love you like a song

Gu Nan sat on the sofa silently, and said to Mu Zi'an, "Who was that person just now?"

"Doctor, the organization specially rations me, the person who manages my personal safety and physical safety."

"Doudou, that time in Shanghai, for the sake of toffee, I don't count." Gu Nan lowered his eyes. "But I didn't say I'm not angry with you, unless you next time - unless you, when you leave in the future, tell me in advance."

Turning his head to look at Mu Zi'an carefully, he saw that child nodding his head very solemnly.

From the moment she brought her back to her home, Gu Nan was ready for her to leave, knowing that the child had a bright future, and it was very likely that she would leave her far away and walk into a world completely different from her own. .

At that moment, the uneasiness entangled in his heart and the pressure of the family were cut off by Mu Zi'an's confession, and he was even a little rejoiced that this child belonged entirely to him.

But even so, there are still so many unexpected things that Gu Nan didn't expect - the unknown reason for going to Shanghai, the year of disappearance, the job that cannot be revealed to the outside world, the mysterious companion, everything that Gu Nan really wants to ask, But he couldn't ask.

There was silence between the two for a while, Gu Nan suddenly smiled: "I don't think it's interesting for you to live here now, originally you wanted to study chemistry with me, but what are you studying about aerospace and rockets now? Is it really okay here?"

"Are you driving me away?"

Gu Nan turned his gaze away. "I just don't think it's worth it for you, you should have something better."

"Cough." Mu Zi'an frowned and coughed, paused, and said suddenly, "Nan Nan, what can I do if you think I left you?"

"..."

"..." As if he had finally made a decision, Mu Zi'an raised his hand, and those pale and slender fingers pointed to his throat.

"Here, I haven't made any sound for almost a year, and I can only talk to very few people. The doctor said, I am targeted autism."

Gu Nan was stunned.

"However, you are the only target." Mu Zi'an narrowed his eyes. "It's an interesting disease, isn't it? I discovered it a long time ago. Without you by my side, I would never be able to make a sound."

"303A051 asked me to find an excuse for myself to speak, but it was very difficult. This year, I have been enlightened by psychologists one after another, but I have not been forced to say a word. As you can see, without you."

Mu Zi'an's dark eyes stared straight at Gu Nan, showing a very dangerous expression. "What else is it?"

Gu Nan heard the smell of alcohol on Mu Zi'an's body, she didn't notice it just now, but now it became more and more obvious, I don't know how much she drank.

Mu Zi'an's expression didn't change at all, and her thoughts were still very clear, but upon closer inspection, her steps were weak, almost as if she was stepping on cotton.

Gu Nan asked: "...you, why are you drinking?"

It turned out that Mu Zi'an wasn't unwilling to open his eyes wide, it was just that he drank a little too much and his eyes were slightly swollen.Now he said: "The celebration banquet."

"What celebration banquet?" Gu Nan asked, "Forget it, forget it."

He reached out and touched Mu Zi'an's head, it was really scorchingly hot, he helped her into the bedroom, and couldn't help but scold her.

"You are really...you are obviously not yet an adult, and your stomach has always been bad. What are you learning to drink, and you have to talk to others when you see them in the future, do you hear me?"

Mu Zi'an half-closed his eyes, nodded after a while, and said softly, "Drink so much—I want to get myself drunk quickly, and then I can muster up the courage to come back to you sooner."

A year of separation is really tormented, except for the working time, I miss every minute and every second.

Gu Nan wiped Mu Zi'an's face and hands with a wet towel, and watched her slowly close her eyes, suddenly not knowing what to do, she just wanted to be by her side all the time.

It's not as thrilling as it is on TV, when it comes back, in fact, there is only extraordinary excitement, and it is impossible to lose your mind.

Gu Nan lowered his eyelids, stared at Mu Zi'an for a long time, hesitated and wanted to hug her, but was afraid that Mu Zi'an would be woken up by him.

Just sat by the bed for a long time.

At noon that day, after a long absence, the two of them sat together for lunch, Mu Zi'an seemed very excited, picked up vegetables with chopsticks, and dropped them on the table twice, and I don't know why.

Around four or five o'clock, Mu Zi'an, who was sitting on the sofa, suddenly stood up and said to Gu Nan, "Nan Nan, I have to go out for a while, and I'll be back for dinner tonight."

"..." Gu Nan frowned, then nodded again, "You go."

In less than two hours, Mu Zi'an came back, but when he came back, he was dressed differently from when he went out, a suit skirt that matched the height, very similar to a white shirt and flat shoes for work clothes.

But Gu Nan no longer felt strange, she already knew something secretly in her heart, she didn't fully understand, and she didn't want to interfere with Mu Zi'an's affairs anymore.

Gu Nan has always had the habit of watching news broadcasts. After dinner, she can turn on the TV and watch it for half an hour before going to study on her own, but today Mu Zi'an blocked her view of the TV and said.

"—Don't read it today."

Gu Nan found it strange that Mu Zi'an blocked her view but couldn't mute the TV. She had already heard the voice of the hostess and asked. "Why?"

Mu Zi'an's expression was very complicated, but he didn't say anything. After a while, he moved away from Gu Nan's side, sat side by side with her, and started to watch the news in silence.

In fact, there is no amazing news in the news broadcast. How happy the Chinese people live, and the wars in foreign countries, plus some other strange articles, the news broadcast is over.

The reason why Gu Nan wanted to watch it was just because of her habit. The more Mu Zian refused to let her watch it, the more curious she became. She used to feel sleepy when she watched it, but today she was full of energy, wanting to see what was so strange about it.

It was important to watch for more than 20 minutes, but there was nothing strange about it. Just when Gu Nan was about to sigh in boredom, a familiar figure suddenly appeared on the screen.

Slender and vigorous, with a neat black suit, long light-colored hair, and a pair of big eyes reminiscent of expensive cats, half-closed coldly.

If it wasn't Mu Zi'an, who else would it be?

Gu Nan's eyes widened instantly, took a breath, and carefully stared at the girl on the screen, as if she didn't recognize her.

A young host said: "Our country's aerospace industry has developed by leaps and bounds, and young people have become the backbone. The girl sitting in front of me is named Mu Zi'an. She is only 16 years old this year, and she is the one who launched the Shenzhou-[-] launch. Mid-range power."

"This army of aerospace science and technology, 80% of whom are technicians under the age of 40, demonstrates the vitality of China's aerospace industry."

Mu Zi'an nodded lightly, but did not speak.

"Even in this team of young people, apart from her sister Lu Yun, Mu Zi'an is the youngest person."

"She just graduated from university, gave up the opportunity to study for a Ph.D., and switched careers to the aerospace field. Why didn't Mu Zi'an finish her Ph.D. first and then start working?"

Seeing her pursing her lips, Gu Nan slightly changed her posture, and Mu Zi'an said. "Because of my interest, I am strongly attracted by it, and I also want to complete the task earlier..."

Mu Zi'an coughed lightly and said.

"Our holidays are basically not holidays. We have to work overtime all day. After completing the task one day earlier, we can go home one day earlier. My lover is still waiting for me."

After hearing Mu Zi'an's words, Gu Nan felt a 'buzz' in his ears, and almost lost the ability to think. He looked at the girl with a calm expression on the screen and looked up.

The beauty contained in her expression makes people forget her age, and Gu Nan can't help but be moved by it.

Mu Zi'an didn't say another word.

There was only a short report in less than 3 minutes, but the shock caused to Gu Nan was far more than that. It was like a hydrogen bomb exploded in his mind.

Mu Zi'an actually said 'lover', calling her lover on such a large and formal occasion.

On the other hand, Mu Zi'an was also very embarrassed.

I participated in scientific research before graduating from university. Although I have a university diploma, I haven't actually finished my studies. The first three months of that year's work are all kinds of learning professional knowledge. Needless to say, there are difficulties .

Being interviewed is actually a matter of organization and arrangement. It is because I am attracted by "it" that I don't want to do a Ph.

Gu Nan took a breath and turned to look at Mu Zi'an.Mu Zi'an didn't look at himself, he sat on the sofa, propped his chin with one hand, the profile of his profile was smooth, and he looked indifferent.

After a while, she didn't turn around, she just squinted at Gu Nan with the wrong eyes, and said. "It's not that you can't talk at all, at least about Nan Nan, it's very easy."

Gu Nan couldn't describe his current state of mind at all, excited?Maybe a little bit, but it's complicated.An 'excited' couldn't describe her feeling at all, it was so complicated that Gu Nan couldn't find a word to describe it.

Mu Zi'an looked at her expression and said, "How do you feel now?"

"..." Gu Nan still looked at Mu Zi'an vaguely, "I don't know."

Mu Zi'an secretly found it interesting, leaned forward and put his arms around Gu Nan's waist, smacked it ambiguously, raised the corners of his mouth, and said, "Then what now?"

"..."

Even the heartbeat can be heard clearly at such a close distance, and it feels like they are almost fused together.

Gu Nan let her hug her, and suddenly said: "I used to think that people like me would not trust others easily, but I finally trusted you. You left when I was seriously ill."

"On the day you left, sometimes I would hate you very much, thinking that if one day you came back, how would I blame you, but when you really came back, I couldn't help myself, so I had to alienate you indifferently."

"In the end you disappeared, as if your existence was erased. I didn't care at first, but then I became afraid, afraid that you would never come back, afraid that you would be kidnapped and die in an unknown corner."

"I thought about it for a long time, and thought about my behavior over and over again. It wasn't until you came back that I breathed a sigh of relief and thought it over clearly—Doudou, you are also a completely free life, and I shouldn't bind you."

Mu Zi'an frowned and continued to listen.

"I'm thinking, people like me probably won't find anyone else, if you—" Gu Nan paused, without saying anything, and said, "I will always be with you."

In his previous life, Mu Zi'an never believed in immortals, but after his rebirth, he began to have faith. He thanked that illusory soul in his previous life all the time, allowing him to study chemistry more deeply in this life, and found the person he had always loved in his previous life.

One day, there will be this person who will accompany me all the way to the peak, see all the scenery of Wanshan, and walk down from it intact.

Mu Zi'an kissed the top of Gu Nan's head, paused, and said, "Marry me, Nan Nan."

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It's over in one breath, and then I will slowly fill in the episodes... Don't beat the wolf.