I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

He lives in the sunshine, and doesn't understand the depth of my brush with death... I said that it is true that I will not see him until I die; I have been keeping the contract all my life.

Finally, I decided not to look for you.

I vaguely remember your last words! "Get out!" Whether or not you found out that I haven't fully healed yet, I can't forgive the meaning of this word.Because I've clearly realized how wrong it is

"When I was unhappy, when I was in a bad mood, I paid another 1"

"Why did you spend it again recently?"

"I don't know, I spend when I'm in a bad mood; the more I think about the past, the less happy I am; it's like this after being stimulated"

"I can't control you anymore"

"I need 8, pay me; I won't give you money for the rest of my life"

But now I still can't do normal analysis, I'm really tired.

It's still my recent special period, and I started to binge eat again; I bought a table of snacks and ate non-stop; or every time you are like this, you are cured by you little by little, or because you are not here'

Maybe you figured it out earlier, I started having regular periods of weakness

I will listen to whatever you say, make me vulnerable,

"I miss you, who else can I miss. I can't trust others, but I'm used to living a life pretending to be strong by myself. It's really tiring." Yes, this is the last time I had a conversation with you; it is still full of Upset yeah (I'm not normal)

But recently, like today, have I made progress again? In my mind, I scolded you, a bastard and a big liar.I get angry.On the other hand, it flashed through my mind many years ago, I existed in the atmosphere at this moment

Today I’m sweating in the gym listening to dance music shaking so many members running and cycling in full swing

Many years ago I have seen a movie at a theater in SQ with who?with who? ,

and my master.It was an American film. At that time, I was still naive. I didn’t understand the complicated relationship between men and women, and I didn’t understand fear. Until I lost my memory and met a lot of perverts, I ran away.

Hold you when I fall into a coma and can't run: don't hurt me, okay?I met the bad guys and I met a lot of bad guys and I ran

Now I'm starting to wonder if I'm being aggressive again I'm serious

Because I blocked SYF again a few days ago, he asked me to participate in a food competition, I want that IPAD.It was passed on, and it was my beautiful photo that said it didn’t comply with the regulations. If I didn’t give it to me, I was so angry that I didn’t want to talk to him; I just called him a pig.Now I know how it can be like this. How unreasonable it is. My brother will give me what I want. He even let me go to participate. It belongs to someone else's house. I can't take it. I finally know what it means.

I don't know why I suddenly remembered the last words I scolded you: What kind of shit fate, it's all shit!It's all bullshit!I will never look for you until I die!If you don't block me, I will scold you to death!Damn you!

I finally have an elevated awareness, an elevated awareness.Understand at this moment that the intricate relationship between men and women is actually full of hormones