small thoughts

"Is having love an enviable thing or a spiritually destructive thing?"

Di Bai stood on the endless seashore, letting the sea breeze blow his hair. Opposite him, in the middle of the sea, stood a tall and thin man, facing him face to face, but remained silent when facing his question.Di Bai no longer expects to draw any useful conclusions from this person, that person no longer exists in the world in his heart...

It was already nine o'clock when Di Bai was woken up by the phone ringing.His mother's phone call always appeared inadvertently, but it was so just right to bring him back from the illusion to reality.Reluctantly, Di Bai turned over on the bed, his eyes squinted, and his arms touched the mobile phone on the bedside table like "crawling and rolling".

"Hi, mom, what's the matter?"

Di Bai let out a limp sound in a daze, his mind still not fully awake.

"I said son, it's already nine o'clock, why are you still sleeping? Don't you have to work? It's cloudy today, and the humidity has increased. Did you suffer from back pain again?"

"Huh? Is it cloudy..."

Di Bai doesn't like cloudy days at all, he doesn't remember when he got a problem like low back pain, but the pain is really terrible when it's severe.He slowly got up from the bed, holding his waist with his left hand. One second he was talking about low back pain, but the next second it seemed to be really aching.Opening the curtains, the sky outside the window was gloomy, and the appearance of the black clouds squeezing each other was like the sea water in Di Bai's dream. He still vaguely remembered his dream just now, but he could only smile wryly, it was not a good dream.

"Hope no monsters descend from the sky or anything."

After Di Bai talked to himself, he realized that the phone call with his mother had not been interrupted, so he hurriedly talked with her for a while, even though he was listening to his mother's nagging most of the time.

Although my mother nagged me several times that my back pain should not be delayed and I had to go to the hospital, but due to my heavy workload every day, I couldn't spare time to see a doctor.But procrastinating like this is not the way to go, Di Bai also pondered for half an hour and then made up his mind to go to the hospital today.

He picked up his mobile phone and called the leader to verbally ask for a day off. After eating a few sliced ​​bread alone at home, he hurried out.

It is also a golden saying to see a doctor as soon as possible.

After overturning several cars and walking a few hundred meters, Di Bai came to Ruoye Hospital—recommended by his leader, who said that it has a special treatment for low back pain, and specifically told him to register as a specialist.

Di Bai, who felt like he hadn't been to the hospital for hundreds of years, lamented that he almost forgot how to see a doctor, and usually he could endure any minor ailments by himself, but now standing at the entrance of the hospital, he felt a little nervous.This hospital looks like it is privately run. The walls of the entire floor are painted light green, unlike a large public hospital that is all white. From a distance, it gives people a sense of tranquility and safety. Fresh green plants are placed on the window sills, and pleasing flowers and plants are also planted in the corridors of the hospital and even on both sides of the road. Perhaps it is because people will not feel too bad if they look at these flowers and plants when they are sick.

But the moment Di Bai stepped into the outpatient hall, the tangy smell of medicinal alcohol reminded him that a hospital is a hospital after all, its essence has not changed, and it will never be too good.

Compared with public hospitals, private hospitals still have some advantages. For example, there are fewer people, there are not too many push and shouts, and there are no long queues for registration. The nurses are all smiling and caring. Let the little tension in Di Bai's heart not expand.

"Hello, may I ask which outpatient clinic you need to go to?"

The lady nurse is not only beautiful, but her voice is so sweet that it seems to ooze honey.

"Hmm, low back pain, which subject should I take?"

For Di Bai, who has never been to a hospital, even the issue of registration is a bit difficult for him.

"It is recommended to go to the orthopedic department first."

"Oh, let's go to orthopedics."

"May I ask if you want to sign up for a regular account or an expert account?"

"Expert number."

"Okay, please show your ID card and pay a registration fee of [-] yuan."

Compared with public hospitals, the only disadvantage of private hospitals is that they burn too much money.

"Hello, the registration has been successful, please take your ticket and wait on the third floor."

Di Bai took the elevator up to the third floor with his things, and as soon as he got out of the elevator, he saw a crowd of people waiting in the expert clinic. He carefully looked at the number of his receipt, it was No. [-]!Then I ran to the expert clinic to check the number on the display screen, and I was called number [-]!It's a bit of a wait, if I knew it earlier, I would have registered with a regular account, anyway, it's pretty much the same.Di Bai was a little discouraged. He walked to the corner and sat down silently, and began to wait for a long time. He was not prepared to wait at all, and he didn't like crowded places.

As the calling number approached a little bit, number [-], number [-], number [-]... Di Bai became more and more anxious, perhaps because he was not used to the nervousness. No. [-], No. [-], No. [-]... Looking at the people coming in and out, the fine sweat on Di Bai's head kept breaking out. No. [-], finally No. [-], the next one is No. [-].Di Bai looked at his watch, then walked to the door and looked inside symbolically. He knew he couldn't see anything, but he still wanted to find some peace of mind.He would also become anxious when seeing a doctor, and Di Bai instantly felt that he was weak.

When patient No. [-] came out of the consultation room, Di Bai stared at the display screen and waited for the number [-] to appear, but the number was frozen at [-].At this time, a "heavily armed" little nurse assistant came out of the consultation room unhurriedly, glanced around at the remaining people waiting at the door, and then said, "Miss Chen suddenly has an urgent operation to be done." Deal with it, please follow me to the next consultation room to wait for the next patients, another doctor will take over, I am really sorry for such an emergency.”

"Ah? Why is this so? We have a special number for experts!"

The crowd behind Di Bai became restless, they complained chirpingly, but no one left in anger.Di Bai felt as if a stone was blocked in his heart, and looked at his watch again, it was already 1:[-] noon, and the whole morning was wasted waiting.

But I have waited for my own number. Although I am not an expert, I just need to show my problem. It is reasonable to treat it today.Thinking this way, Di Bai followed the little nurse to the consulting room next door. As soon as the door was closed, the voices outside were immediately cut off, the ears suddenly became clear, and his heart was not so blocked.But he was still a little uncomfortable and didn't know what to do.

"Doctor, this is patient No. [-]. The professor has seen No. [-] before, so you can follow this sequence."

"Okay, leave it to me later."

The little nurse handed over the notebook to the doctor and left the consultation room.

Di Bai looked around the room, the walls were painted light blue, which was different from the green walls outside, and being here felt much more serious.There are some medical notices hanging on the wall, and the room is divided into two parts by a hard screen in the middle. In the outer half of the living room, there is a small sofa against the wall, and there is a small coffee table in front of the sofa, for patients to sit and rest.

"Sit down."

The doctor's sudden utterance startled Di Bai slightly. He turned his head and saw that the doctor in front of him had a young and clear face, which gave people a very clean feeling. old man.

"Oh, thank you."

Di Bai sat down slowly, caring about his waist.

"It's Mr. Di Bai from No. [-], right?"

The doctor took the registration list and wanted to be seated.

"Yes." Di Bai said and nodded.

"Where is the discomfort?" The doctor then asked.

"Well, my back hurts every time it's rainy, and I don't know what the problem is. The registered nurse suggested that I go to the orthopedics department."

"Well, if you have a waist problem, it may be a bone injury. You come in, and I need to test it for you."

The doctor motioned for Di Bai to go behind the screen, and Di Bai cautiously moved over. Behind the screen was a hospital-specific medical single bed, and there were various medicines and tools commonly used on the bedside shelf.

"Take off the clothes on the upper body and lie on the bed."

Di Bai responded inwardly, feeling embarrassed, hesitantly followed suit.It was the first time for me to face a strange man half naked, and it was a bit embarrassing.

Wearing gloves, the doctor lightly touched Di Bai's waist, then found a point and pressed down gently.I don't know what material the gloves are made of, they are cool and delicate.

"Does it hurt here?"

"No, it doesn't hurt too much."

Maybe it was a little trembling from Di Bai's answer, the doctor changed his way to touch another place.

"Don't be nervous, what about here?"

"It doesn't hurt."

"What about here?"

Switching to the third part, the strength of the doctor's hands became slightly heavier.

"hiss……"

Di Bai felt a burst of tenderness and gasped.The doctor pressed lightly around the painful area again, and this piece of Di Bai felt a little painful.

"It doesn't look like there's any damage to the bones."

The doctor took off the gloves after finding the area of ​​pain, and began to apply ointment to Di Bai's waist.

"Then... what's the problem?"

Di Bai lay on the bed and kept looking back, but couldn't see anything.

"Do you mind if I ask some personal questions? What does Mr. Di Bai do?"

The doctor took off his gloves and asked while arranging the ointment.

"It's just a squatting office."

Di Bai's answer was also very honest.

"Do you often work overtime? Do you often go out to run business?"

"Working overtime is common, but I don't often go out to run business. I belong to the back office department."

"Oh~" The doctor immediately knew, "It should be related to your sitting in the office for a long time. The posture is not right, which puts pressure on the waist. In rainy weather, excessive moisture will cause infection. Nerves in the lower back, so there will be some painful symptoms.

"Uh, is that so..."

"Well, I don't think it's a serious problem. You can get up now, and you don't need to lie on your stomach anymore. I'm afraid your heart will feel a little uncomfortable after lying on your stomach for so long, right?"

"Fortunately."

Di Bai got up from the bed, slowly picked up his clothes and put them on, and kept stroking the back with his hands, curious about what the doctor had just wiped on him.

"At ordinary times, you should pay more attention to your habitual problems. When you sit down, find a softer cushion to lean on to relieve the pressure on your waist. I will prescribe some medicines for you. If you take these medicines recently, you can survive the rainy days .”

"Oh yes, thank you doctor."

When Di Bai stepped out of the hospital, he took a deep breath, still holding a bunch of medicines he just bought in his hand.

"I always feel that seeing a doctor is really painful... I would rather endure the pain in the future."

This feeling is like walking through the gate of hell, if possible, he doesn't want to do it again.

At 07:30 in the afternoon, the indicator lights in No. [-] operating room went out. Experts and many medical staff came out of the operating room, and everyone's expressions were not easy.

"Teacher, you finally finished the operation, is it going well?"

The young doctor leaned against the cold wall of the hospital, waiting for his teacher to come out.

"Ah, this operation is really terrible. It lasted for 6 hours, but fortunately the patient was out of danger."

The expert forced a gratified smile on his face for his students.

"You have worked hard. The dinner has been prepared for you and placed in the lounge. I have nothing to do here and I will go back."

"Well, you should go back earlier. Oh, by the way, Ke Yan, I have thanked you for temporarily letting you pick up my shift today."

The expert patted the young doctor on the shoulder as encouragement.

"It's not hard, what are you talking about, teacher? This is also my job. Then, I will take a step first."

The young doctor nodded to the specialist and left.

At this time, Di Bai was lying in front of the computer writing the work plan for this week, with the medicine just prescribed today in hand, but as soon as he started working, he completely forgot about today's doctor's order.