deep hypnosis

"You hypnotized him rashly without knowing his situation?"

"But in that situation, what else can we do?" Xie Jintian impatiently changed the phone while listening, "He has been 'awakened', and if he falls into confusion due to poor mental state, the situation will only get worse."

"Then why didn't you tell me immediately?"

Fan Yizhou hit the nail on the head with the question that he had held on all night, making Xie Jintian agitated: "I just saw him when you called."

"Really?" Fan Yizhou sneered.

"Do you think it's meaningful to entangle this issue?" Xie Jintian tried his best to suppress his anger. He always tried to avoid showing his emotions in front of Fan Yizhou.

"I'm not your supervisor, let alone a priest. But I hope you can ask yourself, what exactly do you think..."

Before Fan Yizhou could finish talking, Xie Jintian had already hung up the phone.

He stared at his own figure reflected in the glass window, and couldn't help but fix his eyes on the fingers hidden in the pocket of his white coat.He is not a fool who takes advantage of fire, and will not be easily used by Fan Yizhou, nor will he be temporarily softened by Yi Yang's tears.But he had to admit that he was a little upset.In order to eliminate such annoyance, Xie Jintian brought a bouquet of roses to Xia Xue's door to apologize that night, and invited his father-in-law and mother-in-law to Jinmao to have a luxurious buffet together.

Overlooking the night view of Shanghai, the father-in-law and mother-in-law said to their son-in-law in a good mood that they should not spoil their daughter because she has always been petty.Xia Xue smiled at the side, and generously did not clarify the cause of the conflict between him and Xie Jintian. After all, she loves Xie Jintian deeply and does not want to pursue things he does not want to mention. Her reassurance.

Of course, she couldn't wait.

Xie Jintian himself couldn't justify the loss of control that day, he could only treat his fiancée doubly well, to prove that he was still the Xie Jintian he used to be, and hadn't wavered.

Fan Yizhou took three days of sick leave for Yi Yang, and on the second day, Xie Jintian received a special visitor.

"Brother, what are you doing?"

After receiving a call from the outpatient clinic saying that there was a new patient, I ran to the consultation room to see that it was Xiao Mu who was carrying a fruit gift box and wearing sunglasses on a rainy day.

"My... I have to take care of the children after get off work, so I can only come to you at this time... and I am afraid that I will disturb your work and cause you to be talked about by the boss." Xiao Mu took off his sunglasses with some embarrassment, "I heard that Yi Yang is not here these two days , so I want to ask you something."

Having said that, Xie Jintian had already guessed Xiao Mu's intentions.

"Ask what?" Xie Jintian poured Xiao Mu a cup of tea.

"It's... the Mr. Cheng who Yi Yang is in charge of..."

"Cheng Yan?" Xie Jintian pretended not to know.

Xiao Mu nodded, and then let the conversation go, it was nothing more than those things that Xie Jintian knew a long time ago.

Xie Jintian first put on a show: "But this is Yi Yang's case after all, and I don't know it very well. You know the principles of our business."

"I know, I don't want to make things difficult for you." Xiao Mu stared at the steam rising from the disposable cup, "But there are some things recently..."

Afterwards, Xiao Mu told Xie Jintian everything about him and Cheng Yan.

Xiao Mu and his wife moved to the current apartment after they divorced a year ago. Cheng Yan next door is a pastry chef in a teaching studio with relatively free working hours. He is somewhat introverted. His biggest hobby is cooking.Once Xiao Mu's son Xiao Ran didn't bring his keys with him after school, and Cheng Yan, who happened to be home, bumped into him and asked him to wait for Xiao Mu at home first, and made him something to eat. The uncle who is good at cooking, even though Xiao Mu told him many times not to bother others, he would still sneak out the door before Xiao Mu got off work, enjoying delicious food while doing homework.

After Xiao Mu found out about this situation, he brought his son to the door to apologize, but it eventually turned into a situation where he had another full meal at Cheng Yan's house.In this way, the fate caused by the bear child has always been maintained tepidly. Cheng Yan often used the excuse of doing too much, and sent food and snacks to the father and son, and Xiao Mu would often invite Cheng Yan to participate in the outdoor activities of the father and son. Activity.

Cheng Yan is not good at sports, so he went with him, mostly to help take pictures, but even so, it was a harmonious scene.In the lives of Xiao Mu and Xiao Ran, the shadow of this neighbor is everywhere.

But after a year of peace and quiet, Xiao Mu found himself being followed.Xiao Mu is a fitness coach with a keen intuition. He immediately noticed the abnormality behind the back of the commute, but when he observed it for a few days, he walked around behind the stalker with a camera hanging around his neck and a peaked cap. When he was about to capture him in one fell swoop, he was surprised to find that his back was so familiar.

He couldn't believe that this person turned out to be Cheng Yan. He used the micro-camera that he usually took pictures of the father and son to do another despicable thing.

Out of various considerations, Xiao Mu did not expose Cheng Yan immediately, but found an excuse and sent Xiao Ran to find out.When Xiao Ran came back with photos of Xiao Mu's study room that was always closed, no matter how dull Xiao Mu was, he understood that Cheng Yan was gay and coveted him.

Xiao Mu first burst into the anger of being humiliated, but what followed was overwhelming confusion and frustration.He has long regarded Cheng Yan as a close friend, and Cheng Yan has already penetrated into every corner of his life.In a dilemma, he intentionally asked Xiao Ran to leave Yi Yang's business card at Cheng Yan's house, and then got his wish and learned that Cheng Yan went to find Yi Yang.

Although Yi Yang is reluctant to reveal Cheng Yan's situation, at least this is a turning point. Xiao Mu hopes to cure Cheng Yan's "disease" and get along well as before.

But what Xiao Mu didn't expect was that Cheng Yan planned to move.

Seeing the agents in suits and leather shoes leading wave after wave of inspectors step through the threshold of Cheng Yan's house, Xiao Mu was caught off guard.He didn't understand why Cheng Yan made such a decision. It was indeed difficult for him to accept same-sex feelings, but he also didn't want Cheng Yan to disappear from his life.

Xie Jintian patiently listened to Xiao Mu rambling on for a long time, and finally had the opportunity to interject: "Then senior brother, what exactly do you want to know when you come to me?"

"I just want to know...whether his illness can be cured?"

sick?

Today's psychological diagnostic criteria have already removed "homosexuality" from psychological barriers, although the current domestic environment is still not tolerant of these minorities.

However, Xie Jintian did not clarify this point, but only said: "It is very difficult to cure."

Xiao Mu is like a family member of a patient who has been sentenced by a doctor to the terminal stage, with a ashen look on his face, which slowly creeps up to the corners of his eyes and brows.

"There's no such thing as the best of both worlds in this world. People's ability to adapt is more terrifying than you imagine." Xie Jintian comforted him righteously, "What's more, he has already made the choice for you."

Xiao Mu seemed to have spent a long time digesting these few words, and finally gave a wry smile, then immersed himself in his own assumptions, "Tell me, is he afraid of disturbing me by doing this?"

"I'm not the person involved, so I can't answer for him." Xie Jintian suddenly became annoyed with the senior brother's difficult choice, "People are selfish, there is no need to kidnap morally, if you can accept him, why would you come to me? But what if this is the condition of his stay?"

Xiao Mu was hit by Xie Jintian's strong analysis, and was speechless for a long time.After a long time, I looked up at the clock, and ended the conversation with some polite affirmation: "Understood, I will think about it carefully."

Standing up, putting on the sunglasses, Xiao Mu patted Xie Jintian on the shoulder: "Come to the dojo when you have time! Yi Yang has been coming less often recently, I miss you!"

Xie Jintian also got up and sent Xiao Mu to the door, but when Xiao Mu took the umbrella and was about to go out, he asked mysteriously: "Do you want him to forget?"

Xiao Mu stopped opening the umbrella, and turned to look at Xie Jintian.

"Hypnosis can temporarily forget a memory, or a relationship."

Xiao Mu stared into Xie Jintian's eyes for a long time, and for a moment, Xie Jintian thought he was about to agree.

But in the end, Xiao Mu just smiled, opened his umbrella and walked into the drizzle, standing at two completely different ends: "Thank you Jintian, I know you want to help me, but I can't treat him like that, even if I never Neither is acceptable."

Back in the office, Xie Jintian silently looked at the fountain with circulating water outside, thinking about Xiao Mu's last words all the time.

Cheng Yan and Yi Yang, Xiao Mu and him, all have subtle similarities, especially in their emotional positions.But Xiao Mu, who was also caught in a dilemma, made a decision in an instant - he didn't want to hurt the other party to fulfill himself, which was the exact opposite of Xie Jintian.

How noble.

Xie Jintian tugged at the corner of his mouth.

A person's life is constantly looking for troubles for himself, until he can't compromise, he will try his best to find excuses to clear up his guilt, and then continue to live shamelessly with the forgotten guilt suppressed into the subconscious.

He wanted to see what would happen to Xiao Mu and Cheng Yan.

Yi Yang walked to the small bungalow in Xuhui District and rang the doorbell, but no one answered for a long time.

He didn't contact Teacher Yu in advance, or he deliberately left the decision to God's will.For some reason, he was a little afraid to know the answer.

Yesterday, when Yi Yang, who had been in a coma for a day and a night, woke up, he felt that he had a long dream, in which were Xie Jintian's face, and the confrontation and loss of control that he couldn't remember the details clearly.Today's him is not just a problem of mental malaise, he finds that he is increasingly unable to distinguish the boundary between dreams and memories, but every time he asks Fan Yizhou and Xie Jintian for confirmation, he will find that it seems to be his own problem.

More recently, he had been more puzzled by an unexplained sadness that nearly overwhelmed him, like a symptom of depression.Such an uncontrollable situation made Yi Yang feel a little overwhelmed. He was afraid that one day, when he really got sick, he would have lost the awareness of self-examination and the willingness to ask for help.

Unfortunately, Yu Qian, his mentor in college and his current secret psychological supervisor, is not at home.

On the way back, Yi Yang saw the passers-by walking quickly with their necks hunched, while the autumn wind relentlessly rolled up the fallen leaves and chased after him. That's when he felt cold, and it hit his heart intermittently.

Perhaps, he should take a solo trip and stay away from this city that is about to fall into freezing point.