pleasing guy

"How did you get the scar on your chest?"

"Oh, what are you talking about?" Jian Yi looked at his chest and smiled innocently.

"It was stabbed by my mother with a knife when I was ten years old, in order to kill me"

"What?!" Chen Tianjie was surprised by Jian Yi again. I don't know what kind of life Jian Yi has lived, and how much of it is. Chen Tianjie looked at Jian Yi in disbelief.

"The deadliest person I've ever seen is myself. I didn't know how many times I almost died since I was a child, but I didn't die in the end. The knife went straight in and out of my heart. I survived miraculously. I wonder if I am the reincarnation of a cat demon with nine lives." Jian Yi's tone was joking, but Chen Tianjie felt a dull pain in his heart

"What's going on here?" Chen Tianjie looked at Jian Yi and frowned unconsciously.

"Other children are born of the love between parents, but I am not. I am an evil result, an existence that should not be brought into this world. I was conceived by my mother after being raped."

Jian Yi actually laughed, as if he was talking about other people's affairs, but Chen Tianjie saw Jian Yi's clenched fist hidden in the water.

"My mother had just graduated from university and started working in the Dai Group. Mr. Dai took a fancy to him. Later, Mr. Dai asked my mother to go on a business trip with him on the pretext of work and raped my mother. My mother hated her but she didn't. Call the police because she has a very good boyfriend and she doesn't want anyone to know about it, but after a while she found out that she was pregnant, and my grandparents also noticed something was wrong, and my mother told me under pressure In fact, I thought grandpa and grandma would protect my mother, guess what?"

Jian Yi smiled sarcastically, "Grandpa and grandma actually betrayed their family members for money, and told Grandpa Dai about my mother's pregnancy, and wanted to marry my mother into Dai's family, but they didn't even think about how it was possible. Mr. Dai didn't agree, but he promised that as long as the child was born, he would pay as much as he wanted. My grandparents, seeing that there is no hope of marrying my daughter, will definitely not give up if they can get money, so they forced my mother to give birth to me. My mother ruined everything because of this. She transferred all her hatred to me. From the day I was born, she tried every means to kill me. If it weren’t for my grandparents who had to protect me for money, I’m afraid I've died long ago, I don't know how many times."

Chen Tianjie couldn't imagine what kind of family these were, and he didn't even care about his daughter's happiness for money.

"When I was young, I really lived a life of near death. Once I was walking on the side of the road and my mother suddenly pushed me into the middle of the road from behind. I was almost hit by a car. I was so frightened and stupid. Once I took a shower At that time, my mother severely pressed me into the water. If my grandmother and uncle hadn't arrived in time, I might have been drowned. Once I woke up from a nightmare, and my mother was choking my neck. That look is really scary, and there are many times I can’t remember how many ways my mother used to kill me.”

"My childhood was different from everyone else. After my mother died, I thought that going to Dai's house would end my life of fear, but I didn't expect that there were still people who wanted me to die. I really wondered why I went to Dai's house. I will be killed everywhere, I obviously just want to live a simple and ordinary life, no matter how obedient I am, how sensible I am, no one will be satisfied."

"Stop talking..." Chen Tianjie felt extremely uncomfortable. Jian Yi had nothing wrong with him, yet he suffered so much unfair treatment. It was clearly the adult's fault, and Jian Yi should bear all of it. What is the reason for this? What kind of reason.

Chen Tianjie felt angry for Jian Yi, and hated those who really did wrong, and brought irreparable pain to Jian Yi. Could it be that they are all hollow?

"It's all over, no one will hurt you in the future, I will be with you no matter what happens"

"Yeah." Jian Yi smiled and nodded, really didn't know whether to call him naive or stupid, but he could still laugh

"Help me rub my back." Jian Yi turned around in the bathtub, and sat up straight with her back facing Chen Tianjie.

Chen Tianjie originally felt distressed that Jian Yi couldn't open his mouth to make Jian Yi surrender, and now he couldn't say it, and he didn't want to do that. He knew that his thinking was wrong, but the idea of ​​cheating Jian Yi had already arisen.

Fang He insisted on waiting until he got off work, but Lin Bin really just waited for Fang He to get off work.

Fang He refused to go to high-end restaurants, so he ate spicy hot pot and skewered skewers on the side of the road. Lin Bin followed him with a calm face. It's hot, so it's just following Fang He to make such a fuss.

At night, Fang He had a convulsion and wanted to go fishing at night. Lin Bin also followed with a knot in his brain, and he looked quite happy. Anyway, he seemed to be doing well with Fang He. , came and went to do chores for Fang He, and changed to someone else, how could I get this kind of treatment, don't even think about it!

"I'm afraid you are the only one who goes fishing at night."

“It’s boring when everyone comes”

"Are you sure you can catch a fish?"

"I fish just to enjoy the process, not to fish for the sake of fishing"

"When did you become so carefree?"

Fang He looked at the lake without moving, concentrated on holding the fishing rod, and smiled calmly. All the leisure and leisure are just superficial phenomena, and there are so many things in his heart that he can't be bothered.

The reflection of the moon on the lake is clear and pure, the water surface is calm and without waves, countless stars are twinkling in the night sky, and even the breeze gently caressing it makes people feel comfortable.

Turning his head slightly, he secretly looked at Lin Bin's side face. This Lin Bin's face has never been blurred in his heart. This person sitting beside him at this moment is what he cares about and wants the most in his life. The least I can get.

But Fang He is not sad nor is it a pity, because as long as that guy Lin Bin is happy, whoever he is with, as long as he is good, is enough. He never wanted to be selfish and reach out to grab Lin Bin and keep him by his side

"Why are you peeking at me?"

"Can you stop being so narcissistic, whoever peeks at you, I am aboveboard, and if I look at you, it's your honor, okay?"

"You really haven't changed at all, your mouth is still so sharp"

"My lord, I'm like this, why, I'm not happy."

"How about it, if I say something that doesn't please you, do you want to let me have a good time?" Lin Bin smiled anxiously and kindly

Fang He opened his mouth and said, "It's so cool to you, uncle!"

"It's my uncle again, why do you always have trouble with my uncle?" Lin Bin got closer and closer with a teasing tone and eyes.

"What are you doing, I scared you away even the fish"

"It's not that I scare the fish away, but that there are no fish in the first place, and aquatic animals also need to rest. You shouldn't disturb others' rest at such an early night."

"Just talk when you talk, what are you doing so close?" Fang He pushed his butt to the side, feeling Lin Bin talking in his ear, making his heart itch.

"We were not only this close before, why are you shy?"

"Just kidding, who is shy, I just feel a little hot, so don't get so close to me and block my air." Fang He said things against his will in a serious manner, with a mixed performance and poor persuasion.

"It's hot, then would you like me to help you dissipate the heat?" Lin Bin and his ambiguous tone, needless to say, knew another meaning in the words, and the hand gently moving on Fang He's thigh was even more obvious.

"No, no, I suddenly feel very cool, not hot at all..."

"But I'm hot"

"What's the matter with me?"

"What do you think?" Lin Bin was getting closer and closer, and his hands were getting more and more inward.

Fang He's heart tightened, he hesitated and shrank back, in order to push Lin Bin away, the fishing rod fell to the ground.

"What are you doing..."

"It's your fault. You brought me to such a dark and deserted place at night. Don't you want to take the opportunity to do something with me?"

"When did I say that I brought you here? You obviously followed me."

"I don't care, come on, let me kiss you"

"Do not"

"Then let me touch your..."

"Pervert... Is that something you can touch if you want? Are you kidding me!"

Fang He couldn't wait to say no, whether he wanted it or hugged him, Fang He was the saddest, afraid that if he got closer to Lin Bin, he would not be able to make up his mind to wish Lin Bin to be with others, and he would give Lin Bin a gift because of his reluctance. Unnecessary interruption.

"Why not, is there something on your body that I haven't touched?"

"That was before"

"Then you mean that it was possible before but not now?"

"just can not"

"You put it that way, I want to touch it even more. After so many years, I don't know if it's still the same. I have to check it carefully..."

"Let me go, believe it or not, I kicked you..."

... Lin Bin is so strong, so many years have passed, Fang He is still so weak... Lin Bin even touches it, but squeezes it hard.

"Fuck!, Lin Bin, your uncle..."

"There's something wrong with you... I'm going to be crushed by you"

Lin Bin looked at Fang He with a smug look on his face, "I'm sorry, I was so excited, I couldn't help but hit harder."

"I think you did it on purpose!"

"Congratulations, you got the answer right, do you want to reward it again?"

"Son of a bitch!"

Fang He hugged where was the bottom with a sad expression on his face, he was not in the mood to fish now, he covered himself for a long time, packed up his things and left, cursing while getting in the car, he did not forget to complain with his eyes

"Still angry, at worst, I'll touch mine back for you, how about it?"

"Who cares?" Fang He looked arrogant, but actually wanted to touch it...

Lin Bin looked proud.

"what are you doing?"

Lin Bin rushed over suddenly, he was so close, he was completely unprepared, and panicked.

"It's just to help you fasten your seat belt, why are you so nervous, maybe you want me to do something to you"

"Stop being self-indulgent, I fasten my own seat belt"

"Looking so close, you seem to look better than before, your eyes are watery, and your lips... look so moist, red lips and white teeth, so attractive!"

"I'm a big man, how can you talk like a woman, can you describe it!"

"You are much better than a woman. I really want to eat you." Lin Bin held Fang He's face, stared at Fang He's lips, and lightly brushed his thumb across Fang He's lower lip. It has been so many years , Lin Bin is becoming more and more provocative.

Fang He pretended to be calm and moved back, pretending to smile smartly, and jokingly said, "Does your angel in white know that you are molesting a good family man like this outside?!"

"What an angel in white"

"Your fiancée, isn't she a doctor? What is an angel in white?"

Lin Bin paused, "How do you know?"

"It's not a secret, can't I know?"

Lin Bin looked at Fang He silently, wondering what he was thinking.

"Don't look at me like that, it's the past for both of us, you don't have to feel guilty at all, besides, you are different from me, you found such an excellent fiancée, to be honest, I'm pretty sympathetic you are happy"

"Are you happy?" Lin Bin's cold tone seemed a little emotional. Fang He spent a lot of effort to pretend to be so good. He said against his will in front of the person he likes, you are with others, I am Very happy very happy this kind of nonsense.

"Of course, no matter what you say, we are good friends and brothers. I wish you the best of luck."

"There are so many people who bless me, I need your blessing!"

"It's too much to bless, isn't the more the better!"

"I don't need your blessing anyway"

"If you don't need it, don't use it, the uncle is not rare..."

Before Fang He finished speaking, Lin Bin gagged his mouth before he could react at all, and his mind froze for a moment, before he had time to react

"what are you doing?"

"What do you say?"

"What are you doing, you are a master"

"so what"

"So what is that!"

"Fang He, in this case, you can be my mistress."

"It's so fresh! Why the hell should I be your mistress? When did you become so flirtatious, and you still look for a mistress behind your original partner's back!"

"I'm looking for you to be my mistress because I'm not your first partner. Otherwise, why would I look for it?"

Fang He was still quite upset, and stared at Lin Bin speechlessly.

"If I really become your mistress, you will become my mistress too. I don't have that plan"

"What do you mean"

"I have someone to associate with, and I will not betray him." Fang He's nonsense has a nose and eyes, and what he said seems to be true.

"Really? I don't know if you have someone to date with." Lin Bin had a suspicious expression on his face.

"Of course you don't know if you haven't asked."

"Male or Female"

"Of course it's a man"

"What is your name?"

Fang He paused, but no one existed, so if he knew the name, he hesitated and fooled casually, "It's not a famous person, and you don't even know me after I told you. If I have a chance another day, I'll introduce it to you."

"Could you be lying to me?" Lin Bin stared at Fang He with a look of disbelief.

"Why, look down on me? Sir, I'm so handsome. Is it strange to have a partner?" Fang He was afraid of being seen through, but at the same time he was still a little unhappy. No matter how he said it, he was still a bit charming, didn't he? Does it sound like one of those lonely people who can't find a match?

"Hurry up and drive, the uncle is going back"

Fang He Tiaojiao ordered Lin Bin to drive quickly, just wanting to end this topic, although he didn't show it, but he was still a little depressed, as if something was blocking his chest.

Thanks to myself worrying so much before, it turned out that Lin Bin was really not interested in him for a long time. It was obviously the result he wanted, but he was still inexplicably aggrieved. On the way back, Fang He pretended to be asleep and closed his eyes quietly. Leaning on the back of the seat with squinting eyes, the car drove very slowly, pretending to wake up when he knew it was almost there, and then pretending to get off the car in a smart way, this seemingly indifferent performance is all a disguise! .

Jin Mingyu thought and thought, no matter what, he escaped like that last time, he was really cowardly, and He Yan never sent a message to himself, nor did he make a phone call, and he always felt that he was lost.

Jin Mingyu couldn't help but suspect that what Xu Yinman said about He Yan used to like her was probably a lie.

Feeling very wronged, taking advantage of the gathering of colleagues, Bao Jian had a few drinks at the bar, not only did not use alcohol to relieve her sorrow, but it made her feel even more wronged.

"Your drinking capacity is too bad! It's only a few drinks. Seeing your blushing like this, is it okay?"

"I'm going to find him..." Jin Mingyu stood up with a look of drunkenness on the sofa

"Who are you looking for, it's not over yet, don't leave early" Luo Gang said to Jin Mingyu solemnly

"Jin Mingyu! Where are you going?"

"It's really gone, it's too embarrassing!"

"Let's go! I don't care about you...!"

Luo Gang complained loudly in the back, Jin Mingyu ignored it as if he didn't hear it, and went out on his own.

Walking out of the bar, he took a taxi directly, went to He Yan's place drunk, and rang the doorbell several times when he reached the door, regardless of what time it was, and didn't even think about whether He Yan was at home.

As soon as the strength of alcohol came up, his legs were still not in control. Fortunately, it was not unlucky, He Yan opened the door and came out in a short while, so that he would not be caught in the air.

"Light Rain"

"Brother He Yan..."

"Why do you drink so much, are you okay?" He Yan supported Jin Mingyu with a worried expression on his face.

"Really...can you really not give me a chance?" Jin Mingyu tugged on He Yan, and the tone of pleading was because of the desire in his heart.

"I liked you before, but then I lost my memory, and I still like you again, no matter when, I always only like you, so... you still don't want to give me a chance?"

"Xiao Yu, you drank too much"

"I don't... I really like you... I know I'm a man, and I know I'm not good enough for you... But I still like you even after losing my memory, what should I do... What can I do?" manage"

"I'm not trying to make things difficult for you... I'm not trying to make things difficult for you, I just want to tell you... I really like you, I really love you, so if you don't hate me, can you please give me a chance , just try to accept me, okay, if you still can't do it later, I won't pester you again, can you He Yan..."

"Xiaoyu, I hope you can live happily"

"Are you going to reject me again?"

"You shouldn't like me, you should find a gentle and lovely girl, that's the right way"

"But I only like you, I don't like women, I don't like men, I only like you... just like you, there is no right or wrong, and there is no way to change..."

Jin Mingyu said what he really wanted to say, and he was really strong and cowardly. How could he speak so confidently in other places.

"You are with me, you will regret it in the future, and the eyes of others will also bring you harm, and others will not allow it"

"No." Jin Mingyu shook his head firmly. "As long as I'm with you, I'm not afraid of anything, and I'll never regret it. No matter how hard it is, I'm willing to bear it...so are you willing to accept me?"

Because of this tense mood, Jin Mingyu was also a little sober. Although he drank alcohol, his brain was still absolutely clear. At least he knew where he was, what he was doing, and what he was going to do.

He Yan looked at Jin Mingyu in silence for a while, and finally gently took Jin Mingyu into his arms, hugging her tightly

"No matter what happens in the future, I will never let go of your hand." He Yan finally decided not to run away. Originally, he just hoped that Jin Mingyu would forget himself, and that he could really do what Jin's parents said, like ordinary people, Get married and have children, live as your family expects, and obviously plan to let go completely.

But in the face of Jin Mingyu, who can fall in love with himself again even after amnesia, and has always loved himself wholeheartedly, He Yan can't find any reason not to work hard, be it selfish or stubborn...what can be deeper than himself Is it more fortunate that the person you love also loves you deeply?