【Taizhong】Forbidden Love

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"To the bastard mackerel to the silliest bandage waste device to the toughest boss to talk to the big idiot Dazai bastard Dazai heartless to Dazai:"

"Mr. Dazai! Where are you going?" Nakajima Atsushi dragged his body and tried hard to keep up with his leader, but the man ignored him and rushed downstairs at his fastest speed.

"You opened the envelope, you really are a fool."

"Please allow me to go with you." Atsushi Nakajima stumbled and ran.

But the leader gave him an order: "Dun Jun, don't follow me."

"Hey, let me tell you in advance, don't misunderstand, especially don't be so affectionate and think it's a love letter. If it weren't for some things that I can't explain clearly to you face to face, I wouldn't start writing this letter either."

Dazai still disappeared from sight, and Atsushi Nakajima couldn't catch up.

"When the letter is delivered to you, it should be the last time you and I will meet."

Osamu Dazai stumbled and ran downstairs while recalling the layout of the second basement floor.

"I have to say that since I met you, my life has been unlucky. You liked to cheat me when you were partnered with me. Later, you became the leader and you still cheated me. If you want to say how annoying you are, I would use a basket of papers. Can't finish it."

He ran to the elevator on the top floor, but the battle between Atsushi and Akutagawa just now seemed to have destroyed the elevator. No matter how hard he pressed the button, there was no response.

"But after becoming the leader, you seem to have suddenly changed your gender. You are so busy all day that you don't even care about suicide. You must know that you would rather get wet in the rain and have a fever on purpose than to rely on the mission report. Me, this change made me wonder for a few seconds whether you were someone else pretending to be you. Although, you are still used to throwing things on me."

So Dazai turned to the stairs and rushed down from ten floors.

"You didn't give up on suicide, I know. You never gave up. I can't prove it, it's just my gut feeling."

Countless, countless steps lay under Dazai Osamu's feet.

"Four years ago, you suddenly started to closely observe the whereabouts of a person. You know who I mean. You had no intersection with that person before, but you began to investigate his information and situation without warning. And, I am sure , he is not our mission target.

You told me that the mafia needs to set up a charity organization as a cover, and you took out a sum of money at that time.

That's what you did to fund that person, right? "

The person who was with me at the age of 15, the person who was supposed to die later than me in the plan...

"Later I got to know Oda, and it was a coincidence. At first I just wondered why he could make you so interested, so I took this opportunity to get in touch with him, but through talking with him, I found that he I don't know you at all. I didn't tell you because... there are some things you don't want me to know, so when you found out that Oda and I knew each other, you didn't have time to hide the nervousness for a moment. But , It’s okay, you don’t need to tell me, you have your own decisions, as a cadre, I just need to carry out your orders.”

What does hemorrhage mean?Dying mean?Zhong is also too disobedient.If he had been obedient, he would not have done such a thing on his own initiative.

"Dr. Suzuki told me that even if I don't take this child away, giving birth to him will be a difficult problem for both of us. Besides, I have a special constitution and have not been permanently marked. It is very likely that the day of his birth will be the next year. My death day.

It's nothing, just talking to you. "

He always thought that he would never see Chuya's death, and Dazai Osamu had already died before that.

"You have been preparing for the past four years. You have worked desperately to expand the power of the port mafia. If you guessed correctly, it should be... we are likely to encounter trouble in the not-too-distant future. , although I always feel that what you do has something to do with Oda.”

There are still eight floors to go.

"This unexpected child may disrupt your plans. I have already made an agreement with Sister Hongye that the child will be sent to her to grow up. I admit that I kept him because I made you unhappy Selfishness, but more because he is an innocent life. I don’t think he will grow up with the two of us, I faintly feel that you are going to do that again.”

There are six more floors.

"It seems... I have no way to stop you, and I have no chance to kill you myself. But this letter and the two book coupons Oda gave me may be of some use. I don't know what happened between you and him... …Some time ago he told me that he was going to publish a novel and invited me to his signing event, but I thought, I probably wouldn’t have the chance to go.

So I leave you these two book coupons, and you make up your own mind. "

There are four more floors.

"One last thing, no matter what reason you give up your life, you are just escaping. You are escaping the pain of reality, and you don't even have the courage to resist. Dazai, I despise you the most."

Two floors.

"If you can, do it later.

Well, I'm curious what kind of novels someone like Oda can write.

I will reluctantly let you go and see for me. "

It's down to the basement.

"PS Did you touch my red wine when I was on a business trip??? I counted it three times, why is there a bottle of 82-year-old Patus in the wine cabinet???!!! And my hats Why did the placement change?! My jet-black hat should be placed on the top shelf! How many times have I told you not to touch the red wine and hat in the cabinet!!!”

"PPS I want to emphasize again, this letter is not a love letter!!"

where is that door

***

When Dr. Suzuki saw the leader at the door, the cold muzzle of the gun was pressed against his forehead, which could open a hole in his head in the next second.

He heard Shura's cold voice.

"Who allowed you to perform this operation on him."

His knees suddenly went limp, "I tried to dissuade Mr. Zhongyuan, but he..."

Osamu Dazai didn't generously give him patience and time, he interrupted: "Let's go and explain the rest to Shinigami later. Where is Chuya now?"

"In...in the second room on the left."

Alpha put away the pistol and ran to that room without a moment's delay.

In the pale room filled with the smell of blood, there was a hospital bed that was no longer clean, there were many ticking instruments, and there were half of the infusion bottles that had been unplugged.

Nakahara Nakaya was standing neatly in front of an incubator, inside the blue glass cover, a soft young baby was lying on a warm bed, Omega looked at him very softly, but Dazai Osamu did not touch a single look That kid, he didn't know the color of that kid's hair, the color of his eyes.He only saw the back of Chuya Zhongyuan.

This back seemed to be no different from the usual one, and had nothing to do with the "dying death" mentioned on the phone.

So, is this a joke that Chuya colluded with Dr. Suzuki in order to prevent him from committing suicide, and then Osamu Dazai took it seriously.

The emotion just now was like experiencing a slow but risk-free dream.

"What's the matter, Dr. Suzuki said on the phone as if Chuka was going to die." Osamu Dazai looked at him and stood still, "It's a pity that I rushed over, but I saw Chuka still stand up and talk to me well."

"He really called you." Zhong Yuan's turning around was slowed down many times, and then he pouted, "Actually, it's not necessary."

"I thought you were thinking about it and wanted to die in love with me." The other party said.

"Fuck off...I don't want to die in love with you." Zhong Yuan's voice was wrapped in an empty shell pretending to be strong.

"Indeed." Osamu Dazai laughed and said in a deep voice, "I won't let him go."

"Don't involve the innocent."

"Innocent?" Osamu Dazai raised his voice, "He is my personal doctor who secretly performed such a dangerous operation on you but did not report it to the leader. Is he innocent?"

"I forced him." Nakahara Zhongya replied flatly.

"Persecution." Osamu Dazai took a step closer, "If he doesn't report what he knows, he is also an accomplice."

"Chuya, you are the culprit. Why did you do this?"

"For this organization." Zhong Yuan was conscious, except for his pale face, "I have rested for too long, and I have to get rid of the burden as soon as possible."

"Is that so? You're so self-righteous, Chuya. How important do you think you are?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also frowned.He often felt that talking to Osamu Dazai was like touching the cold scales of a snake, but he knew that those two feelings were still different.Snakes are always cold-blooded, but Dazai is not.

"Indeed, you're right, I'm not important. You're important," his breathing slowed down, "because you're the leader. If you're going to die and I can't protect the organization..."

"As I said, I will arrange everything."

"Stop talking nonsense here. Never before was I not following your ass to clean up the funeral." Zhongyuan continued, "Arrangement? You inform the members of the Black Lizard to make arrangements at the port. The day before yesterday you asked Hongye sister to go to your Office, during this time you updated all the people in the torture class. But you didn’t say anything to me.”

Others couldn't see it, but Nakahara Chuya knew that his legs were trembling slightly, and the soles of his feet were so light that they could hardly support the weight of his whole body.

"Sometimes, I really hate it—" Osamu Dazai narrowed his eyes, revealing the most barren part of his soul in his words.

"Do you hate me so much?" Nakahara Chuya said, "Dazai, I do too."

"I hate you, I hate everything about you... I hate your status as a boss... I hate you for four years, forgetting to eat and sleep and not taking care of your body... I hate that you are always calm... you look confident."

"You just know that I hate you, so...you always use the identity of the leader to suppress me..."

"Chung Ye, shut up."

"I just...don't listen to you..." Zhong Yuanzhong didn't finish that sentence either.He wanted to clenched his fists and give himself some confidence, but his five fingers could not be closed.

He didn't want to fall down in front of Dazai.It was this kind of thought that straightened Zhongya's back.

But in the end, it only lasted for a short moment. Omega's physical strength reached its limit, and he could feel the blood seeping from his bare ankle to the edge of the leather shoe.His body temperature, his strength, and his life were lost bit by bit, leaving only a vague consciousness.Eventually, his body fell forward.

don't want.he thinks.Don't let that man watch him fall.

The other party is like telepathy.

Osamu Dazai put aside all the quarrels, strode forward and hugged Chuya Nakahara, letting him hang in his arms.

He hugged him tightly.

Nakahara Chuya's body was supported by Osamu Dazai. The two slender arms like embroidered pillows that the top cadres once disliked suddenly gained strength. Like a dangling marionette.

"You are...relying on...you are my leader..."

"and also……"

He paused.

"Also, relying on... I like you a little bit..."

Those words made Dazai Osamu's hand tremble suddenly, touching the back of Nakahara Chuya's neck.The man's blue veins were starting to fade, his skin was no longer warm, but even so he was not weak, not tame, not submissive.

The candlelight seemed to be extinguished, and no matter how guarded it was, it would disappear.This disappearance made Osamu Dazai genuinely afraid.

There was no strength left in his legs.

No matter how Dazai tightened his arms, Nakahara was still sliding down.

He was in his ear, and suddenly lowered his voice.

"I know, you like me too...but you are stubborn."

"Well, it's okay... I forgive you."

With a snap, all the barriers were shattered.

In also.So cunning.The plan was completely disrupted.

Osamu Dazai slid down with the person in his arms, and he half knelt on the ground while holding him.

In also.

Do you know, do you believe it.In a certain parallel time and space, I am not your leader. Not only did I not become the leader, but I also switched to another organization.Even so, we lived together and I ate and drank in your apartment.Although you always dislike me, you will still make crab porridge for me every three days.We go to the supermarket together and occasionally play games.You always lose to me, and then you want to compete with me again unconvinced.

I used to be puzzled, the other I was burdened with the death of my friend, can I really get such a life.

But now I suddenly feel that in that world, it's good to be able to live with you like this without so much pain and injury.I no longer think about dying, jumping off a high roof and falling into a puddle of mud.

It would have been nice to have realized it sooner.Ah, no, we have realized it a long time ago, but you and I hide this answer, although we all know it well, in fact, the surface of the disguise is riddled with holes.

Admitting this is too hard for us.

Ridiculous, obviously no one hates each other more than we do.

And no one is better at loving each other than we are.

"Yeah, I like you." Osamu Dazai opened his mouth with difficulty, but then he wanted to say in a more relaxed tone, "Being seen through by Chuya, really shameless."

He heard, the man was laughing.

In also.This is too cruel for me.

You don't want to die, I will go with you to the signing of Oda's novel.

Nakahara Chuya raised his hand slightly, inserted his fingers into the gap between his hair and the bandage, and moved the bandage wrapped around his hair slightly back, exposing his right eye.

"Look at...his eyes..."

Dazai suddenly calmed down.

He looked up and looked at the baby in the incubator.The baby's eyes twinkled in ignorance, they were blue, like the blue sky.

He wanted to speak, but no sound came out of his throat.

Zhong Yuanzhong also seemed to have no breathing or heartbeat, calm and cooling like a puppet.But he didn't let go, as if as long as he could hug Chuya, that person wouldn't die, and he wouldn't be completely turned into a living corpse.

"After watching for so long, it's time to come out." Osamu Dazai said expressionlessly, not knowing which direction he was talking in.

"Ah, I was discovered. It's really embarrassing, after all, I'm sorry to disturb you." A beautiful woman dressed as a doctor appeared at the door with a smile, "However, respected Mr. Mafia leader, I said, how long do you have to hug? After a person’s heart stops beating, his brain will also stop life activities in 4-6 minutes, and by then, he is really hopeless.”

"So, how about letting him go first?"

The woman said to him, carrying a chainsaw.

TBC.

Those with ^ are the original lines