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After getting off work that day, Chen Chen was startled when he got in the car, Zhai Lin sat in the back, and Chu Zhenzhou said helplessly, "He said he was broken up for the 97th time, and he was going to our house to have a meal to heal his wounds."

Zhai Lin cried and said in the back: "Chen Chen, take pity on me in the cold weather."

Chen Chen replied with a smile, he had heard a little bit that this young master was a big fan of meat and vegetables, playing around with the world.

Di Lin ate the hot pot for dinner, and said vaguely, "It's great to be married. Look at your little life. Why don't I just find someone to marry someday?"

Chu Zhenzhou boiled the meat with his head down, put it into Chen Chen's bowl, and said, "You've been doing it for 35 years, so just go on and on. Getting married is no joke."

Zhai Lin thought to himself, a person who got a certificate after a few days of acquaintance told him that marriage is not a child's play, this world is really illusory.

Glancing at Chen Chen, he didn't dare to go back, and then said: "What, I saw Xia Yufei a few days ago, she didn't come to see you, did she?"

Chu Zhenzhou replied: "No, he came to our house suddenly on the New Year's day, and I kicked him out, and he never looked for me again."

Chen Chen felt that he was chewing wax, and his mouth felt bitter. Di Lin nodded to Chen Chen and said, "Chen Chen, let me tell you, he was confused because of Grandpa. I couldn't do it when I saw that woman, look She seems to come from a humble background, but she is actually an invisible scheming girl. If she wants to play a trick, you can tell me, don't worry about Lao Chu, I will take care of it for you."

Chen Chen smiled wryly in his heart, but didn't say anything.

After the meal, Chu Zhenzhou took the initiative to ask to wash the dishes, and Zhai Lin hid on the balcony to smoke. After a while, he heard something behind him. It was Chen Chen who walked in. He smiled: "I really can't imagine that one day Chu Zhenzhou will be able to do this. Washing dishes in a small kitchen is, you know, unbelievable.”

"Yeah, it's unbelievable that he fell in love with me and married me all of a sudden."

Zhai Lin smiled, it was difficult for him to answer this question.

"Has he returned home yet?"

"Who is it?"

"Guo Shaodong"

Zhai Lin shook his hand, and the cigarette ash fell on his finger. He shook it off in a panic, looked at Chen Chen and said, "Why, why did you think of asking him?"

"Aren't you falling in love 98 times because of him? I'll just ask."

Zhai Lin opened his mouth wide. He thought he shouldn't be here for dinner today. He glanced back, and Chu Zhenzhou was still busy in the kitchen. He will have nothing, don't let Lao Chu know."

Chen Chen smiled: "Understood, so before Chu Zhenzhou, was there anyone who looked like me around?"

Zhai Lin felt dizzy after only drinking two bottles of beer at night, "What kind of person do you look like?"

"I'm just asking casually, a little curious, guessing randomly"

Zhai Lin thought for a long time before he came to understand and quickly waved his hands and said, "Don't think about it, it's really not that bloody. If you want to say that he has no one around him for so many years, that's impossible, but there is absolutely no such thing as Bai Yueguang." Shit, no, I feel dizzy, I have to go back"

As he walked out, he looked at Chen Chen who was still standing on the balcony, thinking that something was obviously wrong with this kid, none of his friends knew about his own thoughts, but Chen Chen could tell at a glance how sensitive it was.

Chu Zhenzhou had already come out of the kitchen, and Zhai Lin dragged him out to send him home. Seeing Chen Chen standing on the balcony, Chu Zhenzhou frowned and shouted: "Xiaochen, I'll take Zhai Lin back, don't stand there Balcony, it’s cold over there”

Chen Chen responded, without turning his head, he still stood there.

Zhai Lin pulled him downstairs and got into the car, and hurriedly asked, "What's the matter with you and Chen Chen? Are you having trouble?"

Chu Zhenzhou frowned: "No, he doesn't look like someone who quarrels with me. He is bored with everything. Something is wrong recently, but I still don't know why."

Zhai Lin also frowned and thought, but couldn't think of a clue.

"Old Zhai, do you think he, Chen Chen, loves me now?"

Zhai Lin instinctively wanted to say a few words to him, and the dignified Chu Zhenzhou would be so concerned about gains and losses, but he looked at his face and said: "I don't know how to read minds, and besides, you are the one with him, you only know it yourself Isn't it?"

"I don't know, maybe I can't see clearly when I'm in it"

Zhai Lin felt that he had caught a clue, and asked, "Then do you love him?"

Chu Zhenzhou looked at him like an idiot: "Of course, otherwise why would I marry so quickly and force him to stay by my side?"

"No, I didn't think you were serious at first, but, how should I put it, it was too sudden. Have you ever liked anyone before?"

"no"

"Then how do you know that you fell in love with him all of a sudden?"

Chu Zhenzhou still looked at him like an idiot, "How do you know, I like it, of course I know."

Zhai Lin felt that the two were a good match to some extent, so he had to ask patiently: "Tell me, how did you know that you like him? I'm really curious."

Chu Zhenzhou thought for a while and said, "After the first meeting, I dreamed of him. The second time I saw him, he was very close to me. His smell made me very comfortable. It is the kind of comfort that makes me feel good when I am around , I want to see the third time as soon as possible after the second time, I want him to stay by my side all the time, and the simplest thing is, I want to sleep with him"

Zhai Lin was speechless: "Forget about that, we are all men, and it's normal for someone to want to sleep."

"No, it's the first time I do this, I want to sleep alone"

"You can pull it down, brother, then you lived with your right hand all those years ago, I don't believe it"

"Of course not, so I know better, looking for someone when you want to sleep, and wanting to sleep with him when you see someone. These are two different things. I have never had this desire for others."

Zhai Lin thought for a while, then sighed: "We were also very surprised when you got married suddenly. Although we could see that you were unusual to him, to be honest, I didn't expect you to be so serious about living your life. My old friend who has known you since wearing crotch pants is suspicious of you, not to mention Chen Chen, maybe he is also in it, and he can't see the facts clearly. The gap between you is so big. People who lack a sense of security, since you love him so much, communicate more and let him know what you think, and also, don’t hide everything, say whatever you want, otherwise it’s bad for him to guess randomly.”

"What did he tell you?"

"Well, it's not. When I arrive, you can put me down quickly. This night, you actually worried about the two of you. I'm still broken in love. It won't heal at all, really."

Chu Zhenzhou watched him get out of the car shaking his head. He is not a person who is sensitive to emotions. He is considerate and considerate when getting along with Chen Chen. Abnormal, but also suffering from not knowing how to appease his lover.

It was still the drowsy time in the afternoon, Chen Chen received a text message, it was that string of familiar numbers, there was only one address in the text message, it was a coffee shop not far from Chen Chen's company, Chen Chen knew he shouldn't go, maybe he He can delete the text message, and he can continue to live his life, but he also knows that with his own personality, if he doesn't go, it will only cause more entanglement and pain.His fingertips holding the phone trembled, but he calmly packed his things and went to ask for leave from the supervisor. When he heard that he was going to ask for two weeks of leave, the supervisor was shocked. When asked the reason for his leave, he just said For personal matters, the supervisor looked at the pale young man in front of him, thinking that maybe something difficult happened, he gritted his teeth and gave the leave, and told him to come back as soon as possible.

Chen Chen nodded numbly, walked out the door, the sun was dazzling, but the weather was still cold, he took a taxi, went straight to the cafe, turned on his mobile phone in the car, booked a later flight to Beijing, and used I sent a WeChat message to my college roommate Rong Zi, saying that I was going to Beijing for a few days and would be late.After doing all this, he turned his head and looked out the window. Such a familiar city will also bring him bad memories, but where can he escape to the next stop? That time was his choice at the beginning. But at the beginning of this time, it was obvious that he was powerless, what did he do wrong, and he was deceived again, and this pain would come again.

After getting off the car, the cafe was just across the street. He didn't cross the road, but looked up at the second floor. A man and a woman sat facing each other. The girl was stirring a cup of coffee, and when it was ready, she pushed it to the other party, her face was gentle, she kept talking, and the person on the other side was not impatient, she just lowered her head and listened, Chen Chen could see his mood Yes, right now, he hated his good eyesight, which allowed him to see the scene so far away clearly, and also hated his understanding of him, seeing that there was a trace of warmth under his expressionless face.

Chen Chen told himself that it was time to go. The wind outside was so strong that it made his eyes hurt, but he still couldn't help staying for a while. The man was wearing a sweater he had picked out by himself, and he had promised him with a nod, but the result was nothing more than that. .

Chen Chen stopped a taxi and went straight to the airport.

Xia Yufei smiled and told what he had heard from his grandfather about Chu Zhenzhou and his grandfather. He knew that Chu Zhenzhou and his grandfather had a deep relationship. Maybe this was her only chance. Yes, it reminded him of that kind and strict old man. He was always with his grandfather when he was a child, and he had a deep affection for him. After Xia Yufei finished speaking, he came back to his senses from those childhood memories. Ask: "Did you bring what you said?"

Xia Yufei opened the bag, took out 2 photos, and handed them over, the photos are a little blurry due to the age, but the grandfather looked healthy and healthy when he was young, Chu Zhenzhou nodded in satisfaction, and asked, "Tell me, how much do you want? "

Xia Yufei gritted her teeth: "I want you, Brother Zhenzhou, why don't we be together? We almost got married back then." Her eyes were shining brightly. Such a family, such a decent marriage, almost A little bit belongs to her. When Chu Zhenzhou repented of the marriage, he gave her so much money all at once. What does that mean?This shows that she originally had the opportunity to own several times or dozens of times the money, and the Chu family was richer than she thought. After she got married, her thoughts became weaker.Thinking about doing business with the money, instead of marrying the rich second generation, work harder, and create a rich generation who is as rich as the rich second generation. 30 years old, young and beautiful, why not, she used to be so close to happiness, she couldn't understand that man who couldn't see anything outstanding took the position she couldn't get, thinking of this, she continued: "Your grandfather must also hope If you're with me, he won't want to see you without children, brother Zhenzhou, it's not like you don't have feelings for women, back then we were almost..."

"I can't be with you"

"why?"

"You also said that at the beginning, I was almost a man, no matter male or female, it's normal for me to react to teasing me like that, but when you approached me, I knew it was impossible for me to be with you in this life, you The smell on my body makes me uncomfortable. I'm not talking about perfume or anything else, but your own smell. In fact, you should know that under such circumstances, I didn't touch you, how could I be with you. "

Xia Yufei didn't speak for a while. At the beginning, she felt that the overall situation was settled. The wedding was only a few days away. He stopped, turned around and left, went directly to his grandfather's hospital bed and knelt for a night and resolutely repented of the marriage. These 7 or 8 years have passed, and now he has the exact reason, what?smell?This is really like what Chu Zhenzhou said, always so egotistical, it is puzzling and seems irrefutable.

Seeing that she was silent, Chu Zhenzhou continued, "I know what happened to you recently. I can only express my regret. When I gave the money, I made it very clear. I will never communicate with you again. You agreed with the money. Now I I don’t want to pursue anything for the sake of these two photos, but if you appear in front of me again, I found that many of your clients are planning to sue you, it seems that the evidence is not sufficient, I don’t mind providing some.”

Xia Yufei was shocked, and asked with a sneer for a while, "Does Chen Chen love you?"

Chu Zhenzhou frowned: "This is none of your business"

Xia Yufei turned her head and looked out the window: "I arrived a little earlier just now, and I asked the waiter to wipe the window clean so that people outside can see clearly."

She turned around and looked at Chu Zhenzhou: "I sent him a text message before I came, but I didn't look outside, do you think he will come?"

Chu Zhenzhou still looked calm: "It seems that if you want to spend a few days in prison, I will fulfill you."

Xia Yufei brushed her somewhat messy hair: "Okay, send me in. Anyway, my life is like this. Why did you give me hope and make me fall into despair? Anyway, there are debt collectors everywhere now. My life is like this. There’s no way out, okay, send me to jail, Chu Zhenzhou, I should let you know what it’s like to get what you want, people like you don’t know what love is at all.”

"Within 3 minutes, get out of my sight, and don't let me see you again in this life, or I will make your life worse than death. I will do what I say, and you can try it."

Two minutes later, Xia Yufei took her bag and left the cafe.

The author has something to say:

In fact, it takes a conflict to inspire Chen Chen to understand that even if the gap is huge, even if he is worried about losing and being hurt, he still loves this person and is willing to be brave for him, change himself, trust, dedicate, do not care about harm, and gamble Instead of just waiting for Chu Zhenzhou to come to him, love can never be a matter of one person.