unmatched happiness

When Chen Chen woke up, his brain was still in a stagnant state. He looked at the alarm clock next to the bed. It was 7:30, the curtains were thick, and the room was still dark, just like his mood, heavy and chaotic.He packed his luggage until midnight last night, and he still tossed and turned on the bed, unable to fall asleep. He thought he would suffer from insomnia all night, but he fell asleep at some point. It can be seen that falling out of love is not a big deal.

He took out his mobile phone, there was Liu Junhong's WeChat, asking him when he would leave Q City, and he wanted to send him to the airport.And apologized to him again.Chen Chen's fingers stopped at the sentence "I'm sorry", his fingertips were slightly numb just like his heart.

When I graduated, I only wanted to live far away from home and live in a place where no one knew, so I went on a luxurious graduation trip with Yoko. Rushing to report, he simply came to Q City alone, so he saw the sea for the first time, ate seafood for the first time, saw trees full of flowers for the first time, and those tall and leafy trees on the side of the road. Indus tree, he fell in love with it all of a sudden, came to Q City directly after graduation, rented a semi-basement to live in and began to look for a job, and then college classmate Mei Zi also came to Q City, the two people who were not very familiar with each other because of The same city became close, and then he found a job, and then changed a few jobs, life was lonely and busy, and then he met Liu Junhong, and Meizi also fell in love and got married. Today, three years after he and Liu Junhong met , Meizi's child has been babbling, and they have broken up.Maybe the feelings in the world are just like this, the ups and downs of separation and reunion.

Chen Chen stayed on the bed for another half an hour before getting up, opened the curtains, the sun was shining brightly, the curtains that Liu Junhong picked at the beginning had a good shading effect, he likes to sleep late, so he chose thick fabrics specially, I have to admit that he is very knowledgeable living people.Chen Chen ordered himself a bowl of noodles, simple Yangchun noodles, a few drops of sesame oil and a few slices of chopped green onion, he ate it warmly, it seemed to fill up some of the scars from crying these days.The luggage was basically packed, and he checked it again. He put the bracelet, necklace, watch and a pen and half a bottle of perfume that Liu Junhong gave him in order and put them on the cabinet. Chen Chen packed the clothes that Liu Junhong bought for him a few days ago and put them in the community's donation box.There were several potted flowers raised by Chen Chen on the window sill. The gardenias were blooming just right, and the radishes were green and green. He found a few bags and packed them, planning to send them to Meizi later.

Chen Chen was tidying up when there was a sound of unlocking the door. He turned around and saw Liu Junhong opened the door and came in. He seemed in good spirits, and his stomach seemed to be a little fatter. Liu Junhong raised his head and looked at the young man in front of him. He saw that the other party looked good although his eyes were dark. Not only did he take a deep breath in his heart, he said tremblingly:

"Xiaochen, you didn't reply when I sent a message, I was thinking about asking when you will leave, I will see you off"

Chen Chen stared at him for a few seconds, until the other party couldn't bear to turn his eyes away, then he said:

"No need, it's only 10 minutes away by taxi, so don't bother"

Liu Junhong hesitated for a while, and couldn't help but said:

"Xiao Chen, why are you doing this? I remember when you said that I have a child and I'm sorry for divorcing my ex-wife. If one day my ex-wife gets back together, you won't blame me. You are willing to get together and part ways, and you are even willing to call me Brother Jun again. Let's just be friends..."

Chen Chen felt his blood rushing to the top of his head, he asked loudly:

"It's true what I said, but what else did I say? I hate cheating the most. I said that whether you want to get back with your ex-wife or fall in love with someone else, just tell me, and I won't say anything else, so we can get together and leave , but what about you? If I hadn't followed Weibo and saw the video of your family of three having fun, when are you going to tell me that you are back together? You are called cheating, the kind of person I hate the most!"

Liu Junhong replied: "Look at you, it's about one o'clock. I dare not tell you because I am afraid that you will not be able to talk to you properly. Tell me, do you still have a little affection for me? In the past few months, you Don't even look at me, like I'm some kind of annoying thing, I..."

"Stop, stop talking, it's boring"

Chen Chen's heart was full of sadness. At the beginning when they got together, they were really careless. Liu Junhong was 13 years older than him, and his family was conservative. He had been on a blind date and married with his wife, and he had been stumbled. One day, he suddenly realized that he liked men. The two then divorced logically.When Chen Chen met him, he had just graduated for 2 years. He still had a student spirit, innocent and brave, and he was clean and handsome. He fell into Liu Junhong's eyes at once, so he took advantage of his work to take good care of him. Chen Chen Ever since I knew I was sexually vacant and suppressed myself emotionally, I met such a veteran in a foreign place, and soon fell into a trap, and even confessed to my family that I came out of the closet. Although my parents disagreed at first, they later accepted it sadly. I came here specially to meet Liu Junhong once. Chen Chen has always felt that although Liu Junhong is old and not tall and handsome, he has the unique thoughtfulness of southerners. They got married after a few years of dating. Now he takes care of himself and takes care of himself when he gets old. He's not bad either, but it didn't take long for him to get along with various problems. For example, he likes to get up early and the other party likes to sleep late. Both of them lost interest in going to bed.

It's not that Chen Chen never thought about breaking up, it's just that he feels that the two of them are getting married, cheating and cheating are the most unbearable for him, so during the relationship, he emphasized more than once that breaking up is okay, but during the relationship, he must be loyal and frank. Liu Junhong still disgusted him.

Thinking of this, I couldn't stop feeling sick again, and said: "Since we broke up, let's not see each other forever. I wish you and your wife happiness, if you can be hard on her."

"Why can't I get hard, can't get hard, where did my daughter come from, although I found that I like men, but it's not the same after a long time." Seeing Chen Chen's face darken, Liu Junhong not only lowered his voice.

Chen Chen thought in his heart that you are fucking bisexual and you are right, scumbag.

Chen Chen dragged his suitcase, and he delivered other things to Sister Li a few days ago, then picked up the two potted flowers, and walked to the door, saying: "Whatever you want, the key is on the coffee table, and I am no longer in the house." The things you gave me are all on the cabinet, and I threw away all the clothes, Liu Junhong, I've been feeding dogs for three years, I'm leaving, don't give it away."

Liu Junhong raised his hand to take his box, but finally dropped it.Did not catch up.

Chen Chen went out to take a taxi and went straight to Meizi's house. When he arrived, he bought some fruit downstairs, carried it up and rang the doorbell.Meizi came rushing to open the door, then turned around and ran back, saying: "Chenzi, you sit down first, the child's urine is smelly, I have to clean it up."

Chen Chen put the box at the door, put the fruit in the kitchen, and put two pots of flowers on the balcony, washed his hands before going to the bedroom.

Meizi was putting on a diaper for the child, and the child saw his eyes lit up: "Chen Dudu, Dudu!" He was so cute, Meizi pulled up his pants and said, let's play, the little guy ran like a little penguin Playing with blocks.Meizi looked at the box at the door and asked: "Everything is packed, what time is the plane?" Chen Chen replied at 6 o'clock, and Meizi was taken aback: "Then we have to leave at 4:[-], and I won't be able to eat dinner!" Seeing that her eyes were red, Chen hurriedly said: "It's not that I won't come back, I'll see you later." Mei Zi said: "It's so easy, I'm the only one left when you leave, and no one complains when I'm bullied. It's all because of that scumbag Liu Junhong." Chen Chen hurriedly said, "That's right, stinky scumbag."

Meizi laughed through her tears: "You, our Chenzi is so good, we will definitely find a good man in the future, fall in love well, get married in a fair manner, and live happily ever after."

Chen Chen also smiled: "Yes, it is necessary, refuse to divorce old men."

Meizi smiled: "Yes, find a little fresh meat, haha, yes, I have to mix the meat stuffing, and I will eat dumplings stuffed with Sophora japonica flower, you love it." Chen Chen answered yes.Seeing her still slender figure after giving birth, she ran to the kitchen.

There are many girls in Chen Chen's university class and few boys. Because of his sexual orientation, he doesn't get along well with Meizi. He rarely interacted with Meizi in the four years of college. Later, they all came to Q City. After getting to know Meizi slowly, he realized that Meizi was a single-parent family. Her mother remarried and took her She was fostered at her grandmother's house, and her two uncles were quite critical, so Meizi's personality was very cold, but she was warm and enthusiastic when she really became friends.

The two worked together to make dumplings stuffed with acacia flowers, and steamed a pot of scallops, oysters, and shrimps. Meizi said that she was afraid that he would miss the seafood in Q City after leaving, so she got up early to buy it.The two chatted while eating, and recalled the time when they first came here. At that time, they were fearless, poor and happy every day, and made very little money, but they were very happy. They always climbed mountains together, watched the sea, and drank beer in the evening. They all thought they were a happy couple, Chen Chen sometimes thought, it would be great if he liked girls, what a plain but extravagant happiness it would be.

At 04:30 in the afternoon, Chen Chen and Mei Zi hugged and bid farewell. Mei Zi wanted to ask her husband to come back and take him to the airport, but Chen Chen refused. He secretly left a big red envelope under the child's pillow.In fact, why didn't he know that this time, we don't know when we will see each other again.

I took a taxi to the airport, changed the boarding pass smoothly and went through the security check. The plane will take off on time, which is rare. Chen Chen stands in the waiting hall, looking at the blue sky outside the window. He has been in Q City for 5 years and has been in love for three years. This March, he is 3 years old. The old Chen Chen is going to open this city full of sycamores and roses.

He took out his mobile phone and dialed a number: "Hey, Sister Li, it's me. Well, I'm at the airport. I'll be at your house at about 9 o'clock. You don't need to pick me up. It's very convenient for me to take the bus. Well, let's have dinner together when we arrive. Wait for me." .”

I want to go back, back to the city he is familiar with, back to the city with many friends, back to the city he was reluctant to go to but now yearns for, the city close to home, where he can start a new life life.

The author has something to say:

After reading a lot of articles, I simply write about the genre I like, one for newcomers, if the writing is not good, I will pat it, and I will guarantee that I will not be cheated every day.