Love is like the hole in a donut

I forgot that I always brought home a little donut every time.

The man didn't even look at himself.Although the other party's voice was gentle, Lin Sheng always felt that the man was deliberately ignoring him.

Lin Sheng couldn't think of how to talk to Cang Lin again.After punching out the card, other part-timers also appeared in the office one after another. Although Lin Sheng was a little bit reluctant, he had no choice but to leave the store.

The cirrocumulus clouds in the sky are gone, replaced by shining stars.

However, Linsheng really had no choice but to go home obediently like this.

He hid next to the vending machine and watched the part-timers and employees pass by one by one.The vending machine was working fine until a few days ago, but now its lights keep flickering, which is annoying.But Lin Sheng couldn't find any other place to hide, so he had to wait anxiously for Cang Lin.

After everyone went home, Lin Sheng waited for about 15 minutes before Cang Lin walked out of the shop.

The man looked tired, he looked down at the ground, and walked here.The moment the man passed in front of the vending machine, the man sighed, and Rinsheng murmured in a low voice:

[Why are you ignoring me all of a sudden? ]

Cang Lin looked at Lin Sheng with a frightened face, his heart seemed to be almost stopped by fright.

[Student Uehara...]

[Sorry, hiding here in ambush and waiting for you.However, I always feel like you are angry... Is it because I did that to you, so you are angry? ]

Lin Sheng originally thought that Cang Lin would accept him.

At least during the process, Cang Lin did not refuse, and finally comforted himself gently.

However, this seems to be just wishful thinking.

Lin Sheng didn't understand why Cang Lin suddenly kept a distance from him.

[If you don't like it, then I apologize.However, I also know that what I have done cannot be resolved by apologizing... If you are angry, please tell me directly and clearly. ]

[I, I'm not angry. ]

Cang Lin stared at Lin Sheng.After Lin Sheng knew that he had not been ignored by Cang Lin, he couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief, and when he fixedly looked back at Cang Lin, Cang Lin immediately lowered his head again and looked away.

Lin Sheng couldn't see Cang Lin's expression, and Cang Lin said something that Lin Sheng didn't expect at all.

[That incident... was my fault.I forced you to do that kind of thing with me, that's why you became weird...]

[That kind of thing... refers to what happened when I accompanied you to see that guy Sonoda? ]

In the square in front of the station, facing the man Cang Lin had dated in the past, Lin Sheng felt very anxious.Seeing that the two seemed to be arguing, Rinsheng couldn't take it anymore, so he left the coffee shop and walked towards the two, and at that time he heard that rotten guy Sonoda talking.Lin Sheng's anger was like boiling water in one breath, making him lose his mind.

That's not sympathy, and it's not helping.

Just because I wanted to do it, I did it.

He didn't want that kind of man to do whatever he wanted with Cang Lin.He didn't want to give up Cang Lin to that kind of man.

Whether it's hugging or kissing, it's all Linsheng wants to do on his own initiative.After successfully forcing Sonoda back, the desire in Linsheng's heart was still faintly haunting, until after returning to Canglin's house, the desire in his heart broke out.

No one forced Lin Sheng.

Everything is voluntary.

[...has nothing to do with that guy.I just...wanted to touch you, so I did. ]

Although the words were spoken intermittently, Cang Lin raised his face quickly after hearing it.When the eyes of the two met, Lin Sheng noticed that Cang Lin's eyes were flickering, and he seemed to have been greatly shocked.

[Then...why would you want to do that? ]

[Uh, you ask me why...]

[You haven't told me what your reason is. ]

Lin Sheng hasn't said anything yet.

The most important and only reason.

[Ah... because I like you. ]

These words blurted out from Lin Sheng's mouth.Cang Lin was dumbfounded in surprise, and Lin Sheng himself was startled.

like.

That's right, because I like Canglin.

I have always cared so much about Canglin; I feel so angry at the man Canglin never forgets; after knowing that man is just a wicked guy, I feel unforgivable...

Also, at that time, I couldn't help but want to touch Cang Lin, as if I wanted to snatch Cang Lin over...

All this now clearly points to an almost laughable answer.

This is called being in love.

[...It feels like you said that on purpose. ]

Facing the wide-eyed Lin Sheng, Cang Lin's body shook unsteadily.Linsheng laughed a few times "haha", and responded with a careless tone as if he was bored.

[Ah, you misunderstood!I didn't say that casually... It's because I didn't know what I was thinking before, so I didn't tell you...]

[It's okay, I don't mind, anyway, I don't seriously want to ask you why.Didn't I say that?I didn't take what happened on Saturday to heart. ]

[I didn't take it to heart...meaning you don't care at all?You don't care about me at all... You really still miss that guy? ]

Lin Sheng wanted to take a step forward, but the bicycle parked beside him almost fell to the ground.Although Linsheng felt that Linsheng was showing a wry smile, even the man's smile at the moment made Linsheng feel that it didn't matter at all. Linsheng just wanted to know how the man would answer.

[Thanks to you, I have long since ignored him.After I actually met him, I also understood that the feeling in my heart was no longer the same as before... I finally understood that I was just remembering the past relationship. ]

[Then, why?Why are you ignoring me?Can't I?Because of my poor skills?I know I'm amazed at how messed up I am... Do you hate me? ]

[I didn't feel uncomfortable, and I didn't hate you. You were considerate to me during the process, and I feel very grateful.only……]

Lin Sheng held his breath and stared at Cang Lin.

The broken light bulb of the vending machine kept flickering, reflecting Kurahin's pale face.

Two days ago, I uttered these words from the lips I had kissed several times:

[Sorry, although I like you, but not the kind of like you think. ]

If someone says he doesn't like himself, what the hell should he do?

If the other party expresses that he doesn't like him, can he just give up?

If the other party doesn't like you at all——

In the process of riding the bicycle, Lin Sheng kept circling these things in his mind.

It's almost like a game that drives people into corners.

Arriving at home, parked his bicycle, Linsheng walked to the entrance, without taking out the key, his mother opened the door and came out to welcome him.

[Rinsheng, you are back. ]

[I'm back. ]

Mother didn't ask her why she came home late like before, but that's all, but it still made Lin Sheng feel better.When Linsheng thought that his mother must be desperately suppressing the emotions of wanting to question, he really couldn't feel happy, but today Linsheng really didn't have the mood to continue thinking deeply, so he just took off his shoes quickly.

Stepping from the porch to the corridor, and then to the kitchen, Lin Sheng didn't even look at the flowers on the porch and the order of the umbrellas on the umbrella stand, and walked into the house directly.He just felt that he was very thirsty.

Physiological desire made Lin Sheng rush to the kitchen, he was about to pour the water from the water purifier into the glass, and then suddenly found something in the corner of the sink.

I didn't see this thing yesterday or this morning.

It is different from the picture in memory.

It's a broken teacup.

The cup depicts lovely wild berry flowers and fruit.My mother likes this girly mug very much, and usually doesn't take it out of the display cabinet in the living room.

[This is……]

Linsheng gestured to the miserable broken porcelain with his eyes, and his mother, who followed Linsheng into the kitchen, immediately said in an embarrassed voice:

[Oh... you said that.Accidentally dropped and broke. ]

[Is someone coming to the house? ]

[It's someone you don't know.However, you should have met each other when you were a child... It is Chunshan, who used to live near here, and recently I heard that he has moved back to live in Xingxing. ]

[before……]

Speaking of the word "before", Linsheng only remembered the unpleasant memory of his childhood.The mother smiled and said, but in Lin Sheng's eyes, she only felt that she was prevaricating.

But no matter whether the mother is smiling or silent, I probably will only doubt it again and again.

I'm so annoying.

What annoys Linsheng is not his mother, but himself who keeps doubting his mother.

[By the way, Linsheng, Chunshan sent a cake as a present, and they specially gave Japanese-style fresh fruit, do you want to eat it now? ]

[It's already this time, no need. ]

[But, don’t you always eat donuts brought back from your part-time job for supper? ]

[I just said no! ]

The ferocious tone made the mother freeze her expression.Seeing his mother's shocked expression, Linsheng always felt that the air in the house where there were only two people froze instantly, as if they had been thrown into a freezer.

[Don't show that expression, as if it's all my fault. ]

[Rinsheng, mom just wants to have a good chat with you... Did mom do something wrong? ]

[……No.Sorry, I'm very tired from work today. ]

Lin Sheng raised his lips that almost wanted to bite, and made an excuse indiscriminately.It was impossible and impossible for him to talk to his mother any more.

How he wished he could forget those things. His mother was just lonely and exhausted at that time.Obviously Linsheng thought so in his heart, but the memory in his head was