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Chapter 3 (fourth quarter)

This love story goes from sunny afternoon to dusk, from dusk to full of lights, and then from full of lights to dawn.When Kaka talks about the little things with Mai Mai, the corners of her mouth are always raised, her eyes are gentle, and her words are full of sweetness. Mo Xiaoqi feels the deep love from being so close.

So Mo Xiaoqi understood Kaka, and said to Kaka: "It's just that I don't want you to invest too much. After all, Mai has a boyfriend. After all, Mai is over 30. She has a way out. Maybe one day she will get married, and you What? I’m afraid you will be hurt too deeply! Our life is only a few decades, not everyone can meet someone who loves to the bone, we don’t ask for results, we only hope that one day you will be old and unable to walk , I am happy when I think of this love in the rocking chair, don't even have a memory!"

Kaka said to Mo Xiaoqi who was lying beside him: "Thank you, little girl!"

Mo Xiaoqi: "In the future, if Mai Mai is not at home, don't be alone at home thinking about it, I will accompany you!"

In the morning light of dawn, two drops of happy tears flowed from Kaka's face...

We are all mortals and we cannot predict what will happen tomorrow.So love at the age you want to love, do what you want, you said you have to wait until you are 50 years old and your teeth are gone to eat delicious food, or wait until you are 60 years old and your skin is sagging and wrinkled and you wear bikinis In your twilight years, lament that you didn't take the initiative to confess to someone and spend your old age in frustration......

Mo Xiaoqi would definitely choose the latter without hesitation, so in the love between Kaka and Mai, Mo Xiaoqi acted as a booster.

Life goes on, just wonderful and ordinary.Mo Xiaoqi is still fighting like a fighter plane.Kaka is becoming more and more gentle in love, enjoying the beauty of life, it seems that what we want is not such a kind of satisfaction?

Mai has become everything to Kaka, and the desire to possess Mai is getting stronger and stronger in Kaka's body. Kaka wants to be with Mai every second, so when Mai's boyfriend comes again, she has little emotion.Kaka couldn't stand it. After Mai's boyfriend came, Mai seemed to disappear. In the past, Mai would secretly send messages to Kaka when she took time to go to the bathroom or take a shower. However, since buying a house, Mai's boyfriend has visited more and more frequently. It became a small residence, during which Xiaomai would be picked up by her boyfriend as soon as she got off work, but after returning home, Xiaomai had no news at all, and there was no occasional news anymore.Kaka gradually became more and more uncomfortable, and Xiaomai also felt Kaka's emotions.

After Mai's boyfriend came this time, Xiaozhu became a permanent resident.Wheat should of course go home.Kaka's tens of thousands of reluctances can't change the fact. From now on, the person who holds the umbrella with Maimai when it rains will not be Kaka; from now on, the arm numb by the pillow at night will no longer be Kaka's arm; No more morningkiss of wheat.....everything is about to change.

After Mai's boyfriend planned to live permanently, he invited several of Mai's colleagues to go on an outing.Of course Kaka also went.When I used to go out for an outing, Kaka helped Xiaomai to prepare the things to bring, sunglasses, sunscreen, hats, clothes, shoes, and I had to cook Xiaomai’s favorite fried rice and sushi... Although Kaka was reluctant I still took the things that Xiaomai usually likes to eat.

Kaka's boyfriend is 190cm tall and slightly fat. At first glance, he looks a bit like a family boy.On the day of the outing, Kaka's care and care for wheat from time to time made Kaka feel very heartwarming along the way.Kaka really can't stand her beloved woman being walked hand in hand by others, riding a bicycle with others, and Kaka is no longer holding an umbrella to shade wheat under the sun umbrella... At lunch, everyone shared For the things that came, Kaka brought Maimai's favorite ham, egg, green bean fried rice, sushi, and Maimai's favorite fruit.Wheat’s boyfriend also brought fried rice with green beans, ham and eggs, as well as apples, bananas, dragon fruit, and Wheat’s favorite durian!Wheat Boyfriend just glanced at Kaka's lunch.

Mai Mai was gently fed by her boyfriend, but Kaka couldn't bear this warm scene, so she excused herself by saying that she was uncomfortable and went for a walk in the distance alone.Mai Mai knew how uncomfortable Kaka was on this journey, so she said to go and see Kaka.Kaka walked about 500 meters away, Mai Mai followed Kaka like this, and asked Kaka what was wrong, but Kaka got angry and said nothing.Doesn't Xiaomai know that he is feeling uncomfortable?Seeing that he was far away from everyone, Mai Mai coquettishly grabbed Kaka and said, "Are you really angry? I can't help it. I asked you if you want to come, and you said it's okay!"

Kaka said angrily: "I'm fine, you go back!"

Seeing that the momentum was wrong, Maimai hurriedly acted like a spoiled child again: "Little pig, don't be angry, you are the best, I won't let my boyfriend hold my hand, and I won't hold an umbrella with him, okay? Don't Are you angry? You see, people have been following you for so long and haven’t eaten anything. I haven’t even eaten the sushi you made for me. What if I’m going to be eaten up by others?”

Although Kaka is worried about 100 million ants, he doesn't want to get angry with Xiaomai, especially when this woman is acting like a baby to her, Kaka really has no resistance.

Kaka said helplessly: "Okay, I won't be angry if I kiss you, and I will ride a car with me back later!"

Mai Mai lowered the umbrella back, wrapped her hands around Kaka, and kissed Kaka tenderly.Kaka didn't get angry like this without a bottom line, although he still felt awkward in his heart.

Mai Mai's boyfriend lived here for half a year, during which Kaka and Mai seldom saw each other, especially on weekends, Kaka felt as if a century had passed!And in the past six months, apart from Mai Mai's gentle and coquettish promises, Kaka can't ask for anything anymore. Do you want Mai to break up with her boyfriend? Do you want to disclose your relationship with Mai?Kaka was going crazy thinking about these things.Yes, Kaka likes this woman to the core, so she can tolerate all external factors, as long as Xiaomai is with her.It's just a change in reality, which always makes people's dreams shattered very quickly.

Mai Mai seldom replies to Kaka's messages, especially when they are not together.Basically no reply at all.in the company.Mai Mai also gradually gets close to others, and Mai Mai doesn't take the initiative to ask Kaka to go to Xiaowen for a while at work, and the replies and concerns on the Internet are not as much as before.Kaka seemed to feel the changes in Maimai, but Maimai never gave Kaka a chance to be alone to explain this.

Kaka: "Little girl, do you think Maimai doesn't want me anymore?" Kaka went to Mo Xiaoqi's place on the weekend.Kaka was afraid that he would go crazy if he stayed like this.

Mo Xiaoqi: "Kaka, I mean, if, if Mai Mai wants to break up with you, what will you do?" Mo Xiaoqi said cautiously.

Kaka looked up at Mo Xiaoqi, there was sadness and helplessness in his eyes, but also a look of knowing that this would be the result.Did not speak.

Silence, long silence.

Mo Xiaoqi leaned against the window and changed his posture, and said to Kaka who was looking out of the window: "I said before, I hope you don't get too involved, maybe I shouldn't have supported you in this relationship at the beginning, knowing that there is no result. !"

Kaka choked up and said: "No, Maimai said she won't get married. She doesn't love her boyfriend!" Mo Xiaoqi didn't dare to say too much, for fear that Kaka wouldn't be able to bear it: "But the reality is that a 30 A woman of many years should get married! "

Kaka's tears couldn't be held back any longer and flowed down.

Mo Xiaoqi just sat quietly with Kaka.Because apart from being with Kaka, Mo Xiaoqi didn't know what to do at this time.

Kaka asked Mai on the computer when she was at work on Monday: "Kiss, let's go out for lunch together!"

Mai Mai replied with one word: "Yeah." Then he continued to work.

At noon, the western restaurant Mai Mai likes not far from the company, Kaka finally gets along with Mai Mai alone.Looking at the woman in front of him, Kaka has no complaints or anger in his heart at this moment, just look at this woman like this.

Wheat picked up a strawberry for Kaka and looked at Kaka and said, "Little pig, I'm getting married!"

Kaka's panicked heart almost jumped out of her mouth, and the fork in her right hand was fixed on top of the strawberry.Perhaps Kaka should have thought that there would be such a day.It's just that this day came too suddenly and Kaka was not ready yet.There was a long silence, neither of them spoke, Kaka lowered her head, but her tears were already flooding like a rushing river.

Mai said: "I'm sorry, I can't afford to give our love. Because of family reasons, his parents are not in good health. I hope we can get married as soon as possible. That house was bought and married. You love me so much, I know. But I I can't love you anymore, because in reality, the person I married is not you!"

Kaka didn't even look up at Mai Mai's eyes, she didn't know what Mai Mai's eyes looked like at the moment.Yes, we lost to reality after all.

Kaka choked up and said, "Are you really that cruel to me? Don't give me a buffer time. We agreed to go to Tibet together and watch the sunrise together?" Kaka couldn't hear clearly at the end. What did I say!

Mai: "Little Pig, I can no longer promise you, and I can't accompany you to Tibet, and you don't have to spoil me so much anymore. Let's all return to reality! We will still be friends or colleagues when we meet in the company, okay Is it?" After finishing speaking, Mai Mai put all the picture albums made of gift necklaces and rings from Kaka on the table: "These are the gifts you gave me, since we don't love each other anymore, I shouldn't keep them!"

Kaka broke down in tears: "Really, is it really so unfeeling?"

Mai Mai took out the couple's tail ring from the bag and gave it to Kaka: "The tail ring means non-marriage. Wearing a tail ring means not getting married. I want to get married!"

Kaka raised her tear-filled head and looked at Mai in a emptiness: "Is this the end between us?"

Mai Mai wiped her tears: "Little Pig, remember not to be too nice to women in the future, someone will fall in love with you!" Mai Mai left after speaking.

Kaka looked at this sunny afternoon, the tears in his eyes witnessed the process of the world from clear to blurred.

Afterwards, Kaka lived in a muddle-headed way. Every day at the company, he didn't use the words he had practiced for a long time the day before meeting Mai. Both of them just smiled lightly, but did Mai really let go?Kaka went to work several times with swollen walnut-like eyes, and was still on the computer every day asking whether Xiaomai was eating well or sleeping well.It's just that wheat's answer has been completely answered with um and um.One week after the breakup, Kaka recalled everything about wheat and the smell of wheat in her room every day... The next day, she went to work with her exhausted and heartbroken body, and she could see wheat after work.It's just that there are no smiles and eyes in the past.Everything seems to be just acquainted.

At this time, Kaka needs to be alone, needs someone to accompany her, and hopes that Maimai can come back... Every day, he struggles with these problems like this, but the indifference of reality is driving Kaka down little by little. Vulnerable heart.

It's almost wheat's birthday again, and Kaka has prepared a birthday gift for wheat for a long time, a bag and necklace of a brand that wheat has liked for a long time.Kaka thought, how great it would be if she could give Xiaomai a birthday present every year in the future!Mo Xiaoqi did not call Kaka an idiot, she told Kaka: "Little girl, if you still love her, then love her in your own way and let her feel your love. As long as you feel better." The person in the world who knows Kaka the most at this time is Xiao Qi!

When Mo Xiaoqi found out that Kaka and Maimai broke up, although it was the expected ending, it just came sooner.But Mo Xiaoqi knew that Kaka was all invested.So Kaka must be hurt deeply. This kind of thing can only be eased by going over the hurdle by himself, and no matter how others try to persuade him, it will be futile.

Mo Xiaoqi is not a person who understands the principles of love. He has never been in love, but he has his own concept of love. If you love, you will love deeply, and if you don’t love, you will leave, just like a very popular saying nowadays Bread and love, Mo Xiaoqi would say, I will buy the bread myself, just give me love!

Kaka also bought bread for others, and gave all of her love to others, so she lost all her body in this love.

Mai Mai didn't accept Kaka's gift, and Kaka almost begged Maima humbly, but Maimai just told Kaka, "We don't love each other anymore, so can we give each other some space? You want to live your life too, you I'm no longer the main character in my life. Do you understand that?"

During the time when Kaka and Mai were together, Maimai was always the one who made decisions. Even if the opinions did not agree, Kaka was willing to follow the big woman he loved, because Maimai was a rational person.It's just that Xiaomai handled this relationship too rationally.Kaka's sad and helpless expression can be seen at a glance: "Maggie, I just want to be by your side and pay attention to you like this, seeing you live well

OK, can't this be the case? "

After hearing this, Mai Mai's eyes turned red.The voice was no longer so sharp: "Little pig, I know, I know, I know you are having a hard time, but I hope you can understand the reality, I am getting married, and the person is not you!"

Kaka was awakened by Mai Mai's words again and again, yes!Wheat is getting married.She is going to marry someone else as a bride.Kaka burst into tears.

The tears in Maimai's eyes were also spinning: "Okay, I accepted the gift, thank you for celebrating my birthday in advance. Take care of yourself in the future. Don't take a cold shower, don't skip breakfast, don't open an umbrella on a rainy day, Don't do anything for me anymore. Take care of yourself by yourself in the future and don't get sick."

Kaka covered her eyes with her right hand, and the tears still flowed quietly.Listening to the sound of wheat's high heels getting farther and farther away, Kaka knew that everything was over, over.

Kaka's love has lost to reality, because the love combined in reality is between men and women, not homosexuality.So homosexuality cannot be recognized.But is love really defeated by reality?How many people use this sentence as a consolation and a cover for breaking up.In Mo Xiaoqi's words, love is not defeated by reality, both are nouns, and a fight is a tie.Love is defeated by giving up, and giving up is a verb, and it is only natural that the verb wins the noun!Therefore, Kaka's love is also defeated by giving up. If Mai Mai and Kaka both insist, what monsters can the world become, and they will all be accepted!

At this time, Kaka and Maimai had known each other for four years and fell in love for three years, five months and 5 days.