I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

I feel more and more like I am going back to the past, because I remember that I lived like this many years ago; I am very entangled in when the last hard knot in my neck will disappear; if it disappears, I think I will be completely fine; although now Every now and then, hope is raised that recovery is just around the corner; I'm just so happy

But I still hate why it's too slow

I can think of the heart that was settled many years ago, and the smiling face walking on the road facing the sun

Maybe I walked too long before I went back to the past; to be myself

The only difference between now and the past is that maybe my heart can no longer accommodate anyone; the life that hurt me the most almost sent me to the palace of hell

, We can't go back to the past, and I can't go back to the past;

And all I want to do right now is to be a proud monkey

As long as I go back to the past, I will no longer be afraid of all the difficulties; those are small to me and can't be small anymore

I found that he probably knew that I was going to get better recently, so he never stimulated me again; occasionally I would send a message or two to talk to him, although I knew he ignored me

I didn't accidentally fall into a black hole like before

The days of not being able to leave for a moment are finally over

Like I have to thank God every time, thank God for loving me so much, for protecting me, for fulfilling all my wishes, and for taking me out of misery

Just like I still want to say to my dear God, please bring him who is handsome, kind, talented, so powerful, so powerful; and then pray that he will love me forever, From hell to earth to heaven; I am linked with him in the earth, and fall in love in hell; we meet again in the earth, and we will be inseparable forever in heaven

I am already in the world;

The soul is completely restored, just need to repair the body; to be beautiful, to be handsome

I have tried and learned

Although I shaved my thick eyebrows into bald five-peaked eyebrows; I am still making progress

Since he was here I really recovered every minute and every second, he really is my everything; became the driving force of all my life

Because of him, I can smile, eat, and have fun; I can't leave even one step away

Then you must become very beautiful, very beautiful.

He likes beautiful girls, but my body is still broken because of illness; my soul is possessed; that body also needs to be changed, I will take it step by step; once he also said that there is no rush

Take it easy

He is my spiritual sustenance, the beginning of everything I have been; and I forgot; I am so sorry

yes i need him

i swear i will never forget

get well soon

I meditated in my heart: ask God, can tomorrow be fine; please;

Please