【Taizhong】Forbidden Love

"Amor del Buonaretti, male Alpha, it is said that his ex-boyfriends are all teenagers with good looks and slender bones, both Beta and Omega, and they also have blue eyes, without exception .And," the young mafia played with the mask he just took off, leaning on the fence of the cruise ship, "he wants to pursue you, Chuya."

"I beg you, I just met him, how did you know he was going after me?" Zhong Yuanzhong also rolled his huge eyes.

"I'm not talking nonsense, Miss Claire told me." Osamu Dazai smiled.

"Claire?" Zhongyuan frowned, and immediately smoothed it off, "Oh, Amor's secretary."

It's hard for this guy to find out about this while chatting with a beautiful woman.

"Why, are you jealous that I'm being chased by someone?"

"Pfft." Osamu Dazai laughed, "How is it possible, how narcissistic you are, Chuya."

He leaned forward to get closer to Zhong Yuan, staring into the latter's blue eyes.Sometimes he feels that Chuya's eyes are more like a crystal clear lake than the hidden turbulent sea, reflecting everything he sees nakedly.Simple and pure, he was extremely addicted to it, but he didn't dare to stare at it for too long.

When he got close to a certain distance, his expression changed.

"If the light hadn't gone out just now, what was Chuya going to do? Dance with him, huh? Chuya hasn't danced with me yet, right?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also looked quite calm, "I was about to reject him, but it was because you made such a move, and I didn't have time to say it."

"Oh, is that so?" Osamu Dazai looked away, and lowered his eyes, "Why did you say that you are single?"

"I'm not." The answer Mafia gives is declarative.

"Is that so..." Dazai Osamu was thoughtful, "Then, why does your body smell like his pheromone?"

"Answer me, huh?"

The lights in the hall were faintly restored, and the night wind continued on the deck.Zhong Yuanzhong didn't know where he was now, maybe it was somewhere idle on the cruise ship. In this cold and messy space, it might be because of the red wine he drank earlier that he felt hot all over.Maybe Amor is still looking for him at this moment, he thought.

But Osamu Dazai would not give him a chance to think about other things. Alpha's slender fingers groped into Nakahara's glove, slipped down along the back of the latter's thin white hand, and finally intertwined with his fingers.Zhong Yuanzhong also felt a chill in the scorching heat, the bone-piercing chill from his fingers to his neck, from his neck to his cheeks, from his lips to his eyes, made him almost shiver.

He didn't back down, he accepted it.

"We haven't tried it on a cruise ship, have we?"

His hat was taken off, his coat was thrown aside, and his shirt was half stripped.Osamu Dazai ran his fingers through his hair, and he kissed him not gently—or even roughly—.

Omega's estrus period is approaching, even if he had been injected with an inhibitor before coming, he was suppressed by the large amount of pheromone released by Alpha, and his legs became limp.

"Enough, what are you crazy about?" Zhong Yuanzhong also gritted his teeth, "I didn't even let him touch me."

"Touch? Do you still want him to touch you?" Dazai raised his voice slightly, his thin chest pressed closer to the Omega, "No, Chuya,"

Osamu Dazai smiled, "He doesn't even have the right to covet."

Amidst the heartbeats of the people in front of them, the first shot was heard outside the cabin of the cruise ship.

When the gunshot rang out, Osamu Dazai had no emotion on his face, and he didn't even allow Chuya Nakahara to be distracted.

Amor is dead.Central Plains guess.

There was the smell of the sea and melting snow in the small space, Nakahara also felt that Osamu Dazai had touched his genital i cavity, like a curious child exploring the entrance of a secret garden.

He reversed himself and switched positions with Osamu Dazai, and the man's back was slammed into the cold wall.Before his sanity completely disappeared, he tugged on the other party's collar and threatened viciously, "I'll leave it to you, Dazai."

"Enough is enough...?" The curvature of Osamu Dazai's mouth was tragically beautiful.

Zhong Yuanzhong also remembered that night, he was like a ferry submerged by sea water, it sank before he had time to struggle, so waves appeared on the sea, clouds covered the moon, and the stars disappeared.

If you want me to belong to you with all your heart, you have to belong to me with all your heart, my... leader.

Zhongyuan woke up at two o'clock in the morning. His dream just now was Dazai Osamu's smile under the bleak light three months ago, and the words that enough is enough are still in his ears.

His heartbeat was a little fast, perhaps because of his emotional fluctuations while dreaming.

Three months ago, because the leader killed the leader of the cooperative organization at will, the consequence was that he, a cadre, had to clean up the remaining mess for the other party.

Only when he thought about it did he realize that the person next to him seemed to have been going too far.At that time, he would never have thought that the impulsiveness and carelessness of the two had created a new life, and what was even more strange was why he didn't feel a little bit of blame.

At this moment Osamu Dazai was lying beside him, so close to him that he could feel the person's light breathing.

His mind was full of questions like "Why did he sleep so honestly today?" "Shouldn't he be still working on his work at this time?"

"what happened?"

Central Plains suddenly heard a voice passing over gently.As soon as he opened his eyes, Osamu Dazai woke up.

Dazai had only just fallen asleep a while ago, but the sleep was so shallow that he woke up exhausted, as if soaked in water and suffocated.But he's also used to it. Misfortune always happens in the middle of the night.

Since he became the leader, he has experienced insomnia almost every night.Lying on the bed, his body was obviously exhausted enough, but his every step of planning and calculation was always circling in his mind, and his consciousness was extremely clear.Whether there will be any details wrong, whether there will be accidents that he has not considered, the brain will continue to operate, so that no matter how tired he is, he will not be able to fall asleep, so he will simply get up and continue to deal with things.

But there was a man who would get up at a fixed time every morning and knock on the door of his study, forcing him to go to bed and sleep.Of course he doesn't listen every time.If the number of tasks stipulated by him is not completed, then even if that person uses gravity to tear down the house, it will be useless.

Osamu Dazai often closes his eyes, but cannot fall asleep for a long time.There is endless darkness in front of him, and in the blurred reality, the night seems to never end.At this time, he usually has to disturb the person next to him.He leaned against him and kissed the man's neck, and he kissed his cheek.Nakahara sleeps lightly, he will wake up the first second when Osamu Dazai approaches him.

He wasn't patient enough to accompany him every time, but most of the time, Omega's sullen eyes were engulfed in the darkness, and eventually they were exhausted bit by bit, turning into helpless transparent water.

accommodate.Zhong is also very accommodating to him.Zhong also accommodated him reluctantly.Osamu Dazai likes to see the other party reluctantly compromise.This means that in face-off after face-off, he is the winning side.

Just today during the day, the leader asked Nakahara Chuya to move back from his apartment on the grounds that it was too dangerous for him to live alone, although the latter also knew that this was just an excuse.He didn't plan to live there for a long time, let Osamu Dazai live alone, he probably has to work all night every night.

"It's okay..." After a while, Zhong Yuan replied in a deep voice, "I thought you weren't asleep."

"Oh, surprised to see that I went to bed obediently without you urging me?" He heard Osamu Dazai chuckle, "Chuya is really a dog, and he always cares about his master."

"Go away, I don't bother to care about you."

"Okay, go to sleep."

Osamu Dazai fumbled to hold the Omega's hand next to him, "There is still a meeting early tomorrow morning."

In the silent night, Zhong Yuan silently held the man's finger back.His leader's fingers are so cold, it seems to have been at this temperature since he knew him, Dazai's body temperature has a never-ending coolness, and he can't even cover it.Suddenly, he heard another sentence from the other side, "From now on, you don't have to get up to call me. Take a good rest, Chuya."

With just this one sentence, he came back to his senses from the half-dream and half-awake in a daze.The change in Dazai's attitude made him very confused, but he wouldn't ask.Subconsciously, he didn't want to hear that answer.

"Dazai," he called his name, so low that only he could hear him.

The other party didn't answer, I don't know if he was asleep or not.Zhongyuan peeked at the man's hazy face in the dimness, and he also knew that Alpha's young face was engraved with tiredness and gloom through the darkness.Seven springs and autumns passed by, and time went by, when he looked at him, he always forgot that Dazai was still young and beautiful at 22 years old.

"Do you think this kid is a nuisance, too?"

"Are you..." Contradictory too?

Nakahara didn’t need Osamu Dazai’s answer either, he just said to himself, “Actually, I also found it unbelievable at first. It’s hard to imagine such a thing as you and I having a child together, right? The two of us , raise a child."

"What's more... To be precise, I'm not human." He laughed at himself, "Who knows what this child will look like when he's born."

As soon as the words fell, Zhong Yuan felt that his hands were tightly bound.

"But, that day... you smiled at the little girl, sincerely. In the car, you asked the child if her eyes looked like mine. You don't know, I woke up at that time..."

"From a long time ago, whenever there was any sound around me, it was like an alarm bell was ringing in my head. I made an oath to protect the leader, so I always have to be extremely vigilant and cautious."

He continued, "So when your fingertips approached me, I woke up."

"The moment you said that, I leaned against you, smelled you, and I had a terrible and ridiculous idea."

"I think maybe we can have a family." Zhong Yuanzhong also closed his eyes, "Can you believe it, I actually think we can have a family."

"The child's eyes will be like mine, facial features and hair color will be like yours. He will grow up under the protection of you and me, go to school like a normal person, play with his peers, and we may be absent because of our status He graduated one after another.”

"I didn't want to say it at the time because I knew that what I just said was impossible."

"I know you very well, Dazai, you have to give yourself a high-sounding reason for everything you do, especially when this matter is related to me."

"You interrupted my operation not because you love this child, nor because you really want to keep him, you just want to monopolize me, your possessiveness wants me to remember you."

"You suddenly changed your attitude because I was important to the Mafia and not because you were worried about my health."

"That's enough, Chuya." Osamu Dazai interrupted, "Stop talking."

His tone suddenly became cold, and it was suddenly the tone of his command when he was the leader.

"Why, are you upset when I tell you about the center?" Nakahara Nakaya wanted to pull away from his bound hands, but Dazai Osamu's confinement was too tight, and he was pinched so hard that he even felt pain, even though that little bit It felt like nothing to him, nothing to him.

"Then, it's great to make you unhappy." Nakahara Chuya bit clearly, he pulled out his hand vigorously, turned his back to Dazai Osamu, and said, "Go to sleep."

It stands to reason that Zhong Yuan should feel light, but the truth is that he didn't feel much better in his heart, he just felt a little relieved.The twisted, tangled, and deformed relationship between him and Osamu Dazai was like a mess of threads, which he couldn't figure out and didn't bother to sort out.

The leader has too many secrets.What he was thinking, what he was going to do - only he knew those secrets.Others can't stop them, they can only watch them happen.The most terrible thing is that in many moments, the Central Plains cannot ignore it.

Yeah, he doesn't blame him.

Even so, he couldn't easily admit defeat.

He had, let Osamu Dazai beat him too many times.

They are always like this, infinitely close to each other, and then push away when they are about to merge into one, and push away at a distance of hundreds of thousands of miles.The lush trees hug each other in the spring, but the branches they grow don't always fit seamlessly into those gaps, their legs digging into the soil intertwine.They touch, they hurt.Spring doesn't stay on them forever.

TBC.