deep hypnosis

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When we returned to Shanghai Pudong International Airport, it was past nine o'clock in the evening. Xie Jintian didn't bother to expose the fact that Yi Yang and Fan Yizhou were living together, so he said goodbye to the two at the airport and took a taxi back by himself.

There are three days left in Yi Yang's vacation, and the leave form cannot be revoked even after being handed in, so he can only rest at Fan Yizhou's house.Fan Yizhou simply asked for three days off, watching Yi Yang as hard to fly at home.This made the black cat sheriff who always "guards the vacant room alone" very happy during the day, clinging to Yi Yang every day, forming a ball next to his pillow, and rubbing his hand with his furry face, this made the prisoner Yi Yang's mood cleared up a little.

On the second day when he was forced to stay in bed, Yi Yang unexpectedly received a call from Xiao Mu. He first asked him how he was doing, and then said a little embarrassedly: "Well... Cheng Yan and I would like to treat you to dinner."

Yi Yang was very surprised by this, because the process of Cheng Yan's case had to be delayed again and again because of the leave.He was too busy to take care of himself, and didn't think much about Cheng Yan, but he didn't expect to hear this name again in such a way.

Xiao Mu didn't go into details on the phone, and Yi Yang didn't ask. Some things can only be explained clearly in person, so he and Xiao Mu agreed on the time and place for dinner the next day.

To Fan Yizhou, Yi Yang only said that the brother invited him to dinner, and he had already agreed.Fan Yizhou saw that he was in good health, and continued house arrest would only cause resentment, so he only asked for a condition to go with him, but he would pretend not to know him and guard at a distance.This request made Yi Yang dumbfounded, but he didn't want Fan Yizhou, who was frightened because of his willful travel, to continue to worry.

In the evening of the next day, after Fan Yizhou drove Yi Yang to the Thai restaurant they had agreed upon, he really found a corner by himself and took orders by himself.Yi Yang was a little grateful and a little helpless, found the table for four that Xiao Mu had ordered, and waited while flipping through the menu.

After 10 minutes, Xiao Mu and Cheng Yan, who rushed over from get off work together, were guided by the waiter to Yi Yang's place.Yi Yang took the opportunity to observe the two silently.In past consulting experience, even if language can be faked, a person's micro-expression and body language cannot be fooled.At this moment, the intimate aura of the two walking side by side has made Yi Yang have a clear judgment on the current relationship between the two.Therefore, when the two awkwardly hinted at the fact that they were "together", Yi Yang just smiled lightly and said "Congratulations".

He was sincerely happy for them, but he didn't know all kinds of twists and turns at this time, he felt like he skipped the middle plot and was directly told a happy ending of a series.Looking in front of you, Xiao Mu, the unrestrained senior brother who has always shown himself as a "tough guy", blushed and stuttered because of his congratulations, but Cheng Yan, who was always shy and reserved, smiled and said "Thank you", and then He calmly greeted and ordered food.

This may be the charm of the word "love" that makes the world flock to it. It allows everyone to find another dormant self. Even if they are different, as long as they are in love with each other, they will be happy.Perhaps there is no such thing as a perfect match in this world. In the eyes of ordinary people, the most unbelievable combination that sparks sparks is all because of deep roots of love.

When the food was served, the heat on Xiao Mu's face finally subsided a little. He raised his glass and said, "Junior Brother, thank you. I just invited you to dinner today to show my heart."

Yi Yang clinked glasses with Xiao Mu and Cheng Yan: "To be honest, I really don't think I have done anything good to fuel the flames. It is true to persuade Cheng Yan not to talk to you."

It was rare for Xiao Mu to hear Yi Yang's jokes, knowing that it was mostly because Yi Yang was also sincerely happy for their ending, so he was grateful: "I was confused at the time, so don't tell me what I said to you. Those told him."

Cheng Yan knew that the person he couldn't tell was himself, so he deliberately put on a straight face and said, "So this meal is a hush money?"

Yi Yang also laughed.

After chatting and chatting, I naturally talked about the whole story.

"I was planning to move, but he came to me that day and talked everything out of it." Cheng Yan raised his head.

It turned out that Cheng Yan had seriously decided to move since the interview with Yi Yang last time.Although the escape method he mentioned during his consultation with Yi Yang was just a spur of the moment, and was questioned by Yi Yang about its feasibility, but after some consideration, Cheng Yan still felt that as long as he stayed by Xiao Mu's side, You will not be able to restrain your own weird behaviors that will be discovered sooner or later, and you will not be able to calmly find your own reasons and make real changes.

Of course, Cheng Yan, who had made up his mind, did not tell Xiao Mu of his decision to move. When Xiao Mu found out, there were already several waves of people brought by the agency to view the house.

Xiao Mu looked at those people, and he didn't like wearing shoe covers, so he stepped on Cheng Yan's favorite carpet reflecting the autumn leaves, as if he was stepping on his heart.Now when he closes his eyes, he can recall the scene of walking along the carpet into the living room every day——Xiao Randing was sitting in front of the dining table doing his homework and touched a freshly baked biscuit on the plate from time to time, and Cheng Yan must have been An apricot-coloured apron bustles about in the open kitchen, which is visible from the living room.The sound of the range hood overshadowed the sound of Xiao Mu's footsteps, and when Cheng Yan turned to find him coming, he would look away in a panic: "Here you come? Eat something?"

Xiao Mu's ex-wife, who went to Japan to develop stronger, has never cooked, and he himself is not good at these things. He usually orders takeaway or takes Xiao Ran out to eat.Therefore, seeing someone wearing an apron wholeheartedly cooking for him and his son after get off work every day will give birth to a unique nostalgia.

This is his ideal home, with delicious food and human touch.

When Cheng Yanruo left, his life was not as simple as losing a neighbor or a friend.Ever since he came back from the conversation with Xie Jintian last time, he has realized that he can no longer escape. There is no such thing as the best of both worlds in this world. It is impossible for him to maintain a warm and long-term relationship, but he is also unwilling to face up to Cheng Yan's distorted feelings for him.

That evening, Xiao Mu sent Xiao Ran to his grandma's house, and then came back and knocked on the door of Cheng Yan's house.

"You want to move?"

Cheng Yan also knew that this day would come sooner or later, so he lowered his head and let Xiao Mu into the room with a "hmm".

The two have been hiding from each other for the past few days, and Cheng Yan is not in the mood to cook. Once he cooks, he can't help but look forward to the scene of sitting around eating with Xiao Mu and his son, but in the end, it is just a mirage It seems that he will stop this thought sooner or later.

Poured a cup of tea for Xiao Mu, Cheng Yan sat opposite him cautiously, and poured out the words he had thought up a long time ago: "My unit has moved, so it takes too much time to commute to and from get off work every day, so I want to live in a near-point……"

Cheng Yan saw that Xiao Mu was just holding the cup and didn't speak, thinking that he was somewhat reluctant, and comforted him sadly: "The place I rented is only a few subway stops away from here, and in the future, as long as you want, you can still go there often. Walking around. It's just that I can't help you take care of Ran Ran anymore..."

"We won't see each other anymore, right?" Xiao Mu interrupted Cheng Yan suddenly, raised his head, and looked at him with piercing eyes, "Is that what you plan to do?"

Cheng Yan was startled, like a child whose lies have been exposed, looking at Xiao Mu in bewilderment.

Now that he opened the door, Xiao Mu was no longer polite, he glanced at the closed study door and said, "I know what's behind that."

These words were like a thunder, blasting in Cheng Yan's ears, he stood up abruptly and took a step back, trying to escape the suffocating confrontation, but Xiao Mu grabbed his arm by the quick-sighted Xiao Mu.

"Yi Yang is my junior brother. I asked Ran Ran to keep his business card here on purpose. I found you following me, and I thought there was something wrong with you..."

At this time, Cheng Yan was so shocked that he couldn't listen to any words, and struggled instinctively, but was restrained by Xiao Mu's hands and couldn't move.

"Yi Yang refused to disclose your situation... I came back and checked a lot of information, and I knew that I misunderstood... Although it was difficult to accept for a while, as long as you are willing to stay, I can try..."

"Try what?" Cheng Yan broke away from Xiao Mu's hand suddenly, his eyes were red and said, "You are right, this is a disease! I know that it is wrong to have such thoughts about you, and I never thought that you would respond to me... …You have been married, you have lovely children, you are different from people like me… This is not something you can change if you want to, I don’t want to hear what you say try! Sympathy, curiosity, you don’t know What exactly do you have to face when you take this step..."

"What we have to face, that's a matter for the future." Xiao Mu held Cheng Yan's slightly trembling hand, "I still don't understand what kind of feelings I have for you, but what is certain is that I don't want We just finished it in a hurry. Even if I am selfish, give me some time, Ran Ran and I care about you very much!"

Hearing Ran Ran's name, Cheng Yan burst into tears uncontrollably.He likes Ran Ran and the time when the three of them are together. He decided to bid farewell to all this after making such a big determination, but this man disrupted his plan and his mind with just a few words, making him Willingly waiting for an unknown outcome.

People who are emotional first are always easier to compromise humblely.

"But I'm a pervert..." Cheng Yan was still struggling.

Xiao Mu gently hugged him awkwardly, and patted him on the back like a child: "Ah... I'm also very perverted, I like to eat live octopus, I like to wear shoes with bare feet, I like to gnaw my nails... ..."

Hearing Xiao Mu's nonsense comforting, Cheng Yan finally broke through his tears and smiled, resting his chin on Xiao Mu's shoulder, enjoying the frankness at this moment.

So, in the following days, life seemed to be the same as usual, but in some corners that Xiao Ran couldn't notice, there were various subtle changes in the relationship between the two adults.For example, his father would tie an apron belt for Cheng Yan, help Cheng Yan turn over the collar of his clothes, and accompany Cheng Yan to a supermarket far away to buy imported ingredients, but only let him carry the lightest bag.Cheng Yan, on the other hand, would pluck his father's gray hair, buy a dozen sweat-absorbing socks and bamboo charcoal insoles, and go to the gym to wait for his father to get off work, and then walked up and down the street several times like amnesia before returning home together.

Little friend Xiao Ran felt that he was the one who took advantage of the good relationship between his father and Uncle Cheng. Not only did he satisfy his appetite, but he also had someone to play with him and give him gifts. It couldn't be better!After Uncle Cheng decided not to move, Dad's mood improved a lot, and the way of educating him became a lot gentler.One time my father got acute gastroenteritis and had a low-grade fever. He was fine the next day after he came back from the hospital on water, but he insisted on lying on the bed and moaning: "Aren't you going to tell Uncle Cheng?"

So as soon as Uncle Cheng came back from a business trip for training, he was coaxed to his house by the child Xiao Ran, who is outstanding in acting.Xiao Ran, who had completed the task, neatly packed up some clothes and put on her schoolbag and said to the disappointing father, "I'm going to stay at grandma's house for a few days."

Cheng Yan, who had no doubt about him, sent the sensible Xiao Ran to grandma's house, and when he came back, Xiao Mu was wearing a quilt and wagging his wolf tail to look at him.

"Why did you get up?" Cheng Yan wanted to touch Xiao Mu's forehead, but he pulled him into his arms, rolled up the quilt, and captured him successfully.

Cheng Yan was so frightened that he couldn't speak anymore, and looked up at Xiao Mu who had a smirk on his face.They haven't even held hands until now!Is this too jumpy?

"I've figured it out." Xiao Mu pushed Cheng Yan under him and sniffed, like a beast checking the breath of its prey, "I'm so stupid to waste so much time... you know, the body can't lie .”

Realizing what Xiao Mu might want to do, Cheng Yan's eyes widened, but as soon as the word "you" was out of his mouth, he was blocked back by domineering lips.

This was the shy Cheng Yan's first kiss, the most charming reverie he only dared to think about occasionally in his dreams, and would blame himself when he woke up.After all, Xiao Mu is experienced, and he lost his mind after kissing Cheng Yan in a short while, and it took a long time to recover.However, what Cheng Yan didn't expect was that his hand was actually guided by Xiao Mu at this time, all the way down his abdominal muscles.When he felt some strange changes, Cheng Yan's hands trembled, and his face was so red that he could bleed.

"I checked some 'information' before, at most I read the beginning and then turned it off... But for some reason recently, I always feel that if I replace one side with your face..." Xiao Mu panted heavily, and the tip of his tongue licked the process. Cheek, "I just felt that nothing is impossible..."

Cheng Yan, who has almost no emotional experience, has never encountered such a "hooligan" confession, staring at the ceiling like a crash, letting Xiao Mu do whatever he wants.

"What about you? What do you think?" Xiao Mu, who was ready to go, couldn't help it anymore. He secretly reached out and touched the various "babies" hidden in the side drawer to prevent Cheng Yan from being hurt.

He understands what he is doing, he is not gay, but he is the only one who has this intensifying urge towards the shy Cheng Yan.Cheng Yan's exquisite earlobes are very cute, Cheng Yan's light-colored lips are very cute, Cheng Yan's frightened eyes like a deer are very cute... so many scarlet cuteness, I am afraid that one day I will be looked down upon by others, and I will only tear myself apart Only then can I calm down a little.

So Xiao Mu honestly and unceremoniously ate Cheng Yan.

This toss will be tossed until dark.

Cheng Yan slept for a while before waking up, glaring at the "big-tailed wolf" who propped his head and looked at him dotingly.Xiao Mu licked his lips and coaxed Cheng Yan to say a complete sentence to him.

After the two of them took a shower and cleaned up, Xiao Mu sent Cheng Yan back to his own home to let him have a good rest, but he still hugged Cheng Yan on the bed.

Cheng Yan had no choice but to enjoy this moment of tenderness while talking about himself.

"Actually, I was kicked out by my family."

Xiao Mu couldn't help being taken aback when he heard this.

"When I was just an adult, I naively thought that they would accept my differences... But in the end, I had to drop out of school, enroll in a chef training class, and support myself." Cheng Yan always thought that many years had passed, It's calm, but at this moment, when she confides the truth to her beloved, she still trembles slightly, "I don't want you to be like me...so our relationship must be kept secret, even to Ran Ran."

These words were like a pot of cold water being poured on the head. Xiao Mu, who wanted to take this opportunity to exchange heartfelt feelings with Cheng Yan, fell silent for a long time, and then said sullenly: "But this is not true. Fair. We didn't do anything shady..."

"I'm already very grateful that you can say these words to me." Cheng Yan turned half of his face, tracing Xiao Mu's resolute outline with his eyes, "I have no other requirements except this."

Xiao Mu can say that he acts upright and sits upright, that he is not afraid of the sky and the earth, but he, Cheng Yan, can't help but care about the eyes of others, especially Xiao Mu's family.He didn't want Xiao Mu to betray his relatives and ruin his reputation because of him.

Xiao Mu frowned and didn't agree.He knew that Cheng Yan was doing it for his own good, but he always felt that this seemingly shady state was not his ideal way of getting along.He longs to walk hand in hand with Cheng Yan in the sunshine, introduce his identity generously to his friends, and even take him to reunite with his family during festivals.But Xiao Mu also knew that this was probably his whimsy.

This so-called open society is not so tolerant towards them.

After all, it is out of place.

After embracing each other silently for a while, the two finally went to Cheng Yan's study together at Xiao Mu's suggestion to pick off all the photos and put them in a thick album.They agreed to spend the rest of their lives silently filling in the remaining half of the book.

The story ends here, with plain warmth and regrets that cannot be erased, but at least, at this moment, they belong to each other.

When they parted, Yi Yang, who was still immersed in the story of the two, was gently held back by Xiao Mu: "Junior Brother, I still have something to tell you."

This was a cup of tea time. After Xiao Mu and Cheng Yan left, Fan Yizhou stepped forward to put on Yi Yang's coat: "What did your senior brother say?"

"It's nothing, it's about the dojo." Yi Yang walked towards the elevator expressionlessly.

Fan Yizhou followed behind him, looked at his thin back and sighed softly: "I haven't seen you smile for a long time."

is it?

Yi Yang paused, only to remember that he seemed to be smiling today.

That faint "Congratulations" will never come to him.

The smile of a sad character is always endowed with too much deep meaning by caring people, but he doesn't know that his heart is dead.