Dangerous

"Falling in love with you is the beginning of destruction, but I have no hesitation."

You are an angel who came to the world, I would like to give you all the prosperity and happiness, but unfortunately I still can't keep you.Because you long to fly.

And this world can no longer accommodate me, my only choice is to die or sleep.Thank them for their kindness, or hypocrisy.

My exhausted madness makes it impossible for me to beg for forgiveness.never mind.

So let me sleep.

Every day without you, I am tired but sober.Like a fish without upper eyelids, never closed eyes.

So now I close my eyes, and all the sky falls down, softly like moonlight landing, without sound.The darkness is boundless, as if the epidemic spreads, it will be eternal night from then on.

There is also a reason why Ansair has been refusing to face up to Cheng Xi's feelings for him.

On the one hand, this wayward top student is actually a very old-fashioned and traditional person.Although same-sex marriage has been open for many years, he always feels that it is immoral for a man to be with a man, otherwise he would not have left the Drifter because of a political marriage, and even worked for others.

On the other hand, his understanding of feelings is a bit extreme.

For example, he felt that Cheng Xi didn't really love him.

He has no way to accept something that is not pure enough.He felt that Cheng Xi's love for him was not only love, but also mixed with obsession, admiration and gratitude.

In a sense, this is also true.

He said to Cheng Xi: "What you fall in love with is only the person who raised you and taught you. If I was not the one who picked you up, you will also fall in love with him because of this experience."

Cheng Xi looked at Ansair in confusion, he didn't know what the other party was thinking about.

Because there is no if.

"But only you. It was you who raised me and taught me, and no one else."

Cheng Xi was very sure to Ansair.

But this is not Ansair's ideal love.What Ansair wants is that kind of old encounter, where the two parties are attracted to each other in the ordinary way of getting along, and thus fall in love.

It's completely different from this kind of relationship with life and death.

But the other party is Cheng Xi, so the relationship between Ansair and Cheng Xi is doomed, and it is impossible to meet Ansair's expectations no matter what.

So Ansair was conflicted.

This contradiction continued until the last time he received a message from Cheng Xi.

Everyone thought that what he left for Cheng Xi was just genetic scissors, but in fact there was also a disposable communicator.

He remembered saying at that time: "If you insist on thinking that I gave you your new life, remember to tell me when you give it back to me."

Cheng Xi said to him: "Teacher, from now on, I will love you forever."

His tone was desperate and affectionate.

At that moment, Ansair made a decision.

Some things are not pure enough, but it is warm enough, and it is not a bad idea to try to accept it.

"I heard that Ansair came back to pick him up?" Chu Yi came out of the bathroom, seemingly casually mentioning it.

Wang Chengyang's reaction was within his expectations.

The man sat on the bed, gave a low "hmm", and still looked at the documents in his hand without raising his head.

This workaholic.

Chu Yi secretly smiled in her heart.

"What are you looking at?" Chu Yi randomly picked up a page.

Wang Chengyang knew that his lover was not interested in these things, but he never dispelled Chu Yi's sudden curiosity.

"Energy delivery agreement?"

Chu Yi frowned, and suddenly realized: "Did you promise to hand over Cheng Xi to him?"

Chu Yi doesn't like Ansair, and hates Cheng Xi even more.

He didn't know whether he hated Ansair because he hated Cheng Xi, who had hurt Wang Chengyang, or because he looked down on Ansier for leaving the murder weapon and then walked away. He hated Cheng Xi more.

Anyway, he felt that Ansair and Cheng Xi's emotional tragedy was made by themselves: one was arrogant and cowardly, not daring to face his own feelings, the other was selfish and paranoid, following his heart so that he lost his mind.

And their love hurt many innocent people.So Chu Yi didn't think their stories were tragic and touching at all, but felt that they deserved what they deserved.

There is a saying, poor people must have something to hate.

Hearing Chu Yi's question full of negative emotions, Wang Chengyang finally stopped what he was doing and looked up into his lover's eyes: "What's wrong?"

Chu Yi looked at Wang Chengyang carefully for a moment, and really didn't find any unnaturalness in the man's eyes.He felt defeated: "It's not too many for a person like him to die ten thousand times... Just let him go like this, not to mention the major groups that have been severely traumatized, those innocent people in the war will not die Bar?"

"No matter how sinful he is, he can only die once." Wang Chengyang's calmness is simply incompatible with Chu Yi's anger: "Besides, do you really think that letting him pay for his crime with death is really better than exchanging his life for everything?" The energy needed is more practical?"

What Wang Chengyang said was very reasonable. Chu Yi knew how much ransom Ansair had brought in exchange for Cheng Xi's life—enough energy for all major forces to recover after the war.

"Then you can't forgive him so easily, can you?"

Looking at his lover, Wang Chengyang suddenly smiled. Of course, he understood that a large part of Chu Yi's reluctance was due to the hurt he had suffered.

"Chu Yi, I can't forgive him, but he doesn't deserve my hatred either." The man said it firmly, with obvious consolation.

Hearing Wang Chengyang's answer, Chu Yi froze for a moment, and understood what he meant.

The emotions welling up in his heart were complex.The distress and admiration for this powerful man... eventually turned into infinite and deep love.

"Chu Yi, don't feel sorry for me. Genetic trauma has shortened my lifespan, but I am very happy to be able to grow old with you until I face death. I don't have to endure loneliness alone for a long time."

Chu Yi felt something slowly gushing out of her eyes, and she stepped forward and hugged this man who seldom talks about love.

"Wang Chengyang, I am very honored."

Wang Chengyang, I am honored to meet you in this time and space, honored to have your tenderness and love, and honored to spend the rest of my life with you.

Outside the forbidden room where Cheng Xi was detained, Xue Yixuan's voice broke the silence.

"He chose to sleep?"

Wang Chengyang's answer was flat: "My heart is still immortal."

"The person he was waiting for never came."

The other party didn't answer, but just looked out the door silently.Soft white light flickered, gradually revealing the silhouette of a shuttle.

As Wilde said: "Every saint has a dark past, and every sinner has a clean future."

The author has something to say:

That's it for the first one

The protagonist of the second part is Lu Shao, a hot-blooded youth in our second year of middle school.

Who is his cp, please look forward to it~~~