blue face disaster

On the second day, I slept until around noon before waking up.

After waking up, she saw Shen Mo waiting by her side.

As soon as I wake up, I see the person I love the most, the person who is willing to stay up late to make medicine for me.

Very happy.

I just realized that when you wake up and see the person you love the most by your side, what more could you ask for?

Seeing me waking up, he smiled softly: "Brother Xia told me that you have woken up and your body is still weak, so don't be tired. I saw that he was really suffering, so I told him to go to sleep. I'm here Watching you. Just tell me what you want."

"What can I want?" From beginning to end, I just want you to love me.

He went to bring me some medicine, and said: "This medicine is very effective. The oriental doctor said that the wound will heal after drinking it."

"How can it be so miraculous, even though he is a genius doctor, he never lies. Drink it and he will be cured, I'm afraid it's something you made up." I said while drinking the medicine he fed spoon by spoon with him.

He continued to feed me the medicine, with a calm expression, and his every move was so steady and elegant.

"You were so stupid that day, you came to kill my assassin, just tell him to kill him, now that you look like this, I feel so guilty, I might as well tell him to kill me with a sword, so as not to let you suffer this wrong. "

I'm not stupid, I've thought it through.

I voluntarily die for you.

Although not dead.

"Yeah, it's really stupid. He couldn't see clearly when I poured that pot of crucian carp soup on him. I don't think he can kill you, and I'm fine. You just let you take care of me so well."

I followed his words, seeing the embarrassing but helpless expression in his eyes, I was very secretly happy, and then said: "I just pity those two crucian carps and that pot of soup, let the assassin drink it all for nothing." , but I haven’t tasted what it’s like.” I sighed in a low voice.

"It's a pity about your painting." A sad dark gray light flashed in his eyes.

Seeing his expression, I thought of the big dream I had, and my heart felt sour, and my heart was filled with embarrassment.Why did he leave in the dream, don't want me anymore, why?

After all, reality is not a dream, I suddenly realized.

I didn't want to make him sad, so I made a joke: "The old man who sells crucian carp really said that people who eat crucian carp can live a long life and turn bad luck into good fortune. As expected, it is true. "

"If I had known this, I would have given you all that pot of soup." He had a slightly bitter expression, probably because he felt he owed me.

He is not by my side now because he loves me, he just feels that he owes me.

I don't care, loving him is my business, and I have no regrets about what I do.I continued to joke with him: "I'm afraid, instead of being stabbed to death by an assassin, I would be strangled to death."

I also laughed in line with my own words.

He looked at me very seriously, his eyelashes were very long, and they trembled slightly, casting two fan-shaped shadows on his delicate face, "Don't say that you will die in the future, you will not die."

His eyes were fixed on me, as if he wanted to swallow me up.

That said, it's slightly similar to Brother Xia.

I have become taken advantage of, they are afraid that something will happen to me.

Bracing the pain in my chest, I got up, held his hand, looked at that burning gaze, and said to him, "If you don't leave, I won't die."

If you leave, I won't necessarily die.I added inwardly.

"Okay, I won't go." He vowed, but there was pain and joy in his eyes, I don't understand why.

It's just that his oath is really casual.I'm afraid it will embarrass Dashanhaihai.

He still has Bai Muyan, Bai Muyan will always come, I can't escape that day.I am naturally not as good as that kid Bai Muyan in his heart.

He smiled slightly, gentle and elegant, independent of the world, like a young man like a jade.

At this moment, what he is facing is just a small me, but what I am facing is my whole world, the whole world of my love.What I hold in my hands is also the whole world.

He behaves elegantly, has a natural and unrestrained attitude, and has no pretentious attitude, all of which are natural postures.

I love this boy.

He gently took my hand away, and said: "I'll call the general and madam, and let them see what my son looks like after he came back from hell."

I said, "Go ahead, it's just..."

"Don't worry, the general and madam won't make things difficult for me." He smiled softly, brushing away the worries in my heart.

After a while, my parents came to see me in a hurry.

Mother cried very sadly, saying that there is no need to live without me.

I feel deeply guilty, and just said something similar to Shen Mo, if he doesn't leave, I won't die, no wonder he has such pained eyes, now I feel bitter after hearing these words.

A person has to love another person more to say such a thing, do I really love Shen Mo that much?Telling him that casually is not forcing him to obey me.

My mother told me this, and I was even more saddened to hear it. A mother's child is everything to her, but I don't care about the name and just play games. I'm called Brother Xia, Shen Mo, and mother and father for no reason. Worried, everyone can't even hear me say the word dead.

I stretched out my hand to hold my mother's hand, she must have been overworked and sad these few days, how haggard her face was because of me, and how much white hair was snow-stained, all because of me.

She suppressed sobbing, her hair trembled slightly, and my heart suddenly ached.

I wanted to cry, but I tried not to cry, I can't cry, if I cry, I'm afraid my mother can't help it even more, and my father will also be embarrassed.

I comforted: "Mom, don't be sad, you see that the child is not doing well, and I will honor you two elders in the future, so don't cry."

Mother fell into father's arms, weeping uncontrollably.

I tried to comfort you like this, but it didn't work, so what else?

Father patted Mother on the back lightly, "Si'er, you really made my father feel cold this time. If you die, Shen Mo should accompany you."

Glad I didn't die, glad I didn't die.I muttered to myself a hundred times.

"Si'er, listen to your mother's persuasion, then Shen Mo, you'd better not provoke him, you said that you are what you are now because of him, he is your friend, the one given to you by the prince, and your parents are not good Intervene, you have to take care of yourself, so you can rest assured." Mother endured for a long time before saying these words.

I am stunned.

Shen Mo is just the son of a guilty subject, and he was given to me by the prince. What is wrong with him? He treats me very well, and he treats me well, and I am willing to die for him.

I think so, really wolf-hearted.I am sorry for my parents who raised me for many years.

It's just that I have to.

I was very embarrassed, and I didn't know where to pour out my bitterness, so I had to come up with the bloody words, "I'm tired, I'll rest and rest before I talk."

After a long time, when my parents left the house, I felt that there were fewer people around me who forced me to choose family affection or love.

If your mother and your daughter-in-law fell into the water at the same time, the question of who should be rescued first fell on me now.

I was thinking about it, but I didn't have a clue.

The door creaked open, I glanced sideways at the door, it turned out to be an enemy of the princess, but I came to the door by myself, I didn't want to see her, I had no intention of seeing her, so I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.

She tiptoed to my side, crying, really very softly, afraid of waking me up, suppressed her voice, and said: "Brother Liu, you must not have anything, just take it easy...don't worry", she Sobbing, voice trembling.

"The assassin was actually sent by me to kill Shen Mo, but he didn't have eyes to stab you. It was really not my intention." She wiped her tears with her sleeve and sighed.

I said to myself, it really was you who sent me.Even if you have the guts to admit your mistakes, even though you think I can't hear you.

She paused for a while and continued: "Don't worry, that assassin will never hurt you again, I sent him away in exile."

I'm afraid that keeping his scalded scars all over his body is to expose, but you can't explain it clearly.I sneer.

"It's just that you misunderstood that I poisoned Mr. Shen last time. It was not my handwriting, but you beat me. I was wronged. You know, Shen Mo can't stay. I did it for your own good, but you did it like this." Unfeeling, only listen to elder brother's words, and treat my words as child's play, last time I entered the palace, I only looked at elder brother and not me, now I am locked up by elder brother, I spent a lot of effort to go out of the palace to see you."

As she spoke, my doubts also increased.

Poisoning, not her, who?

How could Shen Mo not be able to stay?

Why did the prince lock up the princess?

The prince stopped me last time not because the princess forgave me, but because he simply didn't want me to see the princess. Why?

I can't solve a single problem.

I am silent.

Before she left, she said: "Brother Liu, I'm afraid I will have fewer chances to see you in the future, and now I will tell you everything I need to say. Please don't listen to me if you hear it. I won't make trouble. I just hope you don't want to hate me."

Cut, pretend to be a good girl to lie to me?I can still see you clearly, with a savage and willful appearance, and now I don't know what you are talking about, but you still have to treat me so hypocritically, you are also a talent.

I don't remember to hate you, I read the three words Liu Siming backwards, you hurt me like this, and made my parents heartbroken. Shen Mo may have given me a promise he shouldn't have given me. Brother Xia, who is even worse, Now I am afraid that it is to continue my life, I am too tired, and my body is very weak.

The people around me are all wounded, but you tell me why I don't hate you, I'm not a saint.

Even the sage Confucius once said: "Repay grievances with virtue, how can you repay virtue?"

Although this is a request you made for me at the risk of going out of the palace, forgive me for not accepting it.

She still tiptoed out the door, and I felt a little bit lost in my heart. Where did the lively, innocent and playful princess go?