I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

When I get scared, you leave

When I worry, you disappear

Maybe you are arguing that you won't hurt me; let me rest assured endlessly; once countless people approached me, I would run away; until I met you, I began to heal;

Just like now, "Fengxian said that she envied me for my good grades when I was young." In fact, I didn't know that I had good grades in elementary school; just like today, I know that after I rekindled the signs of life, I have finally achieved results since I started to recover; Because of your existence, I started to return to the world

Elegant you, handsome you, deeply imprinted in my heart, engraved in my mind

I'm glad you gave me a second life; and I gotta get better

In order to meet you, I really crossed the distance between life and death

YZ misses you now; thinks of me

where are you, where the hell

Will you come back to me when I fully recover?

Forgive me for loving you very much now, who let you control my life and death

Forgive my mistakes and give you my heart

And thank you for making me fall in love with you; it turns out that this life is just to meet you......

From then on, I must muster up my courage again and walk towards you

Please, just wait for me; don't leave, don't leave, don't go away

really love you

Because I love you, please take care of yourself

Because I love you, please always be healthy and handsome

Because I love you, please be kind to yourself

Wait, wait for me; I must find you; Tell you I am beautiful

I must touch your face and make my mark

Let you hold my hand and walk to the sunset and dawn

Today, because I made a mistake again, which made me so anxious, I started looking for you again, yes, I got dark again and lost my mood

I saw that Xiaojie said he was so boring, he came to chat and started a tug-of-war

Me: "Let's chat"

"Give me a red envelope"

Xiaojie: "I'm talking. Sex"

My brain is short-circuited

Me: "I'm sleeping, I thought there was a red envelope"

Xiaojie: "There are red envelopes, as long as you talk about sex, you will have them"

Me: let me ask you a question

Xiaojie: "Yes"

Me: "Would you talk to your wife?"

Xiaojie: "I don't have a wife"

Me: "o"

"I'm having trouble"

Xiaojie: "What's the matter?"

Me: "I was blocked by someone, that person is the one I like"

Xiaojie: "How old are you?"

Me: "27"

Xiaojie: "He blocked you, did you do it for him?"

There is a black line in my heart

Me: "Do you think everyone treats you like that?"

"You help me"

Xiaojie: "How can I help?"

"I don't fucking like anyone but him, you can help me, give me some advice"

Xiaojie: "I will add him, I want him to add you"

Me: o You are so kind, thank you.... (WeChat ID)”

Xiaojie: "It's just that you have to promise me

Me: "I can't talk about sex, really."

"I'm a serious girl"

Xiaojie: "Forget it"

Me: "Don't make things difficult for me, you can see me too, a product seller"

Xiaojie: "I can't help you"

Me: "Thanks to my kindness! I still have to chat with you at the beginning!

"I thought you were in a bad mood, and I was afraid you might get depression."

Xiaojie: "Talk about sex and help"

Me: "I fucking like him, talk to you about sex?"

"You tell him like this, hurry up and release your girlfriend, or you will suffer from people asking for WeChat IDs everywhere."

Xiaojie: "You don't talk about sex with me"

Me: "Just say this"

"Go to add"

Xiaojie: "No" "If you talk about it, I will add it"

I was really angry: "There are really no good people in the real world. Don't embarrass me because I have depression, otherwise I will have too many unsatisfactory things and I will want to commit suicide."

"You tell him like this, quickly release your girlfriend, otherwise people will suffer from asking for WeChat IDs everywhere, so you can tell him this" "Thank you" "Is it okay" "Please, I I'm in a bad mood." "Have you added it? I'll send you a red envelope for the head office."

I now think of how many times I have done this and how many WeChat IDs I have borrowed

I just realized that I can finally communicate with others now. Am I crying or laughing?