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When I heard the news of his death, it was a sunny afternoon, amidst the screams of the bride.

At that time, they had just traveled for a week after their wedding, and then they got the news.

It is a small section on the live broadcast website: Mourning the popular anchor Wang Ziqing.

Click on it and you can see the last live broadcast of Wang Ziqing. It is said that he committed suicide by jumping off the building after the live broadcast. Although a kind person called an ambulance for him after the jump, he died on the road in the end.

Guo Ming tremblingly clicked on the play button.Yin Mei covered her mouth, but kept looking at her husband.

"Today is a friend of mine's wedding day, and I wish him the best of luck."

"Then, I want to sing a song to him, wishing him finally found a life partner, and commemorating our friendship by the way. This is an old song, but I can often hear it. The name of this song is "Sweet Honey" The screen was black, Wang Ziqing did not turn on the camera, his voice was very calm.

Listening to the soundtrack, Guo Ming turned pale and his eyes were moist.

"Sweet honey, your sweet smile..." The original singer of this song is a female voice, but Wang Ziqing's singing has no sense of disobedience. It is exactly the feeling of this song, sweet and gentle like water.

Guo Ming had never heard such a gentle male voice, he couldn't imagine that these were sung from Wang Ziqing's voice, so affectionate and calm.

Guo Ming was immersed in the singing, and when the song was over, Yin Mei saw that he was already in tears, so she couldn't bear it and walked away.The gentle voice became stiff, but still very calm, he said: "There is a story I want to tell you, but I never allow myself to say it, because I feel that nothing can be repaired, the friend who got married today, I'm sorry that I can't personally bless you."

"A person will do a lot of bad things in his life, but I think there is only one bad thing for me, and I have to pay back everything else that should be paid."

"I'm sorry for a person, I'm sorry for his sincerity to me, here, I'll tell him first, I like you."

"Be a promising person, don't be like me."

The live broadcast is over.

Guo Ming didn't know what happened, and then Yin Mei came over and patted him on the shoulder, saying, "He died on the day we got married."

A few days later, a suicide note was transferred to Guo Ming, from Wang Ziqing.

The suicide note, which is said to have been found on him, contained little in it, and described his legacy, with all the money and cash on the Internet going to charity.The house was handed over to his biological father, a supermarket owner.What is really left to Guo Ming is a passage.

That night you got drunk and went crazy, you cried so ugly, you said I'm sorry for you, if I didn't leave you would definitely be with me.You kept asking me where I went and why I didn't contact you, hehe, it's so cute, I was so angry that you vomited blood.

Guo Ming wore a white suit at his wedding, and he wore a black suit of the same style at his funeral, which was newly rented by him.

At the wedding, he didn't have much of the last impression of Wang Ziqing. The most impressive thing was his night-black suit, which was like a black hole where no light could enter.

It's ridiculous to say that he picked an unknown date to come, and the cemetery was deserted.This cemetery was bought by Wang Ziqing, not long ago.

Guo Ming wanted to cry inexplicably, and Wang Ziqing even bought a cemetery and was waiting to live in it.

They didn't say anything. Guo Ming sat in front of the tombstone and seemed to see the sleeping person below.The burial was rushed, and only a few relatives came.

Guo Ming looked at Wang Ziqing's neighbors. The tomb on the left is interesting. What's interesting?There was a bunch of withered flowers, Guo Ming recognized that flower, its name was Bird of Paradise.

Who sent this to the grave?

"Ziqing, you won't run away at this time." Guo Ming laughed, and then, the air was stuck in his throat, and his tears kept dripping on the white stone slab.

He hugged the tombstone, just like hugging that person, trying to warm him with his own body temperature.

"Do you still have a lot to say to me? I'm so stupid. I always get angry with you."

"There is a sentence that I have never understood what you mean. It is the sentence you often said to me. I have never understood it. When you have time, can you tell me?"

Guo Ming finally left, knowing that at this time he still felt that Wang Ziqing was a stranger to him. Even though Wang Ziqing's name was engraved on the tombstone, for many people, he had disappeared before it was too late to know him.

Those who commit suicide cannot go to heaven.Guo Ming wanted to taunt him like this, but he felt sorry for him and said reluctantly.They have so many unsaid words, why should they say this sentence first?In fact, he didn't know what to say, he couldn't blame him, and he couldn't question him, because he couldn't hear anything.

The fool in the desert was finally buried by the wind and sand, and then missed the day when the raindrops fell.

Three years later, Guo Ming came to Wang Ziqing's tomb with his daughter in his arms to mourn him, on Ching Ming Festival.

This time Guo Ming whispered something to the tombstone, and then left with his daughter in his arms.

My daughter is as stubborn as you.

Finally, Guo Ming took out one thing, the last thing Wang Ziqing gave him—his suicide note.

If you don't look carefully, you really can't see it.Wang Ziqing left him two sentences, but the last sentence was crossed out, perhaps because the black pen did not completely cover it too hastily.

Guo Ming guessed that the sentence was - live well, don't be like me.

He tore up the suicide note, and the scraps of paper flew to unknown places with the wind. Guo Ming believed that Wang Ziqing's soul was still there, and he must be watching him somewhere, but he couldn't see him.I don't know if he can see that he tore up the suicide note, Guo Ming has been hiding it, but today, he sent it to the place where it should go, the ends of the earth.

Guo Ming took up most of Wang Ziqing and Wang Ziqing's lives, so did Wang Ziqing, so he believed that they would meet again, that they would eventually meet, in the middle of the world, or in a certain corner.Then, Wang Ziqing is still Wang Ziqing, and will always be Wang Ziqing.

When will we meet again? Guo Ming smiled, of course it's up to you.

END

The author has something to say:

After finishing writing, this novel may not be read by many people, and it will definitely not be liked by many people.

This is a novel I wrote after watching a video about gay life on Bilibili, and combined with a brain hole that seems to others to be sick, I have this novel.Maybe everyone is a little puzzled by Wang Ziqing's behavior. In fact, he is protecting Guo Ming, so that Guo Ming can live his life as a normal person in the eyes of the public, and don't live like him.

In the end, I will not say anything else. I hope that the little brothers and sisters in the video can get the most basic respect and the love they want in reality.