love you like a song

Mu Zi'an walked into the bathroom.

Afterwards, Gu Nan also followed in, saying that he wanted to rub her back.

Mu Zi'an knew that what Gu Nan wanted to see was not his own body, but how weak this body was after staying in the hospital for three months.

She refused decisively, but the man stood firmly in place.

Mu Zi'an was quite helpless and deadlocked with her in the bathroom. Soon, Mu Zi'an gave in, turned his back, held the hem of the clothes with his hands crossed, and slowly took off his shirt.

With his back to Gu Nan, Mu Zi'an could almost hear the man's forbearance.

She still feels sorry for herself.

Mu Zi'an didn't say much, and quickly filled up the water, and sat in the bathtub with his whole body.

Gu Nan's fingers were very cold, and he gently brushed across Mu Zi'an's spine, as if trying to measure the girl's height with his hands, which made Mu Zi'an's goosebumps rise, but he obediently did not move, letting her do whatever she wanted. Do anything.

In the end, Gu Nan's hand stopped in the left direction, covering the position of the heart, as if feeling the frequency of her heartbeat.

She's alive, right here, not lying lifeless on a hospital bed.

It felt bad to be touched from behind naked, that hand was like a soldering iron, and Mu Zian even started to ache. It was as if the heart still had to be touched by so many bones and skin.

Mu Zi'an: "Nan Nan?"

Gu Nan's hands trembled, as if he had reacted suddenly, he said something in a low voice, then turned around and left suddenly.

Who said you were going to rub my back just now?

But finally he was relieved.I don't know why, but Mu Zi'an actually felt guilty—after leaving Gu Nan for so long, this sudden intimate touch made her very guilty.

After taking a shower in a hurry, Mu Zi'an came out of the bathroom, and found Gu Nan sitting on the sofa blankly, staring blankly at the TV screen that was not turned on, and stood up when she heard the sound of her coming out.

"Have you finished washing?"

"Ah."

"Then go and rest."

Mu Zi'an brushed his wet hair carelessly, and walked up to Gu Nan. "Didn't you have something to tell me?"

"Ah."

Gu Nan suddenly grabbed Mu Zi'an's hand, pointed at her nails and said.

"How many times have I told you, don't bite your fingernails if you can't solve the problem. Look, it's all worn out. You are abnormally thin, it must be because you have eaten roundworms in your stomach, no, I have to take you to the doctor tomorrow."

Mu Zi'an. "anything else?"

"Nothing."

Mu Zi'an didn't take his hand out of hers, but held her instead, feeling the instant stiffness of that person, Mu Zi'an said. "I thought you'd talk to me about what you just confessed."

"Gu Nan, I'm not joking."

"Gu Nan, I really want to be with you forever."

Gu Nan withdrew his hand stiffly. "Doudou, I don't know what you think, but I am a woman, and you are also a woman, so you can't always be with me, you need to find a boyfriend, a boy who can be with you all the time. "

"I don't care." Mu Zi'an said word by word. "Gu Nan, it can only be you, this kind of thing can only be you."

"It's been three years, why haven't you given up?" Gu Nan stretched out his hand to hold his forehead, and made a very helpless gesture. "To tell you the truth, you are too young, I think you are joking."

Mu Zi'an really wanted to tell her that I still have memories of Lily and my previous life, and my mental age is not too young.But after thinking about it, I held back. "Am I kidding, you'll soon find out."

Gu Nan waved his hand, not wanting to listen, and said. "I'll go out and dry the quilt for you, and you go to sleep in my room."

Her words fell on deaf ears.

Mu Zi'an frowned and wanted to say something, but then turned to think of his own age and identity, and felt that it was inappropriate, so he swallowed what he wanted to say abruptly, with a stiff expression on his face, almost shaking his legs, and walked away. To Gu Nan's room.

Everything is the same as when she went to England, before she left.The same bookshelf, the same table, even the owner is the same, nothing has changed.

Mu Zi'an spread out the quilt, curled up inside and sighed.

Meeting such a "straight and straight" woman is terrifying, bending her is more terrifying than bending herself, making Nan Nan accept herself is a problem, let alone wanting to have a deeper relationship.

Mu Zi'an sighed, if she didn't inherit the memory of the previous life, but was the same age as the previous life, it would be fine, so that Gu Nan couldn't evade and say: 'You are still young'.

While complaining, the door suddenly creaked and was pushed open.

Mu Zi'an's breathing stopped for an instant, and after a while, he dared to breathe softly.

"Doudou, you haven't fallen asleep yet, have you?"

silence.

"I also cover my head with a quilt, so I'm not afraid of being suffocated to death."

Mu Zi'an felt that the bed behind him suddenly sank together, as if someone was lying on it, and he couldn't keep his balance for a moment, and almost rolled and stuck to the person's chest, his face was also exposed.

Mu Zi'an turned his head, stared at Gu Nan squarely, and said very seriously after a while.

"Gu Nan, I like you."

Yes, this is what I like.I want to keep the same pace as her, step by step, walk slowly, even if it continues to the end of my life, I won't feel lonely or afraid anymore.

Mu Zi'an reached out and hugged Gu Nan's waist, feeling that her whole body was suddenly stiff, and pressed against her with a little temper. Seeing that she didn't push him, he entangled him even more recklessly, and buried his head on her neck, Slowly, it seemed as if he had become one with Gu Nan.

Mu Zi'an let out a long breath of relief. "Nan Nan, you've done me a disservice."

"I haven't talked to anyone about anything other than mathematics for about two years. I competed everywhere, and I didn't understand the language, and I didn't have a common language with my classmates."

Although Lili's experience is not much, it is very similar to Mu Zi'an. Mu Zi'an is actually talking about herself - in the days when she had nothing, she lived with chemistry like a year.

Gu Nan let her hold her and listened to her quietly.

"Although I knew before that the road of research is not easy, but now I know how hard it is, and sometimes I feel that I can't make it. Fortunately, after the past, it's nothing."

How difficult is the road to Life and Death Chess City, only those who pass it will know...

In the past two years, sometimes Mu Zi'an wanted to give up, but sometimes she felt that she could persevere for Nan Nan's sake. Fortunately, she succeeded in the end.

"You won't drop the golden peas again, will you?"

"How is it possible." Mu Zi'an said lightly, but she had stayed up three days of night study, and now she was really sleepy, so she yawned a lot.

"I don't like the bed, I didn't sleep well in the infirmary, so"

Before he finished speaking, he seemed to be falling asleep.

Gu Nan held his breath until he heard that Mu Zi'an's breathing slowed down, as if he had really fallen asleep, and he was relieved.

Looking at her like this, where does she have the habit of recognizing her bed?Is it recognition?

This position was not comfortable, and within a few minutes, Gu Nan felt his waist numb, but after Mu Zi'an fell asleep, he didn't even move, Gu Nan couldn't help it even if he wanted to.

"This child."

Gu Nan stroked her hair and whispered. "Hey, Doudou, I know you are a good boy and the smartest. But you have been wronged, why don't you ask me for help?"

"...Am I too weak?"

She treated her like she was carving a work of art, waiting for this stubborn stone to shine brightly one day.

However, this work of art is about to be destroyed during the carving process, and she doesn't have enough ability to protect it... Sigh, it is destined not to be able to hold it in her own hands forever...

Can……

Are you really willing?

Gu Nan picked up the phone and asked herself this question, feeling a little dazed for a moment.

I have studied chemistry for too long, and even my thinking has become rational, and I have to think about everything clearly.Gu Nan knew that if he asked himself to answer now, the answer must be——not willing.

The fingers that pressed the keys trembled a little.

"beep--"

"Hello, is it Gu Nan? What's the matter?"

Gu Nan lowered her head and was silent for a while before speaking, her voice was a little low. "Grandma, I'm looking for grandpa."

"Oh, I'll call him."

There was an argument over the phone.

——Old man, it's my granddaughter's phone number, don't stand there, come here quickly.

——Didn't she forget about us?What are you doing on the phone?Do not answer!

——Will you accept it?

- No answer!

——Will you accept it?

—Hey, I'll take it, I'll take it.

Then, Gu Dongliang's voice came through the microphone.

"Hey, what's the matter? Tell me quickly."

"Grandpa, I want to go home."

"What are you doing back? Don't come back."

"Grandpa...I want...to let you meet..."

Gu Nan clenched the phone tightly, and it took him a long time to spit out three words. "Mu Zi'an."

"Is that the girl?"

"Ah."

"The day after tomorrow."

"……it is good."

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Let’s update this chapter today, little sheep, don’t wait O(∩_∩)O~~.