I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

I met her again at the gym yesterday, the little yellow beauty; the reason I call her the little yellow beauty is because every time I meet her, she wears a yellow coat; I like her very much, her skin is fair, although there are spots on her face A few pigmented moles will not hinder her cuteness; we have often met before, we would chat and play around in the bathroom; exercising together in the gym room is very happy; although we don’t know each other’s names until now, but dating Okay, next time we meet again, add WeChat;

When it was close to midnight, I sent him another message, telling him: If you don’t let me out, I will suffer; now I open the door to the property at the entrance of the community and say: let me out; I am really speechless.

But it's useless to say more, just ignore me, and won't let me out; it makes me very scared, is he going to leave me; then what should I do

Because I can’t think clearly, it’s because I don’t have enough brain cells; in order to recover as soon as possible, I will fulfill the promise I made before and go to bed at eleven o’clock; the sheep that have been counted for a long time finally fell asleep

But I had a dream for a long time, but it was not very good; most of it was the scene of being scolded and abandoned in the past; it seems that in my heart, I have begun to indifference this kind of feeling that I could not give up before

Because I know that they can't make me better, they can only make me worse; at least I have started to re-depict my future life in my head, if I get married, then I will be like me Live like the original family, if you don’t visit relatives and friends, just pretend that you don’t have such relatives; Mom and Dad have lived with a few children; then I will live together around my family and give birth to my children in this way

At least when I get better and better, I know how I survived all the way; maybe I have paid too much in the past; others work hard and we are complaining at all; then why do I need to care for them like before

Those who once thought they could not lose can now be lost

I don’t know what that guy thinks about YZ; because he doesn’t let me out no matter what, is it really to stop my habit of talking to him every day?

But I don't know why I can't leave him one step at a time, I hope he can always be with me

I want to be with him forever.

It’s been a long time since I went to the morning market for breakfast, maybe it’s been several months; I haven’t been there in the past few months, I like the tofu flower in the morning market, and it’s only been a few months that I have forgotten that I used to ate there for over a year

I decided to get up early and go again, thinking about whether to go back to my hometown

dad misses me

But I have been recovering not very well, it is really more than enough energy

I used to be in this city to wait for him, and I still am now.

I want to have breakfast with him, go on a trip together, give birth to a baby together, and go wherever I go; let him take me to run around, as long as I go with him, I think I will be happy

I used to say blindly, to protect him; it's ridiculous to think about it.It is conceivable how important he is to me, that's why it turned out that every time he blocked me, it was for my own good, but I would not speak or eat for a whole day; for fear that he would leave and never Not coming back... that kind of worry is something I can't bear, it makes me not want to live, so I told him that if he dies, I will definitely not be able to live