Yang standing a few steps away.He was like an outsider, with a satchel in his hand, as if he was going to leave at any time.

This scene severely tugged at a certain sensitive nerve of Xie Jintian, and he suddenly felt that all the warm and nostalgic things before were just his illusions, and he was just a burden, changing hands once between Yi Yang and Xia Xue.

"Senior Sister, I'll leave first if there's nothing else to do." Yi Yang's words seemed to confirm Xie Jintian's guess.

"Ah! I'm sorry! I patronized Jintian!" Xia Xue remembered that there was Yi Yang behind him who had worked hard all night, "Thank you for taking care of him! When the situation improves, we will come to the door to thank him in person!"

"Senior Sister, you're being polite, it's all as it should be." Yi Yang ended the conversation with a polite response, "I'm going to catch the bus first."

After finishing speaking, Yi Yang turned around and left, with a handsome back as if he was relieved.

Xie Jintian held Xia Xue's hand and almost hurt her. Xia Xue thought it was the lingering fear after the unexpected disaster, but she didn't know that Xie Jintian's heart had already followed the footsteps and flew out, and lost it when he turned a corner, staring blankly, like A lost lamb.