After a few days, Mu Bingci was discharged from the hospital, and he still lived in Fuxi Road.Jiang Chengyan asked Lu Chaosheng to arrange for Yu Luo to come over and be a part-time bodyguard for Mu Bing to give Mu Bing an amusing job.When Yu Luo saw Mu Bingci, he kept his mouth shut and looked like he was facing an enemy.

Mu Bing resigned, "Yu Luo, have you become dumb? Did your talkativeness cause trouble, and your brother Lu pulled out his tongue?"

Yu Luo exploded when he heard this: "How dare you say that. If you hadn't set me up in Huizhou that time, causing me to say something wrong and let the third master take a shot from you, I would have been able to stand in front of Brother Lu." Can't hold your head up?"

Mu Bingci smiled and said, "Then did Brother Lu punish you severely?"

Yu Luo poked his neck: "No!"

Another eunuch next to him sneered: "Yu Luo, is that the time you were whipped fifty times by Brother Lu?"

Yu Luo turned back and stared at him, the man rubbed his nose, "Brother Lu didn't do anything good that time, he pleaded guilty to the third master, saying that he didn't manage his subordinates well, so he insisted on asking for punishment from the third master, and also slapped himself five times." Ten lashes. You won't suffer at all in this matter."

Yu Luo punched him out of the door: "Scram! What a fool!"

The man opened the door and turned back, "Yu Luo, Big Brother Lu treats you very unusually. If it were someone else, he would have chopped off his hand."

After hearing this, Mu Bingci said, "Yu Luo, your Brother Lu is really good to you."

Yu Luo frowned uncomfortably, and retorted: "That's right, sir. Just take care of your own shit. Look at your little girl's temperament, you made the third master look good, tsk, relying on the third master's appearance You! Don't blame Boss Jiang for insisting on killing you. Sooner or later, the unjust incident of the two of you will kill the third master. One is your own brother and the other is an outsider. If you are Boss Jiang, who will you stand for?"

When Jiang Chengyan was mentioned, Mu Bingci stopped talking.It was only a few days away from the agreed date. In order to prevent Jiang Chengyan's people from seeing the clue, he didn't do any preparation work, which seemed normal.However, because he was about to leave, Mu Bingci's heart fluctuated up and down, and he always felt as if something was missing.The closer the day was, the more guilty he felt, and from time to time he wondered when Jiang Chengyan would come back, and wanted to take another look at him.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Yu Luo thought he was still angry with Jiang Chengyan, and sighed, "It's been so many years, and you still remember the third master. No matter how much resentment you have, it should be enough with one shot. You didn't Seeing the appearance of the third master at that time, he really almost couldn't hold on. He came to his senses by accident and told Brother Lu to tell Boss Du of the Green Gang that no one should make things difficult for you. Have you ever thought that if the third master was at that time If it's gone, what will you do? Will you laugh or cry?"

Mu Bingci was taken aback.

He never thought about it.Because he lost too much, he has been relying on hating Jiang Chengyan to survive. At that time, if Jiang Chengyan was killed by him by mistake, he would probably go crazy, right?In fact, he is weak and incompetent, and repeatedly evades the family's foundation. When his relatives are lost one by one, he actually just wants to catch something. No one can blame him, so he can continue to evade his responsibilities.Over the years, he has gradually seen how disgusting he was at that time, and he was even more ashamed of Jiang Chengyan's unconditional love for him.

Mu Bingci always thought that he couldn't accept Jiang Chengyan's love because he couldn't let go of his hatred.But the fact is that he finally knew that this was only his own karma, let alone what Jiang Chengyan had paid for him.He is not worthy of the sacrifices made by the relatives of Mu's family for him. He hates his former dandy self to death, and all his thoughts are filled with crazy accusations: You are not worthy!

If Jiang Chengyan is lost again because of this, how can he not be crazy?

Mu Bingci whispered: "At that time, Jiang Chengyan, did he blame me?"

Yu Luo smiled: "Who knows? I think the third master is an idiot. If he blames you, how can he protect you all these years? I don't know how he has lived these few years. You say a man How does he solve that problem? Right? Suffering or not? I don’t understand why the third master likes you. Apart from your bright mind, there is nothing unusual about you. If you are good-looking, that man There are too many, as long as the third master wants, all the good-looking people in Shanghai will come. Men and women, I can control the third master's exhaustion and death hundreds of times. But he doesn't want it, he must guard you He has a heart of stone. I really don’t know, what is he trying to do? Alas, bitterness!”

Mu Bingci was in a bad mood, and was left alone to sing a one-man show and shake his wit.He just thought that Jiang Chengyan treated him with the utmost benevolence and righteousness.And he is destined to owe him a lifetime love, and he will never be able to repay it.After all, the most selfish one is him, Mu Bingci.

In a blink of an eye, the day of Qiqiao Festival came.Summer is the hottest in Liuhuo, and it looks like a heavy rain is about to rain. The thunder rolls and howls in the thick black clouds.It seems that there is no escape from a heavy rain this night.

Jiang Chengyan called from the office at noon and said that he had ordered Western food from the Red House to be delivered to his home in the evening, and also ordered cakes by the way, so that Mu Bingci could stay at home and have dinner together.

Mu Bingci answered the call, and spent the whole afternoon in a panic.I was thinking of an excuse to go out for dinner, and then I went to Chenghuang Temple to find a chance to escape when the time came.Unexpectedly, Jiang Chengyan arranged dinner.Mu Bingci thought about it and wondered if Jiang Chengyan knew something and came to test him on purpose.I felt that I couldn't show my feet, so I agreed first.After thinking about it, I sent someone to the wine cellar to get twenty or thirty bottles of red wine, but I couldn't believe it. Jiang Chengyan can still drink a thousand glasses without getting drunk?

In the evening Jiang Chengyan came home early and asked someone to arrange the dinner in the Ziyu Pavilion in the back garden of the villa.

Since the gazebo was originally not included in the villa design, but because Mu Bingci moved in last year and was afraid of the heat in summer, Jiang Chengyan sent someone to build this well-designed summer pavilion at the back of the villa.And because the villa is Western-style, the style of the pavilion is also made into the appearance of a European-style temple. The shape is specially made old, and it is not too obtrusive overall.

A living water pond was dug at the foot of the pavilion. Twelve European-style waterwheels are placed on four sides. Only one waterwheel needs to be turned on, and the water flow is self-contained and the springs close the orifices, which in turn triggers the rotation of other waterwheels to pump up the clear water in the pond and spray it. around the eaves.In this way, the water drops, like falling rain, fell on the eaves in an uproar, and then formed a bead curtain water waterfall to wrap the pavilion.The entire pavilion is cool without wind, and if the water is pumped for a long time, frost will form on the stone tables and benches in midsummer.

Jiang Chengyan turned around the corridor bridge and walked through the water curtain to the pavilion. Mu Bingci was standing under the eaves, catching the water waterfall falling from the roof with his hands in boredom.Hearing someone coming behind him, he turned and looked at Jiang Chengyan: "You are here."

Mu Bingci's face was calm, but his heart tightened for no reason.His heart was beating extremely fast, beating like a drum, so that his body movements were a little unnaturally stiff.Therefore, he had no choice but to stand still, for fear that Jiang Chengyan would see through him if he moved.

Jiang Chengyan didn't care, and went straight to Mu Bingci from behind, just like he often did when they were most affectionate.He reached out to fetch the water together, and leaned into Mu Bingci's ear with a low smile and said, "This pavilion is useful, but it's not used too often. It's a pity."

His expression and tone were natural, and there was nothing unusual about him.Mu Bingci was relieved for a while, and ignored Jiang Chengyan's natural intimacy.He didn't expect that Jiang Chengyan had been different from him for a long time. Jiang Chengyan was always gentle and soft, but he respected his wishes and never provoked him casually.

Mu Bingci didn't have time to think so much at this time, he just thought that Jiang Chengyan didn't see the clue, so he felt relieved.Therefore, Jiang Chengyan's hand stretched in the waterfall suddenly turned over and held his fingers. Mu Bingci was just taken aback, and didn't push him away vigorously.Maybe he was thinking about it for the last time, so it's okay to save a little affection.

Jiang Chengyan grabbed Mu Bingci's hand and wetly kissed it on his lips.With the other hand, he took out a ring from his shirt pocket, and put it on Mu Bingci's ring finger involuntarily.

Mu Bingci was surprised, and when he took a closer look, it was a silver ring carved with yin and yang on the dark bottom, with a meridian line in the middle, inlaid with simple and simple turquoise and yellow beeswax in a messy and orderly manner.It looked like something from the Western Regions, maybe it was a tribute from the former imperial palace.Mu Bingci had stayed abroad and knew what the wedding custom of foreigners wearing a ring on his ring finger meant, so he reached out to pull out the ring. "What are you doing—"

He was held by Jiang Chengyan with his finger and ring.Jiang Chengyan smiled faintly: "Today is the Qixi Festival of our nation. I have been with you for so many years, but I have never given you any gifts. This ring is given to you by imitating the wedding customs of foreigners. My best wishes in this life are all in it Above. I hope it can accompany you in the days to come."

Mu Bingci frowned and looked at that hand, allowing Jiang Chengyan to hold it forcefully.

Jiang Chengyan smiled to himself: "Bing Ci, how about wearing it? That's all I can give you."

Mu Bingci froze and didn't make a sound.The two were deadlocked like this.After a long time, Mu Bingci nodded. "Okay. But I'm taking your things for nothing, and I have nothing to give you."

Jiang Chengyan smiled deeply when he heard the words. "The best affection you've ever given me. I'm very satisfied."

Mu Bingci turned his back to him, so of course he couldn't see it, Jiang Chengyan's eyes were a little red in the orange lights on the pillars beside the pavilion.It's just that the smile on his face concealed the forbearance in his eyes, and he was about to part with the most cherished person, and tightly suppressed the pain and loss in the corners of his eyes, preventing it from flooding out.

Jiang Chengyan dragged Mu Bingci to the table and sat down. "Bing Ci, when you first came to Shanghai, I promised to accompany you to eat all the restaurants here. But it has been several years now, and we rarely get together. No one can say what will happen in the future. No. How many chances do you and I have for having a good meal together?"

Mu Bingci regained his strength at this time, thinking that he was leaving tonight, and that he and Jiang Chengyan would never see each other again.He can't let Jiang Chengyan be locked up for a lifetime, even if he likes him no matter how much he likes.When things came to an end, the past things went back one by one, the hatred for Jiang Chengyan faded, and the guilt increased.Jiang Chengyan may not be a kind person to others, but Jiang Chengyan's love for him has never changed.

"Jiang Chengyan, why do you treat me so well. No one would give anything without asking for anything in return. If you treat me like this, I have nothing to pay you back."

Jiang Chengyan reached out and poured two glasses of red wine, and handed a glass to Mu Bingci. "I am willing to treat you well. This is not a care about not paying back. Besides, if you really want to care about it, it is because you gave me pure and flawless feelings first. Bing Ci, I have always wanted to thank you."

Clink the glass with Mu Bingci lightly, and drink it down in one gulp.This is not the way to drink red wine, but Jiang Chengyan only wants to get drunk.

"Bingci, how can a person be considered alive? It's not that there is no desire or desire like a god or Buddha, but that it stimulates the seven emotions and breaks the six desires. My seven emotions and six desires are all here with you."

Love is the seven emotions, hate is the seven emotions, pain is also the seven emotions.A living person is always entangled in the relationship between true love and desire.The luck of a person's life is to build a relationship with people who are connected with each other with one heart and one mind.That is the world, and it is also the source.

Mu Bingci held the wine glass in silence, listening to Jiang Chengyan's words and watching Jiang Chengyan drink a glass.Jiang Chengyan tonight is begging to get drunk, but also begging to be released.It seems that these years of depression and lingering finally have a time when they can't bear it.

It was rare for Jiang Chengyan to get drunk that night. Mu Bingci originally wanted to say something, but when the words came to his lips, everything he said was hypocritical and superfluous.

He had never seen Jiang Chengyan drink so much wine.Like a person who is about to die of thirst, it doesn't matter whether the wine in the cup is fine nectar or poisonous poison, as long as it can quench the thirst in front of him, he will have nothing to say in the end, only the eagerness to exhaust himself is left.

It seemed that Jiang Chengyan deliberately wanted to get drunk.

Jiang Chengyan gradually became distracted, looked at Mu Bingci and just smiled.Mu Bing resigned and looked at his wrist, 07:30.He thought that he should leave, and Jiang Chengyan looked almost there.

Suddenly there was a strong wind outside the house, and the dark night sky suddenly poured down with rain.

Mu Bingci got up and walked to Jiang Chengyan's side to help him up: "Jiang Chengyan, let's go back to the house." Thinking in his heart, when Jiang Chengyan fell asleep, he should leave too.

Jiang Chengyan held his arm with his backhand, supported the table with one hand, and dragged Mu Bingci staggeringly out of the pavilion.There were military guards under the pavilion, and they rushed up to hold umbrellas for the two of them.Jiang Chengyan waved his hand to stop: "No need."

A strong wind and heavy rain were coming, and the two of them walked forward in a daze with their own concerns, as if they didn't realize it.Later, Jiang Chengyan walked faster and took Mu Bingci to go upstairs. Both of them were wet from head to toe, and water was dripping everywhere on their bodies.

Jiang Chengyan walked to the glass cabinet behind the door, reached out and groped for something from the shelf, then turned around and pulled Mu Bingci's wrist, and helped him fasten it to the wrist.Mu Bingci looked down and saw that it was his snakeskin soft whip.In Huizhou, he lost his mind and shot Jiang Chengyan by mistake. Jiang Chengyan dragged him and told him not to leave. This whip was left in Jiang Chengyan's hand at that time.

Jiang Chengyan was drunk, his breath was heavy, his hands couldn't align the buckle, his eyes were loose, but he lowered his head to look at the whip.After buckling it up for a long time, Mu Bingci grabbed his wrist.Mu Bingci vaguely felt that Jiang Chengyan's behavior tonight was a bit abnormal, and asked in confusion: "Jiang Chengyan, what are you doing?"

Jiang Chengyan muttered: "This is for you. Bingci, don't hate me any more in the future."

Mu Bingci saw him like a stubborn toddler, as if returning the whip to its original owner would eliminate the barrier between them.Can't help being a little funny, but somehow sad, he reached out and pulled down the whip and threw it on the bed cabinet, pushing Jiang Chengyan onto the bed. "Don't do it, you go to sleep."

Jiang Chengyan's footsteps were unsteady, and he pushed him down. He subconsciously grabbed Mu Bingci, and the two rolled onto the bed together.Mu Bingci fell to Jiang Chengyan's chest, raised his head, almost lip to lip with Jiang Chengyan.Jiang Chengyan panted with a drunk face: "Bingci, don't hate me anymore."

While speaking, the lips were close together, the breath was hot, and with a slight movement, the two lips would stick together.Seeing Jiang Chengyan's cautious look, Mu Bingci's eyes suddenly turned red.He reached out and gently clasped Jiang Chengyan's chin, looking into Jiang Chengyan's hazy eyes.

"Jiang Chengyan, do you want me?"

Jiang Chengyan seemed to be stunned for a moment, and after a while he smiled drunkly and said, "You bad-hearted thing, what are you going to do? Are you thinking that I will do something to you and find a reason to hate me for the rest of your life? No, Bing Resignation, it’s not what you think. I want you, as long as I see you, I don’t want you for a moment. But I won’t do that. I respect your true wishes, as long as you don’t really want to have sex with me , I won’t force you. It’s the same now, don’t think about using yourself as a bargaining chip, and don’t tarnish—my feelings for you. I don’t want you to hate me in the future. "

Mu Bingci was distracted, and a little annoyed after hearing his words from a saint.Co-author Jiang Chengyan meant that he still wanted to use his physical relationship to plot against him. This is simply—an extremely insulting to him.But if you want to say what you are thinking, you can't say it yourself.He felt that Jiang Chengyan was a bit pitiful, but didn't he take advantage of the advantages of his feelings and force Jiang Chengyan to be like this step by step?Why did he not feel happy when he was in front of him, but felt so uncomfortable that he was about to go crazy?

Mu Bingci said angrily: "I just want to ask you a question, what are you talking about with all this nonsense? I just ask you, do you want me?"

Jiang Chengyan stared straight at him without speaking, and sighed helplessly.He reached out to Mu Bingci's face and rubbed it carefully, sighed: "I want you, but not now. Bingci, if you don't mind, I want to kiss you."

The Western clock on the corridor next door struck nine.Jiang Chengyan beside him was breathing heavily because of the alcohol, but evenly.He is fast asleep.

Mu Bingci sat up from the bed, his waist and legs were sore, especially his two legs, it seemed that they were growing on his torso.Mu Bingci reluctantly got out of bed, went to the bathroom to wash briefly, got out of his clothes, buckled up his watch, and saw his soft snakeskin whip on the bed cabinet.

If Jiang Chengyan hadn't returned it to him, Mu Bingci himself would not have remembered such a weapon.Tonight, Jiang Chengyan handed it back to him, and he said, Bingci, don't hate me anymore.

Mu Bingci stretched out his hand to pick up the whip, and only then did he realize that Jiang Chengyan's words were a little strange, why did he suddenly say that.However, Mu Bingci had no time to think about it, and time was running out.He also buckled the whip on his wrist, buckled it halfway, and suddenly took it off with his backhand, thinking that he had never left anything for Jiang Chengyan, and he would never see each other again, so he should save this whip for Jiang Chengyan to think about.After thinking about it again, everyone is gone, what do you want to do for Jiang Chengyan?It's what bastards do to give him longing and make him suffer.Since you have to leave, it's better to be clean and tidy, and don't worry about the two.

Mu Bingci bent down to put the soft whip back on the bed cabinet, but after thinking about it, he took it away again. "Jiang Chengyan, I still won't keep my things for you. In the past, I came to tease you first, and I was the one who said that I would never give up on you. But when something happened, I was the first to distrust you and abandon you I am also a person. I am a person with a weak will, so you should not take it to heart. Besides, I have brought you a lot of trouble when I am with you. You should forget about me as soon as possible, so that you can feel better .”

In the darkness, Jiang Chengyan's eyelids moved slightly, his back turned to Mu Bingci's fingers and he clenched tightly.

Mu Bingci held the doorknob and was about to open the door when he looked back at the sleeping figure.He was very confused, empty, and very uncomfortable.But obviously he should be happy, and in another hour, he will be free.

He stood by the door, and finally couldn't help but walk back to the bed, lowered his head and kissed Jiang Chengyan's forehead lightly. "Jiang Chengyan, goodbye."

Then Mu Bingci turned and went out, the lights in the corridor outside the door were bright orange, the somewhat lonely look on Mu Bingci's face hidden in the darkness, once it was illuminated by the light, it instantly became frosty and indifferent.Jiang Chengyan sent the guards outside the door downstairs, Mu Bingci went straight downstairs, and Yu Luo was dragging Lu Chaosheng to play toothpicks in the living room.

Lu Chaosheng didn't know how to play, but Yu Luo taught him to look at his cards openly, and Lu Chaosheng always lost every time.

Lu Chaosheng saw Mu Bingci coming downstairs, dressed neatly, without showing any trace, and said, "Master Mu is going out?"

Mu Bingci nodded: "I'm going out for a walk."

Yu Luo quickly cooperated: "Where are you going? I'll go too."

Lu Chaosheng said: "Don't make trouble." Turning around, he asked Mu Bingci: "Is Mr. Mu alone? What did the third master say?"

Mu Bing resigned: "Jiang Chengyan is fast asleep. I don't want to sleep yet, so go for a walk on the street."

Lu Chaosheng stopped talking, and as usual, all the guards in the house followed Mu Bingci to go out together.Yu Luo and another Tai Bao personally protected Mu Bingci, and a large group of people went out in a big way.

The sound of the car engine in the garden spread to the bedroom on the second floor. Jiang Chengyan, who was "sleeping soundly", opened his eyes, stepped on the carpet barefoot, walked to the window, opened it, and saw the brightly lit garden through the glass. Yu Luo was sleeping. Open the car door for Mu Bingci with an umbrella.The car slowly drove out from the stone road in the garden, and Mu Bingci didn't even look back.

Jiang Chengyan propped one hand on the window glass, the black car between his fingers was blurred by the rain, and slowly disappeared. The hand inside the window and the garden outside the window became empty at the same time, leaving only layers of splashes on the glass surface. The raindrops blocked the follower's sight.

Jiang Chengyan couldn't help thinking, every time Mu Bingci left him, it was such a rainy day, drenched to the point of despair, but still refused to give up.Just thinking that in the long run, Bingci can freely control his own life, no matter how painful it is, it is still worth it.

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