Hurry up and don't die, hey
Chapter 42 Am I a ghost?
"what?"
Xie Tan only saw that Su Zhen kept bending slightly, stretched his arms forward, and maintained a posture of rejection.Didn't see that so-called thing.
It seems that the stone can only let him see Su Zhen.
Su Zhen also realized this, he distracted himself a little, and the green-faced kid ran to Xie Tan's side, lying on the ground like a devout believer, rubbing against his feet.Su Zhen couldn't help following, staring at Xie Tan's feet.
Xie Tan could feel the little ghost's touch on him, and seeing Su Zhen's appearance, of course he understood the current situation.It also made him realize that the person who accompanied him before might not really be Su Zhen.
His teenager couldn't touch him at all.
Xie Tan was afraid that Su Zhen would be sad, so he took the initiative to step back, and before he could ask, the feeling came again.It seems that that thing is really close to him as Su Zhen said.
"Let's go outside and talk," Xie Tan said.
Su Zhen nodded, grabbed the kid and threw him into the utility room. Xie Tan watched his movements and closed the door quickly.A set of movements is smooth and flowing, with a tacit understanding between one person and one ghost.
"When did it come?" Su Zhen asked.
Xie Tan thought for a while, feeling a little guilty, but for the sake of their safety now, he still told the whole thing: "It was five years ago, after you... left."
It turned out that he had been dead for five years.
Su Zhen looked at the graying of Xie Tan's temples, and felt that for Xie Tan, these five years were extremely long and tormented.He couldn't help but want to reach out to touch him, but suddenly realized that he couldn't touch him at all, so he withdrew his hand.
Xie Tan saw his movements, although he was disappointed, he still smiled reassuringly, and continued: "When you just left, I was very sad, and I couldn't accept it for a while, and I went to the doctor in a hurry. I can keep you."
What he said was very simple, but Su Zhen felt very sad when he heard it.
Xie Tan has changed a lot.He used to be tough, even if he liked Su Zhen, he would not express it in a gentle way.He just obeyed his own will to satisfy his own desires.He is so strong and cold.The current Xie Tan, if he didn't know it was him from the beginning, Su Zhen would have thought it was a stranger who looked similar to him in other worlds.It is undeniable that Su Zhen's death has brought him too much impact, and it also made Xie Tan realize that not everything will develop according to his expectations.
You don't know how to cherish until you lose it, which is what Xie Tan is like now.So he becomes milder, he becomes forgiving, he becomes humane.At the same time, he also realized his own insignificance.
Xie Tan has always been calm and rational, how painful would it be to make him become like this?Su Zhen didn't believe his feelings for her when she was alive, but now that she saw it with her own eyes, although she felt honored, it was more bitter.
His father's matter had nothing to do with Xie Tan, if Xie Tan didn't treat him so well, then he still had reason to continue to hate him.However, he only saw Xie Tan's kindness after he obeyed his own will and chose death willfully. He gave in and admitted his fragility. He hoped to have someone to accompany him, but he could not submit to hatred.
Those things cannot be treated as if they never happened.
Xie Tan said: "Later, the Li family introduced an expert over here. Do you know the Li family? His old lady is very superstitious, and often goes in and out of the Taoist temple. It just so happened that the Taoist figured out your business. I hold the last ray of hope." , and did as he asked. He said, 'Stay in front of the tomb for three nights without seeing the sun, take an altar of grave soil and bring it back to the courtyard, and bury it in the ground.' I did as I did, and the Taoist priest disappeared. I thought it was another liar, but who would have thought that there would be other movements in the apartment within a few days. If you say it's not you, then it should be that thing. "
"Is it the problem of those grave mounds?" Su Zhen asked.
Xie Tan thought about it carefully, and when the soil was fetched, it was so dark that he couldn't see anything clearly, and it was not impossible that the soil was mixed with other things. "Dig it out and see."
It is daytime and the sun is shining outside, but it is not suitable for Su Zhen to go out.Xie Tan went outside by himself and took a shovel from somewhere. Su Zhen stood by the window to hide from the sun and looked out. The position he dug happened to be the place where Su Zhen absorbed the moonlight that day.
After the jar was taken out and exposed to the sun, a wisp of white smoke drifted away. Su Zhen seemed to smell an indescribable fragrance, so she couldn't help but want to go and have a look.His sanity is still there, the sun is so bright outside, and once he goes out, he is almost like that wisp of smoke.
Xie Tan came back with the jar and opened it in front of Su Zhen, satisfying his curiosity.
After staying at the bottom for so long, the soil inside is still damp.It was darker than ordinary soil, and Su Zhen felt that there was a very comfortable smell on it, but as the sun got longer, that smell gradually faded.It's not a good thing to make him feel comfortable as a ghost.
Su Zhen stretched out his hand to touch the pile of soil, and a cold air followed his hand to him.The originally wet soil immediately became drier, and the color was not as intense as before.
It must have been cloudy.
"There seems to be something?" Xie Tan dialed the dial, and found a small white thing from inside.
"It's a hand bone." Su Zhen said.
As soon as the voice fell, there was movement in the room.The green-faced kid who was staying quietly in the utility room suddenly became manic for some reason.It quickly crawled on the ground, using both hands, and crawled from inside to the side of the jar.Its eyes were red, and its body began to bleed.
"I saw it." Xie Tan said. "This bone should belong to it."
Su Zhen nodded: "Its resentment is so heavy."
When the two faced the ferocious little ghost, there was no difference from before, and they remained calm as if nothing had happened.
They all want to die, there is no worse ending than this, and a bad ending is the best ending for them.Probably, there is no big deal outside of life and death.
Xie Tan put the bones in the jar, and then pushed the jar towards the kid.Immediately, the little ghost stretched his body very long and coiled himself on top of the jar.It stretched out two hands to hold the jar, and let out a shrill cry.
The voice was extremely harsh and unpleasant, and the first thing Xie Tan thought of was Su Zhen, and he covered his ears for him.However, there was no way to do any physical contact, and a feeling of powerlessness suddenly appeared in my heart.
The green-faced kid didn't do anything after all, it quickly calmed down, hugged its porcelain altar, and returned to the utility room.It seemed that everything just now was an illusion, but Su Zhen had a feeling in his heart that he was afraid of himself.
Thinking of the impact this ghost had on Xie Tan's body, Su Zhen felt that he couldn't let it stay here forever, and had to find a way to send it away.But what about me who is even afraid of that ghost?Will it make Xie Tan's life shorter?And his mission... Xie Tan himself has the will to die.
Su Zhen felt very tired, this place was even more difficult than the previous world.He wanted to save Xie Tan not only because of the mission, but because he really didn't want to see Xie Tan die.He had experienced the feeling of dying more than once, and he didn't want Xie Tan, who had a good life, to experience these things.
"Tonight, let's go to the place where you dug the soil, okay?" Su Zhen thought for a while and asked, "Take this one with you. Are you afraid?"
Xie Tan smiled, "Don't be afraid. If I'm afraid, how can I protect you? It's up to you."
Although one person and one ghost have been together for a few days, this is the first day that Xie Tan has just seen Su Zhen.He always felt like a dream, afraid that Su Zhen would disappear when he woke up, leaving him alone.Su Zhen wanted to quietly observe the jade in his hand, but Xie Tan stuck by his side like a big dog.
Su Zhen was annoyed, pinched his nose deliberately and said, "Can you take a shower first? I just made dirt from the grave, it's so dirty."
"Is there?" Xie Tan smelled his body, and there was indeed a strange smell.He knew that Su Zhen, as a ghost, shouldn't hate this smell, but he couldn't stand it anymore, so he went into the bathroom alone as Su Zhen wished.
If he could pull Su Zhen in together, he would never go in alone.
After Xie Tan left, Su Zhen breathed a sigh of relief, and was finally able to calm down.
He sat cross-legged on the bed, raised the jade towards the light, closed one eye and looked with the other.This stone is like ordinary jade that has just been cut out of the original stone. Although it feels good to the touch, there is nothing special about it.Not polished and very small in size.
What is so magical about it that Xie Tan can see himself, and only himself?
Su Zhen picked it with his hands, but it was not as hard as expected, but a little bit of debris fell off.He became honest all of a sudden, obediently put down the strength in his hands, and offered the stone.
If it was accidentally broken, Xie Tan would have to cry to death.
After Xie Tan came back, he saw the "person" he was thinking of lying nervously on the bed, holding the stone in his hand, as if he wanted to see it as a flower.
He smiled, sat aside and slowly wiped his hair with a towel.He asked casually, "See what's coming?"
"No." Su Zhen shook his head, "But it seems quite brittle, I accidentally picked a small piece off just now..."
Xie Tan's wiping action paused, obviously he also thought of the result without this stone.After mechanically wiping it twice, he said, "Be careful in the future."
"Oh." Su Zhen nodded, her well-behaved appearance seemed innocent and ignorant.He was already tender, and time really took care of him after he died, without any trace of age.
Xie Tan's first thought was to bully him severely and pin him on the bed until he cried out.After suppressing these unrealistic thoughts, Xie Tan saw himself in the mirror.He was already nearly ten years older than Su Zhen, but now he looks even older when he is with Su Zhen.Fortunately, apart from myself, there should be no one else who will be with Su Zhen.
Turning his eyes, Xie Tan looked behind himself in the mirror, and there was no one on the comfortable big bed.He turned his head hastily and found that Su Zhen was still on the bed, he was relieved.
"What's wrong?" Su Zhen looked at him blankly.
Xie Tan raised the corner of his mouth and shook his head. "I just found out that it's nice to have you around."
The author has something to say:
I changed the dormitory, but there is no internet when I just came here, I am so anxious TUT
Yesterday, I was discussing cute memes with a big lady, and then I didn’t know what was going on, and then we talked about driving... She said that she needs to spell words and drive... I’m a bit handy, but fortunately, I’ve been very busy recently.
Xie Tan only saw that Su Zhen kept bending slightly, stretched his arms forward, and maintained a posture of rejection.Didn't see that so-called thing.
It seems that the stone can only let him see Su Zhen.
Su Zhen also realized this, he distracted himself a little, and the green-faced kid ran to Xie Tan's side, lying on the ground like a devout believer, rubbing against his feet.Su Zhen couldn't help following, staring at Xie Tan's feet.
Xie Tan could feel the little ghost's touch on him, and seeing Su Zhen's appearance, of course he understood the current situation.It also made him realize that the person who accompanied him before might not really be Su Zhen.
His teenager couldn't touch him at all.
Xie Tan was afraid that Su Zhen would be sad, so he took the initiative to step back, and before he could ask, the feeling came again.It seems that that thing is really close to him as Su Zhen said.
"Let's go outside and talk," Xie Tan said.
Su Zhen nodded, grabbed the kid and threw him into the utility room. Xie Tan watched his movements and closed the door quickly.A set of movements is smooth and flowing, with a tacit understanding between one person and one ghost.
"When did it come?" Su Zhen asked.
Xie Tan thought for a while, feeling a little guilty, but for the sake of their safety now, he still told the whole thing: "It was five years ago, after you... left."
It turned out that he had been dead for five years.
Su Zhen looked at the graying of Xie Tan's temples, and felt that for Xie Tan, these five years were extremely long and tormented.He couldn't help but want to reach out to touch him, but suddenly realized that he couldn't touch him at all, so he withdrew his hand.
Xie Tan saw his movements, although he was disappointed, he still smiled reassuringly, and continued: "When you just left, I was very sad, and I couldn't accept it for a while, and I went to the doctor in a hurry. I can keep you."
What he said was very simple, but Su Zhen felt very sad when he heard it.
Xie Tan has changed a lot.He used to be tough, even if he liked Su Zhen, he would not express it in a gentle way.He just obeyed his own will to satisfy his own desires.He is so strong and cold.The current Xie Tan, if he didn't know it was him from the beginning, Su Zhen would have thought it was a stranger who looked similar to him in other worlds.It is undeniable that Su Zhen's death has brought him too much impact, and it also made Xie Tan realize that not everything will develop according to his expectations.
You don't know how to cherish until you lose it, which is what Xie Tan is like now.So he becomes milder, he becomes forgiving, he becomes humane.At the same time, he also realized his own insignificance.
Xie Tan has always been calm and rational, how painful would it be to make him become like this?Su Zhen didn't believe his feelings for her when she was alive, but now that she saw it with her own eyes, although she felt honored, it was more bitter.
His father's matter had nothing to do with Xie Tan, if Xie Tan didn't treat him so well, then he still had reason to continue to hate him.However, he only saw Xie Tan's kindness after he obeyed his own will and chose death willfully. He gave in and admitted his fragility. He hoped to have someone to accompany him, but he could not submit to hatred.
Those things cannot be treated as if they never happened.
Xie Tan said: "Later, the Li family introduced an expert over here. Do you know the Li family? His old lady is very superstitious, and often goes in and out of the Taoist temple. It just so happened that the Taoist figured out your business. I hold the last ray of hope." , and did as he asked. He said, 'Stay in front of the tomb for three nights without seeing the sun, take an altar of grave soil and bring it back to the courtyard, and bury it in the ground.' I did as I did, and the Taoist priest disappeared. I thought it was another liar, but who would have thought that there would be other movements in the apartment within a few days. If you say it's not you, then it should be that thing. "
"Is it the problem of those grave mounds?" Su Zhen asked.
Xie Tan thought about it carefully, and when the soil was fetched, it was so dark that he couldn't see anything clearly, and it was not impossible that the soil was mixed with other things. "Dig it out and see."
It is daytime and the sun is shining outside, but it is not suitable for Su Zhen to go out.Xie Tan went outside by himself and took a shovel from somewhere. Su Zhen stood by the window to hide from the sun and looked out. The position he dug happened to be the place where Su Zhen absorbed the moonlight that day.
After the jar was taken out and exposed to the sun, a wisp of white smoke drifted away. Su Zhen seemed to smell an indescribable fragrance, so she couldn't help but want to go and have a look.His sanity is still there, the sun is so bright outside, and once he goes out, he is almost like that wisp of smoke.
Xie Tan came back with the jar and opened it in front of Su Zhen, satisfying his curiosity.
After staying at the bottom for so long, the soil inside is still damp.It was darker than ordinary soil, and Su Zhen felt that there was a very comfortable smell on it, but as the sun got longer, that smell gradually faded.It's not a good thing to make him feel comfortable as a ghost.
Su Zhen stretched out his hand to touch the pile of soil, and a cold air followed his hand to him.The originally wet soil immediately became drier, and the color was not as intense as before.
It must have been cloudy.
"There seems to be something?" Xie Tan dialed the dial, and found a small white thing from inside.
"It's a hand bone." Su Zhen said.
As soon as the voice fell, there was movement in the room.The green-faced kid who was staying quietly in the utility room suddenly became manic for some reason.It quickly crawled on the ground, using both hands, and crawled from inside to the side of the jar.Its eyes were red, and its body began to bleed.
"I saw it." Xie Tan said. "This bone should belong to it."
Su Zhen nodded: "Its resentment is so heavy."
When the two faced the ferocious little ghost, there was no difference from before, and they remained calm as if nothing had happened.
They all want to die, there is no worse ending than this, and a bad ending is the best ending for them.Probably, there is no big deal outside of life and death.
Xie Tan put the bones in the jar, and then pushed the jar towards the kid.Immediately, the little ghost stretched his body very long and coiled himself on top of the jar.It stretched out two hands to hold the jar, and let out a shrill cry.
The voice was extremely harsh and unpleasant, and the first thing Xie Tan thought of was Su Zhen, and he covered his ears for him.However, there was no way to do any physical contact, and a feeling of powerlessness suddenly appeared in my heart.
The green-faced kid didn't do anything after all, it quickly calmed down, hugged its porcelain altar, and returned to the utility room.It seemed that everything just now was an illusion, but Su Zhen had a feeling in his heart that he was afraid of himself.
Thinking of the impact this ghost had on Xie Tan's body, Su Zhen felt that he couldn't let it stay here forever, and had to find a way to send it away.But what about me who is even afraid of that ghost?Will it make Xie Tan's life shorter?And his mission... Xie Tan himself has the will to die.
Su Zhen felt very tired, this place was even more difficult than the previous world.He wanted to save Xie Tan not only because of the mission, but because he really didn't want to see Xie Tan die.He had experienced the feeling of dying more than once, and he didn't want Xie Tan, who had a good life, to experience these things.
"Tonight, let's go to the place where you dug the soil, okay?" Su Zhen thought for a while and asked, "Take this one with you. Are you afraid?"
Xie Tan smiled, "Don't be afraid. If I'm afraid, how can I protect you? It's up to you."
Although one person and one ghost have been together for a few days, this is the first day that Xie Tan has just seen Su Zhen.He always felt like a dream, afraid that Su Zhen would disappear when he woke up, leaving him alone.Su Zhen wanted to quietly observe the jade in his hand, but Xie Tan stuck by his side like a big dog.
Su Zhen was annoyed, pinched his nose deliberately and said, "Can you take a shower first? I just made dirt from the grave, it's so dirty."
"Is there?" Xie Tan smelled his body, and there was indeed a strange smell.He knew that Su Zhen, as a ghost, shouldn't hate this smell, but he couldn't stand it anymore, so he went into the bathroom alone as Su Zhen wished.
If he could pull Su Zhen in together, he would never go in alone.
After Xie Tan left, Su Zhen breathed a sigh of relief, and was finally able to calm down.
He sat cross-legged on the bed, raised the jade towards the light, closed one eye and looked with the other.This stone is like ordinary jade that has just been cut out of the original stone. Although it feels good to the touch, there is nothing special about it.Not polished and very small in size.
What is so magical about it that Xie Tan can see himself, and only himself?
Su Zhen picked it with his hands, but it was not as hard as expected, but a little bit of debris fell off.He became honest all of a sudden, obediently put down the strength in his hands, and offered the stone.
If it was accidentally broken, Xie Tan would have to cry to death.
After Xie Tan came back, he saw the "person" he was thinking of lying nervously on the bed, holding the stone in his hand, as if he wanted to see it as a flower.
He smiled, sat aside and slowly wiped his hair with a towel.He asked casually, "See what's coming?"
"No." Su Zhen shook his head, "But it seems quite brittle, I accidentally picked a small piece off just now..."
Xie Tan's wiping action paused, obviously he also thought of the result without this stone.After mechanically wiping it twice, he said, "Be careful in the future."
"Oh." Su Zhen nodded, her well-behaved appearance seemed innocent and ignorant.He was already tender, and time really took care of him after he died, without any trace of age.
Xie Tan's first thought was to bully him severely and pin him on the bed until he cried out.After suppressing these unrealistic thoughts, Xie Tan saw himself in the mirror.He was already nearly ten years older than Su Zhen, but now he looks even older when he is with Su Zhen.Fortunately, apart from myself, there should be no one else who will be with Su Zhen.
Turning his eyes, Xie Tan looked behind himself in the mirror, and there was no one on the comfortable big bed.He turned his head hastily and found that Su Zhen was still on the bed, he was relieved.
"What's wrong?" Su Zhen looked at him blankly.
Xie Tan raised the corner of his mouth and shook his head. "I just found out that it's nice to have you around."
The author has something to say:
I changed the dormitory, but there is no internet when I just came here, I am so anxious TUT
Yesterday, I was discussing cute memes with a big lady, and then I didn’t know what was going on, and then we talked about driving... She said that she needs to spell words and drive... I’m a bit handy, but fortunately, I’ve been very busy recently.
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