I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

Today I went out to Chaoyang Market to visit customers. I haven’t been there for several years. Because of illness, I traveled around, went to Macau, Hong Kong, and all over the country... Auntie said that I have been to so many places and already miss me.It's not as haggard as it was when I first saw me, yes.At first she thought that I was out to fight, but she didn't know that I was a rich lady, and I owed a lot of debts, and I was a divorced person who was severely depressed.Then I chatted with my aunt for an afternoon and instructed my aunt how to post pictures of online micro-businesses, and asked her to promote my products as soon as possible, so that I can collect money, even if I don’t have money.When I got home, I was so tired that I didn't even want to get up when I lay on the bed.Thinking about it now, I have improved so much in YZ, all thanks to you.I saw the voicemail of little Jiajia in the family group, asking her brother if the Ferris wheel she made is very beautiful... Then I remembered that I had lost my memory and asked you like that, insisting on showing you my eyebrows, It's dark and thick, and it's also beautiful, isn't it?Now that I think about it, my stomach really hurts. At that time, I did everything I could to please you, showing you my strengths everywhere, but you still said, paralysis is so ugly, I swear now you dare to say that I am I will beat you to death.But I know that if you come, I will not even be able to say a word...