love you like a song

Mu Zi'an was not afraid of death, she was just afraid that she would not be able to meet the butterfly in the air.

Gu Nan looked so cold, she was burning herself.

I want to hug her.

But no matter how Mu Zi'an fell, he couldn't touch Gu Nan's hand.

Mu Zi'an was so close to her, but he just couldn't touch her.

From the corner of her eyes, Mu Zi'an saw a person who was also falling beside her, that person looked exactly like herself, she couldn't hold the butterfly, and looked at Mu Zi'an in pain.

"Go and change your life!"

"Change your life!"

Mu Zi'an opened her eyes in fear and panic, her heart was throbbing, she took a deep breath and remained motionless. The voice of 'changing fate' kept echoing in her ears, as if she was deaf.

Gu Nan was awakened by Mu Zi'an, and she was even more convinced that Mu Zi'an was frightened by the corpse.

Gu Nan lifted Mu Zi'an's wet forehead hair with his hands, then kissed her forehead lightly, and said. "Don't be afraid. I'm here. I'm here."

Mu Zi'an suddenly hugged her, crying loudly.

Her teeth were chattering. Just as Gu Nan was about to get out of bed to get her a thermometer, Mu Zian grabbed her wrist. Gu Nan was unprepared, leaned back, and lay heavily on the bed.

"I want you, Nannan."

After that day, Mu Zi'an pestered Gu Nan even more, and became infinitely close.

The first manifestation was that Mu Zi'an moved the quilt to her room, ignored Gu Nan's objection, and forcefully lay down beside her, closing his eyes.

Mu Zi'an didn't speak, but it was easy to see that he planned to sleep with her.

The second manifestation is that Mu Zi'an starts to hold Gu Nan's hand regardless of whether there is anyone around.Mu Zian would always separate her cold fingers, interlock them with hers, and put them in his pockets.

Mu Zi'an had never taken the initiative to do such an intimate gesture to her, so Gu Nan was also very shocked. She always looked at Mu Zi'an in shock, then resisted symbolically, and accepted it happily.

It's April, the weather is abnormal and there is a lot of snow.

Mu Zi'an hadn't seen such a large amount of snow for a long time, the snow could reach his knees when he stepped on it.

Such a heavy snow made the pedestrians outside a lot less, so they just held hands and walked towards the school with one foot deep and one foot shallow.

Shi Qing did not go abroad in the end.

Since Gu Dongliang passed away, he went to the hospital to get a pair of glasses.As early as when he stayed up late to read, he was a little short-sighted, and he was fine when looking at the screen, but he couldn't see the blackboard clearly when he was in class.

This is one of the reasons why "he entered the school with the eighth grade in the youth training camp, but his grades are repeatedly ranked in the middle of the class." Of course, the most important thing is that he doesn't want to study anymore.

So people in the class who didn't know the truth secretly called Shi Qing 'Shang Zhongyong' behind his back.

Mu Zi'an discovered Shi Qing's abnormality in the mid-term exam two weeks later.Mu Zi'an never paid much attention to the report card, but Shi Qing's result was so sensational that even she heard about it.

His class rank is No.1, and his age rank is No.1.

The counselor was very excited, and she specially praised Shi Qing in front of the whole class, and she hoped that Shi Qing could tell the whole class about his experience in recovering his strength.

But Mu Zi'an was shocked to find that Shi Qing who was standing on the podium was crying.

Shi Qing didn't say a word, just lowered his head, tears slid down his cheeks like a thread.Mu Zi'an saw that his face was pale, and after a while, it turned red again due to suffocation.

Then, he said.

"I want to be a doctor."

Shi Qing only said this sentence from the beginning to the end, and then began to keep silent.

The counselor was very embarrassed, she tried to encourage Shi Qing to say a few more words, but he just pursed his lips and said nothing.

At that moment, Mu Zi'an suddenly remembered the arrogant him before.

At that time, he once passed a half-full kettle to himself very plainly, and smiled arrogantly.

他 说:

"The only fair thing in this world is strength."

他 说:

"I won't lose unless I want to."

Mu Zi'an thought, maybe Shi Qing, the things in his bones have never changed...

……

……

In the past few days, Mu Zi'an lived a very leisurely life, going to work every day after class.

Zhao Long went to Guangzhou, and he handed over the store to Mu Zi'an when he left.

Mu Zi'an was very surprised because Zhao Long even gave him the key of the safe.

With a cigarette in his hand, he said to Mu Zi'an. "I went to the south to discuss processing with them, and I will come back in two weeks. You can help me look after the store."

Two weeks, almost half a month.

Because it's not clear whether there will be something temporary in the organization, so Mu Zi'an shook his head and said.

"I'm going to class."

"Go up." Zhao Long sneered. "Pretend to me? Based on your strength in those few games on TV, you don't need to go to class now, is it okay?"

Mu Zi'an was silent for a moment, then said.

"Do you believe me? You are not afraid..."

"It's okay, I took all the cash, and there are only a few glass seeds left. I don't feel bad after you take it away." He added. "Why don't I believe you? If the business fails after you come back, I'll take you under the knife."

"..."

When he was about to go out, Zhao Long looked at Mu Zi'an complicatedly with sideways eyes, suddenly patted her on the shoulder forcefully, and said. "Girl, no matter what happens, you have to hold on."

"..."

"?"

What's the meaning?What can I do?

Mu Zi'an thought wildly, and nodded perfunctorily. Instead of looking at Zhao Long, she secretly stared at the safe. She was full of curiosity about what was inside.

On the second day after Zhao Long left, Mu Zi'an opened the safe without hesitation.

There is no glass species that Zhao Long mentioned.

There was only a stainless steel ashtray in it, and a pen beside it.

At first, Mu Zi'an thought he had been deceived by Zhao Long, but there was a letter beside him. The letter was quite old, and the corners of the envelope were curled up, and it was a little yellowed.

Mu Zi'an didn't dare to open it, so he closed the safe, sat on the chair where Zhao Long sat long before, and read with his head down.

She didn't feel much when sticking broken diamonds before, but now she knows how good the business of Zhaolong store is.

The two neighbors were all shopping for daily necessities, and there was a pile of broom mops and so on at the door. Several times, when Mu Zi'an saw a few aunts walking towards them, he thought they were here to buy mops.

Later, it was discovered that this was not the case. Almost everyone who passed by the processing market would walk towards Zhao Long, complaining while shopping.

"Oh, isn't Xiao Zhao here?"

It was only then that Mu Zi'an knew that they were all Zhao Long's 'old customers'.

When Zhao Long left, he taught Mu Zi'an the price rules, and he repeatedly emphasized. "You just talk to Gao, and that's fine."

Mu Zi'an is not as thick-skinned as Zhao Long, and every time he asks how much he wants, he can't help but want to lower his head, but those women seem to like this kind of thing very much, and after buying it, they will look at it very tenderly. She said that she would come again in the future.

Zhao Long's small shop is really profitable, and Mu Zi'an was surprised when it was liquidated several times.

A few days after Gu Dongliang's death, one night while eating, Gu Nan suddenly said to Mu Zi'an.

"Doudou, I have something to do tonight, I may be late when I come back."

This sentence reminded Mu Zi'an of Gu Nan's painful expression when he touched her back last time.Mu Zi'an looked into her eyes and asked. "where to?"

Gu Nan said vaguely.

"Didn't I borrow money from someone last time? They said they wanted me to treat her to dinner."

Mu Zi'an put down his chopsticks, and said calmly. "Didn't you invite me last time?"

"Can……"

"Don't go." Mu Zi'an lowered her eyes, she didn't believe Gu Nan's words, she knew she was definitely going out and doing something she didn't know.

This kind of 'not knowing' made Mu Zi'an feel very uneasy.

Gu Nan's expression was a little stiff, she struggled to look at Mu Zi'an, and finally, all her words turned into a sigh.

Gu Nan didn't go out that day.

But her words have already reminded Mu Zi'an that her 'thing' is not over yet.

The next day, Gu Nan didn't go home with Mu Zi'an.She asked Shi Qing to wait for her at the school gate, and then they went back together.

When Gu Nan came back that night, Mu Zi'an was already lying on the bed.

Naturally, Mu Zi'an couldn't fall asleep, but lay motionless, Gu Nan carefully got under the quilt, she thought that Mu Zi'an was asleep, and then, Mu Zi'an heard Gu Nan inhale softly.

In the middle of the night, Mu Zi'an heard Gu Nan get up softly and turn on the light in the bathroom.

After waiting for a while, Mu Zi'an followed Gu Nan, and heard Gu Nan's pain, and then through the crack of the door, he saw Gu Nan carefully applying a towel soaked in hot water to his abdomen.

In the mirror in the bathroom, Mu Zi'an saw that Gu Nan had no scars on his body, but Gu Nan was trembling in pain because of these small movements.

The author has something to say:

It’s seven o’clock, and the wolf’s code word reached four o’clock yesterday... Now I’m too tired, I can’t write any more, so I’m going to bed (~﹃~)~zZ.