Love is like the hole in a donut

When I came with Yagizawa before, Rinsheng immediately let Yagizawa get off the car and asked him to help push it behind.Of course there is another fun in that way, but now Rinsheng really doesn't want Cang Lin to see his appearance.Perhaps Lin Sheng didn't want Cang Lin to underestimate him, thinking that he was still a child.

Lin Sheng stepped on the pedal vigorously.

[Ah, have we reached the highest point yet?Wow!The stars seem to be standing in rows in the sky! ]

In Linsheng's ears, admiration sounded not at all commensurate with Canglin's usual image.Just now, the steep slope that almost stopped the heartbeat made Linsheng's heart beat violently, but after hearing Cang Lin's voice, he felt that his heartbeat seemed to become more chaotic.

[I used to know that there was a watchtower here...but now I know it looks like this. After I climbed up, I realized that this place is higher than I thought. ]

The ground is covered with old red bricks for the trail, and strong weeds grow in the gaps between the bricks, showing that this is a place that no one cares about.There are no vending machines or pavilions and other artificial decorations around. There is only a cracked stone bench standing by the handrail, and a street lamp, that's all.

However, as long as you leave the bicycle and walk to the handrail, you will unconsciously fall into the illusion, feeling that the street lights at the foot of the mountain seem to be dimly shining on the feet of the two.

[The night view of this town is really amazing. ]

[Shouldn't you see this kind of scenery in Tokyo? ]

[Tokyo's night view is also quite beautiful, but I really can't see so many stars.There are so many people there, it feels oppressive... probably not a good place. ]

[Then why are you going to Tokyo? ]

[Well... probably because I wanted to find a better job at the beginning.And you?After high school, are you going to go to college like everyone else?Or you can also start a band, and when you become popular, you will spread the word that you used to work in donuts, so that our store will also be popular and popular... Don't you have such ideals and ambitions at all? ]

After finishing speaking, Cang Lin suddenly chuckled, Lin Sheng didn't understand what he wanted to express at all.Lin Sheng only felt that Cang Lin was making fun of him, so he replied in a blunt tone:

[What are you talking about?Now in this world, if you want to engage in a band... At most, you can only become popular for a while, and then disappear within a few years, right? ]

[Wow, you are such an annoying high school student, but what you say fits your style... By the way, your memory is not bad, so it should be able to be used in exams or job hunting, right? ]

[I can't remember everything. ]

[Right?Then this is really a stunt that I don't know whether it is convenient or inconvenient.So... You remember the phone book in my mobile phone, is it just a coincidence? ]

Lin Sheng fell silent for a moment.Not because he didn't want to answer, but because he couldn't figure out the exact reason himself.

The warm night wind blowing from the underground town caressed Rinson's stilled lips and cheeks.

[Who knows... probably because you are always sneaky, so my curiosity has deepened.Still, why don't you delete his call? ]

[After deleting, if he calls again one day, wouldn't it be very troublesome? ]

[That's your excuse. ]

[Maybe. ]

Cang Lin replied quickly without hesitation, as if he had prepared these answers long ago, and there was also a sense of being off-line in his words.

[It seems that you still like that man very much now, right? ]

[I don't know which either.I often think he's... like the hole in the middle of a donut. ]

[The... hole in the donut? ]

Lin Sheng thought: Cang Lin must be joking, right?

However, Canglin, who was leaning on the handrail and facing the street lamp, did not look smiling from the side.His eyes seemed to be caught somewhere in the distance, exactly the same as when he was staring at the phone.

[The small round hole in the middle of the donut, isn't it just a hollow with nothing?But when looking at the donut, the hole is really in the middle of the donut.Obviously it is something that does not exist, but it exists so truly. ]

[... Does that sound really philosophical?Does this have anything to do with a man you've dated before? ]

[Don't everyone say that memory will be beautified?I will always be the first to think of the memories when I was with him, and I can't forget it...or it should be said that because the outer ring of the donut is made, the feeling that the middle one no longer exists will give people a feeling that it is A real illusion of existence.Maybe it's like falling in love with "the feeling of being in love"? ]

[If this is the case, as soon as you talk about a new relationship, the memories of the past will disappear immediately, won't they? ]

[Haha, you are too young. ]

Canglin smiled wryly.

[My lord, there is no way to say that if you want to fall in love, you should fall in love right away... Afterwards, you will find that such an environment is like a miracle. ]

[Freedom to fall in love, fall in love...]

In such an environment, I can't fall into a relationship at all, does it mean that I really have a problem?

But speaking of it, when I was in junior high school, some students in the class did write the names of female students in the contact book one by one.Linsheng asked the other party why he did this, and the other party said that it was a list of girls he likes.I don't know if he is liked by every girl?Or was that the order of girls he expected to fall in love with?No matter what the answer was, Lin Sheng felt that he was really stupid.

It turns out that to be a fool, you still need the perfection of the surrounding environment.

[However, store manager, it’s not like you have no chance to meet new partners, right?Are you totally unacceptable to interacting with women? ]

[I really don't know how to get along with girls. ]

Lin Sheng couldn't help thinking: Is it really good to deny it so categorically?But when he thought of those troublesome college female students who were part-time workers, Linsheng could understand Canglin's mood to some extent.

[Aren't there men in "Circle Circle"?Take the full-time employees as an example, the deputy store manager and others are all men...]

[He is married. ]

[Then... what about Mr. Moriyama who is in charge of making donuts? ]

[He is the one who loves women the most in our shop. ]

[Mr. Tanaka who is in charge of decorating the donuts...]

[Although he is nice, I don't feel in love with him.That is to say, I didn’t intend to fall in love in the workplace, and it’s too late to be busy selling donuts every day, and now I really don’t have…]

[By the way, what about me? ]

Cang Lin's hands were still leaning on the armrest, and he turned his face to Lin Sheng.Cang Lin's eyes widened now, and his eyes were round, as if they could reflect the stars in the night sky.Seeing this scene, Lin Sheng realized what he just said.

What exactly did I say along the lines of the atmosphere just now?

Lin Sheng suddenly felt his heart beating endlessly.

Now the heartbeat speed is much faster than when he was riding a bicycle uphill just now. It was the first time Lin Sheng felt this nervous feeling. He stopped and stared back at the man's face intently, as if he was waiting for the other party. Answer.

[……puff! ]

Lin Sheng felt that Cang Lin seemed to shake his shoulders, and then saw him suddenly start laughing.

[Hahaha! ]

[Shop, store manager? ]

[This sentence is really out of place from your mouth.Hearing such a statement from someone who doesn't look like a joke, anyone would take it seriously, right?Fortunately, you are only a high school student. ]

Meaning... because he is a high school student, Cang Lin doesn't consider himself at all?

The heart that had been contracting desperately with maximum efficiency just now quickly returned to calm, and a dull pain replaced the rapid heartbeat and slowly attacked the whole body.

This is a pain that Linsheng has never felt before.

[I... my stomach seems to be hurting a bit? ]

Lin Sheng muttered, Chang Cang Lin showed an anxious expression.

[Huh?abdomen?How are you?It seems that there is no toilet...]

[Fortunately, I'm fine...it should be. ]

It seems that the place where the pain is felt is not the abdomen, but a little bit higher.

This painful feeling is obviously very painful, but it makes people want to feel it more deeply, it is incredible,

[Really?Are you really okay? ]

Seeing Cang Lin looking worriedly at his expression, Lin Sheng felt that something was wrong with his beating heart.

--Why is this so?

Every time I see Cang Lin, every time I talk to Cang Lin, all kinds of questions and curiosity will pop up in my heart, just like solving a riddle.

Lin Sheng didn't dislike this feeling, he just thought it was like the math exercises he got for the first time in elementary school.

Arithmetic made the young Lin Sheng very excited and excited, but he soon became bored.Facing Cang Lin, what will happen?

Will I lose interest immediately?

or……

[Shop manager, lend me your mobile phone. ]

[What……]

[I promise not to delete his phone number, you let me touch the phone number of "Donut Hole". ]

[Touch and see...? ]

The surprised man showed an uneasy expression for a moment, but he still took out the mobile phone from his pocket and handed it to Rinsheng.

Turning on the phone, in an instant, the screen glowed brightly.The light of the mobile phone made the eyes that were used to the darkness feel a little dazzling, Lin Sheng half-closed his eyes, and hurriedly operated the mobile phone before Cang Lin changed his mind.

[Eh……]

[……That'll be fine. ]

[What do you mean "that's all right"?what did you just doYou really