love you like a song

"Instructor, can you let Mu Zi'an answer the phone?" She asked eagerly.I wish I could be by Mu Zi'an's side at this very moment, accompany her, and talk to her.

The person answering the phone was clearly impatient. "Teacher Gu, you can't make phone calls during military training, don't you know?"

"Don't call me again."

Gu Nan was about to say something when a girl's voice came from the other end of the phone. "Instructor, what are you going to do next?"

"Stand in military posture."

Gu Nan didn't need to guess, he knew that the female voice was Mu Zi'an.

She froze for a moment, the phone beeped and hung up.

Gu Nan hurriedly called again.

But she forgot that just because she was willing to continue, it didn't mean that the instructor was willing to break the rules. The other party didn't even answer the connection, so she hung up the phone directly.

Gu Nan called several times before holding the phone disheartened, nestling on the sofa, rocking back and forth, watching the night gradually envelop.

Just like the month when Mu Zi'an was not around.

The golden sunset was immediately replaced by boundless darkness.

She shouted in her heart, Doudou, come back.

Come back, Doudou.

Just how many times, there is still only her own shadow.

Gu Nan stayed in the hospital for a few days, smelling the pungent disinfectant, and underwent dialysis several times. After confirming with the doctor that he had advanced uremia, Gu Nan fell silent.

She went back to her hometown.

When she went to visit grandpa's grave, it was raining lightly.

Today, there are many grave-sweepers, but Gu Dongliang's grave is bleak.Gu Nan didn't bring chrysanthemums, but Casablanca, which was his grandfather's favorite during his lifetime.

Gu Nan put the flowers away, swept the tomb, and cleared the tombstone.

Gu Nan scanned very seriously, she thought this should be the best time in her life to help grandpa.Maybe next year, I will be buried in the ground as deeply as my grandfather.

Before leaving the cemetery, Gu Nan's cell phone rang, picked it up and saw that it was a text message from Lu Yaoping.

Gu Nan glanced at the content of the text message, then frowned, and hurried to the milk tea shop in the city center.

However, Gu Nan failed to leave the cemetery and collapsed on the ground.

Gu Nan remembered that she had a very long dream. In the dream, she brought Mu Zi'an home with three toffees, and then she fell in love with Mu Zi'an...

Gu Nan looked at it very seriously and carefully.

She saw a tombstone with her name written on it and a pale white Casablanca on it. Mu Zi'an knelt there expressionlessly, and the heavy rain washed over her for a long, long time.

As if crying for her.

Gu Nan felt a pain in his heart, and wanted to go forward and hug the girl who was kneeling on the ground, but when he walked in, he realized that it was all a phantom, and Mu Zi'an had disappeared.

She still hasn't forgiven me for leaving.

Gu Nan got up suddenly, she was scared to death.

Lifting the quilt, Gu Nan went to the ground. "Doudou."

where is she?

I want to see her.

Gu Nan took out her mobile phone and called over and over again, but the call was not answered.She didn't care about her image, and walked out with a bang, alarming the nurses and doctors.

Someone whispered in her ear.

"Miss, you are not in good health and cannot be discharged from the hospital immediately. We still have to do a series of examinations on you. Please cooperate with our work and inform your family members for further treatment."

Gu Nan's mind went blank. She also said that she wanted family members. If she left, what family would Doudou have.

The only thing Gu Nan wants to do now is to find Mu Zi'an and tell her the truth.

The phone rang again, it was still Lu Yaoping.

She said 'I'm still waiting for you at the milk tea shop', Gu Nan was a little displeased.

Thinking of that text message, Gu Nan walked out of the hospital in a rampage, came to the milk tea shop, ordered a glass of orange juice, and sat down facing Lu Yaoping.

Gu Nan didn't speak.

She needs to calm down and think about how to tell Lu Yaoping how to keep her from taking back Mu Zi'an's custody.

Gu Nan knew that she was in a mess. To visit the grave, she was dressed in black, because she fainted on the ground, and there was mud on her black coat. She slept in the hospital for several hours, and her hair was also messy.

Gu Nan felt that the waiter's eyes were strange, and she tried her best to tidy herself up.

Before finishing the orange juice, Lu Yaoping spoke first.

"Gu Nan, I went to the hospital for a physical examination a few days ago..."

"..."

She still didn't speak, so Lu Yaoping had to take out something and hand it to her.

"This medical record is yours, isn't it?"

Gu Nan glanced at the medical record, then raised her head.

……

……

……

Because of Mu Zi'an's young age, he acted as an announcer during military training. These days, he read some inspirational stories for people at night, and he can move freely during the day, which is very relaxed.

Gu Nan has been trying to call the base.

Because closed military training does not allow any contact with the outside world at all.

At this time, Gu Nan called Mu Zi'an's instructor, and after a long time, the instructor finally agreed to talk to Mu Zi'an after being annoyed by the instructor.

The instructor was a little irritable, he said to Mu Zi'an:

"Aren't you going back in a few days? I've never seen such a parent. Can't wait for a few days?"

Mu Zi'an didn't speak, but just picked up the phone.

Mu Zi'an listened patiently to Gu Nan's words, replied with a smile, and then found something wrong - Gu Nan kept saying repetitive things, but didn't hang up for a long time.

Mu Zi'an already knew that Gu Nan had something to say to himself.

Did she want to tell herself?

As a result, Mu Zi'an stopped responding to Gu Nan, and after a while, Gu Nan panicked, her voice was weak, and she called herself on the phone.

"Beanie?"

Mu Zi'an was silent for a while before he let out an 'hmm'.

In this way, Gu Nan quickly said what he wanted to say.

She hesitated, so her voice seemed weaker and hesitant.she says:

"Three days ago, your mother had a long talk with me. She said she wanted you...to let you go back."

Mu Zi'an froze for a moment, he didn't expect Gu Nan to say this after dawdling for a long time. "No."

There was no hesitation in responding.

Gu Nan breathed a sigh of relief.

Mu Zi'an could imagine her holding her forehead on the other end of the phone, and smiled.

Gu Nan said seriously.

"I won't let go either."

She said 'I won't let go either', not 'I don't want to let go either'.

Mu Zi'an inexplicably felt a little relaxed, but the bits and pieces of memories from her previous life suddenly seemed to wake up, and quickly slid through her mind, and her face turned dark all of a sudden.

Mu Zi'an was displeased to find that he seemed to return to his biological mother in his previous life for a while.

Mu Zi'an didn't know what Lu Yaoping had said to Gu Nan at that time, and she couldn't even remember why Gu Nan sent her back.

She only vaguely saw that she seemed to be on the train, and Gu Nan's face was pale under the train.

Mu Zi'an's displeasure quickly disappeared, and she confused this vague scene with her previous life memory.She thought that Gu Nan would not, and could not, send herself out now.

They are already in love with each other.

Mu Zi'an raised the corners of his mouth, lowered his voice, covered his mouth with his hands, and said to Gu Nan.

"Nan Nan—I love you."

There was a sudden silence on the phone, and Gu Nan's breathing became heavy, as if it was reaching Mu Zi'an's ears through the receiver, the sound of breathing made her heart warm.

Gu Nan said with difficulty:

"Me too."

Her voice was a little choked, and she said:

"When will you come back..."

……

Finally home.

Sitting on the school bus, I can hear the buzzing voices of noisy students.Mu Zian propped his chin with his hands, leaned against the window, and looked at the scenery outside boredly.

Because she was sleepy, Mu Zi'an closed her eyes. She didn't know if she was asleep or not, but she knew that when she opened her eyes, she was almost at school.

Her longing for Gu Nan couldn't be suppressed at this moment, Mu Zian put her luggage on her back, and through the car window, she saw Gu Nan waiting at the school gate at a glance.

Mu Zi'an's smile hadn't even risen yet, so he put it down.

There was another person waiting for her beside Gu Nan.

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Casablanca (Note: A kind of lily, a very proud and world-weary flower in full bloom, which means "white house" in Spanish. The flower language is indelible love, and also represents unaffordable love, and indifferent eternity. )