love you like a song

That night, Gu Nan didn't come home until after eight o'clock, and after hearing Shi Qing say that she had eaten, she lay down on the bed, rolled up the quilt and fell asleep without even taking off her coat.

Mu Zi'an looked at her weak and uncomfortable sleeping position, frowned, climbed onto her bed, and took off Gu Nan's coat.Rolling up her sleeves worriedly, she was relieved to see that there was nothing on them.

Mu Zi'an made a big move, but even that didn't wake Gu Nan up.She glanced at herself in a daze, hugged Mu Zi'an's arm, turned over, and closed her eyes again.

Gu Nan is so weird.

Recently, Mu Zi'an has encountered many things. Sometimes she is afraid that Gu Nan will get sick, sometimes she is afraid that Gu Nan will collapse suddenly, and sometimes she is afraid that when she wakes up one day, Gu Nan will suddenly disappear.

Mu Zi'an didn't know that she had guessed most of it right now.

Mu Zi'an slipped the subsidy and stock speculation money into Gu Nan's pocket again, got up, read a book, and turned off the lights to sleep when it was twelve o'clock.

At two o'clock in the middle of the night, the landline at home rang.

When the bell rang, Mu Zi'an suddenly opened his eyes.Her heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and some bad premonition spread in her heart, and the sense of crisis that followed like a shadow swept over again.

Mu Zi'an suddenly didn't dare to stand up and answered the phone.

Gu Nan and Shi Qing were too tired, the phone rang eleven times, but they didn't wake up (her).When the phone stopped ringing, Mu Zi'an breathed a sigh of relief, touched his head, and found himself covered in cold sweat.

But within two seconds, the phone rang again.

Mu Zi'an sat up, without turning on the light, and walked towards Gu Nan's room by the moonlight.

Gu Nan's breathing was very steady, she was not woken up.

Look at Shi Qing again, he is also very fast asleep.

Mu Zi'an answered the phone, the hand holding the receiver trembled for some reason, and the bad premonition in his heart became stronger.

"Hey."

Mu Zi'an cleared his throat, and before he could speak, he heard a creepy cry.

That voice made Mu Zi'an tremble all over. For a moment, she thought she had traveled to the scene of death in her previous life, as if what she heard now was Gu Nan's cry.

It took several seconds for Mu Zi'an to recover to the state of being able to understand human speech.

Mu Zian heard someone on the other side of the phone moaning, sighing, and said in pain that he was about to collapse. "The old man jumped off the building! Gu Nan, you and Shi Qing, come here quickly—"

Mu Zi'an felt a 'thump' in her heart, and the shrill voice made her doubt whether this was the elegant Liu Manhe. Although she doubted, her hands couldn't help shaking, and she lost the strength to hold the receiver.

There was only a bang, and the receiver hit the bedside table first, and then slid to the floor.

Mu Zi'an didn't know how she woke up Gu Nan and Shi Qing, she only knew that her mind was blank, it took a long time for her to come back to her senses, she found that she had arrived at the hospital, the cold wind blew, and the cold sweat returned Blown dry.

For a long time, Mu Zi'an felt confused about the memory of that night.

She seemed to see the blood on the ground; she seemed to stare at Gu Dongliang's body covered by a white sheet for a long time, and she seemed to hear a lot of broken cries.

But Mu Zi'an was only puzzled. She wondered if the blood on the ground, the covered corpse, and the crying sound of collapse were really from this night, or when she died in her previous life?

Mu Zi'an just stood there like that, not knowing what expression to put on, so she should have no expression at that time.

Gu Nan stood with her, she didn't cry, she watched quietly, for a moment, Mu Zi'an seemed to see the color of resignation.But after recovering, Mu Zi'an realized that he was wrong.

There seemed to be nothing anyone could do but grieve.

Standing motionless in front of the hospital was like being punished to stand.

That night, Shi Qing knelt on the ground all the time, his voice was so hoarse from crying that he couldn't speak, and it took him a long time to make a sound like a ghost.

"I'm just an asshole...why don't I stay with him all night!! Woohoo...Grandpa——!"

Mu Zi'an tried to help him up several times, but Shi Qing couldn't get up, his tears fell to the ground drop by drop, he was limp, and punched his legs.

He wept breathlessly, and he said in a growling voice:

"...I'm not afraid of him, I lied to you, I just don't know how to see him, don't know how to say comforting words...I'm not human...!"

Shi Qing's face was flushed red, he covered his waist with his hands, and wept bitterly. He tilted his head up, his neck was stiff, blue veins were looming on his neck, his Adam's apple was rolling up and down, trembling constantly.

Seeing him pinching himself hard, Mu Zi'an squatted down and stubbornly pulled the flesh on his cheeks.The little mute shouldn't have shown that expression, he should have laughed.

Turning his head, he saw that Gu Nan's eye circles were also red.

"Don't cry anymore." Gu Nan said to Shi Qing. "It's none of your business, don't cry."

But Shi Qing couldn't bear it at all, he cried until his face was covered with tears.

Gu Nan sniffed, and said to Mu Zi'an who was still pulling Shiqing's face.

"Doudou, help me drag Shi Qing up and take him home, it's none of his business right now."

Shi Qing sat down hard, he didn't want to go back anymore, as if he regarded the hospital as his home, Mu Zi'an and Gu Nan couldn't lift him up, he said to them in a growling voice.

"Go away, ignore me, let me stay here for a while!"

After a while, Liu Manhe rushed over, and when she saw Shi Qing kneeling on the ground, she also knelt on the ground with a 'plop', and her grandparents hugged each other and cried for a long, long time.

Liu Manhe finally went crazy.

During the period when she was sober, she always felt that she was the chief culprit who killed her husband.She smokes all day and doesn't sleep, her eyes are bloodshot, and her well-maintained black hair has turned white in a week.

She always says to others:

"It's all my fault. If I hadn't insisted on talking about those foolish words, the old man wouldn't have jumped off the building. It's all my fault. I shouldn't have told him how wronged I was. I, an idiot, gave him How much pressure."

When Liu Manhe said this, she didn't have a trace of expression on her face. She was more like a walking dead, only relying on her breath to hang her life. Then she gradually stopped mentioning the word 'old man' and started talking nonsense, forgetting a lot of things.

Shi Qing was more sad than her.

He didn't go to school anymore, he lay in front of the table all day, staring at one point motionless, and occasionally someone asked him to eat, Shi Qing was very frightened, looked at others in shock, waved his hands, and said.

"No, no... I'm going to work, and grandpa is still in the hospital... Oh, yes, he's already gone..."

Then, he was in a daze again.

Gu Nan borrowed 2 yuan from others to hold a funeral for Gu Dongliang.

The funeral didn't cost much, and the pain of Gu Dongliang's death, or suicide, can't be regarded as a happy funeral.

The atmosphere at the funeral was very depressing, Gu Nan couldn't help but her eyes turned red several times, Mu Zi'an saw her hand reaching for the cigarette case several times, then thought of something, and retracted her hand.

All of Gu Nan's money was spent on buying a cemetery for her grandfather, including the three thousand that Mu Zi Ansai gave her.

She brought money to buy shrouds and coffins for Gu Dongliang, and when she was choosing a cemetery, she smiled helplessly. "It's so expensive for such a small amount of land."

"Doudou, the cemetery in Beijing is too expensive. I can't afford it. I want to take my grandpa's ashes back to his hometown. Can you help me see Shi Qing?"

Mu Zi'an nodded, lightly pecked Gu Nan's cheek, and said. "good."

The biggest difference between Gu Nan and her previous life is that she trusts herself very much, she regards herself as the other half that can be entrusted, and she dares to let go of her hand.

At night, Gu Nan packed her luggage and said. "I'll be back in two days. Remember to eat, take care of your body, and don't go to bed too late."

"Ah."

Gu Nan took out another 100 yuan from his pocket, stuffed it into Mu Zi'an's hand, and said. "Buy some for yourself in the morning and at noon, and I'll be back soon."

Mu Zi'an was silent for a moment, then touched Gu Nan's pocket, and found only 50 yuan in her pocket except the card for buying land.

Mu Zi'an exchanged with Gu Nan, and only spoke when Gu Nan was about to get anxious. "Nannan, when you get there, there are a lot of places to spend money, so you should also pay attention to your health."

Gu Nan was stunned, she stared at herself complicatedly, and didn't speak for a long time.

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In addition to staying up late yesterday to write, it has been updated five times in a row, and the wolf is awesome.