I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

You shouldn't say I'm ugly, because you know how safe I am when you know I'm ugly!For this sense of security, I have the courage to return to the original, and then tell you, you know!I am saved!I finally met the person in my soul, I used to tell you that I made myself ugly every day, I can't stand everything in the world!Tell you all my secrets, how I made myself so ugly to avoid all trouble!Because you called me ugly and asked me to have plastic surgery, I said I don’t want to seduce anyone so I don’t care, those vain beauty will only bring me unnecessary troubles, but for you I still pack up my former beauty, maybe At this moment, I finally understand that you are showing the world all my protection, but all of this I will eventually

I don't understand because maybe I haven't recovered yet, but YZ, will you come back, and the promise you gave me to accompany me for the rest of my life...they finally bored me, really.money is more important than life