love you like a song

Mu Zi'an dragged Shi Qing downstairs, and seeing his knuckles were so sharp that he could almost see through the blood vessels, he couldn't help saying a word. "Shi Qing, you are actually very powerful."

Shi Qing, you are amazing.

You don't need to care about them, just do what you want to do.

she thought silently.

People who don't understand Shi Qing must think that he is very happy, but from Mu Zi'an's point of view, he is not happy.

Hearing this sentence, Shi Qing paused as he was about to go downstairs, as if he had understood the underlying meaning, after a while, he suddenly turned around, approached Mu Zi'an's face, and spoke with a voice that only two people could see clearly. Type, said silently.

'do you know?What I want, is actually'

He pointed with his finger.

Mu Zian raised his head in surprise, and looked at the direction of Shi Qing's finger, it turned out to be Gu Nan who was still watching the two go away.

She was stunned for a long time, as if she had regained her senses.The slightly soft eyes gradually changed, becoming sharp and without warmth, and finally gave Shi Qing a scrutinizing look.

Mu Zi'an had never looked at this child so carefully before, she slowly let go of her fingers holding Shi Qing's arm one by one, even showing a sense of hostility.

"Don't even think about it."

Shi Qing also looked at Mu Zi'an, without dodging, he opened his mouth reluctantly, his face turned pale.Although there was no sound, Mu Zi'an understood that he was saying 'why'.

Mu Zi'an smiled brightly. "she is mine."

Always.

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Mu Zi'an and Gu Nan had a quarrel.

Before walking to the door, Gu Nan looked back at Mu Zi'an, wanting her to see Shi Qing off.But Mu Zi'an lowered his head, pretending not to see it.

The look in Gu Nan's eyes made her feel uncomfortable, and she didn't understand Shi Qing's sudden pale face, but Mu Zi'an just didn't want to take a step out of the room, and wept silently at the door.

She was unwilling to send Shi Qing home.Mu Zi'an didn't understand why, anyway, after understanding the meaning of 'Shi Qing wants Gu Nan', Mu Zi'an just didn't want to.

Anyway, she is a child now, she will go back on what she says, she will be willful...

After this additional test, Mu Zi'an spent the entire evening when he was supposed to relax in the cold war alone.Like retribution, she had the same dream she had in the third year of high school again just like before the extra exam.

After struggling in the dream for a long time, Mu Zi'an suddenly woke up with a lot of sweat pouring out of his forehead.Her stomach was cold, and her body was tightly wrapped in a quilt, which was as hot as an iron furnace.

Ice and Fire.

The clock on the wall of Gu Nan's house was still running dutifully, making a 'tick-tick' sound, which made Mu Zi'an feel anxious, she stretched out her tongue and licked her upper lip, where it was dry and cracked.

I took a few breaths.

At this time, the clock suddenly started to strike the time, and the sound of 'boom—boom—' echoed in her ears. The sudden sound made her heart beat faster, and her throat suddenly felt itchy.

Mu Zi'an struggled to get up, before he could flush to the toilet, he knelt down on the ground, coughing hastily.The cough was so violent that she even started to vomit, and the vomit was bloodshot.

These noisy sounds woke Gu Nan up, Gu Nan carried Mu Zi'an to the sink, and wiped her face with a hot towel.

The towel was covered with vomit, which made Mu Zi'an feel sick, but Gu Nan, who was a bit of a clean freak, didn't feel it. Gu Nan washed the towel with clean water and looked at her worriedly.

His light-white hands were soaked in hot water and turned red, as if they were about to bleed.

At this moment, Mu Zi'an remembered that Gu Nan told her in her previous life that when she first adopted her, she often coughed in the middle of the night and vomited whenever she coughed.Did Gu Nan in the previous life also gently pat her back, wipe her face and hands like she is now?

How could I say such cruel things to her?

How can I bear to say 'you have no money, I don't want you'?

Mu Zi'an coughed and trembled all over, one hand held Gu Nan's wrist tightly, and the other hand supported the sink, he vomited violently, and was still talking vaguely.

"Gu Nan, I'm sorry." Mu Zian's mouth drooled, and the person whose name was called wiped it off for her with a warm towel.

Mu Zi'an said. "do not Cry."

Gu Nan looked at her in surprise.

Mu Zi'an said it over and over again, as if he was afraid that Gu Nan would not hear him.

"Don't cry...don't cry."

Gu Nan patted her trembling back because of vomiting, and comforted her seriously.

"Doudou, I didn't cry."

Gu Nan didn't know that Mu Zi'an wasn't talking to her.

Mu Zi'an said it to the person who squatted by the lake, slapped himself, and shed tears.

"I'm sorry...don't want me."

don't alienate me...

don't drive me out of the house...

I only have you...don't...don't want me

The tears were dim and dark, unable to distinguish between dreams and reality.

The sky was still dark, dotted with a few stars.

Gu Nan drove Mu Zi'an to the clinic, the doctor asked a few words and said.

"The child doesn't have enough rest, and he still has symptoms of slight cold. Don't let the child worry about it at night, take a good rest, and it's best to increase the temperature at home."

Gu Nan was stunned. She didn't know that asking me to do too many questions was a kind of harm, and she didn't know that a slight low temperature test would make me uncomfortable.

The doctor bowed his head and wrote something, then said.

"The child has a bad stomach, eat less cold food, eat more fruit and yogurt, and drink some porridge at night."

Mu Zi'an finally understood why she had porridge for dinner in her previous life.Gu Nan kept saying 'thank you', and when she was walking back, she suddenly squatted down and said to herself.

"Doudou, come up."

Although Mu Zi'an will be taller than most women in the future, but now she is very short and thin.No matter how thin she was, Gu Nan was still a girl. Mu Zi'an was afraid that Gu Nan would not be able to carry her back, so she shook her head.

If she didn't go up by herself, she wouldn't get up. In the end, Mu Zi'an compromised, stepped forward and hugged Gu Nan's neck, and she carried herself up very lightly.

The hospital was very quiet in the morning, and Gu Nan walked steadily.

Mu Zi'an felt sorry for her.

When he was in college, Mu Zi'an already had the ability to support Gu Nan, but because Gu Nan was alienated at that time, he abandoned her, and he didn't even ask her why, but just blindly sent her the monthly work-study salary, Continue to quarrel, cold war.

Gu Nan has carried her back so many times, but when she was in love with her secretly and couldn't straighten up due to the pressure of ethics, she couldn't step forward and give her a shoulder.

It's ridiculous that now, when Shi Qing pointed at Gu Nan and said that he wanted her, he actually panicked, indeed panicked.

Mu Zi'an even acted like a hedgehog for the first time, setting up all the thorns of his guard against Shi Qing, and he showed no mercy.Just because he realized that Gu Nan might no longer belong to him alone.

I might also like Nan Nan.

Mu Zi'an buried his head on Gu Nan's back.She is very thin, her back protrudes faintly, through her windbreaker, she can see Gu Nan's bones.

Mu Zi'an said.

"Nannan, let me come down."

Gu Nan seemed very happy when she heard her talking. This was the first sentence she took the initiative to say to her after the cold war in the evening.She shook her head and said.

"I'm not tired, let's recite it for a while. Are you still uncomfortable?"

I coughed and vomited all night, and I didn't have the strong body of a 30-year-old woman, so it was naturally uncomfortable.But Mu Zi'an shook his head and said no more.

After getting in the car and getting home in a daze, Gu Nan carried Mu Zi'an upstairs, and then onto the bed, carefully covered herself with a quilt, and sat beside her.

Mu Zi'an was so tired that he fell asleep as soon as he closed his eyes.This time, probably because Gu Nan was beside him, he didn't have a single dream.This is the first time I slept well after I was reborn.

When Mu Zi'an opened his eyes again, it was already dark, and the day just passed by.

There was a warm atmosphere everywhere, Gu Nan sat beside him, turned on a small warm yellow lamp, and read a book.

When Mu Zi'an came together, Gu Nan closed the book and looked at her nervously. After a while, as if he remembered something, he took out a glass from the kitchen, which was filled with viscous white liquid.

When she saw it, she knew it was yogurt, and it was warm.

Gu Nan said after watching Mu Zi'an finished drinking. "You slept for so long and haven't eaten all day, are you hungry?"

Mu Zi'an nodded and sat on the chair, but Gu Nan only brought her a bowl of porridge. "It's better to eat less at night."

Mu Zian looked at the warm porridge in front of him, and drank it silently.

In her previous life, she hated the dark time in junior high school very much. She selectively forgot many things. She didn't know why Gu Nan made me drink porridge every day.Sometimes I get tired of eating and feel bored.

But Mu Zi'an knew that, except for the days when he lived with Gu Nan, his stomach disease never recurred, and he spent the rest of the time in pain.

They sat silently at the table, eating face to face.The porridge in front of Mu Zi'an was boiling hot, and it contained a lot of things, like eight-treasure porridge, which was so badly cooked that it could be swallowed straight away.

This episode is deep in Mu Zi'an's memory.

Even though he chose to forget that time, even after a long time, Mu Zi'an was still deeply impressed by the peaceful scene where he and Gu Nan sat and drank porridge together.

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o(*￣▽￣*)o A few chapters have been updated, haha, sleep late tomorrow...