deep hypnosis

"Now, take a deep breath. Every time you take a breath, your age will be reduced by one year. When I told you to stop breathing, you were at that age." Xie Jintian looked down at Yi Yang who was lying on the sofa chair, with a blank expression on his face With his eyes closed, he looked very peaceful, just like his father who had died in his heart.They overlapped, mocking his ignorance.

This is Yi Yang's home, and Fan Yizhou quietly leaned against the door, waiting for Xie Jintian to explore the various moments of Yi Yang's emotional initiation in this hypnosis, and then root out the cancer.

"Start now, take a deep breath...very good, I will count down your age, you will gradually return to the past...27 years old...25 years old...23 years old...very good, stop there." Xie Jintian observed Yi Yang's The face, every trace of skin texture, conveyed the message he was looking for, and he was sure that he had successfully brought Xie Jintian back to the year when he was 23 under deep hypnosis.

That year was the graduation season.

"Look up, where are you now?"

Yi Yang lying there did not move, but Yi Yang in the dream had already opened those clear eyes.As Xie Jintian said, he raised his head and looked around.

The sun was scorching his face, he hurriedly took a step back and hid under the shade of the old locust tree, the mottled spots of light turned into stars around his feet, like prying eyes.

"This is the entrance of the library. The graduation ceremony has just ended. Everyone is wearing a bachelor's uniform and taking a group photo in twos and threes... Someone called me, but I don't want to join..."

"What are you doing?" Xie Jintian was persuasive, and at this moment, he was the god of Yi Yang's spiritual world.

"I'm holding a Coke and standing under a tree." Yi Yang replied, without any ups and downs in his tone, like a conscientious narrator.

The condensation on the Coke drenched the sleeves and chest of the bachelor's uniform, and his hands were frozen cold.

"What are you waiting for?"

"Wait until they're over."

"who are they?"

After a lengthy silence, Yi Yang slowly read out the name: "Xie Jintian and Senior Sister."

Xie Jintian thought that he was fully prepared mentally, but when his name came out of Yi Yang's mouth, he still felt a kind of resentment for being profaned. He never knew that on that day, there was a pair of ubiquitous His eyes caught his every move.And the senior sister Yi Yang mentioned is Xie Jintian's current girlfriend Xia Xue.Although Xie Jintian and Xia Xue were alumni of the same class, they did not know each other because of their different majors. But on this day, when they were invited by Yi Yang, who was a class younger than them, to attend his graduation ceremony, Xie Jintian finally met Xia Xue.To this day, Xie Jintian still remembers how the corner of Xia Xue's red dress that was blown by the wind in the summer afternoon passed by his heart, so he completely forgot to buy him a drink but Yi Yang who hasn't returned for a long time.

"Why don't you go over?" Xie Jintian asked, just to confirm, the answer was obvious.

"I don't want to disturb them." Such thoughtful words, coming from Yi Yang who has always avoided talking about his own feelings, sounded very contrary.

Xie Jintian glanced at the recorder on the bedside table and Fan Yizhou who was monitoring his "surgery" with his arms folded, and felt a kind of pleasure in holding a knife in his heart, as if he saw the unsuspecting stretched softness in the shell that had been pried open. .

"Now, take a deep breath...well...you're going backwards in age again, back to that time, you were 22 years old."

Yi Yangyan obediently followed Xie Jintian's instructions and walked through his memory without ever having the slightest doubt, just like he had done for many years.

"Okay, very good, now look up, where is this?"

Yi Yang opened his eyes again in his world.

The surrounding noises overwhelmed him, and sweat swayed with the moving footsteps on the foam pad. The white figures coming and going made Yi Yang dizzy, but the atmosphere around him was cold, quiet, alienated, and flamboyant. The atmosphere of youth is incompatible.

"stadium."

The dome gymnasium belongs to the common memory of Yi Yang and Xie Jintian. This is the activity venue of the karate club they joined together in college.At the beginning, Yi Yang joined because of Xie Jintian's request, but Yi Yang has persisted until now, but Xie Jintian neglected to exercise because of his busy work, and gradually, he stayed away from the dojo and those youthful years.

"What are you doing?" Xie Jintian asked as usual.

Yi Yang looked down at himself: "I'm wearing a Taoist uniform and I'm practicing actual combat."

"Who is your opponent?"

Yi Yang raised his head, and it took him a long time to see the man's face: "It's Xie Jintian."

It is an eternal theme.

"What are you doing?"

"I blocked his forward kick, grabbed his foot and pulled him backwards to bring him down."

"Then you fought back?" Xie Jintian didn't remember that scene at all.

"Just suppress him." Yi Yang's expression hesitated, "I have practiced this movement countless times."

"For what?" Xie Jintian didn't understand why this memory was so deep for Yi Yang.

"I can feel the body temperature coming from the open Taoist uniform." Yi Yang's tone was like Qiu Chong's satiated but sad sigh.

Xie Jintian had some bad premonition, but he didn't have time to stop Yi Yang's words.

"My sweat dripped on his chest, flowing along the texture of his skin to the secret place..."

"enough!"

A sudden sound interrupted Yi Yang's narration and woke Xie Jintian himself.Xie Jintian didn't expect his emotions to be so out of control. It's not that he didn't have experience in treating patients when they talked about sex. He could listen to anyone describe those uncomfortable details, but he couldn't listen to Yi Yang's talk about sex. his delusions.

He felt sick to his stomach.

At this time, Fan Yizhou, who realized that the situation was not good, had quietly walked to Xie Jintian's side, and gestured for him to finish the work, but Xie Jintian waved his hand. After confirming that Yi Yang was still in a state of deep hypnosis, he stabilized his mind, Strongly said: "What does this experience mean to you?"

The arrow is on the string, and he can't give up halfway.

"This is the only contact I have with him." The tone is still so sad: "For so many years, I have deliberately kept a distance... This may be the craziest thing I have ever done in my life."

Xie Jintian sneered silently, if he knew that Yi Yang had such thoughts back then, he would have beaten him until he was paralyzed.

"Okay, take a deep breath, take a deep breath... come back to the present moment."

Yi Yang's chest heaved, and the emotion that was stirring in his heart was gradually withdrawn.

"From now on, as long as you hear the words 'Shoushan Genyue', you will fall into a deep sleep, forget where you are, and everything you have experienced during the period." Xie Jintian commanded condescendingly.

Of course, this is still one step away.Xie Jintian gestured to Fan Yizhou to go out, Fan Yizhou hesitated for a moment, but turned his back and closed the door behind him.

Xie Jintian turned off the recorder, leaned over and whispered in Yi Yang's ear: "'87—Bianjing—Yuhubing—12—Hanging—2015', remember this string of codes, it is your The boundary of memory, the content of all our conversations, is blocked behind this boundary, you can't go beyond it, otherwise you will be suffocated. Okay, you repeat it."

After Yi Yang mechanically repeated this code, Xie Jintian heaved a sigh of relief, as if he had just put a ferocious beast into the strongest cage after a life-and-death struggle.The fear of death will help him suppress Yi Yang's memory.And what he had to do next was just to watch Yi Yang's battle of trapped beasts coldly.

Xie Jintian went out, intending to change Fan Yizhou to come in, and what Fan Yizhou had to do was to wake up Yi Yang and make him think that it was Fan Yizhou alone hypnotizing him from the beginning to the end, just as they agreed.

Xie Jintian naturally wanted to leave first, Fan Yizhou looked at his calm appearance: "I hope you don't give up halfway."

"Don't use your logic to judge me." Xie Jintian replied coldly, "It's you, don't show off."

"Don't worry, I'm most happy to see you erased from his memory."

The lock clicked, and Fan Yizhou's words came to an abrupt end behind him.

The sensor light came on, illuminating Xie Jintian's pale face. He has always been a homeless and lonely ghost, but he has no way to retreat after taking this step today.No matter how clever hypnosis is, it just seals those memories in the deepest corner of the subconscious, and no one can completely erase the traces left in the heart by another person.But for himself, he was willing to take risks.

He, Xie Jintian, is a selfish person with good reasons.He didn't want to experience the betrayal and breakup left to him by his closest relatives again.He is an incomplete individual that was broken and pieced together with difficulty. He must tailor his next life according to the perfection in the secular standards. Otherwise, what is the purpose of his struggle all the way?He couldn't let all the previous efforts fall short because of the weak sense of guilt in his heart.

No one has the right to judge him from the moral high ground, this is his life, and those greedy people who want to occupy his emotions will always have to pay some price.