deep hypnosis

As soon as the two handed the gift box to the nanny, when they reached the spiral staircase, they saw Yu Qian who was wearing reading glasses walking down: "Hey! Rare visitor?"

Xiao Mu knew that he was referring to him, so he smiled embarrassedly: "Professor Yu..."

Yu Qian smiled, and also guessed that Yi Yang asked Xiao Mu to accompany him for some reason.When Xiao Mu was in college, he was as impressed as Yi Yang, but because he always skipped classes to participate in karate club activities.

Yu Qian took them to the study on the second floor, chatted for a while, and then smiled at Yi Yang. Yi Yang knew that Yu Qian was asking him if he wanted Xiao Mu to avoid him. After all, Yi Yang came with a mission today.

"Senior Brother Xiao knows about me."

For such an answer, Yu Qian was a little surprised. He didn't know how Yi Yang, who always kept a distance from others, had such a deep friendship with Xiao Mu, who seemed a bit rough, but he was still willing to respect Yi Yang's decision.

Yu Qian signaled Yi Yang to lie down on the sofa chair, and then took out a notebook from the drawer, which recorded a series of codes.This is the command that Yi Yang gave to Yi Yang at the end of the hypnosis in a voice-changed recording that Yi Yang sent to him on his mobile phone yesterday.If Yi Yang heard it, he might be in danger of suffocation, so he could only ask Yu Qian to record it.

At this time, Yi Yang found a comfortable angle to lie down, relax his body and mind, and let him do whatever he wanted.Soon, he entered a hypnotic state following the suggestion of his trusted Yu Qian.Yu Qian has many years of accumulated experience. After confirming Yi Yang's state, he asked him to "go deep" again, and gradually transitioned into a deep hypnotic state.

Yi Yang's consciousness became more active, and his sense of hearing followed Yu Qianda's voice, absorbing instructions like a sponge absorbing water.

"This is your garden, full of purples and reds, swallows and warblers singing, you smell the fragrance of flowers, and walk around with the sound of water... You pass through the moon gate and see a small courtyard with white walls and gray tiles - this is The place where you used to live." Yu Qian paused, giving Yi Yang enough time to look around the scene they had preset together, "You walk into the gate of the courtyard and see a small restaurant facing west , you look up to see what is written on that plaque?"

"Linglong Pavilion..." Yi Yang murmured, this is the corner of the Humble Administrator's Garden that has appeared in his dreams countless times, and it is also a memory that has been shattered now.

"Is the door open?"

"It's locked." Yi Yang tried to push it, but failed to push it open, "The lock is covered with dust."

"Wash the ashes to see what's on the lock."

Yi Yang acted according to his words, and said after a while: "There are words engraved on it, which are very vague..."

"Identify carefully."

"Shoushan... Shoushan Genyue."

Crisp click.

"The lock is open."

"Okay, throw the lock into the pool and continue walking in." Yu Qian slowed down his speech as much as possible, and lowered his voice so as to be closer to Yi Yang's subconscious, "Tell me, what do you see?"

"I saw armchairs, long desks, screens... There is a secret door behind the screen."

"Go there, open that door." Yu Qian guided Yi Yang to get to the point.

"That's a sliding door, made of solid wood, very heavy..." Yi Yang frowned slightly, and pursed his lips, "But I still pushed it away."

"What's behind the door?"

"Stairs, stone steps extending into the dark depths."

"There is a torch in your left hand, touch it, and light it." Yu Qian helped Yi Yang shape tools that could help him move forward through imagination.

"It's lit." Yi Yang's voice was a little cautious, "But I still can't see what's below."

"Try to take a few steps." Yu Qian guided patiently, "Tell me, how does it feel?"

"It's a bit cold."

Yu Qian breathed a sigh of relief because Yi Yang didn't have any other discomfort: "Okay, then continue down."

This time, Yi Yang was silent for a long time.Yu Qian waited quietly. This channel was a shortcut to the subconscious that he guided Yi Yang to create for himself. Yi Yang can only unravel the shackles of that memory by going down to the depths.It's just that in this process, there will be a certain time difference between the dream and the reality, and it's hard to tell how long this waiting will last.

Xiao Mu, who was witnessing all this from the side, had a hard time understanding the current situation. Psychology was only his elective course at the beginning, and the hypnosis he knew was completely different from the dream-making scene he was witnessing at this moment.When Yi Yang invited him to accompany him and told him that it was to understand Xie Jintian's instructions to hypnotize him to forget his memories, he had many doubts in his mind, but despite being very curious, he still followed the rules set by Yu Qian and just watched silently.

At this moment, only the sound of breathing and the slight noise of the purifier running were left in the room.

Fortunately, Yi Yang finally continued his description after 10 minutes: "It's over."

"Well, put the torch aside and tell me what you see?"

"A door." Yi Yang raised his head and stared blankly, "A stone door with no roof... There are murals of Dunhuang inlaid on it."

"What mural?"

"Nine-colored deer." Yi Yang looked at the mural from bottom to top, "Nine-colored deer saved the woodcutter who was about to drown, and the woodcutter promised not to reveal its whereabouts, but it turned back and brought the king to hunt it down The Nine-colored Deer wants to use his fur to make a coat for the queen... The Nine-colored Deer surrounded by soldiers reprimanded the woodcutter for repaying his grievances with virtue. Those who belong to the group should be punished, and the world will be peaceful, the country will be prosperous and the people will be safe.”,

"Apart from the murals, what else is special about this door?"

"It is closely connected to the boundless walls on both sides without any gaps. I don't know how to open it." Yi Yang frowned again when he said this, "The air here is a bit thin..."

"Take a deep breath." Yu Qian tried to help Yi Yang resist the discomfort that was bound to come, "Concentrate on that door as much as possible, and then take a closer look to see if there are any other mechanisms."

Yi Yang was silent for a while, and finally said suddenly, "Nine-colored deer! All the eyes of the nine-colored deer in the murals are keyholes..."

"How many keyholes?"

"From bottom to top, six."

"The six keys are all hanging on your waist." Yu Qian tried to guide Yi Yang to imagine actively through hints, "The first one is engraved with '87', find it, and you know what to do."

Yi Yang lowered his head to find the key, untied it, half-bent down and inserted it into the first keyhole, and turned half a turn to the right, and the lock unlocked with a crisp click.

"The second - 'Bianjing'."

Yi Yang stood on tiptoe and repeated this step, but found that the movement of raising his hand caused pain in his chest. The pain came so suddenly that he recalled the discomfort of the thin air just now.Once this idea popped up, it was difficult to suppress it, so that his breathing became a little short again, and he completed the opening steps of the second lock with a little difficulty.

"Take a deep breath and relax." Yu Qian noticed the change in Yi Yang and knew it was inevitable, "The third key - 'Yuhu Bing'."

Yi Yang found the key, but suddenly found that the third keyhole was no longer within his reach: "I can't reach it."

Yu Qian anticipated the possible difficulties, and continued to help Yi Yang in the usual way, "Look around to see if there is anything to step on."

Yi Yang endured the discomfort that spread from his chest to his limbs, looked around, and looked up at the huge stone gate, finally he found something strange: "Antlers." Yi Yang panted slightly, "The antlers on the mural are all It's a three-dimensional bulge."

"Can you climb it?"

"I'm afraid of heights." This is Yi Yang's natural weakness.

Sure enough, he came here for whatever he was afraid of, and the one who knew Yi Yang best was himself.

"Adjust your breathing, close your eyes, and feel the power in your body. You can do it at this moment."

Yi Yang obediently took a few deep breaths, closed his eyes, and searched for the motivation from the depths of his soul.Under the positive self-awakening, gradually, a warm current flowed into his limbs and bones, and most of the depression in his heart was dispelled. When Yi Yang opened his eyes again, he began to try to climb.

He stepped on the bottom antler, and grabbed the upper antler with his hands. Then he supported his own weight, lifted one leg with difficulty, and rested it on the original right hand... This posture is very awkward, but strange Surprisingly, he did it. When he touched the third keyhole, Yi Yang fitted the key with the keyhole without hesitation.

"It's on." He heard the familiar sound of the machine running.

"Very good." Yu Qian was proud of Yi Yang's bravery, "The fourth key—'12'."

Yi Yang's confidence doubled, but this time the climb was not as smooth as before.Because of the boredom that was stuck in his chest, as he moved, it came back again, and what made him even more frightened was that his feet became heavy, as if two weights were tied, and every tiny movement was heavy. He worked so hard that his veins burst out and he was sweating profusely, but these did not stop him from moving. He knew that the greater the resistance, the closer he was to his final goal.

He was careful, walking on thin ice, and finally, after spending double the time to climb to the next set of antlers, he unlocked the fourth lock as he wished.

"Don't relax your vigilance, the fifth key is 'hanging down'." Yu Qian reminded Yi Yang that he could figure out his state of mind at the moment from the subtle changes in his expression.

Yi Yang accepted this instruction, and looked down at the only two locks left on his waist, but it was just this look that made him, who was afraid of heights, be swayed by a whirl of dizziness and palpitations.He didn't expect that he had climbed to such a height. He clearly saw that there was not much distance, but looking down like this, he seemed to be hanging on a cliff, while below was a bottomless abyss. The torch has also become a little starlight the size of a fingernail.

Yi Yang panted and looked back, but the fear brought by that look had already made his limbs weak and unable to move an inch.He gritted his teeth tightly, feeling that the sweat in his palms had made it very difficult for him to grasp the antlers.Once he slid down, it would be the end of his body being smashed to pieces, and the next climbing target was more than two meters away from him.

"The next keyhole is too far away...I can't get it."

"You can reach it, you know what to do." Yu Qian used a strong tone to fight back. He must convince Yi Yang that he has the strength to overcome difficulties. Only in this way can he truly fight against the most difficult defense in his subconscious mind .

How to do?Yi Yang tried to make himself forget the fear of falling off the cliff, and raised his head to think, but in fact he had no other choice.He tried his best to grab the antlers in his hands, supported the weight of his whole body, and then jumped up suddenly when one leg was lifted and stepped on the antlers.

This feeling is very subtle. The sound of the wind pierced the coldness in the air. His body was still so heavy at first, but the moment he decided to take the risk, his whole body seemed to be out of the shell, and the shackles of the shell were taken off, and he was light. climbed to the high ground he expected.

After grabbing the antler, Yi Yang still couldn't believe it. He never thought that he could do what he thought was impossible so easily.Many times, because of his personality, he gave up too early, saying that he was indifferent to the world, but in fact it was just a lack of courage to fight. He is not a person who wants nothing, until now he understands that maybe It is because of the solidified thinking mode formed over the years that he missed many opportunities.

Once a person admits his desire and has the courage to fight with his life, those seemingly insurmountable obstacles become trivial.

When turning the sixth key in the keyhole, Yi Yang seemed to be reborn. Although he was still troubled by bouts of dizziness, the boredom in his chest had long been swept away: "I did it."

Yu Qian, who had been waiting in reality for a long time, let out a long breath because of this sentence: "Very good, only the last one left..."

However, as soon as the words fell, Yi Yang heard a rumbling loud noise, and then the ground shook, and the surrounding stone walls cracked rapidly, and the disintegration spread to Shimen in an instant, so that Shimen also shook violently back and forth.

"What's wrong?" Yu Qian noticed that Yi Yang's expression became a little distorted.

Yi Yang didn't respond. At this moment, he had already slipped and fell due to the sudden change. Fortunately, he grabbed a bump before he fell to the bottom, and stabilized his center of gravity with his hands and feet. He gasped and looked up. Go: "Earthquake... I fell to the third keyhole."

There was a thin layer of sweat on Yu Qian's forehead. He was very glad that Yi Yang didn't fall to pieces, otherwise he would wake up from this illusion immediately, and be affected by the violent shock of his subconscious, and this act of scaring the snake would also make him His psychological defense mechanism is more stubborn, so that the next unlock will be particularly difficult.

"How do you feel now? Can you climb up again?" Although Yu Qian hopes to succeed once, he is also afraid that Yi Yang will be hurt by himself because he is too aggressive.

"Yes." However, this time, Yi Yang did not back down. He no longer needed Yu Qian's commanding encouragement and urging. At this moment, although he had experienced some twists and turns, he already knew what he wanted, and he no longer He didn't back down anymore, he found that going all out is not such a difficult task, as long as he is still alive and has the last bit of strength, he doesn't want to easily violate his heart.

The dizziness and suffocation dragged down Yi Yang more and more, and the violent shaking made every movement of him a matter of life and death. But because of this, he became more and more courageous as he frustrated. He had never felt so deeply the hidden stubbornness and stubbornness in his heart. Driven by perseverance.Finally, after a long and tormented climb again, he came to the top of the stone gate—where the sixth keyhole was.

"The sixth key - '2015'."

After receiving Yu Qian's order, Yi Yang tore off the last key from his waist and pierced it into the keyhole.Accompanied by the running sound of the machine, the entire stone gate suddenly cracked open from bottom to top, and a white light rushed out from the gap, turning everything into nothing.

When Yi Yang opened his eyes again, he realized that he was floating in mid-air. His discomfort had disappeared. The darkness in front of him seemed to have noticed his gaze, and suddenly three side-by-side screens lit up, and the projections on the screens, These are all memories he has long forgotten.

In the summer of the graduation year, he and the man lied to Xia Xue that he was doing an internship in the hospital, and then they took the bus together to Anhui to watch the national karate competition that the master participated in.They stayed in the same hotel that night, and Yi Yang lost sleep all night looking at the sleeping figure of the man.

In the summer vacation of his junior year, Mr. Yi Yang hid in a small alley near Caohejing before [-]:[-], secretly took pictures of the person waiting for the bus at the station day after day, and then printed the photos and clipped them. In "Outline of National History".Occasionally, he was exhausted by the feelings of not being able to treat outsiders, so he locked the door and secretly flipped through the treasures, but as soon as he was obsessed with tracing the line of the person's profile, he retracted his hand with hot cheeks, "pop" He closed the book without hesitation, threw himself on the bed and buried his head in his arms, despising his humbleness and despicableness.

In the autumn afternoon not long ago, Yi Yang saw his single photo in the wedding photo, and suddenly something flashed by, grabbed his heart and rubbed it hard, and stumbled back to the old building where he lived for more than 20 years He lay down, staring blankly at the glimmer of light from the kitchen, and then heard a piercing ringtone, turned his head, and the man appeared beside him, witnessing his loss of control.After losing consciousness for a short time, he collapsed and leaned against him with tears streaming down his face, asking "why" repeatedly, but only the wind answered.

The three scenes were played at the same time, and the eyes darkened again, and because of this, the hearing became more sensitive.Yi Yang first caught the sound of snakes crawling, and then, the voice turned into vague words, and then gradually became clear.

"I begged from my aunt's temple. Whoever you say to tie it to is yours. You can't run away for the rest of your life!"

"Don't cry, when we grow up, we will buy a big house and live together, you can raise as many as you want. Black, white, flower..."

"enough!"

"Forget this memory, it will only make you miserable."

"The way to free yourself from pain is to temporarily forget."

"People like them always appear in front of the world as victims. They are clearly different, but they demand fair treatment."

I don't know when, Yi Yang has tears streaming down his face, and those words are played in a loop until they drift away...

Finally, another familiar voice began to try to pull him back to reality, and he obediently boarded the return train.

When Yi Yang opened his eyes, it seemed as if he had gone through a reincarnation. The strange thing was that in his dream, he was crying so hard that he was crying, but when he woke up, there was only indifference and numbness left on his face.He turned his head and saw Yu Qian with a dignified face and Xiao Mu who was full of worry.

It was only this slightly distressed look that gave his heart a ray of warmth.

"Thank you teacher, I'm fine."

The credibility of these words is like a drunkard always saying that he is not drunk. Yu Qian tested Yi Yang's sensory perception with worry, knowing that he has completely "come back", so he was a little relieved. Reaching out to wipe away the thin sweat from Yi Yang's forehead: "No one can hurt you anymore."

This sentence almost made Yi Yang's eyes blush.Since the death of his father, no one has cared for him so naturally and without asking for anything in return. Fan Yizhou has something to ask for and is obsessed with him, while Yu Qian is the only elder who gives him care beyond the friendship between master and apprentice.

"Thank you."

Apart from this sentence, he couldn't say anything else, for fear that he would accidentally choke.

"Thank me for what? Thank you yourself!" Yu Qian helped Yi Yang get up, "When the time is right, analyze yourself, what are the scenes constructed by your subconscious mind? I think this is also very important for your future growth. help."

Yi Yang nodded slightly.

"What are you going to do next?" Although Yu Qian would not take the initiative to ask, Yu Qian still cared very much about the person who hurt his beloved disciple.

Yi Yang smiled wryly, and his eyes fell on the ring on his left hand.

"Let it go, let it go completely."