I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

It's useless to understand, I am more and more beautiful, like before, although I still have a headache every day, but I can no longer see the sky;

YZ. How many days and nights I have known you, how much time I have tortured you, I will eventually leave.

Thank God, the past is overwhelming, like how I used to be out of my mind, but now I re-demonstrate those piercing pains, whenever I think of them, they are still unforgettable, it is better to lose my memory, thinking about you, everything I used to be my healing wounds.I remember the way I was, now I'll never tell you 'make you laugh!My past was so unbearable, so unbearable that I didn't have any strength to live on...

Now I don't want to run after you anymore, naive