love you like a song

Mu Zi'an picked up his backpack and walked out of the house.

She wasted so much time on physics or other subjects just to give herself a way out.

She is not a teenager, she has something to worry about, what if she can't learn well?Is it the same as in the previous life?

Mu Zi'an's mind was in a mess, and he vaguely thought that he couldn't waste any more time.

"Garbage, garbage that is worse than the bottom one."

"No matter how good the exam was, I still sat in the last row, couldn't see the blackboard, and even had to bear doubts, and was ridiculed as copying. Even if I answered the questions correctly, the teacher would think you were embarrassing her, and the situation was even worse. difficult."

"I don't think it's necessary. The project I'm applying for today is chemistry. I like chemistry. I don't think it's necessary for other introductions."

"For me, this process of constant correction is what makes chemistry interesting. The knowledge system of chemistry is not yet perfect, and there are many places to explore. Therefore, I want to get infinitely closer to chemistry and discover those little secrets, instead of letting It came to entertain me."

"Chemistry is my religion."

In the blur, Mu Zi'an seemed to hear something, and sighed softly.

Destined to let go...

The class bell had already rang, but Mu Zi'an did not return to the classroom. Instead, he walked far away from the teaching building, came to the door of the teacher's office, and stopped.

She came here by running in a hurry, so her breath was short of breath and her mouth and tongue were dry.

Mu Zi'an slowed down and knocked lightly on the office door.

"Come in."

Such a voice came from the door.

Mu Zi'an gently pushed open the door of the office, and the gentle homeroom teacher and the gray-haired math teacher were sitting in the room, they were talking about something.

Hearing the sound of pushing the door, the math teacher turned his head.Wearing glasses and holding a pen in his hand, he slightly raised his eyelids and looked at Mu Zi'an.

"What's the matter with you?"

Mu Zi'an opened his mouth, but was speechless for a moment.

"teacher."

Her chest rose and fell violently, and her face also swelled uncomfortably.

"Excuse me, can I still sign up for the math competition you mentioned last time?"

"...I want to change my chemistry place to math."

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That night, Mu Zi'an did not return home.

Gu Nan only thought that she was late after school and had finished dinner, and sat quietly waiting for her.And this waited for nearly three hours.No matter how calm Gu Nan was, he began to fidget.

After thinking about it, Gu Nan stood up uneasy and walked out.

The night in early summer is already very hot, without wind, it looks even more stuffy.

Gu Nan was not in a good mood either, thinking about what he said to Mu Zi'an at noon today, it might have been a bit serious, maybe because of this, Mu Zi'an didn't want to go home?

It wasn't until standing at the gate of Fuxing High School that Gu Nan became anxious. It was almost nine o'clock in the evening, no matter how angry he was, he should go home.

Thinking of these words, Gu Nan walked into the gate of that school.

It's already nine o'clock, and the school's doors have already closed.Fortunately, there were guards on duty guarding the reception room, and after hearing Gu Nan's explanation of her visit, she was let in.

Gu Nan walked to the first floor, vaguely remembering that Mu Zi'an said she was in Class [-].After searching for a while, I saw Class Fourteen.Only that classroom in the whole building was quiet.

Gu Nan pushed open the door and went in.

She hoped to see the girl sitting there, and she made up her mind that even if she sat there, she would never be angry with her, she would just take her home and apologize to her properly.

But no.

All the boarding students in the classroom were self-study last night. Hearing the sound at the door, they all raised their heads and stared at Gu Nan.Gu Nan didn't panic, she squinted her eyes carefully to identify each face clearly.

Without Mu Zi'an.

Is Doudou not here?

Gu Nan hesitated for a moment, and asked a classmate at the first table in a low voice. "Student, may I ask, is Mu Zi'an a student in this class?"

The child answered obediently.

"She's in the office."

Gu Nan thanked her, and then ran to the door of the office.After calming down a little, I knocked on the door.The door was opened, and Gu Nan saw Mu Zi'an standing opposite him, with his back turned to him, only his back could be seen.

Gu Nan breathed a sigh of relief.

The white-haired math teacher enthusiastically asked Gu Nan to sit down and explained.

"Are you Mu Zi'an's family? Oh, I'm sorry, I left Mu Zi'an here without telling you. That's right, the school recently had a very good opportunity for a competition about international mathematics exchanges Yes. A few months ago, I saw that Mu Zi'an's math scores were good, so I told her about it, but due to the time conflict with the chemistry competition, she never agreed."

"Today, the child suddenly said that he was going. The organizer of this competition is in the UK. Mu Zi'an's visa has not been completed yet, so she is staying tonight."

Gu Nan was slightly surprised. "Go to England? Take a math test? Is she alone?"

"No, our school can have five students in total, and there is also a math teacher."

Mu Zi'an didn't look at Gu Nan, and kept his head down from the beginning to the end.

Won't you tell me about this kind of thing?Gu Nan was a little dissatisfied in her heart, but she still calmed down her tone. "Mu Zi'an, are you really going? What about the school classes?"

The math teacher said quickly. "It's okay. Her class teacher has already contacted the teachers of various subjects about the absence of class, and the school will not pursue it."

"Mu Zi'an, are you really going?"

Gu Nan didn't answer the math teacher, but still stubbornly asked Mu Zi'an for his opinion.

Mu Zi'an slightly raised his head to look at Gu Nan, then suddenly lowered his head again. "I will go, I must get the ranking. If I can't get it, I won't come back."

What nonsense!

No matter how good Gu Nan's tutor is, he couldn't help getting angry at this moment.

"Then you can't discuss it with me in advance? Do you know how worried I will be when you go to such a far place alone? How many days will you go this time?"

No matter how many days it has been, Gu Nan turned to the math teacher and said. "No, teacher, Mu Zi'an can't go, she's still too young and has stomach problems, I'm afraid she won't be able to adapt to the environment, wait until later"

Before he finished speaking, he heard Mu Zian's rather calm voice say.

"Nannan, I'm not young anymore, you are not my biological parents, and I have the right to decide whether I want to go or not."

Gu Nan looked at Mu Zi'an in disbelief, as if she didn't know her anymore.

It's not that she didn't think about the child flying away from her, and she could even imagine the scene when she closed her eyes every day and night. Gu Nan firmly believed that she must be gratified and proud at that time.

It's just that he didn't expect that the child would be out of his care so early.

Gu Nan hopes to find a little hesitation in those eyes. If she finds out, Gu Nan must take her back from here, and let her participate in international competitions when she grows up.

After all, she also knew that Mu Zi'an didn't like mathematics, and if she went there, with Mu Zi'an's level, she would definitely fall hard.However, Mu Zi'an's eyes are so firm, so mature that he doesn't look like a child's eyes.

Gu Nan took a few steps back in embarrassment, calmed his breathing, tried to keep his tone as calm as possible, and asked the math teacher. "How long is this contest going to last?"

"The time is uncertain. It belongs to the knockout round. The longest may take more than half a year."

Let her see the reality clearly.Gu Nan hesitated for a moment, then slowly approached Mu Zi'an, and patted her on the shoulder lightly. "Go home when you're done. I'll go back first. Be careful yourself."

"Yeah." Mu Zi'an looked at the man sullenly, and nodded.

When walking out of the school gate, Gu Nan took a slow breath, the night gradually became a little colder, choked her, and immediately shivered.

When Gu Nan was teaching in her first year, she met many hard-working and studious children. The students had a good relationship with her. Gu Nan also felt very happy when teaching them. At that time, she really felt that teaching was the most sacred profession in the world.

However, no matter how much she likes those children, after four years, they will go their separate ways.

As the teaching age grows, Gu Nan will also devote herself to teaching her students, but she no longer has the same investment as in the first year, because she already knows that no matter how much she puts in, these children will leave one day.

This is the teacher's helplessness.

Even though he knew that Mu Zi'an had the right to pursue everything he wished for, Gu Nan was still secretly unwilling.

She didn't want Mu Zi'an to leave her so early, and she didn't want Mu Zi'an to step into the circle of international competitions so early.Because she has experienced and failed, she is afraid, afraid that Mu Zi'an will be like herself.

Gu Nan supported her forehead, thinking like self-suggestion: Doudou doesn't belong to you in the first place, you have no right to interfere with her behavior.

Now, it's a bit like the psychology of marrying a daughter.

Gu Nan teased herself and was stunned for a while before walking home.

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