small thoughts

On a rainy night, it was almost [-] o'clock when Yang Keyan assisted the teacher to complete the operation. Fortunately, the patient's deterioration has been brought under control, and everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

Yang Keyan came out of the operating room and ran straight back to the duty room, not even caring about the time to wash his hands.The first thing he did was to look at his phone, wondering if Di Bai would call him, but there was no reminder on the standby screen of the phone, and he felt deeply disappointed in his heart, he didn't want to believe that Di Bai would be like this Therefore, he called Di Bai again.

"Sorry, the person you dialed has switched off..."

Di Bai's phone was still turned off, Yang Keyan let go of his tense nerves, and sat weakly at the table flipping through the address book. He was wondering what Di Bai was doing at this time, but no matter how he thought about it, he would always be with him. irrelevant.

Just when Yang Keyan was thinking more and more, the phone rang, and his first reaction was to pick it up, and he said, "Di Bai?"

"What's the matter, Bai Nen, who misses you all day long."

Jing Yi's teasing voice exploded, Yang Keyan wished he could drop his phone.

"Calling so late, you are so energetic."

"Why, you don't care if I call you, and I won't call you again if you don't care, what did I want to say? Oh, about that white and tender boy..."

"What happened to Di Bai?"

As soon as Yang Keyan heard that it was related to Di Bai, there seemed to be a fire burning in his heart. At this moment, he wished that Jing Yi would stand in front of him and let him speak clearly.

"Don't worry, don't worry, I still want to ask if something happened between you. I saw him on Ruoye Road after [-] o'clock. Think about it, when it rained so heavily at that time, he also I didn’t have an umbrella, I looked like I was looking for someone, my whole body was soaked, I was on patrol, so it’s not easy to go up and talk to me..."

"Ruoye Road, isn't it near the place we agreed on... Thank you, old respect, I have something urgent, so I hung up."

"Huh? I haven't..."

Before Jing Yi finished speaking, Yang Keyan hung up the phone and hurried to look for Di Bai near Ruoye Road. He silently begged Di Bai to wait for him, but there was no one else on the road near the early morning. , The agreed restaurant has already closed.

"Di Bai—!"

Yang Keyan shouted Di Bai's name alone in the empty street, but the only response to him was the lonely echo and the merciless rain, which seemed to be mocking such a fruitless embarrassment.

"I'm so stupid, he left so late, why did he wait for me all the time. Does he think that I'm repenting, or that I'm teasing him again? Is he sad again? Or...or did you come today to reject me?"

Yang Keyan lost his former composure, and he became like Di Bai, constantly thinking about various reasons.

"What the hell is it? His phone has been turned off. Where is he now!"

This is the first time Yang Keyan is nervous because he is completely unsure, and he feels that he has completely lost Di Bai.

Then the phone rang again.

"Doctor Yang Keyan, where are you now?" Xu Ranxin called this time.

"Ah, it's still outside, what's the matter?" Yang Keyan tried to keep calm and replied as if nothing happened.

"Oh, it's very late, and it's raining non-stop, so let's go home quickly."

"What about the patient?"

"It's stabilized now. We'll take good care of it. Don't worry. I'm tired today. Go home."

"Thank you, I see."

Looking for Di Bai was fruitless, Yang Keyan was in a very exhausted state, so he hailed a taxi and went home.It was already past midnight when the car arrived downstairs at the apartment building.Yang Keyan walked up to the [-]th floor with heavy steps, and was about to open the door with the key, but found a person sitting at the door. The person sat curled up with his head down, his arms tightly hugging his legs, and Yang Keyan approached quietly. , I found that the black hair that was completely wet by the rain and turned into strokes, and the body that kept trembling after being soaked in the rain, this is...

"noob……"

Yang Keyan let out a soft cry, and Di Bai slowly raised his head. The person in front of him was a little unclear, so he took a closer look. Although the face that had always looked calm and calm was a little tired now, he still couldn't stop it. The familiar aura all along was that Yang Keyan had come, it was really Yang Keyan who had returned, and Di Bai's tears burst out of his eyes in an instant.

"Xiao Yan, you are finally back..."

"Xiaobai..." Yang Keyan hugged him, "I thought I lost you, and I couldn't find you no matter what."

"I……"

The two of them had too much to say, so many things to explain, and the hug didn't feel close enough.Yang Keyan pulled Di Bai up, opened the door and went into the room. Sitting outside is always unacceptable, not to mention Di Bai's whole body is wet, if he doesn't change his wet clothes, he will get sick.

"Xiaobai, let's take a bath first, I'll turn on the water, let's talk later if we have something to say, we still have a lot of time."

Yang Keyan comforted Di Bai, and then went to the bathroom to test the water. The temperature was just right, so he put the water away and asked Di Bai to go in and wash it first.While Di Bai was taking a bath, Yang Keyan went into the kitchen to boil a small pot of milk for Di Bai. While stirring with a spoon, he couldn't help laughing. It was the first time he felt the joy of doing things for someone he liked. Once he won't let Di Bai go again.

"Xiaoyan, I'm done washing." After [-] minutes, Di Bai came out of the bathroom, "You go wash too, you'll get sick even if you're so wet."

"Well, let's go, I'll make you hot milk, drink it quickly."

"Oh, thank you."

"When I come out after washing, I will see that this cup is empty."

When Yang Keyan came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, the milk cup was indeed empty, but Di Bai's mouth seemed to be stuffed with something, needless to say, of course it was full of milk.Yang Keyan sighed, and put a dry towel on his head.

"Drink slowly, don't choke, why don't you wipe your hair, what were you thinking just now?"

Di Bai managed to swallow all the milk, and took a towel and wiped it left and right on his head. To put it bluntly, he didn't care about wiping his hair, and Yang Keyan couldn't stand it anymore.Yang Keyan picked up Di Bai's towel, made him face him, and began to wipe his hair little by little.

"Aren't you so grown up that you don't even know how to wipe your hair? You can't wipe it dry until dawn."

Di Bai stared at Yang Keyan intently, watched him brush his hair seriously, felt his breath, it was real, not a dream.But even if it was a dream, Di Bai didn't want to wake up from the dream. He wanted Yang Keyan's hand to touch him more, and wanted to immerse himself in Yang Keyan's love, even for a second longer.

"What's wrong? Why are you looking at me like this?"

"No, nothing."

Feeling that Yang Keyan had seen through it, Di Bai looked away shyly, at this time Yang Keyan gave Di Bai another dry towel.

"Then you can help me brush my hair too, we help each other. Please wipe it well, otherwise I will catch a cold tomorrow."

"Oh well."

Di Bai looked serious, so the two of them silently wiped each other's hair, their eyes sometimes looked at each other, and sometimes avoided, but the distance was getting closer and closer, and after wiping, it became the distance between the tip of the nose and the tip of the nose.Yang Keyan first moved his hand from Di Bai's head to his waist, and hugged him. Di Bai's hand also let go of the strength, and naturally put it on Yang Keyan's shoulder. Yang Keyan kissed Di Bai lightly. .

"This time...don't you avoid it?"

Because Di Bai didn't resist, Yang Keyan caused a little "trickery". He could predict Di Bai's shy expression, so he wanted to see him blushing even more.

"I... feel conflicted."

"What is the contradiction?"

Seeing that Di Bai didn't avoid the first kiss, Yang Keyan took advantage of the situation and fell for the second kiss.

"Xiaoyan, do you... like men?"

"I only like you. If you are a woman, I like you as a woman. If you are a man, I like you as a man. It's that simple."

Yang Keyan kissed aggressively for the third time, and Di Bai couldn't escape tonight.

"Aren't you afraid of being discovered, and will talk about you behind your back?"

"Is Xiaobai jealous of me?"

"I don't want Xiaoyan to be talked about because of this, that kind of feeling is very bad, I have already experienced it, and I don't want you to..."

Before Di Baihua finished speaking, his mouth was blocked by Yang Keyan's kiss again. Yang Keyan's lips were soft, like a piece of cotton candy that would never get tired of being licked.

"Those things are nothing to me to fear. They can say whatever they want, and it won't affect me in the slightest. I don't live by them. Those dusty concepts should go to hell long ago."

Yang Keyan threw Di Bai down on the bed, and silently kissed his forehead, brow bone, chin, and neck.

"Xiao Yan..."

Di Bai's face turned red, and he tried to push Yang Keyan away, but in fact he didn't want to do that, and Yang Keyan saw through such selfishness.

"Stay with me tonight."

Yang Keyan whispered in Di Bai's ear, and then kissed him tenderly, but Di Bai still couldn't let go, sucking Yang Keyan's lips in small bites.

"Jinglingling~~~"

Just when the two were about to get into the mood, Yang Keyan's home phone rang ignorantly.

"Xiaoyan, the phone..."

"Don't care about it..." Yang Keyan didn't want to pick it up.

"Go pick it up, what if it's urgent?"

"No matter how urgent things are now, they are not as important as you."

"Listen, the phone keeps ringing, let's answer it." Di Bai urged Yang Keyan to answer the phone.

Yang Keyan exhaled, got up and went to the phone, unplugged the phone line, and the whole room fell into silence again.

"Now, no one will bother you anymore."

Yang Keyan took out a waist support from the drawer beside the bed, and wrapped it around Di Bai's waist.He took another pillow and put it under Di Bai's waist.

"In this way, the pressure on the waist will be less for a while, and it will be more comfortable."

Yang Keyan continued what he had just interrupted, and his movements became bigger and bigger.He used his own body temperature to wrap every inch of Di Bai's cold skin, and in order not to cause him too much pain, he patiently helped him expand until he completely entered.

"Xiao, Xiaoyan...you make me unable to breathe..."

Di Bai was breathlessly kissed by Yang Keyan.

"Then you can grab the oxygen in my mouth as much as you want."

Yang Keyan didn't mean to let Di Bai go, but instead kissed him deeper. Di Bai put his arms around Yang Keyan's neck and kept catering.

It was still raining at night, and the sharp rain was mixed with the rhythmless breathing of the two, pouring out a lot of love.

Warm sunshine came after the heavy rain. Yang Keyan woke up with the first light in the morning, his head was a little heavy in the morning.He turned around and saw Di Bai sleeping quietly beside him, his breathing was fairly steady, and he was sleeping soundly.He touched Di Bai's forehead, it was a little hot, so he took a thermometer to take his temperature, he had a low fever.He dug out the antipyretics from the medicine box, and called Di Bai softly.

"Xiaobai, wake up."

"Huh? What's the matter? Xiaoyan."

Di Bai, who was obviously still asleep, turned over lazily.

"Get up, take medicine, I have a low fever."

Yang Keyan helped Di Bai and let him lean on his shoulder. Di Bai took the medicine, drank a large glass of water obediently, and then lay down again.Yang Keyan hugged him sideways, with his left hand on his forehead, and Di Bai leaned closer to Yang Keyan.

"Lie down for a while."

"Ah."

"Is your body... okay? Does your back hurt?"

"Hm... not bad. Can I take off this waistband? It's a bit hot."

"Wait a minute." Yang Keyan put his hand into Di Bai's waist for a while, and then said: "Wear it for a while, this waist protector contains medicinal ingredients, and the medicinal effect has already begun to work last night."

"okay."

Di Bai held Yang Keyan's hand under the quilt, and clasped it tightly in his own.

"By the way, why did you turn off the phone last night?"

What should have been explained immediately last night left the two of them confused until morning.

"It's not all because of you. If you didn't call, how could I have dropped my phone into the water..."

"Ah? Why are you so stupid? This is all right?"

"What's the matter...Because when I saw it was your call, I panicked..."

"Well, are you nervous when you see my call?"

"Yes. I was very scared at the time, and I didn't know how to answer you. I was thinking about not repeating the same mistakes, and thinking about how you treated me. It was so contradictory. When I couldn't find you in that place, I thought You left, you must have thought that I rejected you, so you left, I thought I had completely lost you, it was like losing the whole world at that time, and I realized how important you are to me."

"Xiaobai...me too, I can't contact you no matter what, I have been waiting for you, but you still haven't come, I am very anxious, unfortunately, there is a patient who is in bad condition and urgently needs surgery, I was taken away, wait It's already [-] o'clock after the surgery...then how did you find my home?"

"It's all thanks to Nurse Xu."

Yang Keyan remembered what Xu Ranxin said to him at the end, "Go home quickly", so that's what it meant...

"Then you haven't replied to me yet?"

"Ah? What do you want to reply?"

"Do you want to stay with me?"

"You, you, you... We, we have all done such a thing, do you want to ask again?"

"Then I want to hear what you have to say. Say it now and turn around."

Yang Keyan pulled Di Bai over and made him face him.Di Bai was not very embarrassed, and wanted to cover his face with the quilt, but Yang Keyan pulled the quilt down again, not allowing him to cover his face.Di Bai made up his mind, since he couldn't escape, he had to face it well, he never wanted to let himself regret it.

Di Bai hugged Yang Keyan tightly, and kissed him actively, accompanied by the phrase "I do".

The pain of the past has been taken away by the heavy rain, and the honey-like love is ushered in. Perhaps neither Yang Keyan nor Di Bai expected that their encounter would usher in such a flowering.Missing each other fills every corner of life, every day, every moment, even if it is too late to realize, but as long as you look back, the person you miss will wait quietly at the other end of the road until you meet again .