I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

I think of a lot, for example, they will talk about money and survival for me, but why are they persecuting me with distorted values?It's obvious that they can't do it themselves, and it's obvious that I have always paid enough!But YZ. I am afraid, I am really afraid, everything in the world makes me afraid, maybe after I grow up, I love to take care of everything, just like when I grow up, I have paid enough, even the money I have I have never spent their money, why did you treat me like that!People who only have money in their eyes have no love in their hearts; but they only have money in their eyes and no one