what ever

Time to book a hotel.This was the only thing Wang Ziqing thought of when he took the medicine.

A bottle of medicine with a lot of words that he could only read one line was placed in front of him, and then the doctor said a lot of precautions.

"The rest of the money you gave me last time is just enough, so you don't have to pay any more." The doctor said, waving his hand, indicating that he can leave.

Wang Ziqing took out his mobile phone and left, forgetting to close the door by the way.The doctor sighed, and closed the door helplessly. He thought it was best for this person not to come in the future.

In the evening, Wang Ziqing took the high-speed rail, sat in the business seat, and watched the night scene outside. This was probably the first and last time he saw it.

Wang Ziqing cleaned up very thoroughly, but also sloppily.All the money, the few clothes, the few loaves of bread, and that old new suit, the same as the night outside.

He stayed in this place for five years, but it seemed like a tourist.Come and go, it's just a matter of a ticket. After seeing the scenery here, I don't miss it anymore.

Wang Ziqing sat alone in this carriage. He specially booked the business class. He hated crowded places, so he would rather not take the train than sit in a crowded carriage.Although he has been a webcaster for a long time, and his popularity has always been good, but after all, he has not deliberately tried to please the audience, so he has only been a small fan for so many years, and his savings are actually not much.

He took a glass of water from the water heater and put it on the small table.It was empty and he was alone. It was so late and there was no sound.

Wang Ziqing was very satisfied.

He was intoxicated for a while, then took out his mobile phone and made a call: "Boss Yang, I'm Wang Ziqing."

"Book a private room, this Friday, okay?"

"... Hehe." Wang Ziqing laughed, a little embarrassed.

"Tell me my first love, Boss Yang, you have too many questions."

He hung up the phone with no expression on his face, even though the phone call was not pleasant.

Wang Ziqing fell asleep slowly. At first, there was nothing in his dream. Then he dreamed of the desert, the vast and boundless desert.

He was sitting by the riverbed, surrounded by a few oases, which were so far away that they were almost invisible, but felt as if they could be reached by reaching out.In the end, he could only sit by the river bed, watching it slowly being buried by wind and sand, and then he himself died of thirst slowly.

He woke up from the dream and took a sip from the water glass. The water was still warm, and it was just right to drink.

Many years ago, he saw City S from the Internet, a bustling metropolis, and those who could live well in it were elites, and he felt that consumption level was beyond his ability at that time.

Now Guo Ming is there, seems to be doing well, even has a wife, maybe he will have a child of his own, a happy family, a family that he can't get involved in, and a life that he can't get involved in.A person who once loved each other and is now estranged from each other and whose future has no intersection.

They haven't seen each other for 13 years, and during these 13 years of blankness, they have become strangers to each other.After Wang Ziqing drank the water, he closed his eyes and continued to sleep. After arriving in S City, he might not be able to sleep peacefully.

Guo Ming read it again, but there was still no news.

He was waiting, waiting for Wang Ziqing to come.When Wang Ziqing sent him a message back then, this part of his heart twitched again, and some old things surfaced.

The past of first love that was intended to be forgotten and smashed has surfaced again.Wang Ziqing, Wang Ziqing.

The first person Guo Ming ever loved was his high school classmate, Wang Ziqing.At that time, the two of them didn't know what love was. The two brothers got along for several years, and then Guo Ming pierced the window paper.

They have been lovers for a short period of time, secretly, and they don't want anyone to know. This kind of love is sweet and bitter, neither bad nor good.

And then it's over, it's over.

The last news was that Wang Ziqing called him, and he said: "Come on for the college entrance examination, Guo Ming, be a promising person, don't be gay, don't be like me."

In a word, all his persistence was gone, he didn't say anything, in fact, he was not angry anymore, he told himself that it was over, and this black history should pass like this.

There were no ups and downs in the following life. Guo Ming dated girls like a normal person. His girlfriend from college is now married to him.

Except that Wang Ziqing's wife added him as a friend, but the two never spoke.

Everything was normal, but when the person on the Internet sent him a message, he felt flustered like never before.He suddenly felt that he still missed him.

Still wanted to hear from him, still wanted to see his face, even though they both held back for so long.

His fiancée, Yin Mei, walked with him through college, graduate school and the workplace, and they are about to enter the palace of marriage at this time.His life trajectory has already derailed from Wang Ziqing.

Guo Ming stared at it for a while, which made Yin Mei very strange, and asked: "A Ming, what are you looking at? It's been a long time."

Guo Ming just came back to his senses, smiled at her, and said, "One of your male gods wants to treat us to dinner."

"Who?"

"Hmm..." Guo Ming suddenly choked up. He couldn't remember Wang Ziqing's online name, so he could only describe it as, "The man who sings, the one who sings very clearly."

"Wang Ziqing?" Yin Mei guessed, "It should be him, I like his singing quite a lot, but he is not my male god."

"My male god is you, Xueba." Yin Mei teased and giggled.

"His online name is Wang Ziqing?"

"That's right, we thought it was our real name, but he told us it was his former name." Yin Mei explained to him. "He knows you?"

Guo Ming nodded and said, "We are classmates in high school."

"I haven't heard you say it before, do you have a good relationship?"

Guo Ming was a little embarrassed and explained: "It's just that we haven't contacted for many years."

Yin Mei smiled, and Guo Ming's reaction was a little funny in her eyes, and said, "Why are you nervous? I thought there was something wrong with the two of you."

Yin Mei poured him a cup of clear tea, Guo Ming often stayed up late, Yin Mei made him a cup of tea to refresh himself, and also made tea for him in the morning.

"He's pretty handsome, but I feel like he's very melancholy." Yin Mei said smoothly. She doesn't watch the live broadcast very often, but only occasionally when she has free time, but Wang Ziqing live broadcasts for a while every day, so Yin Mei almost Can catch up, naturally became a fan of "Wang Ziqing". The songs chosen by "Wang Ziqing" are very quiet, perhaps because he always broadcasts live at night. Compared with the noisy one next door, Yin Mei likes to listen to "Wang Ziqing".

Guo Ming smiled, and suddenly the "love and hatred" between Xin Si and Wang Ziqing disappeared.With his fiancée by his side, why bother to think about his old lover, not to mention that Wang Ziqing didn't formally agree to him in the past.

When they were most intimate, it was the two lips that almost touched under the night light.

What would it have been like then, what would it be like now, and what would it be like in the future, if they did kiss then?

It's a pity because there is no "if".Guo Ming suddenly felt that he was hypocritical, and laughed at how he had been so hypocritical with him, obviously he and Yin Mei hadn't been romantic a few times.

There was a sound from the computer, and Wang Ziqing sent him a message.

"I went to City S and booked a hotel called New Century Reunion Hotel, don't you forget?"

Guo Ming replied: "I haven't forgotten."

Wang Ziqing sent him a smiling expression, and then said: "Come on?"

"Come on, the address hasn't changed, has it?"

"Unchanged"

"Come the night after tomorrow, even though it's not a week"

"Anytime is fine, I'm free."

Wang Ziqing sent him another smiling emoji.

No more.