deep hypnosis

Xie Jintian suddenly paused the recording, and looked up at Yi Yang who was still indifferent. He even suspected that Yi Yang said those words for him.

"Do you think such self-exposure is a manifestation of professionalism?"

"You can judge after listening." Yi Yang said calmly, his composure was like a slap on Xie Jintian's face.

Xie Jintian also knew that his interruption was a bit reckless, but for some reason, the play button of that recording pen seemed to be hot and he didn't want to touch it.

"Exposing yourself can certainly bring you closer to your visitors, but at the same time, it may also make them question your professionalism and authority."

"Whenever you use reason to suppress me, it's mostly because of a guilty conscience."

These words are like throwing a piece of ice into the frying pan, and the splash of oil in an instant scalds Xie Jintian a little.

"Oh? Really?" Xie Jintian smiled instead of anger, "You know me so well, why don't you guess what I'm guilty of?"

Yi Yang's silent stare made Xie Jintian feel ashamed of being stripped naked for public display.By now, he has realized that his understanding of Yi Yang is far less thorough than Yi Yang's understanding of him.For a long time, Yi Yang may have thought carefully about every inch of his gestures, just like trying to figure out the bricks and tiles in the garden model. Of course, all these stem from ulterior motives that Xie Jintian hates deeply.

However, Yi Yang did not take advantage of this opportunity to fight back, but only calmly said after a long silence: "I remember, we have more professional supervisors."

At the beginning of the establishment of the department, Fan Yizhou persuaded the hospital to hire a professor from Hong Kong as a nominal supervisor, but now Xie Jintian is in charge of checking it out, but because he is too lazy to mobilize teachers and mobilize people.

Having said that, there is no need to continue.

"I can't control you, I just hope you don't get involved in the department because of overreaching your own capabilities." After finishing speaking, Xie Jintian threw the recording pen over.

Yi Yang didn't pick it up, the recording pen rubbed against his shoulder and fell to the ground, there was a crisp sound, but it was deafening, I don't know if it was crushed or woken up by something.

That night, there was a patter of autumn rain, and Xie Jintian arrived as expected.

Fan Yizhou made him a cup of scented tea, and Xie Jintian took it inexplicably: "Have you changed your sex?"

"Soothe the nerves." Fan Yizhou looked at him quietly with his eyes hidden behind the glasses.

Xie Jintian felt that since Fan Yizhou had an affair with Yi Yang, his insight into him has been increasing, which is not a good trend.

"Is he in there?"

Fan Yizhou said "um", and opened the door lightly, Xie Jintian saw his cautious appearance and remembered the scene when Yi Yang burned his hand last time, and couldn't help being a little irritable.

Walking in unceremoniously, I saw Yi Yang's sleeping face which was different from the past.

Xie Jintian raised his eyebrows, Fan Yizhou shrugged his shoulders, and said in a low voice: "Just say you're tired when you come, and fall asleep as soon as you lie down."

Normally, Fan Yizhou would put Yi Yang into a hypnotic state before letting Xie Jintian take over, but today, this "anesthetist" who cared too much for the patient was obviously not competent enough.However, it is not difficult for Xie Jintian to lead from the sleeping state to the hypnotic state, but he must be extra careful not to let Yi Yang wake up.

Xie Jintian sat on the side of the bed, and lightly fiddled with Yi Yang's eyelashes with his fingers. The eyelashes were long and thick, and the touch of his fingertips pulled him back to his childhood like an electric shock.

It was the afternoon when cicadas sang, and the face like a porcelain doll rested on the open textbook, sleeping soundly.Xie Jintian, who had to come to lower grades during lunch break, propped his head and watched for a while, and the popsicle in his hand dropped limply.He wanted to wake Yi Yang up, but when he moved his face closer, his eyes were attracted by the familiar yet unfamiliar details.The broken hair on the forehead was dyed golden one by one in the sun, and if you squint your eyes, you can see the colorful light flowing on it.And that light, reflecting his eyebrows and eyes as painted by Dan Qing, is like an ancient painting that has been handed down for thousands of years.

Xie Jintian couldn't help stretching out his hand, and carefully fiddled with the thick eyelash feathers that were also dancing with light.The eyelash feathers trembled slightly, like a pair of butterflies in Liang Zhu, who were startled and wanted to fly away, Xie Jintian hurriedly withdrew his hand.

There is still a cool touch on the fingertips, like the emerald rings that were hidden layer after layer in the closet when my mother was out when I was a child.Yi Yang is usually the one who dislikes getting close, and Xie Jintian is no exception.Xie Jintian held his breath and waited for a while, seeing that Yi Yang just tilted his head and did not wake up, he began to feel itchy again.

What happens if you really touch it?

As if possessed by a demon, driven by this thought, he stretched out his hand again regardless, wanting to touch that fair skin.

But this time, Yi Yang opened his eyes as if he had a premonition, his eyes were full of confusion, and he just looked at Xie Jintian steadfastly.

Also at this moment.

Xie Jintian's heart seemed to jump to his throat, choking his breath, and the words of guidance were interrupted. Fortunately, Fan Yizhou who was at the side noticed the clue, patted his shoulder and said in a low voice: "He's not awake."

Only then did Xie Jintian carefully look at Yi Yang with dull eyes again, and then realized that he had misunderstood, and his heart fell back to his chest, beating violently.Only he himself knew that just for a moment, fear overwhelmed his reason, leaving his mind blank and unable to judge calmly.He never knew that he was so afraid that Yi Yang would know what he had done, and the shock brought by this discovery far surpassed the fact that Yi Yang saw through it.

But now, he has no room for turning back, just like a fugitive with a life lawsuit on his back, committing one more crime is nothing but death.

Xie Jintian adjusted his breathing, tried to calm down his emotions, and tried to guide Yi Yang again in the frozen silence.Yi Yang didn't realize it, like an obedient sheep, obediently slipped into the trap that Xie Jintian set for him as always.

"Okay, now you have returned to the time when you were 22 years old, open your eyes and see, where are you?"

"I'm in a small alley in Caohejing."

"doing what?"

"I'm waiting for Xie Jintian."

Xie Jintian was stunned, why didn't he have this memory?When Yi Yang was in his junior year, he was in his senior year. He didn't remember that he and Yi Yang had made an appointment to meet in Caohejing...

"When will Xie Jintian come?"

"5:[-], there are still [-] minutes." Yi Yang stated, "He will wait for the Shanghai-Chen Line at the station diagonally opposite, and go to Qingpu for an internship."

Xie Jintian didn't realize until now that he had indeed gone to an old-age care institution in Qingpu for an internship during the summer vacation of the year he graduated. Fangqiao, walk another two kilometers to the destination.

But in his memory, Yi Yang has never appeared before... A possibility that surfaced faintly made his hair stand on end.

"He's here now." Unfortunately, this time, there was no pause button, Xie Jintian had to continue to guide under Fan Yizhou's gaze, "What are you doing?"

"I'm taking pictures of him." Yi Yang's tone fluctuated slightly, as if referring to his treasure, "Every angle, every expression... I only have less than 10 minutes, and the car will come anytime."

Only then did Xie Jintian remember that when he was a freshman, he accompanied Yi Yang to the flea market to buy a second-hand digital camera. That camera was considered very good at the time, and it cost Yi Yang his entire summer vacation savings.But Xie Jintian never thought that that camera was actually used to secretly take pictures of him!

"Do you go every day?"

"Every day." Like a prisoner being interrogated, Yi Yang confessed truthfully, "Because of the internship, he leaves early and returns late, and I hardly see him."

Now that Xie Jintian recalled it, he only remembered the hardships of the whole summer internship. After Yi Yang called him tired a few times, he never came to him again, and he didn't feel any regrets about this summer vacation.He thought that Yi Yang was also busy with his own business, so he didn't contact him. How could he know that he was so obsessed with him.

Suddenly recalling the recording he listened to in the morning, Yi Yang confessed to Cheng Yan that he also had the experience of stalking others. Although he vaguely guessed the following, it was still shocking to hear the truth of his confession from Yi Yang.

"Those photos, did you print them out?"

"Well, my parents won't touch my books, they're all in that set of "Outline of National History."

At this moment, Xie Jintian finally had to face the things he had tried to avoid, and then confined those beast-like parts he hated within the cordon.

"Okay, take a deep breath, with every time you exhale, the memory of this whole summer vacation will be slowly forgotten by you." Xie Jintian started his "surgery" without hesitation, "If you must remember, just There would be a choking hazard."

After all, Xie Jintian leaned over and read out the code that was initially set by Yi Yang's ear.He had an agreement with Fan Yizhou that all the important memories about Xie Jintian before Fan Yizhou appeared would be "sealed" so as to gradually weaken Yi Yang's feelings for Xie Jintian.

But halfway through the reading, Yi Yang said: "No... I can't do it."

This sudden sentence made both Xie Jintian and Fan Yizhou stunned.They looked at each other, and they didn't expect that Yi Yang, who had always been submissive under hypnosis, would show such obvious resistance.

Xie Jintian frowned, carefully observed Yi Yang's expression, and saw that there was no sign of waking up, so he continued to order forcefully, "Forget this memory, it will only cause you pain."

"But that's all I have..." On Yi Yang's pale face that had no expression due to deep hypnosis, Mu Ran rolled down a line of tears, and his breathing became short of breath, "Besides these, there is nothing else..."

Fan Yizhou was scalded by the string of teardrops, and immediately pressed Xie Jintian's shoulder, signaling him to push forward a little bit.But Xie Jintian didn't obey, he didn't believe that he couldn't resist Yi Yang's obsession.

Is there anything more ferocious than the fear of death?

"You feel suffocated because you are fighting against yourself." Xie Jintian said condescendingly, "The way to relieve you from pain is to temporarily forget."

After finishing speaking, Xie Jintian leaned down again and read the "spell" in his ear: "87—Bianjing—Yuhubing—12—Hangluo—2015."

Yi Yang's hands scratched his chest violently, he writhed in pain, whimpering, as if someone had covered his mouth and nose.

Fan Yizhou couldn't stand it anymore, and wanted to give up this "surgery" and let Yi Yang slip into sleep.But Xie Jintian grabbed his outstretched wrist and fixed his eyes on Yi Yang.

At this moment, with another line of tears rolling down, Yi Yang's whole body suddenly went limp, like a puppet with a broken thread.

Successful.

A smug smile appeared on the corner of Xie Jintian's lips, and he whispered to the dignified Fan Yizhou, "You finish, I'll go first."

When stepping into the night, Xie Jintian took a deep breath as a victor, then took out his mobile phone and dialed a number.

"Hello? Aunt Wu? Long time no see. I'm Jintian... Is it convenient for you now? I'll get something for Yi Yang."